Three years later
What was that?
"Niall," he looked at me a goofy from on his face as he played with Al. I gave him 'the mom look' and he reluctantly got up and toted Al to his room for nap time. I had met with Annabella yesterday and she helped me figure out how to do this: this was the easiest way. He came back in ten minutes later.
"What's up sky?" He asked flopping down on the couch next to me.
"You know how a while back you were talking about how you kissed everything with Al? His first steps, first words, my pregnancy, his first time crawling, and sitting and when he was born?" He nodded sadly.
"Yeah what about it?" I took in a deep breath thinking of what Anna said. Just do it.
"I-I-I can't Niall," I stood up running toward AL's room and picking him up. I ran upstairs with his sleeping body and through sme chloride into my bag than ran to the car quickly putting Al in his seat and jumping up front. I saw Niall come running out yelling my name but I was pulling out. I can't. What if he's mad? This isn't right. I out my blinker on and turned around. I started crying. I reached the house and it had started raining Niall was on the front porch looking g upset and soaking wet I got out leaving the car on. I walked up to him and he jumped up wrapping game in his arms and breathed in my sent.
"Niall I was pregnant," his head snapped up and I started crying as his face went from excitement. To sadness
"Was?" He asked lightly. Like he already knew what I was going to say but didn't want to hear.
"I miscarried yesterday, I was planning on telling you withs romantic dinner, that's why I we t to Anna's she was helping me plan. And when I went the bathroom I was bleeding I yelled for her mad she hugged me. I knew what had happened. We dropped the kids off and went to my doctor she confirmed." I was full on blubbering and he pulled me into him tighter, and I layed my head on his shoulder. He started to shake slowly and I knew he was crying too. After a short 10
minutes he Locked the house and we climbed into the car I quickly fell asleep.
Niall's POV
I was almost a dad again. Almost. The baby was gone. Gone before we got to meet it. Our child. This isn't fucking fair! We were good people! I love her and my son and I'm happy but I want to be there for all those firsts. I picked up my phone and texted all of her brothers tellin them they needed to head to their parents because she was going to need them and I texted her parents telling them the same and asking if I could invite the boys. They agreed and her mom called worried I told her everything was going to be fine but we needed to see them in person. I looked over at my princess and smiled saldln at the girl I fell in love with peaceful yet so distraught. My baby. My girl. My everything. The one who made me a father once, almost twice. Someday.
Three hours later Niall's POV
"Baby girl wake up," I hummed to Skylar as we were about two minutes from her parents.
"Mommy!" Al screeched from the back seat Skylar jumped awake her head snapping straight to Alex to confirm he was ok.
"Shh sweet moments awake," she murmured groggily to him and I couldn't help but give her hand a light squeeze as we pulled up I. The driveway at her parents. Everyone emerged from the house even though we had a head start Al made sure that he had to pee every time he saw a rest stop and sometimes when we were miles away from one. I got out and pulled out Al and then opened Skylars door helping her out. I could now see how uncomfortable she walked and looked. When we got inside, me holding Al and supporting most of Skylars weight we went into the living room and sat everyone else squeezing in. Everyone looked at us expectantly.
"Don't tell me your knocked up again sky!" Louis joked and Skylar squeezed my hand and I saw the tears about to spill over. I could deal my eyes about to spill.
"We wish. Skylar was expecting," I murmured quirky and everyone started to say congratulations but saw Skylars mom run over to her and start crying so did Skylar and I felt the tears slip over silently my shoulders shaking. Soon they all caught on.
"I'm so sorry," Louis said looking horrible.
"Oh hell," Liam and Harry said at the same time. Zayn took it in and quit let came to my side putting his ark around my shoulders pulling me into a hug. I just cried.
"I looked over to see skylar surrounded by her mom, brothers and dad. Her beothers looked up and pulled me in next to her and Al. I just pulled her to me and she wrapped her arms around me. I cried into her hair and she into my shirt they all took Al to the kitchen and left us alone to mourn the lose of our child.
"What's up sky?" He asked flopping down on the couch next to me.
"You know how a while back you were talking about how you kissed everything with Al? His first steps, first words, my pregnancy, his first time crawling, and sitting and when he was born?" He nodded sadly.
"Yeah what about it?" I took in a deep breath thinking of what Anna said. Just do it.
"I-I-I can't Niall," I stood up running toward AL's room and picking him up. I ran upstairs with his sleeping body and through sme chloride into my bag than ran to the car quickly putting Al in his seat and jumping up front. I saw Niall come running out yelling my name but I was pulling out. I can't. What if he's mad? This isn't right. I out my blinker on and turned around. I started crying. I reached the house and it had started raining Niall was on the front porch looking g upset and soaking wet I got out leaving the car on. I walked up to him and he jumped up wrapping game in his arms and breathed in my sent.
"Niall I was pregnant," his head snapped up and I started crying as his face went from excitement. To sadness
"Was?" He asked lightly. Like he already knew what I was going to say but didn't want to hear.
"I miscarried yesterday, I was planning on telling you withs romantic dinner, that's why I we t to Anna's she was helping me plan. And when I went the bathroom I was bleeding I yelled for her mad she hugged me. I knew what had happened. We dropped the kids off and went to my doctor she confirmed." I was full on blubbering and he pulled me into him tighter, and I layed my head on his shoulder. He started to shake slowly and I knew he was crying too. After a short 10
minutes he Locked the house and we climbed into the car I quickly fell asleep.
Niall's POV
I was almost a dad again. Almost. The baby was gone. Gone before we got to meet it. Our child. This isn't fucking fair! We were good people! I love her and my son and I'm happy but I want to be there for all those firsts. I picked up my phone and texted all of her brothers tellin them they needed to head to their parents because she was going to need them and I texted her parents telling them the same and asking if I could invite the boys. They agreed and her mom called worried I told her everything was going to be fine but we needed to see them in person. I looked over at my princess and smiled saldln at the girl I fell in love with peaceful yet so distraught. My baby. My girl. My everything. The one who made me a father once, almost twice. Someday.
Three hours later Niall's POV
"Baby girl wake up," I hummed to Skylar as we were about two minutes from her parents.
"Mommy!" Al screeched from the back seat Skylar jumped awake her head snapping straight to Alex to confirm he was ok.
"Shh sweet moments awake," she murmured groggily to him and I couldn't help but give her hand a light squeeze as we pulled up I. The driveway at her parents. Everyone emerged from the house even though we had a head start Al made sure that he had to pee every time he saw a rest stop and sometimes when we were miles away from one. I got out and pulled out Al and then opened Skylars door helping her out. I could now see how uncomfortable she walked and looked. When we got inside, me holding Al and supporting most of Skylars weight we went into the living room and sat everyone else squeezing in. Everyone looked at us expectantly.
"Don't tell me your knocked up again sky!" Louis joked and Skylar squeezed my hand and I saw the tears about to spill over. I could deal my eyes about to spill.
"We wish. Skylar was expecting," I murmured quirky and everyone started to say congratulations but saw Skylars mom run over to her and start crying so did Skylar and I felt the tears slip over silently my shoulders shaking. Soon they all caught on.
"I'm so sorry," Louis said looking horrible.
"Oh hell," Liam and Harry said at the same time. Zayn took it in and quit let came to my side putting his ark around my shoulders pulling me into a hug. I just cried.
"I looked over to see skylar surrounded by her mom, brothers and dad. Her beothers looked up and pulled me in next to her and Al. I just pulled her to me and she wrapped her arms around me. I cried into her hair and she into my shirt they all took Al to the kitchen and left us alone to mourn the lose of our child.
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