i open the door to my room with Harry's hand in mine following me.
i take him to my couch and he instantly pushes lightly on my chest so i lay on my couch, he straddles me and starts kissing from my lips down to my neck and sucking on each spot giving my love bites.
"Harry" i moan and he smiles under his kisses.
his hands lead to the hem of my shirt and he starts to tug on it as his lips travel back to lips for a heated kiss, his tongue licks my bottom lip, but i deny his entrance.
"Tease." he chuckles and his hands move up my shirt, touching my skin, his cold hands make me gasp and he slips his tongue in,
i push him off me for one second, "You don't play fair.." i say and he smirks.
"You didn't let me in." he says and kisses me again, i bite his lip, asking for entrance and he accepts, of coarse.
i manage to pull off his shirt and he starts to slip mine off when the door opens.
"Hey, Alice, Simon wants to talk to y-" Kat stops when she see's us. Simon Cowell walks in and we stand up.

"I am so sor-" i get interrupted by Simon putting his hand up to stop me.
"Ms. Winther, we have rules, and one is to be professional, and this is not professional. I should talk to you both in private, Kaitlyn, you may go." he dismisses Kat and Harry slips back on his shirt as we sit on the couch with Simon.

"Here's the deal, one of you has to dismiss yourselves from the show." he says and my heart stops, this is my dream, but i know it means even more to Harry...

"I'll g-" i get stopped my Harry.
"I'll leave the show." he says and i try to fight back but Simon gets up to leave before i am out of shock.

"Harry, i can't let this happen." i say and he smiles and kisses my forehead.

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Harry's POV
i am in my room packing, all the lads are gone so i better hurry before they are gone.

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i have finished packing and am heading to the door when i see Simon walking to me in the hall with a questioning look at my bags.
"What are you doing Harry?" he asks and i sigh.
"I decided to leave." i say and he hands me a letter.
"Alice left 3 hours ago." he pauses "She said you two talked about it. She said she was flying out to California to live with her friend there..." he trails off and then leaves. i put all my bags back in my room and sit on the couch, i run my fingers through my hair as i open her letter.

'Harry, i just want to say that i decided to leave the show, you need to try and win for me, okay? i just want you to know that i love you, but i can't be away from you and be in a long distance relationship, i am going to miss you. Love, Alice.'

a tear falls and the door opens, all the lads walk in.

"We are really sorry man. Her flight lands in 5 hours, you can talk to her then..." Louis says.
"Sorry, but we knew she was right, it would be best if you stayed, but we still felt bad when we helped her pack." Niall says and i look up at him. i have anger, but i am too sad to do anything about it.
i walk back to my room and read the letter over and over again to see if this is real.

why is she always breaking my heart?