I woke up to the quiet and soft snoring of Harry beside me. I sat on the corner of the bed and looked around, out bedroom was really modern, like the rest of the house, but also it had that atmosphere and it wasn’t ‘cold’ at all. I smiled and went to see if Darcy was still sleeping, when I came to her room she was playing the doll house she had in her room. She looked at me and showed me with her small delicate hands to come closer.
“Hello darling..”
“Hey mummy.. Look what I did?” she said.
I looked at her with a confused face as I wasn’t seeing anything special.
“I cleaned my doll house.”
“Oh, I see!”
I gave her a kiss on the cheek and stood up. I looked around and started to walk out of the room.
“Honey.. Do you want to come with me and make breakfast for all of us?”
“YES!” she scream, getting up on her little legs and running towards me.
“Alright, come on.”
We went downstairs and when I started to prepare food she was taking out the plates and carefully putting them on the dinner table. When everything was ready, she sat down and smiled at me.
“Go and get daddy..”
“Alright darling” I answered and started to go upstairs.
When you were going up the stairs you could see lots of big photos of New York, London or Paris. Harry took them when they were visiting these countries for the first time as a band. I entered our bedroom and I lay down on the bed next to him. He was snoring slowly, his chest was moving up and down, but he had a smile on his face. I crowed next to him, putting my arms around his waist and shoulders. He started to move while I give him a little kiss.
“Wake up honey..” I whispered to his ear.
He smiled and hugged me, with closed eyes.
“I want to sleep..”
“Come on, me and Darcy prepared breakfast…”
“Noo..” He whined.
I stood up, sat on him and started to tickle him. He immediately started to move all around the bed, I feel over and he started to tickle me back. After a while we started to kiss slowly, after a little bit I pulled away and started to walk towards the door. He instantly was up and started to chase me down the stairs. We started to laugh and entered the dining room with hand in hand. Darcy smiled and started to pick what she wants to eat. We prepared more of a French breakfast, we had croissants, chocolate, jams, fruits, tea and coffee. We all enjoyed eating and right after breakfast we decided that we are staying at home. Harry took Darcy to get her dressed and for him to take a shower and also to wear something comfortable. When they went upstairs I started to clean up after breakfast, I was putting the dished to the washing machine when my phone rung in the solon. I rushed to pick up when I answered I heard HIS voice and I immediately rejected the phone call. I couldn’t believe that HE called, what did HE want? Why did HE call? I started to feel my heart beat go faster. Thankfully in that moment Darcy came into the room and I took all my attention towards her. Unfortunately HIS voice and my thoughts about HIM where still in my mind. When Harry finally came, he saw exactly what was happening with me. He came closer and whispered to my ear if everything was alright. What was I supposed to say, no I can’t stop thinking about what can happen now. Of course I said everything Is alright, he gave me a kiss on the forehead and went outside with Darcy. We had a swimming pool in the garden so they decided after an hour of playing on the playground that they want to swim. When they changed, they got me to come with them to watch. I totally forgot about HIM calling. When they were already a while in the pool Harry said to me to came closer with a towel as he wants to wipe his face. When I came to him, he grabbed me and I splashed fight into the water.
“HARRY! I’m going to kill you!” I shouted, swimming to him.
“Came and get me first!”
I swam to him and when I was right about to catch him and hit him playfully, Harry grabbed me closer for a kiss. He knew exactly how to make me happy and for me to get the feeling that I’m save in his arms.
After a long afternoon, Darcy wanted to watch some TV and Harry was preparing her dinner. He called me to come to the kitchen.
“What do you say for a dinner today?”
“Today?” I said, shocked.
“Yeah. Zayn and Sylvia said they can stay with Darcy and I’ve a reservation in an Italian restaurant.”
“Hmm.. I’m for it!” I said and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek.
“Alright, well I’ll call them to come in about an hour. You go and get ready”
“Thanks.”
I rushed to the wardrobe to pick up the clothes. I had a bit of a problem to pick one dress that will look good in and that I didn’t wear for a long time. Finally I went for a short white dress, minty blazer and high heels. I picked up some bracelets, watch, rings and sunglasses. I put my purse and some cosmetics to my Mulberry bag and went with all these things to the bathroom to get ready. I took all my clothes off and went to the shower. I was just planning how things will go now, Darcy will fall asleep in front of the TV and Sylvia with Zayn will come to watch her. Sylvia and Zayn were together for about 1, 5 year. Even though they are different from each other, that’s what made them so perfect and fantastic for each other. That’s why they fell for each other. Darcy loves them, especially Sylvia as she knows her from the very beginning. We were best friends since we were little and she is like a sister to me. Sylvia was there for me at the very beginning when Darcy was born and she helped me get through the tough times and I can’t thank her enough for it. She also knows HIM. In that moment, he popped into my head again. I went out of the shower all nervous and anxious. With all these bad emotions in m0,e I forgot to put a carpet to stand on and I didn’t wipe my feet. The moment I stopped on the floor, my foot slept and fell really hard on the floor and while falling I hit my right calves. I was lying on the bathroom floor all wet and I couldn’t move my leg. I couldn’t believe how much it hurt and I only heard Harry running upstairs. I grabbed towel to cover myself up as he walked into the room.
“WHAT HAPPENED?” he screamed, running to me.
“I feel on the floor! I can’t move my leg..” I said with tears in my eyes.
“I think it’s broken” He said, after touching it delicately.
“It can’t be!”
“We have to go to the hospital!” He said, helping me get up.
“Ouch!!” I screamed.
He helped my get up and we went to the bedroom where I lay down. He went to the wardrobe to get me some clothes. He brought me a black skirt, white shirt, black sandals and baby pink blazer.
“Get my purse!” I shouted.
“I’m looking for it.”
“It’s on the sofa in the middle of the room!” I explained, trying to put on the clothes.
Everything was happening so fast I couldn’t properly think, when it hit me. We had to go to the hospital. The thought of this made my heart go much faster, I felt extremely sick and I started to panic. Harry immediately run to me and started to open all the windows for fresh air and held me closer to him.
“Everything is going to be alright..” He was trying to calm me down, by whispering to me ear.
I had a panic attack, I couldn’t breathe and all my thoughts were a going mental. I didn’t have a panic attack since I had Darcy. I think hospitals made me feel that way. In that moment I started to calm down a bit, when someone knocked on the door downstairs. My heart started to race faster again.
“Can I go? It’s Sylvia and Zayn..” Harry asked.
“I will go with you.”
“You can’t walk… I’ll be in a minute.”
“Don’t go!” I begged.
He grabbed me in his arms and started to walk down. He got to the door and opened them with one hand. They looked quite shocked when they saw Harry holding me.
“You can’t wait till night?” Zayn asked cheekily.
“No, change of plans. We are going to the hospital. Beth broke her leg” Harry said while I was crying in his shoulders.
“How did this happen? Zayn said nervously.
I could see they were a bit scared or maybe more nervous. Sylvia came to me as Harry was putting me down. She came and hugged me, I knew she was terrified what will happen in the hospital as much as I was. Sylvia was with me the last time I was there and it’s one of the worst experience of my life. So many things happened there and my life turned upside down. Zayn went with Harry to the salon where Darcy was already sleeping. He told him everything about what happened and what they should do with Darcy. While Sylvia was helping me get my shoes on and get to the car.
“Don’t worry.. I know what happened last time.. but now you have Harry!”
“ I know..” I said with tears.
She helped me got to the car, when I saw in the corner of my eye Harry running to us. He got to the car and Sylvia quickly walked back to the house. We drove for a little while and suddenly I saw that modern building that was called the Hospital. I felt anxious again, Harry saw that and squeezed my hand. I smiled shyly and we drove to the parking lot. We had to wait for a while, when suddenly a skinny, tall, browned haired women called me and I had to go with her. I decided that I want to go alone, I didn’t want Harry to see me in that stage where I have no idea what’s going on because when I would be thinking about it I would have a panic attack. The doctor had to put a plaster on my leg as it was broken. When I was lying there, with my heart racing like crazy I remember the last time I was here. I was there with Sylvia and HIM. I remember the pain and panic attack, I was giving birth to Darcy. It supposed to me the most amazing moment of my life, but actually it was the worst day of my life. Maybe during that time I wasn’t knowing what will happen but I was happy, I was naïve and stupid but I was happy. I loved HIM and I was having HIS baby. I had my best friend with me which made me when more happy at that time. Everything was going just fine, but then I remember who HE was, how my future would look like, with HIM? What will happen to Darcy? Then this horrible moment came. I experienced the worst pain there every is. Someone who doesn’t have a child don’t know how much it hurts and not only was I suffering, HE just wanted me to feel even worst. Looking back it’s good that this happened but why did it happen that day, that night. Why did HE made me even more in pain? HE knew how much I loved HIM? Suddenly I remember HIM calling me today, what did HE want?