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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 40

"It's official ladies, 1D member, Louis Tomlinson is the father of ex-girlfriend, Eleanor Calder's unborn baby. The couple broke up after Tomlinson had an affair with his now girlfriend, Teddy Parker a few short months ago, but a DNA test proves that Tomlinson is the father. We don't know how far along Calder is and don't know if Tomlinson cheated on Parker..."
"Shut. The. Fuck. Up!" I yelled at the TV, turned it off and threw the remote.
"Another report?" Niall asked, which made me jump out of my skin and him to laugh oh so cutely. "Sorry, babe."
"It's fine." I pouted. "And yes another piece of shit report!"
"Where's Lou?"
"Manchester." I'm acting like an immature five year old.
"Brutal." He hissed.
"Oh and to make it even better, this shitty snow storm we're having has stranded him up there." I said as I tilted my head from side to side like cheery cheerleader. "I hate that stupid, boyfriend stealing, pregnant, fucking twat!"
"Wanna go get drunk?"
"Please?" I nodded abruptly.
"Go get clothes on." He waved a hand.
"I have clothes on." I mumbled looking down. Tank top and sweats. The sweats, I'm surprised too.
"Alright, I'll say this in the cruel way; Teddy you look like shit, go shower and put a pretty face on." He's an arse.
"Whoever you marry, I hope you're nicer to her." I nodded as I got up.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah." He laughed. "Hurry up. You stink."
"Love you, too, babe. Love you, too."
"This is to those two fuck ups that dragged me down an alley, called my boyfriend a faggot then raped me and left me laying there like I was a piece of trash." I lifted up a shot of patron then tossed it back and shook at the burning sensation it sent down my throat.
"Teddy, I think that's enough."
"And this one, is to the skanky, slutty arse bitch that couldn't keep her legs closed and/or use protection and trapped my boyfriend in having a kid with her." I laughed and tossed another shot back.
"Alright, that's enough." Niall grabbed a shot, that I was about to take, and emptied it on the floor, then grabbed my jacket and grabbed me then started to walk us out the door.
Saying 'I'm wasted' is an understatement. This past week, has been hell for me and most of that week, Louis' been in Manchester with stupid, pregnant cunt face.
I really wish this never happened.
"Teddy, please don't pass out on me." Niall pleaded, waking me up some.
"Soar-ey, Nialler." I slurred.
"This was a horrible idea." He sighed. "Sorry, babe."
"Mhmm." I giggled. "Can we get food?! No! Ice cream! Let's get ice cream!"
"Let's just worry about getting you home first."
"If you don't wanna take it slow
And you just wanna take me home
Baby, say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahhhh
And let me kiss you
!" I sang loudly, and horribly, as we waited for a cab. I wonder if Niall is embarrassed of my singing?
"Yes I am embarrassed at your singing." He mumbled.
"Oh I said that out loud?" I giggled. "Oopsie."
"How many times have you been out drinking, Ted?" He asked with a slight sigh as a cab stopped in front of us.
"Once or twice." I shrugged then pretty much died as I stepped onto the road from the sidewalk. "Hahahah! That was scary!" I laughed loudly. "Thanks for being here Nialler."
"Mhmm." He hummed. "Get in."
"That's what she said!" I laughed even more.
"Teddy, get in the cab." He sighed. He's getting pissy. Uht ohhh.
"Just a warning," I hiccuped. "Last time this happened, I fell flat on me face. On the seat. It hurt."
"Just get in the car." He pushed. "Fall on your face if you have to, just get in, it's bloody freezing."
"Welcome to win... ooompf! Niall...?"
"What, Teddy?"
"I fell on my face." I giggled.
"Now I remember why Harry told me he's never taking you out again." He murmured then got in behind me and rearranged me before shutting the door, apologising to driving dude and giving him my address.
"My head hurts." I grumbled.
"Stop drinking patron." He sighed throwing an arm around my shoulders and pulled me into him.
"You smell good, Irish."
"I wish I could say the same, babe." He laughed slightly. "Babe?"
"Don't let this make you drink so much."
"He got another girl pregnant, Niall." I whispered.
"It wasn't in his intentions." He sighed. What's up with the sighing tonight? Even though I'm drunk, I can still tell, ya bastard. "You didn't drink this much with... well what happened when we were in Australia, you don't have to drink now."
"My heart is broken, Niall." I fought. "This is the only way I know to make it hurt less."
"Ow!" I growled stuffing my head under a pillow.
"Bear, where are yo... In bed and ready for me, huh?" Lou said as he laid on top of me and kissed my shoulder.
"Get off." I groaned.
"So Niall wasn't lying?" He laughed. "You know what patron does to ya, babe."
"Shhhh." I shushed him and tried to dig my head further into the mattress. It's not working.
"Want me to make you some lunch?"
"Want me to make you some tea?"
"Want me to rub your temples?"
"Do you want me to do anything?"
"I want sleep, Louis." I growled. "You better start sleeping as well. Be well rested for baby Tommo."
"That's why you're pushing me away?" He asked flipping me over and threw my pillow acrossed the room.
"Why'd you spend a full week with her?" I whispered looking at him.
"The storm stranded me there, Bear." He frowned.
"That was last night's excuse." I huffed rolling back over.
"Babe, talk to me." He pleaded.
"I'm going back to sleep."
"Talk later. Bye."
So there's no surprise I'm a bitch whenever I'm sober, but whenever I'm hungover, it's like period week, exams and pregnancy hormones (what I'd picture they'd be) all in one mood for Miss Teddy Parker. Whenever I got up, around five pm, I zombie like walked out into the living room and fell face first on the open couch. Ignoring Louis and his pleads for me to talk to him and all.
"Do you want something to eat?" He sighed and I threw a thumb up. "Any requests?"
Suck it, asshole. You're not getting a peep out of me.
Maybe in an hour...
"I got you Ben & Jerry's too."
"You're a fucking God!" I moaned slipping of the couch and looked over at him.
"What do you want to eat, babe?" He half smiled.
"Whatever's quick." I replied laying down. I'm a strange person.
"What?" I grumbled, then sighed as he was on the floor with me and kissing my shoulder repeatedly.
"I can't say sorry enough, so please forgive me for my stupid mistakes." He pleaded looking me in the eye.
"I swear she did this on purpose." I whispered.
"No she didn't."
"Like you know." I huffed. "Oh! That's right! You were with her for a full week, barely calling your girlfriend, getting to know what Miss Perfect did the past however months."
"Teddy, please stop." He frowned sitting up.
"I'm going back to bed." I rolled my eyes and went to get up, but he pulled me back down, onto his lap.
"Bear, I'm sorry." He whispered into my ear. "I didn't want this to happen."
"But it is happening." I whined pushing at him, to get away but his grip on me tightened. "Louis, get off."
"Louis, I'm not kidding."
"I don't care." He shook his head. "I'm not losing you."
"You're not losing me!" I growled. "Get off."
"No." He growled back. "I will hold you here hostage for the rest of my life if I have to, now talk to me. Don't say any stupid, smart ass remarks. Actually talk to me."
"I don't want you to be around her." I gave up. "I don't want her to be around here. I don't want her to think she has a chance with you, just because she's having your kid. If you could get full custody of that kid, let's do it..."
"You'd be ready for a baby, then?" He cut me off.
"No, but I rather it be me raising your kid, mine or not, other than some stupid bitch who can't keep her legs closed." I pretty much spat. Okay, I spat.
"Let's try." He whispered. "Please?"
"No." I shook my head and moved out of his grip some. "I don't want Eleanor worshippers to think I'm just doing it to get your attention back to me."
"Don't worry what others think, Teddy!" He groaned. "I want you to be the mother of my children."
"But I'm not." I slumped. "Eleanor is. Worry about that baby before you start wanting another."
"Right now, you are the one I'm worried about."
"Well don't." I whispered.
"I'm going to worry about you all I want, babe. Don't even try to fight me on that."
"They want her to what?!" I yelled.
"It's just until she get's her own place." He rushed.
"Bear, we don't have a choice." He sighed sitting down. "They said it'll be good for my image."
"Since when do you care about your image?!" I yelled.
"Since my ex-girlfriend wound up pregnant by me!" He yelled back, but then quickly went back to his normal, nonpissed off posture. "It'll be a month or two."
"Or until she actually pops the kid out." I huffed walking into the kitchen.
"She can't really have a baby in the dorms, Bear."
"Let her mum and dad buy her a place! Don't let her stay here!"
"Babe, I have no say in this."
"You own this house!" I yelled. "You have every right to say no!"
"I'm not letting them out on the streets." He shook his head.
"I can't believe this." I scoffed. "Do you want me to move out so the new loving family can have their own place?"
"No!" He groaned. "Teddy, stop."
"No! She doesn't have to live here! Her parents have money, let them deal with her pregnant ass!"
"That's my baby she's carrying." He growled and I pretty much stopped breathing. And he must of noticed. "The next month or even the next four months, El will be staying here."
"And if I don't like it?" I whispered.
"Deal with it."
"Or get out?" I laughed.
"I'm not kicking you out, Bear." He sighed pulling me into him. "But if you... want to leave, I can't stop you."
"I don't want to be here." I choked and you could see his heart break through his eyes. "I don't want to see her belly grow and know that that kid is yours. I don't want to see some other girl living what was supposed to be me and only me."
"And even though I trust you, I don't trust her around you." I cut him off.
"It won't be like that, babe."
"You don't know that." I shook my head. "You two will rebuild a bond, you'll go to all her doctor appointments, you'll be in the delivery room, you'll be raising your son and daughter together. The bond you had before, it'll regrow."
"Teddy, you are mine. You are all I want. Just because she's having a baby doesn't change how I feel about you." He smiled cupping my face. "I love how jealous you are of this."
"I'm not jealous." I huffed pushing him back.
"You are so jealous." He laughed. "You want to be the one that's pregnant. Even if you declare you don't want a baby right now, you want one."
"Whatever." I huffed and rolled my eyes at him.
"Bear, you better believe I will be getting you pregnant." He smiled. "I don't care if it's five minutes from now or five years. It will happen."
"You don't know that."
"Shut up." He laughed. "It'll happen and until then, you're going to be an amazing stepmummy."
"Ew." I groaned in disgust. "I never wanted to be a stepmum."
"You will be in four months."
"That is if I'm allowed to be around the kid."
"You will be." He smiled, then the door bell rung.
"Well... looks like it's time to go clean out my old closet."
"What? Why?"
"She needs room doesn't she?" I asked raising an eyebrow at him. "That bitch is not sleeping in your bed."
"Oh." He smiled. "Right. Go do that. I'll be in to help soon."
"Don't worry about it." I rolled my eyes and pushed him away. "Go get fat ass."
"Be nice."
"Can't and won't promise anything."


so when i was going to bed,
i thought of an awesome upcoming chapter
so i stayed up til like 5, maybe even 6 am to write it before i forgot it
yay me
but since my sister brought me home some yummy chocolate milk
i'm in a good mood
and here's a chapter
[i have an OBSESSION with chocolate milk]
congrats to the lovely Americans that got their Where We Are tour tickets today
i didn't
there better be two left for their DC show
or i'll be out for blood
but yeah,
what do you think of this?
since Elea-whore is pregnant
what do you think the sex of the baby is?
throw names at me as well?


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo