Something Hard To Find (Harry Styles
Promises and Pain
~Cambrilynn~
"Promise me you won't cut again." Harry says. I look up at him taken aback by his sudden words. We were laying on my bed and he just randomly says it. I stare at his eyes. I never noticed the little flecks of gold in them, making them much more mesmerizing. I wait, thinking of what I should say.
"I don't know... I don't really know about that promise, Harry." I say, truthfully.
He looks at me, cupping his hand on my chin.(A/N: Thanking The Fault In Our Stars for part of this.) "I know you have it in you. And I can't promise you'll get everything you want, but I can promise nothing will change if you don't try. Sometimes you won't understand the promises you're making, but you keep the promise anyway. That's what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.” he says, and before I know it his lips are on mine. His lips.... They're soft... perfect even. He suddenly pulls away. "I-I'm sorry Cam. I don't know why I did that. I guess I'll just be leaving then." He goes to get up. Before he can I reach out and grab his hand.
"Promises are meant to be broken, but hearts are meant to be stolen. I can't promise that I won't cut again, but you sure did steal my heart." I say, hugging him. I watch as he starts to walk home.
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I was following him home when all of a sudden I heard something crack behind me. I pushed it out of my mind and continued to follow him, until I saw him enter the house. I could have sworn he was up to something. Figuring he wasn't being mischievous, I start to turn, until I hear the cracking again and a hand is placed over my mouth with a rag. I struggle not to breath in, eventually having to, but not before I see who my kidnapper is. HARRY?!
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~ Harry~
I was laying in my bed, listening to some music when I got a call. "Hmm. Must be Cam wanting to talk about what happened." I said, answering without checking the caller I.D.
(A/N: H is for Harry, A is for Anonymous.)
H: Hello?
A: Hey Harry. Long time no talk, huh?
H: W-who is this? What do you want?
A: You don't remember me? It's blackbird.
H: Wat? I thought you were in jail!
A: Not anymore.
H: What do you want?
A: If you want to see her again, you know what to do.
He hung up. Cambrilynn?? I rush to dial her number. Ring. Ring. Pick up Pick up!!! I wait. No answer. I run out of my house and sprint for Cam's house. When I get there I run to her window in the back of the house. It's open and she's not there. she left her phone on her bed. I sat on the florr in her room, crying my eyes out. It's my fault she's gone. Oh God.
~Cambrilynn~
I snuck out the house. I know I know, bad girl!! But I have my reasons. I followed Harry home to see if he got back safe, but then I got bored at about half way so I left. I was walking back home when I decided I should make a trip to the store. I reached in my back pocket to find the list my mom gave me. Crap, I forgot my phone at home. I walked back the rest of the way and got back home. I opened the door, and went to my room, to see a crying Harry. What in the hell?
"Harry?"
"Promise me you won't cut again." Harry says. I look up at him taken aback by his sudden words. We were laying on my bed and he just randomly says it. I stare at his eyes. I never noticed the little flecks of gold in them, making them much more mesmerizing. I wait, thinking of what I should say.
"I don't know... I don't really know about that promise, Harry." I say, truthfully.
He looks at me, cupping his hand on my chin.(A/N: Thanking The Fault In Our Stars for part of this.) "I know you have it in you. And I can't promise you'll get everything you want, but I can promise nothing will change if you don't try. Sometimes you won't understand the promises you're making, but you keep the promise anyway. That's what love is. Love is keeping the promise anyway.” he says, and before I know it his lips are on mine. His lips.... They're soft... perfect even. He suddenly pulls away. "I-I'm sorry Cam. I don't know why I did that. I guess I'll just be leaving then." He goes to get up. Before he can I reach out and grab his hand.
"Promises are meant to be broken, but hearts are meant to be stolen. I can't promise that I won't cut again, but you sure did steal my heart." I say, hugging him. I watch as he starts to walk home.
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I was following him home when all of a sudden I heard something crack behind me. I pushed it out of my mind and continued to follow him, until I saw him enter the house. I could have sworn he was up to something. Figuring he wasn't being mischievous, I start to turn, until I hear the cracking again and a hand is placed over my mouth with a rag. I struggle not to breath in, eventually having to, but not before I see who my kidnapper is. HARRY?!
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~ Harry~
I was laying in my bed, listening to some music when I got a call. "Hmm. Must be Cam wanting to talk about what happened." I said, answering without checking the caller I.D.
(A/N: H is for Harry, A is for Anonymous.)
H: Hello?
A: Hey Harry. Long time no talk, huh?
H: W-who is this? What do you want?
A: You don't remember me? It's blackbird.
H: Wat? I thought you were in jail!
A: Not anymore.
H: What do you want?
A: If you want to see her again, you know what to do.
He hung up. Cambrilynn?? I rush to dial her number. Ring. Ring. Pick up Pick up!!! I wait. No answer. I run out of my house and sprint for Cam's house. When I get there I run to her window in the back of the house. It's open and she's not there. she left her phone on her bed. I sat on the florr in her room, crying my eyes out. It's my fault she's gone. Oh God.
~Cambrilynn~
I snuck out the house. I know I know, bad girl!! But I have my reasons. I followed Harry home to see if he got back safe, but then I got bored at about half way so I left. I was walking back home when I decided I should make a trip to the store. I reached in my back pocket to find the list my mom gave me. Crap, I forgot my phone at home. I walked back the rest of the way and got back home. I opened the door, and went to my room, to see a crying Harry. What in the hell?
"Harry?"
7/31/13