That was the end, no more happy times with the one that I thought was my perfect guy. I miss home already, I want to leave this celebrity life was really getting to me. I feel so depressed and sad, I felt like I lost someone very dear to me.

I didn’t want to do this, I didn’t want to break up with him. I was praying to God, that I would find a perfect guy like him. I was so patient, he took away something that was so screed to me which was my virginity.

I wasn’t married yet, but I lost my virginity because I loved him he was the only man aside from my brother, dad and uncle that made me feel loved. I don’t know how I am going to live my life without him, it will be hard but I had to be strong and say what I wanted to say.

Moving on will be the hardest part for me, but I know that it will get easier with time once I have God by my side. I called my bff Starla up, it has been a very long time since her and I catched up.

Starla: “ I have missed you so much girly, I wanted to call you but you know it is hard for me. I have work, it is very stressful I swear to God.”

I was going to respond to her, all of a sudden I heard someone knocking at my door like crazy. I took a peek at who it was, it was Niall.

Niall: “ You have to come with me asap, Harry is in the hospital right now.”

I grabbed my purse and I rushed to the hospital, sure Harry and I are not dating anymore but I still care for him like I care for all my friends. I apologized to Starla, and I headed outside with Niall.

Me: “ What the heck happened to Harry?.”

Niall: “ Aubrey to be honest, Harry hasn’t been in his best condition at all. Ever since you guys broke up, he hasn’t been eating or drinking. I guess the break up really affected him, the lads and I tried talking to him but it didn’t work at all.”

Harry was getting depressed because of the break up?, I thought all this time that he wanted to be single. He was so happy to be screwing other females, why would he be depressed about our break up?.

Notes

Harry hospitalized because of the break up??, what will happen to the band now and will Aubrey change her mind about Harry??.

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