Will It Last?
chapter 16
Niall's POV
I barely slept last night and I woke up this morning tired. I couldn't stop thinking about El and if I did manage to fall asleep I just had nightmares of her. Of her walking in on me and the blond, of me chasing her down a endless hallway, and of her about to jump of a ledge because I hurt her so bad and I just stood there and watched her not being able to do anything. She fills my thoughts and every time I close my eye I see her face so hurt at the airport. I just wanted to stay in my room all day but the lads wouldn't let me. They made me come to breakfast with them. I could tell they were all worried about me but I didn't care. I was just sad and depressed. I didn't want to talk or doing anything. I wasn't even hungry which is unlike me and when the boys saw that I didn't get any food they were all shocked. I was always hungry. But not today I was too sad to be hungry. So I was sitting there just staring at a dot on the table when Liam looked up and started to smile but then his expression turned into kind of scared and worried. I turned around to look at what caused this. I saw Lizzy storming over to me with El trailing behind. I had to admit I was a little scared,ok well terrified after what happened at the airport. But my focus was on El. "El I'm really sorry I really-" I started to say but then was cut off by Lizzy giving me a quick slap to the face. Everyone in the room gasped at was watching us. "I told you this already. Don't talk to her. don't touch her, don't even look at her you little piece of shit!" she yelled at me. Before she could slap me again El grabbed her arms and pulled her away a little. "Liam come." was all she said. Her voice didn't hold any emotion. Liam immediately got up and went to grab Lizzy from El. "No I want to slap him again! He deserves to be in pain" Lizzy yelled before Liam dragged her out of the cafe. I noticed El still stayed. She came over and all of the boys found a excuse to leave. I noticed Harry was still around the entrance watching us in case something happened. El then took a seat next to me but scooted the chair a little further away. I opened my mouth to say something but she stopped me. "Don't" was all she said and I stopped. "Why Niall thats all I want to know. Was I not good enough for you?" she asked still with no expression in her voice. "What no of course not El I love you!" I said and started to reach for her hand but when she pulled back I stopped. "Well obviously you don't and you didn't before or wouldn't have slept with her." she spat at me showing emotion for once. She realized this and instantly went back to the no emotion El. "Please El I can't I need you." I begged my sadness showing. "Stop it you have no right to be sad! It was your choice and I know your not really sorry. Your just sorry you got caught." she said still emotionless. The she got up and left. I didn't realize I was staring at the spot that she was sitting at till Harry came over and sat there. "Hey mate are you ok." he asked me. I just looked at him and saw the pity and sadness in his eyes. I didn't saw anything I just left. When I got in the hallway Liam was sitting against a wall with his eyes closed. He opened them when he heard me. I felt awful because of me and El, well just me El didn't do anything but get her heart broken. His relationship was starting to fail. I just looked at him then started walking again not knowing where I was going. I couldn't leave because of the paparazzi and fans. I just walked around for a couple hours till I wandered to the stage. I walked in and saw El standing in the middle of the stage. I quickly hid behind a seat so I wouldn't get caught.
El's POV
After that confrontation with Niall I was ready to have a girls day. I let up from the numb state I was in a little bit. We got ice cream and went shopping and got pampered for 3 hours. It was awesome! When we were done getting pampered we went back. I have to admit I looked amazing. I my hair was in simple waves with a big pink bow clipped in the side and it looked super cute. Then I had on a white tank top and a see through pink shirt with the sleeves down to my elbows. Then I had on a pair of skinny jeans with a little bit of bling and some super cute boots. When we got back I saw Niall walking around and I went back to my numb mood. I could tell Lizzy was worried. I couldn't help it I just had all of these emotions inside of me and they can't come out. I knew how I could get them out so I went to the stage. Thankfully no one was there so I grabbed a Mic that that always had ready in case we wanted to practice and began singing one of my favorite songs.
ohh
how bout a round of applause
yeah, standing ovation
ohh yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
trying to apologize, your so ugly when you cry
please, just cut it out
and don't tell me your sorry cuz your not
baby when I know your only sorry you got caught
but you put on quiet a show
really had me going
but now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quiet a show, very entertaining
but it's over now
so go on and take a bow
ohhh
grab you clothes and get gone
before the sprinklers come on
talking bout "girl I love you you're the one"
this just looks like a re-run
please, what else is on
ohh
and don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
but you put on quite a show
really had me goin
but now it's time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now
go on and take a bow
ohh
and the award for the best liar goes to you
for making me believe that you could be
faithful to me
lets hear you speech
ohh
how bout a round of applause
standing ovation
but you put on quite a show
very entertaining
but now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now
go on and take a bow
but it's over now
I hit the last note perfectly as I finished. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. When I opened them I saw Niall standing up from a chair in the back. Why was he here? Did he hear me?
I barely slept last night and I woke up this morning tired. I couldn't stop thinking about El and if I did manage to fall asleep I just had nightmares of her. Of her walking in on me and the blond, of me chasing her down a endless hallway, and of her about to jump of a ledge because I hurt her so bad and I just stood there and watched her not being able to do anything. She fills my thoughts and every time I close my eye I see her face so hurt at the airport. I just wanted to stay in my room all day but the lads wouldn't let me. They made me come to breakfast with them. I could tell they were all worried about me but I didn't care. I was just sad and depressed. I didn't want to talk or doing anything. I wasn't even hungry which is unlike me and when the boys saw that I didn't get any food they were all shocked. I was always hungry. But not today I was too sad to be hungry. So I was sitting there just staring at a dot on the table when Liam looked up and started to smile but then his expression turned into kind of scared and worried. I turned around to look at what caused this. I saw Lizzy storming over to me with El trailing behind. I had to admit I was a little scared,ok well terrified after what happened at the airport. But my focus was on El. "El I'm really sorry I really-" I started to say but then was cut off by Lizzy giving me a quick slap to the face. Everyone in the room gasped at was watching us. "I told you this already. Don't talk to her. don't touch her, don't even look at her you little piece of shit!" she yelled at me. Before she could slap me again El grabbed her arms and pulled her away a little. "Liam come." was all she said. Her voice didn't hold any emotion. Liam immediately got up and went to grab Lizzy from El. "No I want to slap him again! He deserves to be in pain" Lizzy yelled before Liam dragged her out of the cafe. I noticed El still stayed. She came over and all of the boys found a excuse to leave. I noticed Harry was still around the entrance watching us in case something happened. El then took a seat next to me but scooted the chair a little further away. I opened my mouth to say something but she stopped me. "Don't" was all she said and I stopped. "Why Niall thats all I want to know. Was I not good enough for you?" she asked still with no expression in her voice. "What no of course not El I love you!" I said and started to reach for her hand but when she pulled back I stopped. "Well obviously you don't and you didn't before or wouldn't have slept with her." she spat at me showing emotion for once. She realized this and instantly went back to the no emotion El. "Please El I can't I need you." I begged my sadness showing. "Stop it you have no right to be sad! It was your choice and I know your not really sorry. Your just sorry you got caught." she said still emotionless. The she got up and left. I didn't realize I was staring at the spot that she was sitting at till Harry came over and sat there. "Hey mate are you ok." he asked me. I just looked at him and saw the pity and sadness in his eyes. I didn't saw anything I just left. When I got in the hallway Liam was sitting against a wall with his eyes closed. He opened them when he heard me. I felt awful because of me and El, well just me El didn't do anything but get her heart broken. His relationship was starting to fail. I just looked at him then started walking again not knowing where I was going. I couldn't leave because of the paparazzi and fans. I just walked around for a couple hours till I wandered to the stage. I walked in and saw El standing in the middle of the stage. I quickly hid behind a seat so I wouldn't get caught.
El's POV
After that confrontation with Niall I was ready to have a girls day. I let up from the numb state I was in a little bit. We got ice cream and went shopping and got pampered for 3 hours. It was awesome! When we were done getting pampered we went back. I have to admit I looked amazing. I my hair was in simple waves with a big pink bow clipped in the side and it looked super cute. Then I had on a white tank top and a see through pink shirt with the sleeves down to my elbows. Then I had on a pair of skinny jeans with a little bit of bling and some super cute boots. When we got back I saw Niall walking around and I went back to my numb mood. I could tell Lizzy was worried. I couldn't help it I just had all of these emotions inside of me and they can't come out. I knew how I could get them out so I went to the stage. Thankfully no one was there so I grabbed a Mic that that always had ready in case we wanted to practice and began singing one of my favorite songs.
ohh
how bout a round of applause
yeah, standing ovation
ohh yeah
yeah yeah yeah yeah
you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
trying to apologize, your so ugly when you cry
please, just cut it out
and don't tell me your sorry cuz your not
baby when I know your only sorry you got caught
but you put on quiet a show
really had me going
but now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quiet a show, very entertaining
but it's over now
so go on and take a bow
ohhh
grab you clothes and get gone
before the sprinklers come on
talking bout "girl I love you you're the one"
this just looks like a re-run
please, what else is on
ohh
and don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
but you put on quite a show
really had me goin
but now it's time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now
go on and take a bow
ohh
and the award for the best liar goes to you
for making me believe that you could be
faithful to me
lets hear you speech
ohh
how bout a round of applause
standing ovation
but you put on quite a show
very entertaining
but now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quite a show
very entertaining
but it's over now
go on and take a bow
but it's over now
I hit the last note perfectly as I finished. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. When I opened them I saw Niall standing up from a chair in the back. Why was he here? Did he hear me?
10/12/13