
Something Changed
What can I say?
"Sunday fun day" my mom said thinking she was the most clever person in the world.
"Haha WOOOOO" I replied with false happiness.
"What's wrong now" she asked.
"Nothing."
"Come on I know you, your my daughter, I gave birth to you, I know when you're upset" she replied while poking me in the stomach trying to get me to laugh.
"Mom, I'm fine."
"Well if you need to talk I'm here."
"I know."
"Wanna go to the mall?"
"What no we can't spend any money. We have college to think about remember?"
"Yeah, but soon."
"Okay."
**********
I'm trying to scribble down notes as fast as possible hoping to catch a little break in between when Chris turns around and snatches them from my desk. Now, normally I would have a problem with it because he would ask to see them but now he just snatched them away. Honestly, I was taken aback surprised he did that. So what he can just do whatever he wants? No. I don't think so. I was about to steal them back and give him a witty comment when Harry turned and grabbed them out of his hand leaving Chris, austin, and me shocked.
"You don't do that" Harry quietly shouted at Chris.
Chris's mouth was still open just like mine.
Harry turned to me and back to Chris.
"Now I'm going to ask Audrey like a gentle-man to borrow her notes" he said turning back to me and gazing at me with his green eyes.
"Can I use your notes" he said with a proud grin on his face.
I could barely find my words, I felt my cheeks get warm, thank goodness it was dark.
"Yeah, sure" I responded barely audible.
A few minutes later he turned around and looked confused.
"Is something wrong" I asked.
"No."
"Okay" I responded expecting that to be it.
"Why do you write with different colors?"
"Excuse me?"
"The pens."
"Oh um I don't know I just don't like to write with one color because I think it's boring. So I try to write with colors whenever I can. Why do you care? You think it's childish of something?"
"No, actually I think it's cute" he responded nonchalantly.
My face got warm again. Thank goodness it was still dark.
***********
I was beginning to grow fond of Harry as much as I hated to admit that. There's no way I would let him think I was interested in him though. Nothing could happen between us.
I was thinking about first hour and how I creamed my opponent in the debate i had been trying to postpone as much as i could. It was clear Harry could read the satisfactory grin on my face.
"What are you so happy about?"
"Oh nothing" I said.
"Come on, let Harry in on it."
"um, okay well I totally creamed this know it all in a debate in my first hour. I shocked the whole class including my teacher" I said awkwardly yet with pride.
"Really? Who would've thought you would've had it in you" he said playfully bumping my arm with his fist.
"Hey!! I'm smarter than you think. Just because I don't say much doesn't mean I'm stupid or something."
"Trust me, I know your not stupid. But you might think I am once I ask you something."
"okay, shoot" I said cautiously.
"Will you let me take you out Saturday night? In celebration of your victory that is" he asked with hope in his green eyes.
"Sure" I answered shocked at myself. Fuck. What did I just do.
"Haha WOOOOO" I replied with false happiness.
"What's wrong now" she asked.
"Nothing."
"Come on I know you, your my daughter, I gave birth to you, I know when you're upset" she replied while poking me in the stomach trying to get me to laugh.
"Mom, I'm fine."
"Well if you need to talk I'm here."
"I know."
"Wanna go to the mall?"
"What no we can't spend any money. We have college to think about remember?"
"Yeah, but soon."
"Okay."
**********
I'm trying to scribble down notes as fast as possible hoping to catch a little break in between when Chris turns around and snatches them from my desk. Now, normally I would have a problem with it because he would ask to see them but now he just snatched them away. Honestly, I was taken aback surprised he did that. So what he can just do whatever he wants? No. I don't think so. I was about to steal them back and give him a witty comment when Harry turned and grabbed them out of his hand leaving Chris, austin, and me shocked.
"You don't do that" Harry quietly shouted at Chris.
Chris's mouth was still open just like mine.
Harry turned to me and back to Chris.
"Now I'm going to ask Audrey like a gentle-man to borrow her notes" he said turning back to me and gazing at me with his green eyes.
"Can I use your notes" he said with a proud grin on his face.
I could barely find my words, I felt my cheeks get warm, thank goodness it was dark.
"Yeah, sure" I responded barely audible.
A few minutes later he turned around and looked confused.
"Is something wrong" I asked.
"No."
"Okay" I responded expecting that to be it.
"Why do you write with different colors?"
"Excuse me?"
"The pens."
"Oh um I don't know I just don't like to write with one color because I think it's boring. So I try to write with colors whenever I can. Why do you care? You think it's childish of something?"
"No, actually I think it's cute" he responded nonchalantly.
My face got warm again. Thank goodness it was still dark.
***********
I was beginning to grow fond of Harry as much as I hated to admit that. There's no way I would let him think I was interested in him though. Nothing could happen between us.
I was thinking about first hour and how I creamed my opponent in the debate i had been trying to postpone as much as i could. It was clear Harry could read the satisfactory grin on my face.
"What are you so happy about?"
"Oh nothing" I said.
"Come on, let Harry in on it."
"um, okay well I totally creamed this know it all in a debate in my first hour. I shocked the whole class including my teacher" I said awkwardly yet with pride.
"Really? Who would've thought you would've had it in you" he said playfully bumping my arm with his fist.
"Hey!! I'm smarter than you think. Just because I don't say much doesn't mean I'm stupid or something."
"Trust me, I know your not stupid. But you might think I am once I ask you something."
"okay, shoot" I said cautiously.
"Will you let me take you out Saturday night? In celebration of your victory that is" he asked with hope in his green eyes.
"Sure" I answered shocked at myself. Fuck. What did I just do.
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9/2/13