I pull from the kiss and Harry smirks.
"you are not the girl I thought you were." He says and I smile and take his hand in mine, leading him to my house. We decided that I could explain everything there.

"I think you should know first that Chris doesn't know I hate him. I hung up before I could do that." I say in a casual voice but really I am breaking inside.
"lets do that before you explain why you liked that jackass." He say and I unexpectedly turn and slap him.
"I'm sorry...I..I..I'm not used to hating him yet." I manage a fake laugh.
"it's ok. Come on. Just tell me how you and him went wrong." He says leading me to my room upstairs.


"um..ok so it was 3 years ago...we were crushing on each other for 4 months. We were fine until now.
i was always giving him what he wanted when he wanted it. Expcept...you know. I'm a virgin. I have been a complete fool, all because I thought he was perfect, he was! Until he was a damn bastard!" I say and sit on my bed while Harrys hand rubs my back. "Fuck you boys!" I say and he chuckles deeply.
"not all guys are like that." He says and I look him in the eyes, my vision blurry from the tears.

"you're a great guy Harry, but I can't have a new boy just step into my life. I just need a distraction, at least I thought I did but that is so terrible now that I think of it." I can't so this..