Three years later
Big. Fucking. Mistake.
So maybe going to my older brothers house was a bad idea after I found all this out was a bad idea. Espesially when his two best friends who I've known since I could remember and by cousin, all like older brothers to me are there. They are fucking pissed.
"Who the hell does he think he is?" Alex yelled pacing I front of me who is sitting on the couch. I had put Al to bed an hour ago and just calmed down enough to tell the. What happened. "this is funking ridiculous !" He yelled
"He's going to fucking pay for this," yelled my cousin Joshua from the other side of the room. "Fucking kid!"
i judt looked down. Wow really when your looking for comfort don't go to your brother.
"The fucking prick! I can't believe h was ever with you! Your to good for the asshole!" Yelled my brothers best friend Manny. I just let the tears slide down quietly letting the. Say what I wanted to.
"I never thinned that fucking assehole of a bastard! What a little pussy! Couldn't even walk up and tell you he'd like to be apart of Alexzanders life!" Nate my brothers other best friend yelled from behind me where he was standing and patting my head.
"Let's teach that little dickeed a little lesson shall we?" I looked up and whispered my response.
"No guys," I whispered they all looked at my mascara smear ed face and froze, "No matter how much I hate his guys I can't allow you to hurt Alex's dad. If it weren't for Alex I would ask you to go right this very second. But you all running and beating him up will look bad for me in court." I tamed in a quite tone. The boys were all looking at eachother them nodded and sat. I celt my phone vibrate and I looked down to see a text from every one of the boys and 64 from Niall. Louis texted me: We screwed up and shoulda told you but we were lead to believe that he broke it off with her two days ago. Are you okay? Please tell us skygier. Using the name they gave me years ago. I tapped on Zayns: I'm sorry love we thought they were broken up. Please tell us you guys are safe. I just rolled to Liam's who I was most mad at because I always thought of him as an older brother to me and this definitely wasn't how a. Older brother would act. Just ask these four who are ready to beat Niall to a pulp. Liam's said: I'm sorry I want to kill Niall because he told us that he was done with her crap. Please forgive me. Please tell me you are safe? I've been driving trying to find your car. Please let me know you're okay love!" I decided to text Liam that I was safe and please leave me be. I put down my phone then saw a new text from Niall. I opened the conversation: it started I'm sorry, I'm sorry, i'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and that was all 60 some consisted of until I read the latest one: I can see I fucked up big time. I will drop any thoughts of trying to get even partial custody of Alex. Please just tell him one thing. I'm his daddy. I made a big. Fucking. Mistake. And I'm sorry. I fucked up royally. I know I don't deserve to be Alex's dad but he deserves to have have a dad even it's me if it's me I'm sorry I'll pay for anything that you need help paying for I'll do anything please tell him my love and goodbye. I will love you forever. That was weird. I don't know why but I think that I will tell Alex maybe not now but sometime that Niall is his father. When I was thinking I got a call from Louis. For whatever reason I picked up.
"Louis why can't I have some time to clam the fuck do-" I was cut off by Louis.
"It's Niall! They are hauling him off to the hospital! He tried to commit suicide!" He said in between gasping cries. What!?!??
"What hospital Louis?" I asked frantically.
"Mercy James," he finally gasped. I hung up and told my brother to look after Alex. And I drove off.
"Who the hell does he think he is?" Alex yelled pacing I front of me who is sitting on the couch. I had put Al to bed an hour ago and just calmed down enough to tell the. What happened. "this is funking ridiculous !" He yelled
"He's going to fucking pay for this," yelled my cousin Joshua from the other side of the room. "Fucking kid!"
i judt looked down. Wow really when your looking for comfort don't go to your brother.
"The fucking prick! I can't believe h was ever with you! Your to good for the asshole!" Yelled my brothers best friend Manny. I just let the tears slide down quietly letting the. Say what I wanted to.
"I never thinned that fucking assehole of a bastard! What a little pussy! Couldn't even walk up and tell you he'd like to be apart of Alexzanders life!" Nate my brothers other best friend yelled from behind me where he was standing and patting my head.
"Let's teach that little dickeed a little lesson shall we?" I looked up and whispered my response.
"No guys," I whispered they all looked at my mascara smear ed face and froze, "No matter how much I hate his guys I can't allow you to hurt Alex's dad. If it weren't for Alex I would ask you to go right this very second. But you all running and beating him up will look bad for me in court." I tamed in a quite tone. The boys were all looking at eachother them nodded and sat. I celt my phone vibrate and I looked down to see a text from every one of the boys and 64 from Niall. Louis texted me: We screwed up and shoulda told you but we were lead to believe that he broke it off with her two days ago. Are you okay? Please tell us skygier. Using the name they gave me years ago. I tapped on Zayns: I'm sorry love we thought they were broken up. Please tell us you guys are safe. I just rolled to Liam's who I was most mad at because I always thought of him as an older brother to me and this definitely wasn't how a. Older brother would act. Just ask these four who are ready to beat Niall to a pulp. Liam's said: I'm sorry I want to kill Niall because he told us that he was done with her crap. Please forgive me. Please tell me you are safe? I've been driving trying to find your car. Please let me know you're okay love!" I decided to text Liam that I was safe and please leave me be. I put down my phone then saw a new text from Niall. I opened the conversation: it started I'm sorry, I'm sorry, i'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, and that was all 60 some consisted of until I read the latest one: I can see I fucked up big time. I will drop any thoughts of trying to get even partial custody of Alex. Please just tell him one thing. I'm his daddy. I made a big. Fucking. Mistake. And I'm sorry. I fucked up royally. I know I don't deserve to be Alex's dad but he deserves to have have a dad even it's me if it's me I'm sorry I'll pay for anything that you need help paying for I'll do anything please tell him my love and goodbye. I will love you forever. That was weird. I don't know why but I think that I will tell Alex maybe not now but sometime that Niall is his father. When I was thinking I got a call from Louis. For whatever reason I picked up.
"Louis why can't I have some time to clam the fuck do-" I was cut off by Louis.
"It's Niall! They are hauling him off to the hospital! He tried to commit suicide!" He said in between gasping cries. What!?!??
"What hospital Louis?" I asked frantically.
"Mercy James," he finally gasped. I hung up and told my brother to look after Alex. And I drove off.
Notes
So I know it's not supper long but I thought you might like an update and I do have some homework to do. But please enjoy and rate rate rate! It's getting dramatic and I will be adding faces to these new names so please look out for new characters!:)Much love my dear coconuts,
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