Save Me From The Last Dance
Party Of Personal Satisfaction
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Maddison's POV:
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“Louis just tell her, it doesn’t matter anymore, they are both not together anymore.” I nodded as Eleanor demanded Louis to tell me.“He’s going out to catch up with Perrie.” HOLD IT RIGHT THERE!! WHAT?! PERRIE!! OH NO THIS MEANS THERE IS NO HOPE FOR ME AND ZAYN ANYMORE?! “(I cleared my throat and spoke) Perrie as in Perrie Edwards right?” Danielle nodded, and I could see all their eyes were looking worried at me. GUYS I DON’T CARE, WE AREN’T TOGETHER AS ELEANOR MENTIONED EARLIER, I REALLY DON’T CARE… WHO AM I KIDDING OF COURSE I CARE!! IF ZAYN WANTS TO HOOK UP WITH PERRIE THEN I MIGHT AS WELL START MOVING ON TOO! I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS! OUCH WHY IS MY HEART PAINING AGAIN!?“Tea is served.” Bridgette placed the serving tray on the table and left. “SO! Let’s change the mood of this right now! Who’s up for a grand tour?” I switched my mood to a fake smile and enthusiasm; I didn’t want to make myself depressed in front of them. FINE ZAYN! GO HAVE FUN! AND SO WILL I!!
****Later That Night****
Lindsay, Charlie, and Granny returned from the Bakery, and I was all by myself in my room, thinking of a way to balance this equation. They group left 2 hours ago, so I stayed all that time just analyzing what I need to do to feel satisfied with giving in. “Knock, knock!” Charlie said as she and Lindsay entered my room, where I was lying over my huge bed sighing. “What’s wrong with you Hun?” Lindsay asked as they both laid down on my bed. “I want to do something crazy, something wild enough that will make Zayn feel what I felt, once I heard he is going to see Perrie tonight…”
The girls weren’t happy with what they heard, but it was true. “Babe, he might not be going on a date with her, it’s just like catching up or something. Besides he still loves you remember?” I don’t know, but I wasn’t convinced with what Charlie suggested; and that was when the craziest idea smacked me. “Linds? Where is that party that Jeremy invited us to?” Both Charlie and Lindsay sat straight back up and gave me a poker face worth millions. “YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GO! DON’T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT MADDISON!” Lindsay lectured in high vocals, which came out of frustration. OH YES I AM AND I WILL RIGH NOW!
“Fine don’t tell me where it is, I’ll just message him on twitter!” I am so stubborn now, I don’t know but I felt like this was the perfect plan to conceive at the moment. “Hun please don’t go I beg you, you never know what might happen there… Please don’t g-…” I raised my hand to shush the begging from Charlie’s mouth; I want to do it more than anything else right now! I lifted my phone and messaged Jeremy on twitter. THANK GOD I DIDN’T BLOCK HIM EARLIER!He directly messaged me the location with his phone number in case I got lost. “Buddy please, you won’t be hurting anyone tonight except yourself. (She released a deep sigh) Don’t go. Think about it, we aren’t forcing you to do anything, but still just have a thought to yourself before you decide…”
She and Charlie looked disappointed, as they left my room like roaming ghosts. I don’t know what to do now; if I don’t go I’ll stay up and cry all night, because Zayn will be enjoying his DATE with Perrie. If I go, I will feel better, and I will be able to have a little bit of fun with new people. I don’t have to be with Jeremy all the night! I can mingle and meet new people, have a little drink, enjoy the music, and then go back home safely. I AM GOING AND THAT IS FINAL! I MADE UP MY MIND! I stood up from my bed and locked my door to change my clothes, party of personal satisfaction here I come …!
Maddison's POV:
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“Louis just tell her, it doesn’t matter anymore, they are both not together anymore.” I nodded as Eleanor demanded Louis to tell me.“He’s going out to catch up with Perrie.” HOLD IT RIGHT THERE!! WHAT?! PERRIE!! OH NO THIS MEANS THERE IS NO HOPE FOR ME AND ZAYN ANYMORE?! “(I cleared my throat and spoke) Perrie as in Perrie Edwards right?” Danielle nodded, and I could see all their eyes were looking worried at me. GUYS I DON’T CARE, WE AREN’T TOGETHER AS ELEANOR MENTIONED EARLIER, I REALLY DON’T CARE… WHO AM I KIDDING OF COURSE I CARE!! IF ZAYN WANTS TO HOOK UP WITH PERRIE THEN I MIGHT AS WELL START MOVING ON TOO! I CAN’T DEAL WITH THIS! OUCH WHY IS MY HEART PAINING AGAIN!?“Tea is served.” Bridgette placed the serving tray on the table and left. “SO! Let’s change the mood of this right now! Who’s up for a grand tour?” I switched my mood to a fake smile and enthusiasm; I didn’t want to make myself depressed in front of them. FINE ZAYN! GO HAVE FUN! AND SO WILL I!!
****Later That Night****
Lindsay, Charlie, and Granny returned from the Bakery, and I was all by myself in my room, thinking of a way to balance this equation. They group left 2 hours ago, so I stayed all that time just analyzing what I need to do to feel satisfied with giving in. “Knock, knock!” Charlie said as she and Lindsay entered my room, where I was lying over my huge bed sighing. “What’s wrong with you Hun?” Lindsay asked as they both laid down on my bed. “I want to do something crazy, something wild enough that will make Zayn feel what I felt, once I heard he is going to see Perrie tonight…”
The girls weren’t happy with what they heard, but it was true. “Babe, he might not be going on a date with her, it’s just like catching up or something. Besides he still loves you remember?” I don’t know, but I wasn’t convinced with what Charlie suggested; and that was when the craziest idea smacked me. “Linds? Where is that party that Jeremy invited us to?” Both Charlie and Lindsay sat straight back up and gave me a poker face worth millions. “YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GO! DON’T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT IT MADDISON!” Lindsay lectured in high vocals, which came out of frustration. OH YES I AM AND I WILL RIGH NOW!
“Fine don’t tell me where it is, I’ll just message him on twitter!” I am so stubborn now, I don’t know but I felt like this was the perfect plan to conceive at the moment. “Hun please don’t go I beg you, you never know what might happen there… Please don’t g-…” I raised my hand to shush the begging from Charlie’s mouth; I want to do it more than anything else right now! I lifted my phone and messaged Jeremy on twitter. THANK GOD I DIDN’T BLOCK HIM EARLIER!He directly messaged me the location with his phone number in case I got lost. “Buddy please, you won’t be hurting anyone tonight except yourself. (She released a deep sigh) Don’t go. Think about it, we aren’t forcing you to do anything, but still just have a thought to yourself before you decide…”
She and Charlie looked disappointed, as they left my room like roaming ghosts. I don’t know what to do now; if I don’t go I’ll stay up and cry all night, because Zayn will be enjoying his DATE with Perrie. If I go, I will feel better, and I will be able to have a little bit of fun with new people. I don’t have to be with Jeremy all the night! I can mingle and meet new people, have a little drink, enjoy the music, and then go back home safely. I AM GOING AND THAT IS FINAL! I MADE UP MY MIND! I stood up from my bed and locked my door to change my clothes, party of personal satisfaction here I come …!
Notes
I really have nothing to say about this. But seriously: WHY IS ZAYN GOING TO SEE PERRIE!? I mean are they going to hook up together again? :O :S And: WHY IS MADDISON GOING TO THAT PARTY!? Ok I can answer this part: Maddison wants to make herself feel that she out-beat Zayn in his action. She thinks that if she goes to that party, she will indirectly be calming herself down from the whole idea of Zayn seeing Perrie. In short: She is fighting Fire with Fire, whereas Fire can always be defeated with water. We can't blame her though, but we can feel scared about what might go on; clearly Lindsay and Charlie are super worried. But do they have to be?What will happen at the party? ? Where is Zayn driving away from? The phone drops in the toilet seat? (BANG!) ? Tears and Police?!
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9/28/13