When You Let Your Heart Win
"Oh Christ." I mumbled and looked to the left of me, just to see Teddy crouching by the chair looking at me. Even though it's slightly creepy, it's not. "You're wasted." I bit back a laugh.
"Yeah." She giggled uncontrollably, and a snort may or may not of came from her, but I ignored it and pulled her hand to get her onto my lap. "I like your face."
"Is that so?" I asked biting back another laugh as she ran a finger down the side of my face.
"Mhmm." She nodded and looked down towards my chest, her finger sliding down with her eyes and started poking at me. "I like your chest hair." Now I can't hold my laughter. "I like your laugh too." She sighed. "Why do you have to be so fucking hot?"
"Don't be a bitch, you are too." She huffed.
"Anybody want another drink?" Harry asked looking around the room, getting various answers from the group that were now in the living room.
"I'll help you, dimple-y face." Teddy smiled jumping up quickly, stumbling some before standing up straight and walked with an amused Harry.
"How much has she drank?" Liam laughed.
"I don't know." I laughed with him. "And to make it sadder, she's drinking beer and she's drunk."
"Oh then she's had a good amount." He whistled as Harry and Teddy came back with more cans of beer.
"Do you believe your hot now?" She giggled as she sat back down on my lap.
"If you think I am, then I guess I am." I shrugged and placed my hands on her back and top of her thigh as I watched her fumble with her beer can.
"Ouchie." She jutted out her lip and looked at her finger before trying to open her drink again.
"Give me." I laughed.
"I got it." She shook her head and went back to trying to open the can. It's hilarious yet sad to say, that she is too drunk to open another beer. A beer which I shouldn't be letting her consume, but she's having fun and that award winning smile has yet to leave her face. "Baaaabe?" She whined as I grabbed it from her.
"If I let you open this, you'll end up cutting your hand off." I'm over exaggerating, but she's drunk, you never know what could happen.
And the second I opened that can… it sprayed all over me. And Teddy's eating that shit up, as well as the others, but Teddy's drunk obnoxious laugh is beating them all.
"Did you shake this?" I huffed wiping my face as the laughter subsided and 'nice going's we're tossed around, but Teddy laughter was still going.
"I-I di-didn't. I swe-swear." She giggled.
"I don't believe you." I playfully huffed.
"I didn't." She looked at me seriously.
"I know." I smiled and handed her her drink before tapping her thigh. "Up."
"No." She whined again.
"I'm going to be all sticky." I laughed and tapped her thigh again.
"I'll take care of that." She smiled, placed her beer on the table beside the chair, all before rearranging herself and straddled my waist.
"How is this going to help me?" I laughed craning my head back some to fully see her.
"I'm going to lick you clean." She smiled, or I should say teased, but her brain probably isn't regersting properly.
"Shh." She smiled and pecked my lips quickly before literally licking my face in rows, collecting the beer from my face.
"Teddy…" I laughed and tried to move away from her tongue, but we're sitting in a chair, so I don't have much moving room.
"What the fuck are you doing?" Zayn asked walking in, from wherever, catching everyone attention again and starting the laughing party once more.
"Damn, Teddy, he hasn't shaved that face in awhile, you don't know what's hiding in that thing." Liam laughed from the couch.
"It's okay." Teddy said, stopping her attack on my face and turned to them. "I lick his balls, what cou…"
"Alright." I laughed covering her mouth, and the laughter started again, this time louder. This group… damn. "I forgot how much of a mouth you have whenever you're drunk." I whispered pulling her close.
"Mhmm." She hummed looking at me. God, she is beautiful.
"Can I take my hand away?"
"Mhmm." She hummed with a head nod or two.
"Will you keep our fun to yourself?" I smiled whenever she slumped but nodded. "Good girl."
"I'm not a dog." She slurred slightly, but then she had a seductive look on her face. "But you can bend me ov…"
"Fuck." I groaned laying my head on her chest, wanting to hear the rest of that, but of course, Sophia, who's been awfully chatty with Bear suddenly, pranced in.
"Yes, love?" Teddy giggled placing her hands gently on both sides of my face and leaned away, but I went with her. "Stooop."
"Wanna play a card game with me?" She asked as I looked up at her from my comfortable, warm, safe place to see Sophia waving a deck of cards in her hands with a smile.
"Sure." Teddy nodded. "I don't know many games though." She pouted some.
"I don't know many either." She shrugged. "Maybe the boys can teach us something after they watch us play kiddie game after kiddie game."
"Ha ha!" Bear yelled slapping her hand onto the pile of cards. "Tahahahaha ha." She sang, immaturely, and gathered the cards.
"What are you exactly playing again?" Niall asked from behind me.
"They're slapping the Ace's." I laughed glancing up at him quickly. "They're drunk."
"Tell me about it." He snorted and took a drink of whatever he's drinking.
"Don't worry about it." He waved off. "Just stop messing up. She loves you like mad…"
"I know." I sighed as I watched Teddy, who was still sitting on my lap, but was basically bent in half, an elbow on the coffee table, her head resting in the palm of her hand and playing her and Sophia's invention of Slap That Ace. They giggled for a good five or ten minutes over that and none of us have the balls to tell them they're mad and need to go to bed, but they're having fun and they're keeping us entertained, so who'd want to stop them, really? "I'm trying. Or I'm going to. After the hospital, I… she has to be reaching her breaking point soon and I don't want her to hit it. Ever."
"Then act like you two did whenever you two weren't dating. You guys only fought because Eleanor was pissing her off." He advised.
"We're fighting because of Eleanor." I sighed looking up at him before Teddy sat up quickly, rubbing her God damn arse against me, and cheered. "Babe…" I groaned gripping her hips quickly and kept her as still as I could.
"Sorry." She giggled looking over her shoulder at me and I glared. She's not fucking sorry. I don't think she knows what sorry is at the moment.
"Mhmm." I rolled my eyes at her as she went back to her game and I looked back up at Niall. "If you want to give me any advice, please."
"I don't know what to say, man." He shrugged. "I haven't had a relationship nearly as complex as yours."
"Thanks." I snorted. "Just what I wanted to hear."
"Sorry." He mumbled. "Maybe get Shay away from her for a little?"
"How?" I laughed. "We're leaving for your soon and I'd like to spend time with her since El doesn't want to drag her on tour just yet."
"El really said that?" He asked.
"Yes." I sighed. "She thinks having a newborn on a bus will stress everyone out and she's right, but couldn't she for once think I'd like to see my own kid…"
"Are you sure she's yours?" Niall interrupted me.
"What?" I spat. "Yes."
"Don't get mad, I'm just asking." He held his hands up.
"We had a paternity test done, remember?" I asked him. The anger I held towards him is coming back, even bigger this time. Who does that? Who questions shit like that? Shay's mine.
"I know, I know." He rushed as I looked at the room, surprised that no one is over hearing this conversation. "I just don't understand the timetable."
"It doesn't matter." I growled. "Shayla is my daughter."
"Just get another test done, mate. What's the harm in doing that?"
"No!" I shook my head. "Just… go away." I rubbed my face. "Leave if you have to, but just get away from me."
Ever since Niall asked me if Shay is really mine, I've been in my own little world. Even whenever someone tied to talk to me, I'd be short in responses and I'd go back to that little world and think this all over.
Yes, the timetable of Shay's birth is strange, but she was also born a month premature, so that throws that out of the window. Then I pictures Shay in my head, since Teddy is on my lap and I don't really want to show I have a massive hard on underneathe her, I didn't get up to go get her, but Shay looks an awful lot like El and she's too young and hasn't grown into my features yet, so I can't say anything. When I was born, I looked a lot like my mum and my dad didn't question it.
Niall must be trying to do everything in his power to get Teddy away from me. Even if he told me to stop treating her like shit, which I really don't mean to, I bet he really means, keep fucking up because here soon she'll be banging on my door and sucking me off.
Alright, that's not what I really think of Niall, but I swear he wants Teddy for himself.
Speaking of Teddy, she's had literally too much to drink. I don't know why I haven't cut her off yet. I don't know if it's because if I do, the entertainment will be gone or because everyone knows she needs to drown herself in alcohol to get everything off her mind. Either way, I'm being a shit boyfriend and letting her have drink after drink.
"No!" Teddy yelled, knocking me out of my thoughts and turning my attention to her, well he back as she leaned down far enough that her arse was no longer touching me, but then she sat her backside down and the images I just got out of that… fuck. I've already been hard since she started to move her hips awhile ago, but damnit am I harder than ever now. "How the hell are you all of a sudden winning?"
'How the hell are you not withering over feeling my dick pressed into your bum?' I grunted in my head as I leaned my head back and looked up at the ceiling. I'm glad I decided not to drink. If I did, her tights would be ruined and she'd be bouncing on me. "Babe?"
"Hmm?" She asked laying back against my chest, wrapping an arm around the back of my neck and started to play with my hair.
"I need up."
"Because I'm about to burst." I replied bluntly.
"Oh you're horny." She giggled wiggling her hips side to side, making me grip her hips and tried to settle her.
"Stop it or get to the bedroom."
"Why not the bathroom?" She asked biting her lip.
"What's wrong with the bedroom?"
"It doesn't have as many mirrors."
"You want to wat… fuck, let's go." I groaned grabbing the cards in her hands and threw them onto the table. "She's done playing and I'm stealing her for a little. We need to talk."
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sorry i took basically a month to update
i've been busy then on the days i wasn't, i didn't have any motivation
anyways, in five days, i hope to have a surprise for you all
it's nothing big, but to me it is :)
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and congratulations to Jay and Dan for their wedding today :)
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