
I Can't Help It
Chapter 15.
" This place looks amazing." I said as I looked over the menu. I looked up to see Harry watching me with a twinkle in his eyes. I blushed.
" So do you."
Ah darn it I'm probably as red as a cherry by now. He's such a charmer.
" So what are you getting?" I asked, putting that to the side.
" Im not sure yet."
" Me either."
I sipped the water that had been at our table before the waitress had even come. I looked around the restaurant and all the proper people eating an making small talk. Me and Harry were probably the most normal middle class people in here.
We walked out of the restaurant hand in hand after our fantastic meal.
" Harry." I said as we walked down the street light lit sidewalk. He looked down to me.
" Thank you." I whispered.
" Don't thank me." he grinned.
" But I can't help it. I had such a wonderful time here in Ireland. All because of you."
I could have sworn I saw him blush too but he looked away. We walked down the same Riverwalk as earlier but there were no people around this time. We walked in silence for a few minutes until Harry slowly spoke up.
" I really like you Maria." His eyes stayed on his feet.
" Never did I ever think I would like a student the way I like you. Like, you make me nervous to teach class. I've come to realize that I like you so much that I don't care if anyone sees. Which I know is bad because I could be fired, and other bad things, but I just want to flaunt you around. But I can't. And it sucks."
we both watched our feet as as we walked together. He waited for me to respond.
" I know. It does suck. But it won't be like that for long, okay? Let's just enjoy our last night away and alone tonight while we can. You know, make the most of it."
I looked up at him and gave him a reassuring smile, which he returned. He stopped walking and pulled me in closer by the waist. My hands landed on his chest, but slid their way to his neck as he slowly leaned in. Our lips were an inch apart and it felt like an eternity before they softly touched. the kiss was very delicate at first, but In the blink of an eye it became passionate, and full of lust. His hand slid over my bum, giving it a slight squeeze before traveling its way up my spine. His fingertips sent simple shock waves through my body. I wanted this.
" Harry." I breathed as I pulled away. he was breathing heavy too.
" Yes babe?"
I nodded. His eyes widened as he knew what I was thinking. He grabbed my hand and we turned and went back to the hotel.
As soon as the door to our room shut I was up against the wall. Before our lips met I jumped and wrapped my legs around his torso. Our kiss was sloppy and hungry yet it still felt amazing. His hands cupped my thighs and carried me over to the bed where he laid me down. He soon hovered over me and kissed me again. He pulled away, leaving a trail of kisses down my jaw and to my neck where he kissed and sucked my sweet spot. A soft moan escaped my lips. My fingers found the buttons on his shrt which I undid each one slowly. I threw his shirt to the ground and he pulled away and intensely met my gaze.
" Are you sure?" He asked. I nodded. I've never been so sure of anything in my life. Harry was probably the most special person to me right now and I wouldn't be ashamed to say he was my first time. Our lips met again and I ran my fingers through his hair as he shimmied my dress off. I kicked off my heels and unbuttoned Harry's pants. He took them off and I took him all in. He was so gorgeous. I kissed his neck and sucked on his earlobe before he took off my bra.
" Your so Beautiful." He muttered in his deep, raspy voice. I blushed as he sucked on my breast and caressed the other. I let a soft moan escape my lips as he pulled away and kissed me again. I pulled his boxers down, and he slid my underwear off before kissing me one last time.
" You ready?"
" Yes." I whispered. He nodded. I winced at the pain. It hurt so bad. He went slow.
" I'm so sorry, I don't like hurting you." He said again. I could tell he meant it. it started to feel more pleasureable after a while, thank goodness because that pain was horrible.
We both came at the same time and he pulled out and laid next to me. He kissed my forehead as I buried myself in his neck. He wrapped his arms around me tightly. This was the happiest I've felt for a while.
" Goodnight Harry." I whispered.
" Goodnight Maria."
• Harry's pov •
I held her close as she drifted off to sleep in my arms. I can't believe we just did that. It was probably one of my best times. I knew it was special for her too. I put a strand of hair behind her ear as I took in her beautiful features. She was so perfect. The way her cheek bones were perfectly carved, and her lips were just the right shade of pink. They were so inviting to me. I never got used to kissing them. Everytime I kissed her I fell in love with her all over again.
There it was.
I had fallen for her. Hard. And I don't think I'll ever be able to get back up. I watched her as she slept. I kissed her head one last time before getting comfortable.
" I love you Maria. "
Notes
Alalsoxowoowjajekwosbseajjakwoskkxoaoalksd! Two updates in one daaaay! Yay yay yay. Ahaha sorry I don't know how some of y'all feel about sex scenes but I figured with the rating you all should have expected it hahaha I feel awkward writing them tho.And I love your guy's feedback! Mwah! Thank you! xx
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~Briii
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