Joshua's POV

I have not felt this thrilled in ages! Exactly when I thought I have wasted another day by not doing anything, I saw her. Jay just walked in the room like every day, but it meant more to me. As if I pulled out of the exhaustion I have been in. Suddenly, I could move mountains and make earthquakes. If you told me 5 years earlier I would feel this way because of a girl, I would laugh my ass off.
That night, I could not sleep. I tried counting sheep, as stupid as it sounds, it usually helps. But not if you have a hard case of overthinking. She was out tonight. With who? Where? Was it a guy? Is he better for her than I am? Does she like him? Let’s just say my brain was pretty busy. I know she liked me, but does she like me now? I really want to get close to her again. It was hard letting her go, we were not really together, but we sure acted that way. Holding hands, walking on the beach, watching shooting stars on the rocks, cuddling on the blanket, we did all that. And I would not change those times for nothing, I want it to happen again.

Sebastian’s POV

So even a blind man could see the tension between Joshua and Jay. There was no doubt, they were still in love with each other. It is very complicated since she is from Croatia and we are from Germany, but if they work on it, it could be nice.
I sat on my bed and looked at Joshua with an interrogative look on my face.
He propped up on his elbows and looked me in my eyes.
“I really want to be with her.” He declared.
Yeah, like I didn’t know that one. “You should try, if I know one thing about her, it’s that she likes you a lot more than she’s willing to admit to others, especially herself.”
“Who was she with tonight?”
“I don’t know, do you want me to ask the girls?”
“No, I’ll ask her myself.”
He was my best friend since we were little and we knew everything about each other, I couldn’t bear to see him sad.

Meg’s POV

This whole holiday is turning into a soap opera. Everyone is running around full of emotions. Dora is being a fangirl again. What have I done wrong to God, why do I have to put up with all this? I mean, I love them all, these girls are my best friends but enough is enough.Dora, stop. No, Dora, calm your tits. Do not scream, she is not that lucky.
Sarah is calm as always. There is no drama in her life, she is so peaceful. Jay is, on the other hand, a total mess. Everything that can go wrong in her life, goes wrong. Maybe not immediately, but still. And now look, she is all curled up in her bed thinking what she should do next. And I understand her, kinda. She likes Harry, but then there’s Joshua. They were almost together this summer and they want to be. Damn, it’s a hard decision. I don’t know whom I would have picked. Let’s face it, Harry is gorgeous, nice and caring, but Joshua is like her soul mate, why the fuck does he live in Germany, things would be much simpler if he was, for example, her neighbour or something like that.
I sat next to her and tried to make her feel better.
“Hey, are you okay?”
She shook her head and I thought I saw a tear rushing down her cheek and wetting the sheet.
“Is it because of Harry or something that happened tonight?”
“Both.” The whisper came out of her mouth. I saw she was weak so I didn’t want to bother her.
“If you want to talk, I’m here for you, now get some sleep so we can go somewhere tomorrow.” I covered her with a blanket and went to my own bed. Oh I’m going to kill those two boys.