Three years later
The end to the beginning
*Three years ago*
I can't believe I was about to break up with my boyfriend if two years, keep in mind I'm oh doing this to protect him because I love him. He is Niall Horan and I am pregnant with his baby. I had to leave him and my town because he just started his band and we were seventeen and eighteen and I was dumb enough to get pregnant. Yes I'm scared shitless but I wasn't going to ruin his career over this. I'm going to raise him or her on my own, well with the help of my mommy:) I found out a month ago and had been trying to tell him last week I told my mom and I told her we needed to move she agreed that is I thought it was best for me and this baby to be then we will do it. Today I needed to tell Niall and leave right after so he didn't have a change to try and change my mind. If it were me I would have video chafed but I am not going to be a coward a d do it in person. Well here goes nothing... I pulled up to the hotel that he had rented put his pent house from. Crap I'm really lm really doing this. Holy shit this feels real! I knocked on the door and it was quickly opened up his smile faded as be saw my lack of smile.
"Babe! What's wrong?" He said worry in his tone.
"I think we need to talk," his worry quickly went blank and be whispered one word, "Why," I barley heard him but I knew what he said, I wouldn't tell him the truth and ruin his life dream.
"I don't think I c-can be with you when we are s-so," I stated crying and tears welled up in my eyes and I couldn't see, so I quickly finished my sentence while walking toward the door, "Diferen-t," I said now sobbing I then tutend and ran out to the car where my mom was waiting and left.
*Current day*
Thinking about this day everyday for three years but never doubting I did the right thing I would see him in the magazines and papers and would begin to sob, but the longer it was it got easier until I would wait to cry until I put Alex down for a nap or bed. Well I was going to bed and I was you going to take Alex to the market tomorrow to go shopping. We need to get the things to make dinner for my mum and dad.
Opps... I must not have been paying attention when I wrote that... And thank you! I'm glad people are still reading this! If you haven't would you mind voting? Thank you!!!
12/5/13