I woke up in my bed. I had a dream that my dog ran away. Maybe because Zayn is scary, and it was a scary dream. All I could think about was how angry I was at Zayn for blowing up on me. And how Louis backed him up so easily. And how Harry backed me up like he knew me..
"Oh my gosh I have to text Harry! I completely forgot!" I screeched out loud. I took out my phone and started to text him a long paragraph asking him how I got home and when we were gunna get tea. Screw it, I'll call him.
"Hello?"
"Hey Harry it's me, Melissa. I was calling to ask you if you knew how I got home last night and when we were going to get tea and if you still want to and if this isn't a joke and--"
"I took your phone and called your mom to come pick you up and she called back and thanked me and said that you slept like a baby the whole way home. It was the most adorable thing I've heard all day. And yes of course darling I still want to get tea. How about tonight?"
His voice sounded so deep and calming. I felt embarrassed for a second that I sounded like a rambling weirdo.
"Sounds great Harry, wanna go to the cozy café?"
"7:00. Be there."
He hung up the phone. I couldn't tell if he was joking with his tone of voice or if he just talks that way all the time. I looked at the clock and it was 10:30 in the morning. I sighed and thought about what to do while I wait for 7:00 to come. My phone buzzed. It's a text from Anyssa.

Hey u ok? im worried about u mel I got scared when I couldn't find u and I looked everywhere and I assumed u went home. im not mad at u anymore about the concert i just need to know ru there? -Anyssa

I texted back immediately.

"Yes ness im ok my mom drove me home." -Mel

She replied,

"is ur car still there?" -Anyssa

Shit. I didn't even think about it. I left my car at the arena! Crap now I'm gunna have to ask my mom to take me to see Harry. I forgot to text Anyssa back and I watched "The Vow". It made me imagine the love that me and Harry would one day share and how happy we are going to be together. I shouldn't assume that me and him are gunna date, but he thinks I'm beautiful and he wants to get to know me. Finally, it was 4:00 and I officially ran out of things to do. I started to get ready. Good thing I did because it took an hour just to decide what I was going to wear! I put on my OSU college hoodie, my favorite ripped flare jeans, and my $13.00 satchel I got from Wal-Mart. I straightened my hair and put on a little make-up to make myself look like I tried.
"I hope Harry is okay with "cheap Mel." I thought out loud. I chuckled a little bit at the comment I made to myself.
"What are you up to sweetie?" Darcy asked.
Darcy is my mom. Well, she's my step mom. My real mom died when I was 4 years old in a train wreck.
"Darcy I need you to take me to the cozy café please!"
"Sure thing butter cup!" Darcy always has ridiculous names that she calls me, but I let her because she didn't become my step mom until I was 14 so she's never experienced taking care of a little girl.

As we pull up to the doors, its 7:10 and I can literally see Harry in there with glistening worried eyes as if I'm not gunna show up. My heart drops and suddenly I'm afraid to go inside.
"Whacha waitin' for baby? Get in there the boy is waiting." She can sense when I'm scared and I guess when I'm meeting a boy for tea too. I never told her I was meeting a boy. I glared at her.
"Okay I was eavesdropping into your conversation with this Harry boy. I'm sorry I couldn't help it. He's a cutie. I feel like I've seen him before though."
"Mom, he's Harry Styles. Of course you've seen him before. In a magazine."
I only call Darcy mom when I go on dates because I've always wanted a mother there to say good luck before I go off loving someone besides her, cheesy I know.
Harry looked at the clock and started to get up. It was now 7:27 and he didn't even bother to call me, he was just leaving! I raced out the car and into the café bumping into him right as he was leaving.
"Melissa where have you been? You kept me waiting for 30 minutes and it was really embarrassing to sit in there alone with nothing to do!" Harry started to tear up a little in anger.
"Harry I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you. I was running late because my uh, mom wasn't quite ready to take me yet."
"Why is your mom driving you around anyway?"
"I left my car at the arena after the concert."

We settled down and took a couple sips of tea and talked about our lives. It was the best date I've ever been on in my life. He told me about life on a tour bus and how funny and cheeky the other boys were. It was like love at first chat.
"Do you wanna go get your car now? Its almost time to get you home anyway. You can drive it home and I promise that will be the only time you will have to drive home from a date again!" The words made my heart flutter.
"Race you to the car, pretty boy!"
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"Found it!" I yelp.
Harry runs over and I drive it up next to his in the parking lot. We talked through our windows for another hour and I could see need in Harry's eyes.
"Hey why don't you just come cuddle in my car ey? That was the cutest thing I've ever heard him say. I got out of my car and ran to his passenger seat.
"Mel, the longer we sit here and talk the harder I fall for you."
I was speechless. I sat there and smiled the stupidest smile ever and all he could do was kiss me.
Harry Styles kissed me. I had to stop thinking of him as "another hot band member" and start thinking of him as a regular sweet caring boy that I like. He leans in again and kisses me more. His tongue slips into my mouth and I panicked. I've never done anything like this before. His hands glide up my back and I get chills down my spine. He unclips my bra and throws it beside him. He starts to grab my boobs and kisses my neck, I had no idea what I was doing, but I liked it. A lot actually. I'm not stupid I know what getting horny is, I just have never done anything like this before. I clutched onto the back of his neck grabbing his sweaty but neat curls.
"Why don't we move to the backseat babe." I love the way he calls me babe. It rings in my head as we get out and sneak into the back. What was I doing? This isn't me. I don't do this kind of stuff. But with Harry, I'll let it slide.
He takes his hand and puts it down my pants. His warm damp fingers find away inside of me and I let out a loud moan.
"You like that don't you baby? Want me to keep going?" I shook my head yes.
What was I thinking?! That was my one and only chance to get out of this situation and I blew it!
He unbuttons my pants and slides them off. He takes off my shirt right after and he gets out and runs to the front. All I could think about while he was gone was I'm naked in the back of Harry Styles car. He comes back in the car and I could barely see him because it was so dark outside. I hear a piece of paper ripping and at this point I was really confused. I could feel him going inside of me and he started to thrust his hips. I could feel every movement that was happening inside of me, and it was the best feeling in the world. He went deeper and after 5 minutes I realized my virginity was now gone. He stopped thrusting into me and I put my clothes back on.
"See, the longer we hang out the more I fall for you. That was good, was it your first time?"
I blushed, "Yes." That was all I could say. He smiled and kissed my cheek goodnight and walked me to my car. When I got in I was expecting him to kiss me again or tell me he'll miss me or tell me to text him when I got home, but he just shut the door behind me and got in his car to drive away. I sat there for another 10 minutes wondering why he just did that. One minute he acts like he's in love with me and the next he leaves me alone in the dust.

I got home and washed my face then brushed my teeth. I got on my favorite pajamas from my sophomore year of high school and threw my old favorite stuffed animal on my bed. At that moment I wanted to be a kid again. I thought about all of the times I used to get up in the morning and leave the house without even glancing in the mirror. How when I hung out with my friends, it didn't matter if they were boys or girls, we were all the same kind of person and no one was judged. I was waiting for a text from Harry saying goodnight love or something adorable like that, but I got nothing. I was starting to wonder if he was using me... for sex. If he gives his number to all of his fans so that he can get sex, then he changes it and moves on to a new girl. My heart hurts. So does my head. All I thought about for the rest of the night was that I just lost my virginity in the back of a car to Harry Styles.