I was laying down in bed, Mackenzie was behind me, hugging me, think she was talking but I wasn't listening. I was thinking about that Kaitlin said to me earlier today at Liam's pool party. Was it true? Did I only focus on Mackenzie? What if Kaycee, Chelsea and Felicity felt the same way? Was I being a horrible friend? What if I focus more on my friends and not Mackenzie? That would also ruin everything.

"Lou.. Your not talking to me. Is something wrong?" Mackenzie asks me. "Nope, I'm fine babe. Just thinking." I say to her. "Well if you need anything I'm right here." I smile and give her a kiss.

I get a text from Chelsea:
Louis, Did Kaitlin tell you yet? Me and Felicity feel the same way. It's not because of Mackenzie, I love her shes and amazing girl, perfect for you. But it's that all you do is think about her, spend time with her, you don't even remember who we are.. please remember this. We're still important to you, Right?

Oh my gosh. Chelsea, Felicity and Kaitlin feel the same way? What about Kaycee? Or the lads? What am I going to do. Well, I better get rest. Mackenzie wants to do.... stuff with me.

"Lou.. Are you sure you okay?" Mackenzie asks me. "Ya.. Now, Lets just get started then go to sleep." I say. She climbs on top of my and starts making out with me. 10 minutes later, my hair is all messed up. Mackenzie tied up her hair 5 minutes ago. We were breathing heavily. "Wanna sleep now?" I ask her. "Gladly." She faces the wall, her back to my tummy. I wrap my arms around her tummy and bring her in closer. I still can't stop thinking about what Kaitlin said, and the text.. All to much..

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I... Am.... Still.... Waiting... For..... Pictures.