Perfectly Imperfect

I quickly turned around walking upstairs ignoring harry none of our parents where home so of course I was scared. But I didn't have enough time because he grabbed my wrist making me wince in pain. He pushed me against the wall and got in my face.

"What the fuck is the matter with you huh. You freaking embarrassed me in front of my squad" he yelled. His hand was still on my wrist and it hurt like hell he gripped it tighter and I screamed out in pain.

"You're hurting me Harry" I said he chuckled and slapped me across my face with all his force. I fell to the floor and started backing away from him. He came closer and grabbed me by my arm. My phone started buzzing. Harry took it out of my back pocket and looked at the name I looked down also it was from Niall.

Rebecca,

Hey can't wait to see u on Fri.

Niall Xx

Harry looked at me and smiled.

"So this is why you were gone for so long?" he said grabbing a fist full of my hair. To this point I was crying my eyes out. Harry was never this abusive to me all he did was slap me but he never pulled my hair or even pushed me up against walls.

"I was fucking speaking to you" he said slapping me harder this time. I heard a car door slam shut and harry looked outside cursing. He grabbed my arm and took me upstairs. He kicked opened my door and threw me on the bed.

"This never happened you got that. If mum or dad ever hears about this I swear I'm going to do way more than just hit you. Got that" I didn't answer I just looked down not wanting to look at his face anymore I saw his boots in my eyesight. He grabbed my hair and looked at me.

"Did you fuck- what happened to your face?" he said as my mother walked in. she neared closer and her eyes widened.

"Oh my god baby what happened?" she said I looked at harry who had a smirk playing on his lips.

"I-I fell mom nothing to worry about" I said getting out of her grasp and taking out my diary from under my pillow.

"Oh okay any who your father and I have a date tonight so harry you take care of Rebecca okay?"

"Mom I'm 16 I can take care of myself"

"No no its okay mum ill take really good care of her" he said smiling.

"Okay we wont be back till 12:00 so don't stay up late for us" she kissed my forehead and harry on the cheek and walked out of my room. Harry was smiling and as soon as she left he looked at me seriously

"Remember what I said you bitch" my jaw clenched I so desperately wanted to slap him across the face. But if I did that he would just rape me. I mean that is what he meant. Right? He walked away and I was extremely happy I took out my journal and wrote

Dear diary,

today was the worst day ever since of course of harry. He actually didn't abuse me like last time he was way worse I don't get why he was so pissed I mean he deserved to get slapped he always has I'm just really mad I don't even think I can explain my feelings on a paper I think I have to shout them. Actually I might even shout them... but I cant there about my habit of cutting. I don't want anyone to know especially harry the only person I trust is Louis and he is just amazing. Well sorry to say this but I'm kind of getting bored ill just leave you to read my words and fall asleep I mean you do sleep don't you? Any who love you

Rebecca Xx

I put my diary underneath the pillow again and just dozed off then I remembered the text from Niall.so I replied back

Niall,

Sorry for the late reply got caught up in stuff yeah can wait to see you on Friday to 

Rebecca Xx

He replied within seconds which made me smile.

Rebecca,

Its okay love goodnight beautiful

Niall Xx

Niall,

Goodnight Xx

I put my phone down and smiled to myself he just called me beautiful.

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