When You Let Your Heart Win
"Oh, c'mon, Teddy!" Sophia laughed at me as I dug my heels into the ground and tried to stay put.
"No." I shook my head. "I'm not going in there and getting pissed."
"I'll be getting pissed with you, so if you're saying no because you think you'll be the only one, then stop worrying." Sophia giggled.
"No." I shook my head again. "Louis' coming home tomorrow morning and I don't want a hangover."
"How long is the longest you two gone without having sex?" Sophia with a tilted head as she looked at me. It's mad how she knows half the reason why I don't want a hangover in the morning. I can't help miss the stupid lad when he's gone.
"Three or four years." I laughed.
"No asshat, since you've been together." Perrie laughed at me.
"When we broke up for like what? Two weeks?" I asked thinking about it. "Two weeks. Since we've been together, the longest we went was two weeks."
"And now that you two are together?" Sophia smiled.
"A day?" I shrugged. "If not everyday…"
"God, you're so spoiled." Perrie pouted.
"Change your profession and come on tour with us, babe." I teased as I linked arms with Sophia.
"It is fun to see our boys whenever we want." Sophia teased along with me.
"Go back to school." Perrie growled at us. "You're so mean."
"I will someday." I whispered looking down at my shoes.
"Let's go get you pissed." Sophia nodded, pulling me closer to the doors as I rolled my eyes and gave up and volunteeringly walked into the pub.
"I'm not getting pissed, just buzzed. Deal?" I held up my pinkie to her.
"Deal." Sophia smiled and linked her pinkie with mine.
"Perrie, take these." I sighed handing her my car keys, mentally thanking her for being a goody goody and not liking alcohol. "Whatever shoots out of my mouth, please don't hate me." I pleaded to Sophia. The first time we drank together, the boys were around, so I didn't say much to her, but now that she's the only one I'm getting pissed with, who knows what I'll say.
"Never, babe. I'll just like you more after tonight." She giggled as she spotted an open table, unlinked our arms and walked towards it and plopped down in a chair, Perrie and I following in suit.
"I'm hungry. Can we eat before you two start drinking?" Perrie asked looking at the menu on the table.
"Yes." I nodded. "Drinking on an empty stomach is never a good thing."
"Bartender?!" Sophia yelled, on her feet with her hand in the air, causing us to flinch, but catching the blonde bartender's attention. "Can we have your pretty bum over here?"
"Sophia!" Perrie laughed as I dug my face into my hands, trying not to cry of laughter.
"What?" She asked looking down at us and slowly putting her hand down. "Flirting with him will make him give us faster service. He's not even cute."
"But he has a pretty bum." I giggled at her.
"Oh shush it." She stuck her tongue out at us then sat down with a huff. "At least he's coming over here."
"Don't embarrass the poor lad."
"Where's me phone?!"
"In your hand, against your ear, babe." Perrie laughed at me.
"Really?" I asked then moved my hand in front of my face and saw that I was actually holding my phone. "Oh!"
"Who are you calling anyways? The sane people in this world are sleeping."
"Louis." I smiled dancing around the room. "Baby!" I yelled into the phone as I heard it stop ringing.
"Your call has be forwarded to the voice…"
"You're not my Louis." I pouted looking at my phone as Perrie grabbed my shoulders, steered me to the bed and sat me down. "Why are you not my Louis?" I asked pressing a button. "Perrie, me phone's broken. This isn't Louis. It's some tramp with Louis' name."
"Teddy, it's five in the morning, he's asleep, so you got his voicemail." Perrie groaned trying to get me to get lay down and go to sleep, but I just wanted to talk to Louis.
"But I want to talk to Louis." I whined pressing another button. "You stupid, fucker, give me Louis!"
"He's coming home in like ten hours, shut up and go to sleep." She tried to reason, finally getting me to lay down, my phone dropping to the bed.
"My pants are still on!" I yelled kicking off the covers she just threw over me.
"Stop being such a child, Teddy!" Perrie yelled back. "I need to stop being the designated driver when it comes to you."
"But you love me." I smiled tilting my head to the side.
"Some days I do, yes." She nodded then saw I wasn't moving to take off my own pants. "Teddy, I'm not taking your pants off."
"Louis does it!"
"I'm not Louis!" She yelled, causing me to flinch.
"Ouchie." I pouted.
"Oh." She laughed. "Sorry, but seriously, I'm not taking off your pants."
"If Louis was here…"
"He'd take off your pants, I know." She rolled her eyes.
"Then I'd take off his pants, then I'd touch his penis… ah!"
"I miss his penis! Perrie, I haven't touched his penis in like two days!"
"Teddy…" She stopped before covering her face and laughed hard. "One, you about gave me a heart attack and two, he's coming home in ten hours!"
"Ugh, why didn't I go to Donny with him?" I whined. "He'd be in me right now, if I went."
"Oh my God, Teddy, I hope that's really Louis' number, if not, someone will be getting a lovely voicemail in the morning."
"Oh, Louis!" I squealed and picked my forgotten phone back up and held it to my ear. "Hello? … Boo? … Perrie, nobody's there." I pouted and dropped my phone back to my side. "Why isn't here there?"
"Because he's sleeping, building up his energy to come home to you." She smiled pulling the covers back up.
"I miss his bum." I pouted rolling onto my side and hugging Louis' pillow to my chest. "I'm going to smack his bum when he gets home."
"He may like that, babe, you may want to wait until after your hangover goes away." Perrie snickered and patted my leg. "I'll call you tomorrow, the bin is right beside the bed."
"Please go away." I mumbled, shoving my face into my pillow. What a wonderful, hangover day I'm gonna have.
"I thought you said you weren't going to get pissed." He's teasing. And he's an asshole. Why do I like him? "I enjoyed your drunken voicemail."
"Oh my God!" I groaned louder and laid on my pillow normally, a pout clearly on my face as I looked at him. "I thought that was a dream."
"No, babe, you actually did that." He snickered quietly before leaning down to kiss my forehead. "Jesus, Teddy, you need a shower."
"I smell like liquor and a pub, I know." I huffed closing my eyes again and breathed in his scent. "Mumma washed your clothes." I sing songed moving closer to him.
"Like me mum would let me leave that house with a single piece of dirty clothing." He laughed and finally laid down on his side beside me. I automatically scooting flush against him. "Bear, you seriously reek."
"I don't care. I haven't seen you in two days, sue me for wanting to cuddle my boyfriend, I know I'm not as attractive as I usually am, you can just get over it." I smiled tilting my head up and kissed his stubbly chin.
"You're always attractive, bear."
"I bet I look like a dead corpse right now." I laughed. "I sure as hell feel like it."
"If I agree with that you'll get to smack my bum." He laughed.
"Ah!" I squealed and hit him with the back of my hand.
"You're such an arse." I pouted, but scooted even closer to him.
"You like it and you know it." He laughed again and kissed my forehead again.
"I missed you." I sighed. "I liked having the bed to myself, but I missed my cuddling partner."
"Next time blow off the girls…"
"And go with you so I can blow you?" I finished for him, just in Teddy brain thought.
"Oh yeah, totally." He snorted and got up and out of bed quickly, making me sit up and dangle my legs over the side of the bed. "Go jump in the shower and I'll make you a greasy breakfast."
"No." I whined scooting closer to the edge and placed my feet onto the cold floor boards, but staying on the bed. "I'm too tired to stand."
"Then take a bath." He suggested standing in front of me, curling my, probably mad as hell, hair behind my ears and looked down at me.
"I'll fall asleep." I pouted and leaned into his touch, then perked up once I thought of a perfect idea.
"This won't be good." He smiled at my perkiness, his hands dropping back to his sides.
"You can join me." I smiled up at him.
"No funny business. Just wash me… or hold onto me while I wash myself." I held my right hand up, basically promising I won't jump him. Even though I'd like to, my head is just not having it today.
"C'mon." He sighed with an eye roll.
"You get to see me naked, stop bitching." I smiled as he picked me up bridal style and walked us towards the bathroom.
"That's the problem, Teddy." He growled.
"Ouch." I frowned.
"Don't take it that way." He sighed. "I know you're feeling like shit and I'm not going to take advantage of that even if I get a massive hard on in the process."
"Don't talk about your penis." I pleaded rolling my head to his shoulder.
"It's been two days." He smirked and placed me on the bathroom bench.
"Mhmm. Two too many." I nodded slowly as I watched him move around the bathroom; taking in his every move like I haven't seen him in years. He looked well rested and happy, the trip to see his family obviously giving him more than he wanted and it made me happy. He had his 'I got spoiled by my mummy' glow and it just made him all the more handsome.
"What are you thinking?" He asked as he stood there and watched me watch him.
"You're kinda beautiful." I shrugged reaching for the hem of my shirt I had on from last night and took it off and went back to watching him, he doing the same.
"Even though you think you look dead, you're kinda beautiful, too." He smiled standing by the tub, one hand on his belt and the other down by his side.
"I'm not going to jump you." I rolled my eyes at him. "Just come here."
"This is a test isn't it?" He asked as he walked towards me and in four strides he was right in front of me; his hands half on my lower hips, half on my bum, my legs wrapping around him and my feet locking behind his back thighs. "If I listen to you, I'm in trouble, if I don't, I'm okay, right?"
"Just let me kiss you, you loon." I laughed. "You have yet to put those amazing things on me."
"Other than your forehead." He smirked.
"Stop." I whined and stuck out my lip. "Just a small one. Please."
"You don't have to beg." He smiled and kissed me softly. "I could kiss you all day." He said before kissing me again, the small kiss I wanted turning into a long, steamy one and the steam coming from the shower is not why it was steamy. Our kisses can never be just small and harmless, we always get carried away. "God, damnit." He growled under his breath, pulling back some as I tried to catch my breathe as he grabbed my panties and tore them down my legs.
"If you ripped those, I hate you." I warned him, making him look at my knickers on the floor.
"I'll buy you another pair." He shrugged before turning his gaze back to me and kissed me again. "God knows you buy a shitload more after I ruin a pair."
"I like looking good for you." I whispered leaning my forehead onto his and looked him in the eye.
"You can be in sweats and a hoodie and you'll look good to me." He smiled and kissed me again. "We gotta stop." He mumbled, moving his lips away but I kept kissing his skin, anywhere I could put my lips, I put them there. "Teddy, damnit, I'm so close to fucking pounding you, so please stop."
"Daddy still got it." I teased, making him growl at the nickname as I kissed his chin before pushing him back and slid off the bench.
"You have to stop calling me that." He warned, pressing me up against the bench and held my waist.
"I know, I know. Calling you daddy turns you on." I rolled my eyes and walked around him and got in the shower.
"I'm just… it doesn't sound right." He tried to explain as he got in behind me, putting his hands on my waist and turning me around to face him. "Yes it may turn me on with how you say it, it just isn't right."
"I just say it to see how you react, I'm sorry, I'll stop." I apologised and circled my arms around his neck, bringing him under the water with me.
"I missed you." He sighed laying his forehead onto mine. "When you go back to school we're fucked."
"I haven't thought of going back." I flinched back.
"I know, but I'm just saying, when you go back, if you go back, it's going to be torture for us. We can't go two days without seeing each other." He explained.
"Perrie told me to go back." I said, not ignoring what he said, just saying what my brain was screaming at me. "I'm not ready to go back to campus."
"Babe, it's okay, you don't have to explain anything to me." He assured and moved my hair that was falling into my face back. "I like having you around 24/7."
"I like being around 24/7." I whispered. "Me dropping out was probably the worst thing ever, but I couldn't be here and not have you around."
"Sh sh sh." He shushed me. "I know and it's okay. We don't have to talk about it."
"They haven't even been caught yet." I said as I scrunched up my face and looked down at his chest.
"Bear, don't think about them." He grabbed my face and made me look at him. "They'll find them and they'll go to prison for a long time."
"You don't know that." I shook my head.
"Yes I do." He smiled and kissed me softly, before turning me around, but kept me close. "These things take time, please don't worry about it. Let's just focus on getting this stench off of you."
"And for once in your lifetime you didn't cause this stench." I smirked and handed him my loofa and body wash.
"And there's my girl." He laughed and started to wash my back, the conversation pretty much ending after he started to 'get rid of my stench,' reminding me why I hate pubs; if you're in there for even ten minutes, the smell of the place will be on you until you wash it off. It's aggravating.
"Thank you." I whispered after he was done, I was smelling all nice and clean, as we stayed under the water, working with my aching head.
"I'd do anything and everything for you, Teddy, bathing you is practically nothing." He snorted and kissed my shoulder and leaving his lips there. "Our New York trip is gonna have to be cut short." He mumbled after a minute or two.
"What? Why?" I jerked my head back and looked up at him.
"Mum and Dan set a date, they're getting married on the 20th of July."
"Oh yay!" I squealed and sorta jumped, and almost slipped. "Oh my God!" I laughed at myself.
"You almost just died." He laughed at me.
"See, this is why I needed you in here." I smiled up at him, pushing his ever growing hair back and off his face.
"I'm not going anywhere. Ever."
"But they're finally getting married!" I squealed again, but didn't jump this time, just stayed in his arms. "Oh my God, weddings. I love fucking weddings."
"You're gonna get so pissed." He laughed already seeing it.
"I always do." I agreed imagining it with him, then moaned.
"Wha… Teddy, what the fuck?" He jerked back to fully look at me.
"You in a tux." I sighed. "Damnit, I love weddings."
"Fair warning, you're going to get it so much that weekend, you better hope I'm not on my period."
"Oh my God, shut up!" He yelled letting go of me and walked out of the shower.
"Babe, wedding sex is always the best sex!"
"I'll be in the kitchen making you the most disgusting breakfast of your life!" He yelled back and I just smiled. Weddings are probably the happiest moment of a person's life, they're committing themselves to the person they love most for the rest of their lives and seeing that happen for Jay, as well as Dan, gives me hope everyone will find the person they're supposed to be with and end up just like them. Together forever.
how are you all? it took me three weeks to update, i'm so proud of myself. it's not as good as it used to be but way better than three months, eh?
(I just said 'eh'. ew.)
but I forgot to say this in my last notes, but WYLYHW was copied and put on wattpad twice. if the people who did is reading this, I seriously dislike you. if you like my story, awesome. if you want this story on different websites, MESSAGE/COMMENT AND TELL ME TO PUT IT ON OTHER SITES! if I don't like the site, ask if you can post it AND GIVE ME CREDIT but if I say no, no means no. don't post shit that isn't yours. don't act like this is your story. I work my ass off on this and i'm not going to have people steal it and claim it as their own, if I keep finding this on other sites that don't have my permission or me credited, i'll delete this story all together.
but back to story time
PLEASE tell me what you think. I barely got any comments on chapter 89 and I really hate that. I feel like that three month wait really made a lot of you uninterested in this and that sucks because of all the plans I have for this :/
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oh and chapter 92 is gonna be the bomb ;) xoxoxo