When You Let Your Heart Win
“El’s on her way.” Lou mumbled from beside me.
“Uh, why?” I asked looking over at him.
“Apparently her and her family got in a fight and she wants to come home.”
“Whatever.” I huffed.
“It’s fine.” I sighed. “I thought it could just be the two of us in the house before we leave for Cambodia, but I guess not.”
“She said she has good news for us.” He tried to make me feel better.
“You’re not the father…”
“Teddy?” He half growled, half sighed.
“Right. Sorry.” I tried to laugh. “I’m going to go take a bubble bath.”
“Why?” He asked as I got to my feet, same as him, and started to walk towards the bathroom.
“I’d like to have some peace and quiet before she gets here.” I giggled.
“Why can’t we go to bed?”
“Because I’m not tired?” I pretty much asked back.
“Babe, we have this place to ourselves, I’m not asking you to go in the bedroom and actually sleep with me.” He smiled grabbing my hand and pulled me into him. “Think, Bear.”
“We have the next few days for that.” I blushed pushing at him.
“I’m still not over that.” He smiled tightening his grip on me.
“What are you talking about?”
“Me being able to make you blush.” He replied removing a hand from my waist and moved it up to cup my face. “After all these years, the time I get to make you blush is after we became semi-sexually involved. It’s just mind blowing.”
“You’re an idiot.” I laughed leaning into his hand. “Can I go now?”
“Can I join you?”
“Then you’re not allowed to leave.” He shook his head and pulled us onto the couch again.
“Babe?” I whined whenever he laid us back and started to cover us with a blanket.
“Hey, you won’t let me join you in the bath, I’m not letting you out of my sight.” He smiled.
“Because I have you for the next three and a half hours to myself and I’d rather have those three and a half hours spent together. Alone.”
“Naked.” He cut me off.
“We’re not naked?” I giggled.
“I didn’t get that far yet.” He laughed and moved his hands to the top of my sweat pants and pushed them down quickly. “I don’t know how I feel about that, Teddy.”
“Feel about what?” I leaned up and looked at him.
“You wearing just sweat pants.” He empathized. “Why do you torture me?”
“We were in a car for three hours.” I huffed. “I wanted to be comfortable.”
“But your definition of comfortable around the house is in a t-shirt and your underwear. What’s the difference between the house and my car?”
“Because I’d have to leave the car.” I giggled pushing my sweat pants down with my feet, then once they were off, I sat up and straddled him.
“I like how this is going.” He smirked and placed his hands on my hips.
“Shut up.” I smiled lifting a leg. “I’m going to go take a bubble bath.”
“No, you are not.” He shook his head and grabbed my leg and pulled it back down. “You’re staying right here and I’m either going to get rid of my sweats and watch you ride me again, or you’re going to lay back down and we’re going to cuddle.”
“And if I say I’m going to go take a bubble bath?” I giggled.
“That’s not an option.” He smiled. “So which is it going to be?”
“Riding me it is.” He cut me off and pushed his sweats down quickly, and to see how turned on he already was, it made me bite my lip. He’s a pretty, pretty person. “You’ve seen it plenty of times, stop staring.”
“Just because I see it on an almost daily basis, doesn’t mean it still doesn’t surprise me.” I smiled leaning up.
“Is that so?” He asked moving himself away. “What surprises you?”
“How this…” I stopped and rolled my hips over his penis and hand and felt him twitch. “Is all mine.”
“Show me what you do to what’s yours.”
“Why’d we just do that?”
“Because you can’t keep your hands off me?”
“Louis, you know very well you can’t keep your hands off me!” I huffed.
“Yeah, yeah, yeah. Whatever.” He laughed in my ear. “But yes, we just did that because I can’t keep my hands off of you. Ever.”
“But on the couch?” I asked scooting down some. “People sit on this couch.”
“In about an hour, Eleanor might be sitting on this couch.” I rephrased.
“She’ll never know.” He laughed moving a hand down between my legs and pulled me back up his body. And I may of moaned. Alright I moaned.
“Was that necessary?”
“It always is whenever I get that out of you.” He smirked against my skin.
“Stop.” I shook as goosebumps became visible throughout my body.
“I’m doing no such thing.” He laughed as he wrapped his leg around mine and spread my legs a little further.
“See!” I whispered shouted at him. “She home and we’re not wearing pants.” I conintued to whisper shout at him, as I removed his hand and tried to sit up, but he just held me against him. “Let go.”
“No.” He laughed. “Just lay here and don’t get up.”
“Hello?” El sang, but was closer this time.
“In the living room.” Louis called out and I may of punched him. Not wear I wanted to though.
“Why hello, you two.” She came in all smiles.
“H-hi.” I laughed. With a stutter. Awesome.
“How was your Christmas?” She asked sitting down awkwardly. It must suck being pregnant.
“It was good.” Lou answered as I kept replaying how she sat down. Jay sat down like that too, but El is further along. Do all pregnant people sit down like that? Better question, why do they sit down like that? Just like sit down. “Bear?”
“Huh?” I jumped, and mind I tell you, when Louis pulled me up, he sorta sat me on top on him… sooooo, I think I hurt Little Louis. “Sorry.” I blushed biting my lip as El started to giggle. “You scared me. I was in train of… weird thought.”
“It’s fine.” He said like he was in pain. Well I know what I’m doing tonight. “El asked if you liked your presents.”
“Oh!” I smiled as he moved me over to the side some and I’m guessing making sure both his testicals are intact and are okay. “I loved his book. It was cute. And the part that made it even cuter was the fact the company made it look like it was handmade.”
“How do you know it wasn’t hand made?” He gasped from behind me.
“Babe, you have shit handwriting.” I left it at that then turned my attention back to Eleanor. She had a creepy smile on her face. Weird. But I let it go. “And your holiday we’re going on, tomorrow to be exact, I can’t wait.” I may of clapped. Alright I did. “I’m super excited. Ohh, I should go buy a new bikini.” I went into a trail of thought.
“Don’t think about going to buy one now.” Lou laughed.
“Why not?” I pouted moving down between his legs so I could turn to my side and look at him.
“Because it’s winter here, babe.” He empathized. “Not one store is going to have any bikinis out on the racks.”
“Dammit.” I pouted and slumped against the back of the couch.
“It’s okay.” He smiled. “We’re going to a place where it’s summer all year round. It’ll have bikinis everywhere. I even heard the bird’s that work at clothing stores wear only bikinis.”
“Sluts.” I huffed.
“You’ll be walking around in a bikini, so don’t hate.” He laughed pulling me back up hit chest.
“Is that why you chose a warm place?” I squeaked slightly. “To see girls in their bikinis?”
“Babe, I can see you naked whenever I want, why would I want to see anyone else in their bikini?”
“Shut up.” I blushed as I glanced over at El. She was listening, but pretending to watch whatever was on the telly.
“So El?” Lou laughed bringing her full attention to us. “What’s your good news?”
“Oh!” She smiled rearranging her posture. “Lani and I got approved for the flat.”
“That’s good.” Lou nodded tapping my stomach lightly.
“Yeah, and the renovations aren’t that much, so our parents are going to help with that.” She smiled bigger.
“I thought you got in a fight with your parents?” I asked.
“No.” She rolled her eyes. Hopefully thinking about the past events. “It was my aunts and uncles. They’re not too thrilled on me moving out of this house and transferring from Manchester.”
“Oh.” I nodded once. “You’re transferring up to London University?”
“Yeah.” She nodded. “It’d be easier for Louis to see Shay.”
“That’s nice.” I smiled. “Did you like our gifts we got you?”
“Oh, yes!” She giggled. “The outfit you got her, Teddy, is adorable. I already picked it out for whenever she comes home from the hospital.”
“Everyone that comes over will see it and when they ask where I got it, I’ll be like ‘I don’t know, ask Teddy.’” She giggled. And I’m ready for bed now. I don’t care.
“Wanna watch a movie?” I asked trying to get away from this becoming awkward conversation.
“Do you want me to leave?” El frowned sitting up a little straighter.
“I sorta asked you as well.” I smiled slightly. “It’s two days after Christmas, so I’m not going to ask you to go spend the night cramped up in your bedroom.”
“Oh!” She smiled. “Sure. What do you want to watch?”
“Uhm…” I trailed. “I don’t know. Louis, you pick.”
“Since you’re on me and you seem very comfortable, let’s let El pick the movie.” He nervously laughed. How could I forget that we’re naked from the waist down?
“Ohh, yay.” El clapped and got to her feet, awkwardly, and waddled over to the TV stand and where we have all of our DVDs.
“Why don’t we go downstairs?” I asked Lou in a whisper.
“Yeah, let’s totally get up right now and move.” He huffed.
“Oh.” I laughed. “Right.” We are naked, Teddy. Underneath that blanket is skin. It’d make this room so much more awkward if El finds out that we are naked underneath this blanket.
“What about Paranormal Activity 4?”
“What?” I may of squeaked. Dammit, I squeaked. I love, but then again I hate those movies. They’re scary.
“I can pick something else?” El asked.
“No.” Lou laughed. “That’s fine. She’ll get over it after she learns that these movies aren’t that scary.”
“Bullshit!” I huffed. “The first one made me paranoid for a full week!”
“I remember that.” He laughed.
“Yeah, I bet.” I nodded. “I slept in your bed that full week.”
“Hey, I wasn’t exactly complaining.” He shrugged.
“I bet Hannah hated me.”
“She wasn’t there.”
“Yeah, but the twins told her.”
“So what? Shit happens.”
“Can I start this now?” El giggled.
“Hold on.” I answered leaned over to grab another blanket and wrapped it around the top of my shoulders. “Alright. Now you can.”
“Are you cold, Bear?” Lou laughed.
“Hey, I need something to hide in.” I huffed. “Let’s do this.”
This is so scary.
I hope I’m never haunted. Or I never have a demon linked to me or my family.
I should start going back to church.
Hahah. Like that’ll ever happen. I haven’t been to church in forever.
“Ah!” I screamed, which made Louis and Eleanor laugh. “What?”
“Just checking to see if you haven’t passed out from terror yet.” He laughed against my neck.
“This isn’t funny.” I whispered at him.
“How can I make it up to you?” He whispered hotly in my ear, sending a chill throughout my body. Damn him.
“Let me go to bed.” I slightly moaned as he pulled me up his body more and pushed my legs apart.
“By yourself? In that dark, dark room?” He’s teasing. In more than one way. Arse.
“Fine.” I pouted. “I’ll stay here.”
“Good.” He said biting my ear lobe. “Can you promise to be quiet if I do something?”
“LIke what?” I asked turning my head to the side and looked at him from the corner of my eye.
“Bite the blanket if you need to.” He whispered before biting down onto my shoulder and slapped his penis up against my center.
“Oh!” I jumped, but he wrapped an arm around my waist and held me tight against him.
“Be quiet, babe.” He laughed as I glanced over at El, she was intently watching the movie, as Louis slipped himself inside me. And just as I was about to moan, his hand quickly moved to cover my mouth. Bless him.
“Are you really going to do this?” I panted as he started to move slowly.
“Mhmm.” He laughed thrusting up quickly and I had to bite back a ginormous moan. “The thrill of someone in the room with us, makes this so much hotter.”
Alright, I agree with that, but the person that’s in the room, is carrying his baby. If we get caught, she’s probably pissed because she can’t feel this amazing-ness anymore. Like hell, I would. And if we break up, I might cut off his penis just so I can have it for myself. He’s just that good.
“Are you still in the clear?”
“For what?” I threw my head back against his shoulder and bit into his hand. Hard.
“Fuck.” He moaned quietly. “Am I allowed to come in you?”
“I-I don’t know.” I have no idea how she is not hearing us. Like yes, the telly is up pretty loud because Louis likes to have your ears blown, like you’re sitting in a cinema but still, I’m told I’m never quiet.
“I’m taking the chance.”
“I’m not pulling out.”
“Louis!” I hissed.
“What happens, happens.” He grunted and twitched into my happy spot and we both came.
“I hate you.” I whispered laying fully back against him.
“I love you more.” He smiled kissing behind my ear.
“You always do this to me.” I frowned. “Why?”
“Because I want you in every single way.”
“You already got that.”
“I don’t got ‘getting Teddy pregnant’ yet.” He whispered turning me around.
“You really want a family with me?” I asked and he nodded quickly.
“More than anything.”
this is the day i cry
because my tumblr dash is filled with Louis times 100000000
so i stole these
he's so hot
but happy birthday to my boo <3
and merry christmas to all of you
i hope you all have a safe and wonderful holiday
leave me a bunch of comments while i'm home stuffing my face with turkey and sweet potatoes
but yes, tell me what you think
what you want to happen
what you think will happen
what they should do on their holiday other than sex
because trust me, most of the trip will be sex
anyways, Merry Christmas again
and if i don't update by New Year's,
which i'm sure i will,
Happy New Year!