**Two weeks later**

The boys went on tour over a week ago and I haven't felt well the past two weeks since Harry caught Louis and I kissing. I cannot forgive myself for the trouble I caused between them and breaking Louis' heart twice. It's funny. Harry, who I thought I should be with turned on me so completely. In the days after he called me a slut, I tried to call him, but he never answered his phone. I got desperate after a week and text him a couple of times, but he didn't respond. He read the messages because I could see the "read" status on my text app.

Then there was Louis. He stood by me and didn't blame me. He told me he still loved me. Louis didn't think I was a slut. I still felt bad because I knew he and Harry were at odds even after two weeks. I told Louis to find someone else, but he refuses. He calls and texts me everyday to tell me he loves me. The other day, he sent me a dozen red roses with a romantic note. He really did everything he could to make me feel better about myself after Harry tore me down. It made me rethink that maybe I should be with Louis and he really is the one and it was never Harry.

Unfortunately, the tension between the three of us made it impossible for me to be with Louis while they were on tour, well at least physically. Louis begged me to fly out to Belgium and spend a week with him on the road, but he has a job to do and the fighting with Harry will distract him. Next month, Louis gets a four day break so we are making plans to go away together then. A month really isn't such a long time considering all the obstacles we are maneuvering around. All I know is Louis truly makes me happy, makes me feel better about myself, and makes me want to be a better person when I am with him.

I was lying on the couch reading the note Louis sent with my flowers for over the hundredth time when I heard my phone buzz.

L: Hey love, how's my girl? xx

Me: Fine. Just missing you xx

L: Miss u 2 babe :(

Me: Only 27 more days until we r together ;)

L: 2 long, need u now :(

Me: Aw need u 2, luv u :)

L: Luv u 2 :)

Me: How was the show?

L: Great! You have time to talk?

Me: Always time for u Lou xx

L: K call u in a min

Me: K :)

A few minutes later, my phone rang with Louis' ringtone.

"Hi babe! I wanted to go into my room to talk to you in private." God how I missed his cute voice.

"Hi Louis. I'm so happy to hear your voice."

"Same here Lily. Hey, I only have a few minutes and then I have to get ready for a late night tv show interview."

"Okay. Are you and all the boys doing well?"

"Yeah. Harry actually smiled at me today and sang to me on stage tonight. I'm a bit worried about Zayn though. He's acting odd." Oh no, I can't say anything about what Zayn told me.

"Oh, is he sick?"

"No, just real quiet and he's always looking at Niall strangely." I hear the confusion in Louis' voice over Zayn's actions.

"Well, has Niall been eating in gross quantities again? Maybe he's scaring Zayn." I try to joke to get away from this conversation.

"That's a given love," Louis chuckles, "No, I can't figure it out but something is up there. I wish you were here to look after all of us. You'd snap him out of it." He has too much trust in my abilities, I can't snap Zayn out of this.

"Well babe, I don't think that is going to work right now. I'm glad to hear you and Harry and patching things between you. Maybe I'll call Zayn later and see how he is doing?" I more like need to warn him Louis is onto him that something is going on with him.

"Hopefully soon Lily. It would be so much easier if we could all be together."

"Give it time Louis. Harry will meet someone else soon and he'll be wrapped up in her and won't care about us anymore."

"Well, actually--"

"What Louis? Did he meet someone?"

"Yeah. I think that's why he seems pretty cool with me right now. He went out to dinner with a girl last night and has been grinning all day."

I know I should be happy for him - and I am - but I guess it's only natural that a little part of me is sad because things went so wrong with Harry. Maybe I'll be able to join Louis sooner rather than later if Harry is happy with this girl - and that makes me happy.

"Hello. Lily, you still there love?"

"Sorry Louis! I was just thinking if Harry is happy maybe I will be able to join you on the road at some point."

"God I hope so! I miss your kisses Lily." Aww he's so sweet.

"I miss yours too. We'll be together soon."

"27 days is not soon!" He whines and I laugh.

"I know but it's better than nothing."

"True! Sorry babe, but I hear Paul knocking on the door. I gotta run to this interview. I love you! I'll text you when we're finished."

"Okay. Bye Louis. Love you."

"Love you too babe. Bye!" He makes kissing noises into the phone before he ends the call. I can't help but smile into the phone.

I sit on the couch smiling for a few more minutes recalling my conversation with my boyfriend. Suddenly, I snap out of my happy bubble and think about Zayn. I wish I still was with the boys so I could be there to help him. At least I can try to help him from afar. I reach for my phone to text Zayn.

Me: Hey, call me later. Louis knows something is up with u. :0

A few minutes later, my phone buzzes.

Z: Oh shit! WTF am I gonna do?

Me: Relax. Call me later and I'll help u through this.

Z: K. Thanks for being a good friend. Luv ya.

Me: Luv ya 2 buddy.

Well, looks like it's going to be a later night for me since Zayn won't be calling until probably the middle of the night. I hope we can work through this Niall issue. I'd hate for Zayn to have a broken heart and anything awkward happen between him and Niall or the rest of the boys.

Notes

Sorry all but I thought I posted this chapter 2 weeks ago!!!!

Okay, so this was my first chapter I wrote for this story. Hope you liked it! Let me know!

Looks like things are going well for Lily and Louis and even Harry is getting over his anger with a new lady love. Poor Zayn. Hopefully, Lily can help him with his being in love with Niall.