When You Let Your Heart Win
"Did you seriously, just say that?"
"Yes." He nodded. "Yes I did."
"You're disgusting." I scoffed.
"You love my head." He smirked and leaned in to kiss my lips. "Both of them. Don't deny it." He smiled and kissed my chin then left a trail of kisses down my jaw line and to my neck.
"I wasn't denying anything…" I sighed unintentionally grabbing ahold a fistful of his hair, a beautiful moan escaping his throat.
"Take your clothes off." He mumbled into my neck before slightly sucking on my skin.
"Take. Your. Clothes. Off." He mumbled slower and grabbed ahold of my bum and squeezed.
"No." I gasped and tried to pull away. "Louis, stop."
"Louis, what about... oh my God, stop!" I giggled and jumped up and away from his grabby hands and nipping teeth.
"Come here." He sat back and curled his finger at me with the sexiest look on his face. I about took a step closer to him, but I stopped and held my ground.
"What about Shay?" I bit my lip and looked towards the hall that leads to the bedroom his daughter was in.
"She's sleeping. Come. Here." To say I didn't just spasm down below from the tone in his voice... well that’d would be a lie.
"And what about El?" I pointed out. "She's getting nappies. That doesn't take even five minutes and we both know you can’t nut it in five minutes."
"We can always try." He smirked and I just stood there, making his ‘happy’ mood lower a smidge. "She's been gone for over three hours, Bear." He sighed and sat back. "What's wrong?"
"Can't we just go into the bedroom?"
"What's wrong with this chair?" He asked petting the arms like it was a dog with the smirk returning on his face.
"It's out in the living room." I mumbled and fidgeted with my hands.
"We have had sex on that couch while El was in the room." He pointed at the couch with one eye closed, while I just blushed and remembered that night. "What's the difference now? No one's in here to hear you scream out my name?" He teased leaning towards me, grabbed my waist and pulled me into him. "Hmm?"
"You just nothing." He smiled and pulled me flush against him and pulled on my leggings roughly, pulling them down just around my bum before stopping and leaning his forehead onto my stomach with a deep sigh. "Teddy, you have to stop doing that."
"Stop doing what?" I asked wrapping my arms loosely around his neck and let him take my leggings fully off.
"You need to stop wearing these without knickers on." He growled holding my body forcefully against his, as he sat back and got me to straddle his lap.
"Wearing knickers with leggings is aggravating." I rolled my eyes. "You can see the outlines, so it's better to go commando."
"Then why don't you go commando from now on?" He smirked running his hands up my thighs and forcefully gripping my bum all before letting his left hand smack my skin. The smirk on his face becoming more and more sexual as I moaned out from the sting.
"I can't just go commando all the time." I panted as I laid my forehead onto his. "I do wear dresses and skirts."
"Are you saying you can't keep your legs closed?" He laughed evilly at me as he grabbed ahold of my bum again.
"No, you wouldn't let my legs closed if I never wore knickers." I smiled and stood up on my knees. "If you spank me one more time…" I left the threat lie, but he just smirked and struck my bum again.
"Don't threaten me, Teddy." He whispered close to my lips before shoving two fingers in me unsuspectedly.
"Oh my God!" I shook and fisted the tops of his shirt by his shoulders.
"If I get you this wet just by spanking you, I'm spanking you everyday. For the rest of my life." He smiled moving his unoccupied hand from my bum to my back, supporting me and he drove his fingers deeper into me.
"No." He shook his head. "If you're going to come, come."
"Louis…" I trailed off and bit my lip hard as I stared into his eyes. His eyes that looked like fire at the moment, nothing I've ever seen from him ever before.
"Come, baby bear." He whispered up at me and kissed me softly, but one of my hands let go of his shirt and placed it in his hair and deepened the kiss, my tongue shoving it's way into his mouth as I came.
"Good girl." He whispered before pecking me once more, his fingers starting to slow.
"Wow." I laughed like a mad woman as I continued to shake above him.
"That's always the response a man looks for." He smiled pulling his fingers out of me.
"Lou?" I whimpered, half because I now felt empty and half because I had something to say.
"Hmm." He hummed and stuck his fingers into his mouth, licking them clean, before he moved them back down between my legs but started to rub my clit, making my hands tighten, one around his shirt once again as my other pulled his hair from how sensitive I still was. I don't think I'm going to be able to finish what I wanted to say to him for quite sometime now… oh well it wasn't that important.
"Lou-Louis." I yelped and bucked my hips into him.
"If I make you come again within a minute, prepare to be sprawled out on that table." He growled slapping my clit before he shoved his fingers into me again and went straight for my g-spot.
He's going to kill me. He knows all my buttons and just which buttons to push at the right time.
"Oh my God." I panted and threw my head into his neck, and I may of bit him. Just a bit…
"Fucking hell, Teddy." He laughed. Alright, I bit him good and I guess my pay back was slamming into my g-spot harder than before.
"Holy shit." And I was a goner.
"Thank God." He laughed as I shaked through another orgasm, just to be picked up and tossed, lightly, onto the coffee table and pushed my legs further apart as he kneeled down between my legs. "Now, if I make you come in two minutes, you won't be able to walk tomorrow."
"Oh my God." I laughed madly at the thought and just waited for him to touch me again.
"Ready, baby?" He asked biting into my inner thigh before kissing closer and closer to the center of my body.
"Jesus Christ." I covered my face with shaky hands. "Louis?"
"Hmm?" He hummed, his breath hitting me right in between the legs.
"Can we just skip this part?" I asked as my heart rate started to pick up once he looked up at me. And he just stayed there. Looking at me. The fuck?
"No." He answered after some time and dove right in. And I literally mean dove in.
Even after I tried to distract him into taking a small break from assaulting me below the belt, I was still overly sensitive and since he has one awesome tongue and fingers, it won’t take me two minutes, let alone one. My breathing was still ragged as he pushed his fingers in as far as he possibly could go, even though he kept trying to push further, but I’m pretty sure he knows I’m not going to experience anything other than fingers and a penis in me.
"Oh my God, please, st-stop." I whimpered as my toes curled.
"Mmm uh." He hummed against me as his tongue and fingers kept assaulting me.
"Ba-babe… ah!" I squealed and felt my body jolt and slightly pushed myself further away from him, but he pulled his fingers out and wrapped his arms around my thighs before pulling me back to him. His tongue left my clit after he removed his fingers. His tongue dancing away inside me as I started to go ballistic in the middle of our living room. "Fuck, Louis, stop. I'm too sensitive."
"Come." He mumbled or tried to mumbled. He wasn't giving up.
"Oh my God." I threw my head back as he drove in deeper, his nose right on my clit, and since I thought about it, he started to shake his head in a 'no' motion to deepen the pleasure he was giving me. I swear he knows what I'm thinking in times like this… And that's when I screamed. And came. Hard. "You… fuck, you're going to ki-kill me." I panted lifting my leg and pushing him away from me before closing my legs tightly, my body still shaking and feeling him. I was going mad.
"I love getting you to do that." He laughed at my feet.
"Shut up." I smiled moving my hands to my face. "Jesus Christ, do you see how bad I'm shaking?" I asked, not exactly showing him, but you understand? Right? "I need a nap."
"Oh, I'm not done with you." He laughed like I was crazy and plied my legs apart again.
"No, God, please don't." I pleaded. "The second you push in, I bet I'll be done."
"Then looks like I'll be getting more out of you." He smirked getting up to his knees and pushed my legs as far as they could go again and leaned down on me. "I'll give you another minute." He smiled and kissed me softly, then just looked at me. "You look really hot right now."
"I bet I look like a mess." I laughed just picturing myself right now.
"You're hair is all sprawled out, your face is flushed…" He spotted and stood back up on his knees. "You're beautiful, Bear. I need to tell you that more."
"You tell me that everyday." I laughed and reached for him, but only got to grab the bottom of his shirt.
"I know." He smiled and leaned down again. "I just need to tell you more, because you're so beautiful."
"If you're trying to get laid, I don't know why you're exactly trying, you're getting it either way." I giggled and wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck and pulled him to me, making him brush against me and made us both moan. "You're really hard." I bit my lip as he started to rub himself against me, giving him some relief.
"You were just screaming up a storm because of me, so please excuse me if I'm really turned on." He huffed defending himself.
"Don't get all pissy at me." I giggled as his hands held onto my shoulders then slid up my arms, his lips kissing my wrist then my palm whenever he unlocked my arms around him and stood back up on his knees.
"Damn, can't i keep you for more than two seconds?" I pretended to pout, but he must not of understood it was supposed to be a joke, because he quickly leaned back down and kisses me.
"I'm sorry." He whispered and kissed me again, before he turned his head and leaned against me. "This is the place I want to be for the rest of my life, I don't understand why I keep moving." He slightly laughed. "Clearly, I'm an idiot."
"But you're my idiot, so it's okay." I whispered playing with his hair.
"Yeah." He sighed then leaned over and kissed my side. "For some odd reason you want me."
"In more ways than one." I teased and bucked my hips against his, causing him to groan and lean more of his body weight onto me.
"Impatient?" He teased moving and laying his head between my boobs and slid a hand down between us and adjusted himself right at my opening.
"Don't tease." I groaned making him look up.
"Sorry, babe." He smiled and push in until he couldn't go anymore. "Fuck." Remember when I said 'I bet the second you push in…' yeah… well I was wasn't lying. "I am so not sorry." He laughed watching me convulse around him and if I could speak, I'd bitch at him, but yeah, I can't.
After I settled down, some, he placed his hands beside my head and lifted himself up before he started to thrust slowly. I got rather impatient.
"Didn't… oh my God… didn't you say something about if I came quick, I wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow?" I asked wrapping my one of my arms around his biceps as the other fisted his shirt.
"Maybe tonight." He smiled and leaned down and kissed me.
"Fuck." He moaned out and laid his head between my boobs, his warm breath seeping through my shirt. "We need to fight more often."
"No we don't." I slapped the back of his head weakly, but I had a smile on my face. Makeup sex has probably gotta be the best sex. Even though this time we didn't work off our frustrations, we just showed how much we care for each other. Or at least he did. He not came once while I came… five or six times? I don't know. It's mind blowing either way.
But I seriously hope this fight gets us back to where we were before Shayla came along. No I am not blaming all of our problems on an innocent little baby, but I don't ever remember having this much of a hassle before we even knew Eleanor was pregnant. I just want my Boo back. I'll do anything, even if it's sending Eleanor's ass to the family courts or sitting her down with a room full of her friends and making her understand just because she had a baby with a supportive doesn't mean she can't hand her over just whenever she wants.
I don't understand who wouldn't want Shay. She's beautiful, taking from her daddy and from the time she was in the hospital and I was around, she was the calmest baby ever. Who wouldn't want that? Whoever doesn't is massively mad.
"I'm sorry." He whispered leaning up and kissed me. And at this precise moment, I don't know which part he's apologising for. Too many thoughts are running through my head. "I'm seriously going to do better. I swear. I owe that to you." Oh, that one.
"Okay." I smiled softly and pushed his hair back. "You can get out now." I giggled motioning downward.
"Why?" He asked standing on his knees, not pulling out. "You're warm and I'm comfortable." He smirked looking down at where we were still connected. "I like this visual. I'm getting hard all over again."
"I came enou…"
"Hey, I'm back! Wher… oh my God." El came skipping in. While he's still… God this is embarrassing.
"Great timing." I mumbled covering my face.
"You're seriously having sex while I let you watch my daughter?" El growled.
"Our daughter." Lou leaned back down slightly me covered what parts of me were exposed. Dick, get out. Pun intended. "I have the baby monitor right there." He said pointing above my head.
"Yeah, like you'd pull out and run to get her before you came." She spat. Wow… this isn't awkward at all…
"Louis, get out of me." I whispered sitting up and getting even more uncomfortable and pissed off by her tone.
"Oh please, don't stop on my encounter." El snorted. "Please finish."
"We are finished." I spat at her. "Why do you even care? You've been gone for hours and you were just on a tampon, possibly nappy run. That doesn't take more than ten minutes."
"I ran… I ran into a friend… and we grabbed a bite to eat." She looked happy with her answer, responding with a slight nod. The fuck is she up to?
"Who are you trying to convince?" I asked with a laugh. "Us or yourself?"
"Do you want to call Lani?!" She yelled.
"You see Lani everyday." I huffed and pushed Louis away and out of me. "You could've waited."
"Bear?" Lou whispered tossing a blanket at me before I wrapped it around my waist as Louis pulled his pants back up.
"Thanks." I mumbled then turned back to Eleanor. "Do you even want Shayla?"
"Are you sure?" I asked with a small laugh. "You took your good old time getting your hair and nails done instead of going to pick her up then the second she gets home, you run off to be with 'Lani.' Have you ever thought about taking her with you?" I asked walking up to her. "She's your daughter. She doesn't have to stay home while you go out for a 'tampon' run. There's this thing called a car seat and a stroller. Or and you can fucking carry her since she weighs six pounds!"
"No!" I cut him off. "We talked about this already, something is up with her. If you still don't see it, you're blind."
"I'm not used to having someone to take care of. Excuse me for not being as motherly as you." Eleanor 'apologised,' but I just scoffed and ignored it.
"Go get your daughter and leave. Unless you plan on going on another tampon run and need Louis and I to watch her." I rolled my eyes, grabbed my leggings that were on the floor and walked into the kitchen.
"Bear?" No. "Teddy?" Lou whispered fully walking into the kitchen and walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me from behind as I sat at the breakfast bar and sipped on my tea and read a magazine.
"Is she gone?" I asked turning my head to the side to slightly look at him.
"Yes." He nodded once or twice before kissing the top of my shoulder.
"She's still here." He whispered.
"Why?!" I yelled spinning around on the stool and unintentionally glared at him.
"El was upset, so I told her to go home and relax." He shrugged. "This is good."
"Why?" I laughed. "She’s not proving to me she wants to be a mother."
"Babe, tour is starting soon, I need to spend time with her."
"Oh." I whispered and looked down and my cuppa.
"How about we call the boys and have dinner?" He asked grabbing my tea and placed it behind me before placing his hands on the side of my face and lifted my gaze to his. "They had rehearsals whenever Shay was in the hospital and I think they'd like to meet her."
"Okay." I nodded and pulled his body into me with my feet. "Sorry I blew up on your baby mumma."
"She deserved some of it." He shrugged before he kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly.
"She deserved it all." I mumbled against his shoulder. "She's also a lying sack of shit."
"Teddy…" He laughed and kissed me softly. "Relax."
"How?" I pouted. "She’s a baby. She’s beautiful. Whoever doesn’t want a child needs to just give it up to someone who wants and can’t have one of her own."
"We still don’t know if you can’t, Bear." He whispered, knowing I was talking about myself and held me a little tighter.
"They’re taking balls long to call me back." I frowned. "It’s just my luck."
"It's only been four or five days. Stop doing this to yourself." He sighed. "Having doubts won’t do you any good." He pulled back and looked me head on. "You’re gonna have babies and they’re going to be hands down the cutest babies to ever come out of a vagina."
"Stop." I laughed letting my legs drop from around the back of his thighs and pushed him away, just for him to come back.
"We’ll get our babies, Bear." He whispered. "I promise."
"Who said I wanted to have kids with you?" I asked jerking my upper half back a little so I could look at him and with my serious tone, I had to have a serious face on.
"You’re not getting pregnant by anyone but me." The look he threw at me made me burst out into hysterics. "I don’t care if you’re joking right now or not, you’re giving me babies and I'm giving you babies."
"Okay." I smiled, trying to stop my laughter and leaned into him again. "Only if you say so."
"I'll be telling you 'I told you so' someday. Get ready for it."
sorry for taking balls long to update :/
I spent like a full week on this basically just staring at a blank page
but whenever I asked for ideas... apparently you didn't understand that I needed ideas for this chapter
not future chapters
so I free balled this after their living room fun ;) so I apologize if it's crappy
but yes, all the big ideas are final for this story. all I need now are just small fillers then BAM WYLYHW is finished :)
anyways, I finally got my phone back :)
an iPhone 5c that is for originally having a iPhone 5 :D
peeps, if you're going through an insurance company to get a new phone and they take TWO+ WEEKS to get you a new phone, complain and they'll upgrade you gooood
yeah, but I just have to go get a SIM card then I can officially text some of you that I talk to on a daily basis
so, if I don't get to the ones who have my number today, text me tomorrow because I don't have any numbers anymore :/
but if I think about it, I'll message you however we contact each other and yeah
I'm going to a wedding today, so I'll need someone to keep be entertained
ALSO about my little update thinger
I saw comments where you said 'El should ask Teddy to adopt Shayla' or 'have El run off without Shay and leaves her with Louis and Teddy to raise'
I've said it before and I guess I'll say it again
Teddy and Louis will NOT raise Shayla!
what I have planned, you'll understand why
but yeah, what do you think about this chapter?
what do you think El's hiding?
what do you think about Louis being a daddy?
even though he wasn't much of a daddy in this chapter, but yeah...
what do you think's gonna happen when the boys meet Shay?
please send predictions for that! I want to know what you're thinking even though I bet none of you will guess
also, should I have Perrie and Sophia come with Zayn and Liam?
Perrie hasn't been in this recently and I've still yet to really put Sophia in here, soooo....
tour's coming up, story wise, what do you think is gonna happen about a week before they leave? ;)
speaking of tour
anyone go yet?
I found AMAZINGLY priced floor seats for their Philly date, now I just gotta buy them (aka my sister or my mom) but yeah
I need to go or I'm going to die
in a month and two days it'd be a full year since I've seen them and I need my Louis and Michael fix
AND! (sorry that I keep rambling)
whenever I get one more subscriber, can you please comment who you are so I can explain how much I love you? :D
I'm ONE away from 500 subs :')
I love you all
thank you times 35354542698741587 million billion trillion dillion (<--- dillion? o_O I don't know don't ask)
last thing I swear
this beautiful girl has been my angel above for a full year now ❤
I couldn't ask for a better angel
November 21, 1994 - June 5, 2013