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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 39

"Did you have fun today?"
"When I was with you, yes." I smiled as my head was on Louis' shoulder.
The day is about to be over, I'm officially 21 and all I want to do is crawl in bed with my handsome boy and sleep.
Birthday sex this year, might have to wait til morning.
"I can't believe you." He laughed making me jerk up and look at him.
"You honestly thought I'd ditch you on your birthday." He continued to laugh.
"You did though!" I squeaked. "You went to the studio."
"Babe, that was a fake note." He's enjoying this. "I've been here all day."
"But... but..." Fuck it. I don't care.
"I wouldn't ditch you. Ever." He whispered leaning over and kissed my shoulder.
"Can we leave now?" I pouted. Yes I understand [now] the note was just a decoy, but I still barely saw him today.
"Yes." He laughed sitting up straight first before he got to his feet, then extended his hand for me to take.
"I loved today, babe." I sighed hugging him. "I really did. I'm just stubborn and want to be with you every second of everyday."
"I understand that." He chuckled against my hair. "Let's get you home, shall we?"
"Mhmm." I hummed placing my chin on his chest and looked up at him. "I love you."
"I love you." He smiled widely and kissed me quickly. "Let's go hav..."
And he was cut off by his phone ringing. Who the fuck is calling him now?
"Who is it?" I ask as he dishes his phone out of his pocket and frowns.
"El." He sighs. "I won't answer it."
"Do it." I roll my eyes and sat back down in my previous spot as he answered her call.
"El, I don't have ti..." He stopped and listened to what she said, and his frown deepened. "What time?" He sighed. What the fuck are they talking about? "Right. Bye."
"DNA results are in." He whispered looking at his phone.
"Oh." I whispered back.
So the whore was eight weeks pregnant at the time she went to her check up and Louis' management demanded him to get a DNA test just to make sure because Eleanor admitted to everyone that she did indeed cheat on him around the time. So she's about 16 weeks now, or more, I don't even know. But since the kid is formed, they can stick it and get DNA. And whenever Lou was giving his sample, the other guy wasn't there, but I was told they already had the other's sample.
Let's just say the past week and an half, has been torture on me and Louis. I guess 'rush the results' means almost two weeks later. I feel for everyone who has a non-rushed DNA test.
"Huh? What? Sorry." My brain went into overdrive with this bullshit.
"Do you want to go with me tomorrow morning?" He asked crouching down in front of me.
"Yeah." I nod then stop and shake my head. "No."
"Let's go." He sighed getting back to his feet.
"I'm sorry." I whispered grabbing his hand and leaned against him.
"It's okay." He shook his head. "I don't think I want you there anyway."
"No." He laughed. "Either way this goes, you might attack her."
"Okay, I see your point." I nodded as we walked into the coat room to get our coats. "What are you going to do?" I whispered as he helped me into my coat.
"I don't even know, babe." He sighed. "Let's stop talking about it. It's your birthday."
"Not anymore." I held my phone up and showed him the time.
"It is until you sleep and wake up the next morning." He smiled wrapping an arm around me and began walking us towards the exit.
"Why do I think we're not going to sleep whenever we get home?" I ask.
"Because we're not." He snorted. "I have another present for you."
Waiting for Louis to get back with this important information, is killing me. How long does it take to drive to a doctor's office, read you are or not a father to bitch tits' baby, then drive home to your anxious girlfriend?
My mind is thinking of every possible way that this has gone wrong.
He is the father and they're all lovey dovey because Louis wants a baby. Or he's not the father and he's getting a restraining order against her.
Is it okay that I'm hoping for the restraining order?
As I got deeper and deeper into my thoughts, if it wasn't for the door slamming shut, I wouldn't of heard Louis walk through the door.
"Babe?" I jumped up and walked around the couch to be semi in front of him. "What happened?" I asked, but he didn't reply, he just kissed me roughly and picked be up, all before moving us to the couch and sitting himself down with me on top.
'I guess it went good?' I thought to myself as he lifted my shirt over my head in a fast motion, but before I let him kiss me again, I stopped him and he turned his head and looked away from me.
"Look at me." I whispered.
His gaze stayed looking towards the kitchen area. Oh boy.
"Louis, look at me." I ordered, grabbed his jaw and turned him to look at me.
I knew it right then and there. The silent treatment. Him not making eye contact with me until I force him to. I knew it.
"I love you." I whispered laying my forehead against his.
"I'm sorry." He barely spoke back and pulled me closer to him.
"I love you." I whispered again and kissed him as loving and caring as a person could possibly put into a kiss. It took him awhile to respond because I'm betting he thought I'd be throwing a slap or punch around, but he gave in the second I pulled away and took his shirt off.
He's mine. Only mine.
For now.
Wanna know something that'll shock you all? It's raining outside.
Alright that's not shocking information, but it's like a hurricane out there.
Anyways, me and Louis fell asleep on the couch after our favourite activity and whenever this freaking storm blew in, it woke me up with a heart attack while Louis continues to sleep. I don't get it. I thought I was the heavy sleeper. But I got up, made myself some tea, lit the fire place and now I'm sitting in front of it, just staring at the fire burn the wood into nothing.
I sorta feel like that. Like I'm burning into nothing. My life absolutely sucks, except Louis. But that's sorta turning to shit because of that fucking twat, Eleanor and that baby.
That baby. Eleanor's baby. Louis' baby. That baby sucks.
"Babe?" Lou whispered sitting behind me and wrapping his arms around my knees and pulling me back into his chest.
"Jesus." Yeah, I jumped.
"Stop thinking so much and maybe you would have heard me the other five times I tried to get your attention." He laughed kissing the top of my shoulder. "What are you thinking?"
"Nothing." I shook my head slightly.
"Bear?" He sighed letting go of me and spun me around.
"I'm glad I'm sitting on this shirt." I laughed. "Either that or I'd have carpet burn on my arse."
"So you're just wearing my shirt?" He smiled.
"Didn't feel like finding my clothes, so yes." I giggled unlatching my ankles and moved them onto the outside's of his thighs and got pulled closer.
"What are you thinking?" He whispered as I laid my head on his collar bone.
"Nothing." I replied again.
"Don't lie to me, Bear." He sighed.
"Can I go trip her down the stairs or something?"
"No." He laughed pulling me in closer.
"Then you want this baby?" I slumped.
"I don't have a choice, Teddy." He whispered picking me up some and placed me back on his legs, as he bent his knees.
"But you do." I whispered. Heartless bitch is about to make an appearance.
"So you think I should just forget about her and the baby?"
"Yes." I nodded looking up at him.
"Teddy, I can't... No I won't do that." He shook his head.
"Sorry." I whispered looking down.
"What if you were her? Would you want me to leave you all alone?" He asked getting a little angry.
"I wouldn't get pregnant." I fought back.
"Here it goes." He sighed leaning back on his hands.
"What?" I frowned.
"This has been on your chest since we found out she's pregnant. Let it out."
"Are you happy?"
"With you?" He asked. "Yes. Jesus, Teddy, why don't you think I'm happy wi..."
"I meant with having a baby with Eleanor." I cut him off. He pondered for a few minutes. He went to speak a few times, but he shut his jaw whenever he thought it over. "You are." I choked.
"No, babe." He sat up quickly and grabbed my face. "This isn't how I pictured me having a kid. I thought..." He stopped and slid his hands down to my waist.
"You'd be married to th..."
"I thought it'd be with you." He cut me off.
"You're just saying that." I shook my head.
"Bear, for once in your life, can you stop being a stubborn bitch?" He tried to joke.
"Thanks." I huffed sliding back and off him.
"It's the only way I can think to put it." He shrugged. "You seriously have no idea how much I love you and I seriously can't prove it to you how much I do."
"So much has happened since we've gotten together." I sniffled. "Maybe..."
"Maybe we shouldn't be together?" He growled and I nodded. "Teddy fucking Nichole, since when did you start believing in fate and taking 'signs' so seriously?"
"I don't know."
"Well go back to the girl who lives her life day by day. Just because something get's thrown at us, doesn't mean we're not supposed to happen." He fought.
"And you believe we're supposed to happen?"
"You were put in every single class with me since you were fifteen, you became my best friend the second Mr. Grubbs sat you beside me when you first walked into Maths in that stupid flower shirt." He laughed as I laughed. "Yes I remember what you were wearing. And even if you looked so stupid, you were still the beautifulest girl I've ever seen."
"You're just saying that."
"Stop." He growled. "You're my girl. Nobody in the whole world will ever take that away. Not this baby, not El, nobody."
"I still want to throw her down a few flight of stairs." I mumbled hugging him.
"I'm not going to date someone that's in jail for murder." He laughed squeezing me tight. "Then again, you'd look hot in orange."
"Ew!" I jerked and slid down his legs.
"We would get to have phone sex when I'd come to visit you..."
"Louis!" I squeaked. "Ew! I'm not going to jail, ever and I'm not going to wear orange, ever."
"What about the phone sex?" He smirked.
"Why have phone sex while we could just have sex?"
"I'm going to go... somewhere." He nodded and lifted me off his lap as he got up. "See ya."
"Louis William Tomlinson, get your fine arse back here!"
"What's up, babe?" He smirked looking down at me. "Oh whatta know? You're at the perfect height."
"Stop." I slumped.
"No, sit back up."
"Louis, stop." I blushed.
"Let's go go bed." He smiled crouching down in front of me.
"And?" I snorted.
"And have fun." He answered like it was the only answer. "You up for it?"
"I guess." I sighed grabbing his hands and go to our feet. "There is something we need to start practicing..."
"What's that?" He smiled.
"I need to start calling you daddy."
"You don't need to, babe."
"Hey, you're going to be a daddy and someday you'll be a daddy to my kids."
"Are you okay with this?" He smiled picking me up bridal style. "With El and the baby?"
"I don't really have a choice." I shrugged. "Now take me to that bedroom, daddy."
"Don't call me that." He growled.
"What are you going to do about it, daddy?"
"Throw you over my shoulder then make you scream 'daddy' all night long." He answered rearranging me to being thrown over his shoulder, slapped my bum and hauled me to the bedroom.
"I like this side of you, daddy."


I need to post this
I've been wanting to for a long time now
so just
here it is

closer you say?

my reaction

i'm not okay
it's on my tumblr and twitter feed 24/7
anyways, what do you think of this chapter?
keep throwing ideas/predictions my way

if you like El
don't tell me
i honestly don't care
i'm not writing a true story
i'm writing her how i see her
(stuck up)
i'm not being mean to her or to any reader or anyone that likes her
i just don't find her idol material because she's 'dating' Louis
just had to write this
keep commenting!


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo