Will It Last?
chapter 13
El's POV
I was woken up by Lizzy telling me that we were about 20 minute away. I hadn't bothered to fix my make up because i was still silently crying the whole plane ride until I fell into a dreamless sleep. I got up with my make up bag and went to the tiny air plane bathroom. I fixed my make up as best as I could but my eyes were all red and swollen so you could tell I had been crying. I walked back out and sat in my seat just as a voice over head told us that we were going to be landing and to put our seat belts on. "El are you ok?" Lizzy asked me. "Well what do you think no I'm not alright." I snapped at her. I instantly regretted it. "Sorry Lizzy I didn't mean to snap I just really don't want to see or talk to him." I said. "It's ok I forgive you and don't worry I will be there." Liz said. "Ok thanks but don't worry you an Liam can still have your reunion." I said. I really didn't want to mess up their relationship just because of my crappy one. By then it was time to get off the plane. We grabbed our luggage and went to meet the boys. We came out and Lizzy and Liam looked at each other for a moment before running into each others arms. I just stood there and watched them. They looked so happy. I wish I had some one I could do that with. I thought that someone was Niall but I guess I was wrong. Everyone was looking at them as they hugged and kissed each other. When they stepped back from each other the all eyes were all on me and Niall. Niall took a few steps towards me. "El" Niall said hesitantly. Suddenly my shoes were very very interesting. I looked up a bit and saw that Lizzy's hand had let Liam's and she came over to stand in front of me. "Niall she doesn't want to talk to you." I head Lizzy say. I had looked down at my shoes again. Tears were now silently streaming down my face. "Please let me talk to her please." Niall said. I looked at him through my sunglasses which I had put on before we left the plane. I saw Lizzy take a step towards Niall. Then she suddenly slap him hard in the face. All of the boys gasped at that. "You don't deserve to talk to her you jerk." Lizzy said. Apparently Niall didn't care because he started talking again. "El please i'm sorry please El
talk to me please. I didn't mean to." Niall said. It was those last 4 word that broke me. He didn't mean to?! How do you not mean to sleep with someone when you have a girl friend?! I was suddenly very very mad. I stepped forward and slapped him in the face. "You didn't mean to! How do you not mean to?! You fucking bastard! I hate you! Dang it Niall I loved you!" I yelled at him and took the dvd out of my purse and puched it against his chest. "I loved you" I said more quietly and crumpled into Lizzy's arms crying. "El i-" Niall started but he was cut off by Lizzy. "Go Niall you have done enough." Lizzy said. "But" Niall started to say again but he was cut off again. "GO!" Lizzy yelled at him and he left. "Liam I will see you later." Lizzy said to Liam. "Ok bye." he said back and him and the other boys left in the way Niall went. "El come on hun we have to go." she said. I just nodded my head and bent down to pick up my sun glasses which had fallen to the floor in my rage/crying session. I put the on and we walked out and got into the car. I went and locked myself in my room as soon as we got there. Lizzy tried to get in but I wouldn't let her. I just laid on my bed and cried. I cried until I fell into a dreamless sleep.
I was woken up by Lizzy telling me that we were about 20 minute away. I hadn't bothered to fix my make up because i was still silently crying the whole plane ride until I fell into a dreamless sleep. I got up with my make up bag and went to the tiny air plane bathroom. I fixed my make up as best as I could but my eyes were all red and swollen so you could tell I had been crying. I walked back out and sat in my seat just as a voice over head told us that we were going to be landing and to put our seat belts on. "El are you ok?" Lizzy asked me. "Well what do you think no I'm not alright." I snapped at her. I instantly regretted it. "Sorry Lizzy I didn't mean to snap I just really don't want to see or talk to him." I said. "It's ok I forgive you and don't worry I will be there." Liz said. "Ok thanks but don't worry you an Liam can still have your reunion." I said. I really didn't want to mess up their relationship just because of my crappy one. By then it was time to get off the plane. We grabbed our luggage and went to meet the boys. We came out and Lizzy and Liam looked at each other for a moment before running into each others arms. I just stood there and watched them. They looked so happy. I wish I had some one I could do that with. I thought that someone was Niall but I guess I was wrong. Everyone was looking at them as they hugged and kissed each other. When they stepped back from each other the all eyes were all on me and Niall. Niall took a few steps towards me. "El" Niall said hesitantly. Suddenly my shoes were very very interesting. I looked up a bit and saw that Lizzy's hand had let Liam's and she came over to stand in front of me. "Niall she doesn't want to talk to you." I head Lizzy say. I had looked down at my shoes again. Tears were now silently streaming down my face. "Please let me talk to her please." Niall said. I looked at him through my sunglasses which I had put on before we left the plane. I saw Lizzy take a step towards Niall. Then she suddenly slap him hard in the face. All of the boys gasped at that. "You don't deserve to talk to her you jerk." Lizzy said. Apparently Niall didn't care because he started talking again. "El please i'm sorry please El
talk to me please. I didn't mean to." Niall said. It was those last 4 word that broke me. He didn't mean to?! How do you not mean to sleep with someone when you have a girl friend?! I was suddenly very very mad. I stepped forward and slapped him in the face. "You didn't mean to! How do you not mean to?! You fucking bastard! I hate you! Dang it Niall I loved you!" I yelled at him and took the dvd out of my purse and puched it against his chest. "I loved you" I said more quietly and crumpled into Lizzy's arms crying. "El i-" Niall started but he was cut off by Lizzy. "Go Niall you have done enough." Lizzy said. "But" Niall started to say again but he was cut off again. "GO!" Lizzy yelled at him and he left. "Liam I will see you later." Lizzy said to Liam. "Ok bye." he said back and him and the other boys left in the way Niall went. "El come on hun we have to go." she said. I just nodded my head and bent down to pick up my sun glasses which had fallen to the floor in my rage/crying session. I put the on and we walked out and got into the car. I went and locked myself in my room as soon as we got there. Lizzy tried to get in but I wouldn't let her. I just laid on my bed and cried. I cried until I fell into a dreamless sleep.
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