Save Me From The Last Dance
Is This It?
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Maddison's POV:
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“I need to talk to you about something love, do you mind if we went inside?” Zayn asked me as he kissed my hand softly. WHAT WILL WE TALK ABOUT?! THERE AREN’T ANY PROBLEMS NOW ARE THEY?! “Um. Sure ok.” I stood up and followed his footsteps to his bedroom. GOSH I MISSED BEING HERE FROM LAST NIGHT! I closed the door behind me, as he stood with words wanting to get out.
“(He holds both of mine hands with his and swings them slowly.) Would you do something for me if I asked for it?” My eyebrows furrowed at his unexpected question. “What’s on your mind puppy?” He breathed out and looked into my eyes deeply. “Um. I don’t know about what you feel like, but I’m really not that pleasant with the idea of you going back to Uni.”It was like a slap on the back of my neck! What does he mean by that?! “I didn’t get your point.” I shrugged with tensed facial expressions threatening to be previewed. “(He sighed as he dragged us to sit on the edge of the bed) Maddie baby, with everything that happened yesterday; I don’t think that you should go back. What do you need university for if you already are financially satisfied?” HOLD IT RIGHT THERE MR!! OH NO YOU DID NOT JUST TELL ME TO DROP MY EDUATION!
I stood up like a sharp knife and I crossed my hands looking at him with fury. “So you’re saying that because of one person, I shouldn’t have the right to study anymore?! Is that what you want me to be?! An uneducated person!? Zayn you really disappointed me with this!” He fired back with his stiff stand and looked at me with anger; I knew I triggered him right now. “THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT! I MEANT TO SAY THAT I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE AROUND PEOPLE LIKE THAT JEREMY ARSE!” My ears were about to be pierced from his masculine and high yelling. “YOU WANT TO YELL AT ME ZAYN?! FINE I MIGHT AS WELL DO THE SAME!! HERE YOU GO!! BUT I WILL NEVER STOP MY EDUCATION WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! IF I EVER WAS THE PERSON THAT FELT LIKE DROPPING OUT, YOU ARE THE OTHER PERSON WHO MUST STOP ME FROM THAT; AND NOT THE OPPOSITE LIKE RIGHT NOW!!! YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING SO LONG TO PROCEED WITH MY STUDIES AND NOW YOU’RE TELLING ME TO STOP BECAUSE OF 1 WRONG PERSON!?!” I don’t know what went with me, but my yells were in a higher pitch than his; I’m sure everyone outside heard. “FINE!! HAVE IT YOUR WAY! GO SLEEP WITH HIM AS WELL!” He slapped his hand on his mouth after those three daggered words he shot me with. I pushed my tears from my cheek, and I twirled my heels and walked out the door; he was still frozen with what he said. YOU ARE NOT THE ZAYN MALIK I DREAMED OF CONSANTLY… BUT THANK YOU FOR WAKING ME UP TO REALITY…
“Don’t you dare run outside! Maddison stop.” I froze after I was preparing to run outside; Louis surprised me with the serious tone he produced for the first time in front of me. “(I cried while I spoke weakly) Louis I need to go home…” He walked towards me and hugged me, as the rest of the boys including Liam, who just woke up, rushed inside Zayn’s room. “Let me just grab my jacket and shoes.” He dropped his arms from around me and went to his room quickly. “SHE DOESN’T WANT ME!! SHE PREFERS HER EDUCATION!!! LET HER HAVE WHAT SHE WANTS THEN!!!” His voice was roaming in lion roars over the entire complex. I cried deeper as Louis quickly snatched my arm and took his keys. We drove in complete silence, they only voice that was coming out was my constant sobbing. I guess this is it Zayn, good bye for good this time … I’ll always love you as the person you were before this morning…
Louis decided to take me to the bakery instead; I wasn’t really caring where he would take me, as much as I cared to be away from Zayn. I went outside with Louis rubbing my shoulder and we entered inside; my poor granny dropped the serving plate from her hands, once she saw my emotional wreck. She ran to me and hugged me so hard, that I started crying more. “Louis what happened!?” She pleaded as she kept patting the back of my head; I felt safe in my nana’s arms. She sat me down beside her and Louis on a table and he sighed, speaking out the entire story.
****At Night****
My phone kept ringing, and I truly wasn’t in the mood to answer any of the boys or girls. I just kept crying in my bedroom, with tissues replacing the duvet that covers me normally.
*Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots
With the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me*
My phone melodied the call, and this time I decided to pick up just to tell whomever it was to leave me alone:
*Phone Conversation*
Zayn: “ BABY COME BACK TO ME! I’M SO SORRY! I AM STUPID AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING! PLEASE BABY FORGIVE ME!!” (His voice was a wreck, because he was crying and yelling in complete agony.)
Me: “I can’t talk right now… (I started crying more now).”
I hung up the phone in his face and threw it over my bed.
*End*
I can’t take it anymore, If Zayn doesn’t want me to proceed with my dreams of graduating and working; then why do I even consider him as an understanding boyfriend!? But he never did anything wrong to me, and he loves me, but his jealousy killed us now… Ugh! I want Zayn! I cried as my thoughts attacked my brain, I felt so tired as I kept crying, but I know now that I already closed my eyes to sleep miserably.
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Zayn’s POV:
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Why was I so selfish and stupid! Why did I tell her to stop her education! Why did I even insult her once I said “GO SLEEP WITH HIM AS WELL!” ? I guess after this phone call, she doesn’t want to see me anymore… is it the end for me and my angel?! I can’t take this anymore…
Maddison's POV:
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“I need to talk to you about something love, do you mind if we went inside?” Zayn asked me as he kissed my hand softly. WHAT WILL WE TALK ABOUT?! THERE AREN’T ANY PROBLEMS NOW ARE THEY?! “Um. Sure ok.” I stood up and followed his footsteps to his bedroom. GOSH I MISSED BEING HERE FROM LAST NIGHT! I closed the door behind me, as he stood with words wanting to get out.
“(He holds both of mine hands with his and swings them slowly.) Would you do something for me if I asked for it?” My eyebrows furrowed at his unexpected question. “What’s on your mind puppy?” He breathed out and looked into my eyes deeply. “Um. I don’t know about what you feel like, but I’m really not that pleasant with the idea of you going back to Uni.”It was like a slap on the back of my neck! What does he mean by that?! “I didn’t get your point.” I shrugged with tensed facial expressions threatening to be previewed. “(He sighed as he dragged us to sit on the edge of the bed) Maddie baby, with everything that happened yesterday; I don’t think that you should go back. What do you need university for if you already are financially satisfied?” HOLD IT RIGHT THERE MR!! OH NO YOU DID NOT JUST TELL ME TO DROP MY EDUATION!
I stood up like a sharp knife and I crossed my hands looking at him with fury. “So you’re saying that because of one person, I shouldn’t have the right to study anymore?! Is that what you want me to be?! An uneducated person!? Zayn you really disappointed me with this!” He fired back with his stiff stand and looked at me with anger; I knew I triggered him right now. “THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT! I MEANT TO SAY THAT I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE AROUND PEOPLE LIKE THAT JEREMY ARSE!” My ears were about to be pierced from his masculine and high yelling. “YOU WANT TO YELL AT ME ZAYN?! FINE I MIGHT AS WELL DO THE SAME!! HERE YOU GO!! BUT I WILL NEVER STOP MY EDUCATION WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT! IF I EVER WAS THE PERSON THAT FELT LIKE DROPPING OUT, YOU ARE THE OTHER PERSON WHO MUST STOP ME FROM THAT; AND NOT THE OPPOSITE LIKE RIGHT NOW!!! YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING SO LONG TO PROCEED WITH MY STUDIES AND NOW YOU’RE TELLING ME TO STOP BECAUSE OF 1 WRONG PERSON!?!” I don’t know what went with me, but my yells were in a higher pitch than his; I’m sure everyone outside heard. “FINE!! HAVE IT YOUR WAY! GO SLEEP WITH HIM AS WELL!” He slapped his hand on his mouth after those three daggered words he shot me with. I pushed my tears from my cheek, and I twirled my heels and walked out the door; he was still frozen with what he said. YOU ARE NOT THE ZAYN MALIK I DREAMED OF CONSANTLY… BUT THANK YOU FOR WAKING ME UP TO REALITY…
“Don’t you dare run outside! Maddison stop.” I froze after I was preparing to run outside; Louis surprised me with the serious tone he produced for the first time in front of me. “(I cried while I spoke weakly) Louis I need to go home…” He walked towards me and hugged me, as the rest of the boys including Liam, who just woke up, rushed inside Zayn’s room. “Let me just grab my jacket and shoes.” He dropped his arms from around me and went to his room quickly. “SHE DOESN’T WANT ME!! SHE PREFERS HER EDUCATION!!! LET HER HAVE WHAT SHE WANTS THEN!!!” His voice was roaming in lion roars over the entire complex. I cried deeper as Louis quickly snatched my arm and took his keys. We drove in complete silence, they only voice that was coming out was my constant sobbing. I guess this is it Zayn, good bye for good this time … I’ll always love you as the person you were before this morning…
Louis decided to take me to the bakery instead; I wasn’t really caring where he would take me, as much as I cared to be away from Zayn. I went outside with Louis rubbing my shoulder and we entered inside; my poor granny dropped the serving plate from her hands, once she saw my emotional wreck. She ran to me and hugged me so hard, that I started crying more. “Louis what happened!?” She pleaded as she kept patting the back of my head; I felt safe in my nana’s arms. She sat me down beside her and Louis on a table and he sighed, speaking out the entire story.
****At Night****
My phone kept ringing, and I truly wasn’t in the mood to answer any of the boys or girls. I just kept crying in my bedroom, with tissues replacing the duvet that covers me normally.
*Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots
With the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me*
My phone melodied the call, and this time I decided to pick up just to tell whomever it was to leave me alone:
*Phone Conversation*
Zayn: “ BABY COME BACK TO ME! I’M SO SORRY! I AM STUPID AND I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING! PLEASE BABY FORGIVE ME!!” (His voice was a wreck, because he was crying and yelling in complete agony.)
Me: “I can’t talk right now… (I started crying more now).”
I hung up the phone in his face and threw it over my bed.
*End*
I can’t take it anymore, If Zayn doesn’t want me to proceed with my dreams of graduating and working; then why do I even consider him as an understanding boyfriend!? But he never did anything wrong to me, and he loves me, but his jealousy killed us now… Ugh! I want Zayn! I cried as my thoughts attacked my brain, I felt so tired as I kept crying, but I know now that I already closed my eyes to sleep miserably.
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Zayn’s POV:
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Why was I so selfish and stupid! Why did I tell her to stop her education! Why did I even insult her once I said “GO SLEEP WITH HIM AS WELL!” ? I guess after this phone call, she doesn’t want to see me anymore… is it the end for me and my angel?! I can’t take this anymore…
Notes
I know some of you may have expected this, but to the others who didn't: I know how you all are shocked. It all started great and there was no tension, but Zayn didn't think carefully, and Maddison went crazy defending her side. Zayn had no right to say that to her, but he did slap his mouth directly once he noticed what he spoke. He was angry and he spilled it out by mistake and out of frustration, but Maddison isn't going to let this be a small encounter. I mean if any of us were in her place, we would practically do the same! :/ <3 She still loves him and his heart still aches for her... <3 pffft... Wanna know if things might be resolved?
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9/28/13