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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 46

I startling woke up whenever I felt cold air hitting my uncovered skin. You’d think ‘oh, duh, it’s December. It’s supposed to be cold’ but no, it’s never cold whenever Louis’ next to me. So I thought he left, so I turned around but I saw him there, peacefully sleeping, just on the other side of the bed. It’s quite weird to me, because usually when I wake up in the middle of the night or in the morning, we’re usually nose to nose. But I put the thought aside and moved over to him and hugged him from behind and nuzzled my face into the back of his neck and inhaled his scent. The bed instantly felt warmer, the room instantly felt warmer, I instantly felt warmer. Wherever he’s with me, I’m perfect. He’s my home.
I sound like a love sick puppy.
Then I remembered what today is. Christmas Eve, better known as Louis’ birthday.
Since it’s still dark out and I’m sure this is the only time we’ll be able to be alone today, I thought I should give him at least one birthday present before the whole house wakes up.
So I trailed my hand over his shoulder and down his chest and felt my way down to small hairs of his happy trail and smiled to myself for having a boyfriend that likes to sleep naked. It just makes this easier. As I moved my hand lower and wrapped around his semi-hard penis, I once again, smiled to myself. I guess ‘morning wood’ also means ‘two am wood.’ As I started to stroke him, I gently pulled the covers off him and rolled him onto his back, making him sigh softly, telling me he’s still peacefully sleeping and sat on my knees between his legs and slowly felt and watch him get harder as my hand continued to move.
Now I’ve never given anyone head while they were sleeping, so I’m hoping his consciousness knows not to scream out whenever he finally does wake up and get us both caught. As thrilling as that’d be, it’d be highly embarrassing.
I bent down and took him in my mouth, teasing his head with my tongue, making him moan at the same time I took him as far as I could and sucked until he was as hard as he could get and throbbing with need. He’s beautiful.
“Babe?” I whispered kissing up his chest and to his neck.
Nothing. He made no movement to tell me he’s awake. How can he still be sleeping after I just blew him? This boy never ceases to amaze me.
But then, I got an idea. Why not give him two or three birthday presents at once?
I got off the bed softly, even if I got up quickly, I’m sure he’d still sleep through it. Arse. But I grabbed his phone, opened the camera and turned it to video and propped it up on his nightstand towards the bed, turned on the light and pressed record before stripping my underwear down my legs and straddled his waist gently.
“Louis?” I mumbled kissing his lips and reached down to stroke him again. “Babe, wake up.”
Nope. Nothing. What can I d… hmmmm, I wonder.
I lifted my body up some, moved down his body an inch or two and slid down him, coaxing him slowly. Since it’s been about a week, I had to restrain myself from moving so I could adjust to him.
Whenever I knew I was okay, I laid my palms on his chest for support and started to rolls my hips into him slowly, just to see if this new activity would make him more aware of what’s going on. The idea of what I’m doing to him while he’s still asleep was intensifying the thrill and made my hips roll harder. I closed my eyes, let my head fall and moaned as quietly as I could.
“Bear?” I heard him moan as his hands went to my hips and moved me faster and harder.
“Happy birthday, boo.” I stripped my shirt off and laid down to actually kiss him.
“Mm, fuck.” He mumbled against my lips, bent his knees and thrusted up into me and made me squeal. “This is your idea, be quiet.” He chuckled as he slammed up into me again. “Jesus Teddy, how long have you been doing this?”
“Not long.” I giggled sitting up again, which made him stretch out his legs again, so I placed my hands on the top of his thighs and rode him harder.
“Shit, babe.” He growled sitting up, but I just pushed him back down. “Babe, let me touch you.”
“Camera’s gotta see everything.” I shook my head and bit my lip when he growled and placed his hands back onto my hips. His growling, pants, moans, they just encourage my arousal to go a step higher and make me move faster, like a crazed sex animal, over him.
“Fuck, Teddy.” He moaned quite loudly and held me down against him as I felt him twitch into my g-spot, which made me shudder against him and to make him hit the same spot. My mind started to shut down whenever my body started to contract fiercely around him, making Louis start to buck his hips up into me again.
“Lou-Louis.” I tried to keep quiet whenever I hit my peak and fall against him as he help my bottom half to him as he came.
“Jesus, Teddy, when did you become a fucking rider?” He panted easing up on my hips.
“I wanted to do something different for you today.” I said trying to get my breathing back on track. “Happy birthday, babe.”
“This tops your birthday.” He laughed.
“Shut up.” I giggled sitting up again and lifted off him.
“I thought I died then.” He whistled. “This definitely tops your birthday. Waking up and seeing you riding me…”
“Shut up.” I blushed.
“Hm?” I hummed as I reached over to stop his phone from recording anything else.
“You didn’t happen to put a condom on me did you?” He asked making me look at him.
“No.” I shook my head.
“I checked my ovulation calendar, it’s okay.” I smiled weakly, gave him his phone and rolled off him. “That video better be for your eyes only.”
“Trust me, it will.” He smiled locking his phone and putting it back on the nightstand before he turned on his side to look at me. “Are you sure?”
“Your ovulation stuff?”
“Yes.” I smiled. “I wouldn’t take the chance.”
“Why?” He frowned.
“Because I’m not ready for it. We’re not ready for it.” I whispered. “Please stop asking.”
“Okay.” He nodded pulling me in close. “I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay.” I smiled moving even closer to him. “Enjoy your present?”
“Very, very much.” He smiled brightly. “I won’t forget this anytime soon, let alone ever.”
“Good to know.” I giggled.
“What else is in store today?” He whispered seductively.
“You’ll have to wait and see.” I mumbled as I started to get tired again.
“Go back to sleep, rider.” He lamely joked and I tried to slap him, but I was already half asleep.
“Happy birthday, babe.”
“Teddy Nichole, you did not!”
“Want me to take it back?” I smirked at him. Louis’ opening his birthday gifts everyone got him. It must be awesome to have your birthday on Christmas Eve and get lots of presents, then the next day, you wake up and get more presents. It’s like two birthdays in a year for him.
But what Louis is talking about the gift I gave him now, I wanted to wait til tomorrow for this, but he made up this rule where he choses which present from who to open, but it was the PS4.
“Fuck no.” He laughed.
“Louis William!” Jay scolded him and the girls started to giggle.
“Sorry, mum.” He frowned, then looked at me and smiled again. “Thanks babe.”
“Thank yourself.” I waved off. “You bought it.”
“Haha!” Daisy laughed from my lap.
“Hey, I’d be nice if I were you.” Lou warned picking up another present.
“Why’s that?” She asked uninterested.
“Santa’s still watching, you know. He could take back all of your presents if you’re mean to anyone.” He sighed like he was sad.
“He’s joking.” I laughed hugging her as she slumped. “He just wants to be the center of attention today.”
“Hey!” He yelled and threw some of the wrapping paper at me.
“Oh God.” Jay stood up. “Don’t start. Not this year, please?”
“Wrapping paper war is fun.” Lou pouted.
“And you two broke a lamp from the 30s last year because of this ‘wrapping paper war.’” Ha, yeah, it’s true. We indeed did break a lamp. It was a nice lamp too.
“Sorry.” I laughed as Louis continued to pout. “We’ll just throw snowballs this year.”
“I’m not going out today.”
“Why not?” My turn to pout.
“Babe, did you remember what you just got me?” He looked at me like I was crazy.
“You need a game, hot shot.” I rolled my eyes.
“Then you should also remember that you put a game on top of the box?” He smirked holding up Call of Duty: Ghosts.
“We can play later.” I whined.
“Okay, have fun outside.” He smiled then opened the rest of his presents.
I regret putting a freaking game in with the freaking PS4.
Teddy, Louis, you two have been playing that for hours, turn it off.”
“Mum, we’re doing so good.” He whined pausing the game. I am mentally thanking you, babe.
“Louis William Tomlinson, turn the damn video game off before I do.” Ohhh, she means business.
“Ten more minutes?” He pleaded. “I swear we’ll turn it off in ten minutes then you can make us watch or do anything you want.”
Ten minutes.” She pointed at us. “No later.”
“Thanks mum.” He smiled and quickly unpaused the game and we started to play again.
Now when he said ‘we’re doing so good,’ he lied. He’s doing good. I’m dying every five seconds. But hey, I don’t care because we’re cuddling while playing video games. Girls, just lay on him and grab controllers. That’s what I’m doing and it’s actually quite comfortable. But then maybe that’s just Louis? It probably is.
“Aw! Look at the doggy!” Fizzy smiled plopping down on the couch beside us. “I want another dog.”
“I’ll buy you one.” Lou mumbled.
“Really?!” She squealed.
“Yeah, why not.” He shrugged. “Go ask mum if it’s okay.”
“Yay!” She clapped getting up and running off to find Jay.
“What if she says no?” I asked as I died.
“Then she says no.” He laughed.
“If she says no, you just got her hopes up, babe.” I frowned. I’m frowning because I got my hopes up of wanting a puppy shot down a countless amount of times. It hurts more and more every time too.
“She’ll get over it.”
“You’re so nice.” I rolled my eyes.
“I try.” He laughed kissing my cheek quickly.
“I don’t get this game.” I groaned. After I died. Again.
“You’ll get used to it.” He laughed again.
“No I won’t.” I growled. “I hate this game.”
“Because you keep dying.” He enjoys my annoyment.
“You would too if you were dying all the time.” I pouted.
“Play it more than once and you’ll get the hang of it, Bear.”
“Louis! Game, off!”
“Now!” She yelled.
“Fine.” He groaned pausing the game then exiting out of everything. “Can you get up?”
“No.” I smiled laying my controller down and adjusted some.
“Then hand me the remote?” He laughed kissing my hair.
“Why can’t your arms grow like that bloke from Fantastic Four?” I pouted.
“Because this is the real world.” He laughed bouncing his legs to get me to move. “C’mon, babe.”
“What?” He laughed whenever I jumped.
A Christmas Carol is on!” Phoebe yelled. “Turn the channel!”
“Oh!” I smiled leaning up quickly and changing the channel back to the satellite and went searching for the movie as the girls came in and plopped on a couch.
“I guess we’re watching a movie?” Lou whispered in my ear and pulled me back against him.
“Mhmm.” I nodded grabbing a blanket and threw it over us as he dug his face into my neck.
“What if I want you?” He whispered so only I could hear.
“Want all you want.” I giggled.
“I knew I should’ve bought you a bottomless onesie.”


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AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

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Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

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