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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 36

"Maybe?!" I yelled making him jump to his knees in front of me.
"No!" I screamed.
"Bear, listen to me." He pleaded, as I... well I'm about to go crazy.
"Why is my life falling apart?!" Here I go.
"It's not." He shook his head and pulled me down in front of him. "Babe, please listen to me."
"Why?" I laughed. "I don't want to hear your sob story of how you got your ex pregnant!"
"It might not be mine!"
"Might. Might!" Great. Now I'm going to have an anxiety attack.
"Babe, breathe."
"I don't want to stay here." I shook my head.
"Teddy, don't do that." He frowned sitting back on his heels. He's not stopping me, so why not? Why me? Can my life be perfect for more than a day? "Bear, stop." Louis whispered knocking me out of my thoughts, for about a second, but then I went back to putting on some clothes. "Teddy, stop."
"No!" I yelled turning around and to find him in the same position. Yeah. He's trying to stop me alright. "How stupid can you be with sex? Are you really trying to have a kid? You asked me to try then you used to have unprotected sex with your ex, who may be having your kid, you are honestly the stupidest person I have ever met."
"It might not even be mine!" He yelled getting up and standing in front of me.
"Oh so she really is the whore everyone thought she was?" I asked and whenever he didn't have an answer, I laughed, turned on my heels and headed for the door.
"Bear, where are you going?" He whispered.
"Anywhere but here."
"I can't even look at you, let alone be in the same room as you."

Eleanor's POV

"El, babe?"
"Did you tell him?"
"Lani, I don't even want to think about it." I whispered.
"You need to tell him." She's really starting to piss me off. "This isn't a joke."
"I know it's not!"
"Then call him." She pushed handing me my phone.
"What if... what if it's not his?" I whispered not looking her in the eye.
"El, don't say it."
"I knew something happened between them after Doncaster. That's why I called her out. Just to see if they'd admit it." I cried.
"But they didn't..."
"The way he looked at her was all I needed. He kicked me out right after she left and that just told me I lost him. I knew it since the day I met him. I knew he had feelings for her, but I thought I could help him move on, but apparently I wasn't enough." I shrugged and wiped my face. "I was stupid. I was drunk. Some guy took interest in me..."
"Do you know him?"
"Ye-yeah." I nodded. "Lani..."
"Babe, who's baby is this?"

Niall's POV

Alright, let's start with the little I understood the second I opened my door and saw Teddy hysterically crying; Louis pregnant. So yeah, the first thought I thought was that she was pregnant, but she wouldn't be this upset, then I replayed her... whatever or however you would call that, over in my head and it clicked...
Let's just say I'm glad she didn't go to Harry. Because let's just be honest, he'd go mad and probably beat Louis' skull in.
Like c'mon, I'm not the best lad in the band that'll say the best thing, but I am the best cuddlier. Alright, that's a joke, but it made her smile whenever I said it to her.
But as of now, she's sleeping and it's like four in the morning and I wish I could sleep and I can't sleep a wink. My brain is just flying over the fact Louis will, most likely, be a father to someone other than his present girlfriend. This is not nessacarily the kind of news she needs after what she has been through in the past month or two.
This is the sweetest, most amazing girl out there, why does her life have to be complicated?
The only girl that should have to carry Louis Tomlinson's baby ever is Teddy Nichole Parker.

Louis' POV

"Mate, just put her on the phone. Please!"
"Lou, she's sleeping. I swear. I'll send you a picture if I have to." He whispered.
"Can you?" Look at me. Asking for a picture of my girlfriend, who's a room or two down from me because I'm a fuck up.
"Stop doing stupid shit, Lou. Don't you think she's been through enough?" Ouch. "I just sent it to you. Let this blow over, let her come to you even, just leave her be."
"That's like telling me to stop breathing." I whispered.
"Then I hope you can hold your breath for a long period of time." And he hung up.
Seriously, fuck my life.
But the picture's cute. And she's actually sleeping. That's the 'Teddy Parker sleeping face' that I've stared at on more than one occasion. Every morning I stare at that face, because let's face it, she's never the first one up in the mornings.
If I don't get to see that face in the morning ever again...

To El
Why are you always ruining my life?

Teddy's POV

"Niall, I need them!"
"No!" He yelled shaking his head.
"But I don't have anymore!" I begged. "Do you want me to bleed all over your stuff?"
"Uh!" He shook and the look on his face was the funniest thing ever.
"Don't make me laugh!" I giggled. "Seriously, Niall, I wouldn't ask you if this wasn't important."
"What kind do I need to get you?" He sighed rubbing his face and I jumped up.
"You are the best-est Irish lad ever." I giggled hugging him tightly.
"Wait, why are you moving? Ew, Teddy go away." He groaned in disgust.
"I'm wearing one, you idiot. It's just a tad full."
"Ew! Teddy, shut up!" He's so cute. "What... what exactly am I getting you?"
"Tampons." I smiled as I watched his face go from confusion to discomfort.
"Why can't you go make up with Louis and send him to the shop?"
"Because he's an idiot." I huffed sitting back down.
"You've been throwing that word around a lot." He smirked.
"Because I'm around a bunch of idiots." I smiled slightly then handing him my empty tampon box. "Get this kind. Only this kind."
"Do... do I have to take this," he motioned to the box, "in with me?"
"Take a picture of it." I shrugged. "If your memory is that bad."
"Ted, just come to the show."
"I don't feel like it."
"Babe, your bruises are healed, what's stopping you?" Nosey Irish.
"The past two days you haven't noticed you've had an extra body in your bed?" I asked as I leant my head to the side.
"You are the most stubborn person I've ever met." He shook his head and turned towards my little pile of clothes I had in his room. "Put this on and let's go."
"This doesn't even match." I mumbled looking at a stripped shirt and plaid shorts he threw at me.
"I don't care. Put it on and let's go. You're talking to him tonight and you're sleeping in his room tonight."
What a grouchy Irishman.
"You don't know you're beautiful, ooh oh
You don't know you're beautiful, ooh oh
That's what makes you beautiful
So Mr. Niall Horan dragged me to the concert and I deliberately ignored Louis whenever he came over to talk to me. He sat down right beside me for 5SOS' whole set, but I kept reading whatever magazine I had in my hands and he was forced to give up whenever it was time for him to go on.
I'm a bitch. I'm a stubborn bitch.
"Hey." I smiled looking up at the five boys of One Direction. Four of them smiling, one ready to fall apart. Fuck. "Good show, boys."
"Thanks, babe." Zayn smiled walking up to me and hugged me.
"Ew. Zayn, you're sweaty." I groaned trying to push him off me.
"Go talk to him." He whispered in my ear and I slumped.
"I hate you." I mumbled.
"I love you more." He smiled pulling back then winked.
"I hate you." I repeated then looked at Louis, who was already looking at me, and sighed. Don't get in relationships, girls. They're hard.
"Hey Teddy?"
"I'm busy." I sighed walking over to Louis, grabbed his hands and pulled him out into the hall.
"It might not be yours?" I ignored him and stopped.
"I talked to her the other night." He sighed looking down.
"It's yours." I whispered and felt my heart break.
"She told me she slept with someone the night we got back from Doncaster." He rushed placing his hands on the side of my face and lifted my gaze to his. "There's a really good chance it's not mine."
"How long til we know for sure?" I asked biting the inside of my lip.
"When she goes to the doctors next, if she's about eight weeks, it's mine, any less, it's not mine."
"If it's yours, I'm flying home and beating her face in." I growled.
"Can I watch?" He smiled.
"You're really hot when you're pissed off." He shrugged with a smile, but it quickly faded. "Are we okay?"
"I can't be mad at you for long." I whispered.
"I'm glad." He laughed grabbing the back of my thighs and lifted me up. "I am not letting you sleep in another bloke's bed ever again."
"You're jealous of Niall?" I giggled.
"He got to cuddle you the past two nights."
"How do you know that?" I asked leaning back some and looked down at him.
"When you're upset, you tend to like being cuddled." He smiled bouncing me up some.
"Don't make this sexual." I warned.
"I wasn't." He laughed walking us back to the room. "I will if you want me to."
"What if I want you to?" I whispered.
"Then I better get my things and get you back to our room."
"Yay!" Niall yelled, which made me jump, opening the door for their dressing room. "They made up. Thank God."
"Tired of awesome cuddle sessions?" I pouted.
"No I liked those." He nodded. "I'm just tired of feeling like Lou's gonna rip me to shreds because I didn't kick you out an hour after you came to mine."
"Stop feeling up my girlfriend whenever I'm not around." Lou 'growled'.
"Oh don't fight over little old me." I giggled. "Put me down."
"Louis, put me down."
"No." He laughed and sat us down on the couch that's in their room.
"Of course he got you on top." Harry snorted plopping down beside us.
"It didn't take much, mate."
"Hey!" I yelled slapping his chest. "I can go back to being mad at you if you want."
"No." He responded quickly and wrapped his arms around me and pulled me against him.
"Can you two leave before this turns into a porno?" Harry scoffed getting to his feet.
"We should make a sex tape." Louis 'thought out loud' and the room... well it wasn't too pleased to hear that.
"No." I giggled.
"She's laughing! Oh God, no!" Liam was beside us in a second. "Don't do it, Teddy. Sex tapes involving famous people, it gets out."
"I would not let a picture of her in her bra get out let alone a sex tape, so I think, when it comes to that, it's okay." Louis smiled up at me. "What do you think?"
"Stop smiling and I might believe you."
"It's flattering to know someone wants to make a sex tape with you." I shrugged lifting a leg and sat down on the actual couch.
"Babe, have you seen yourself naked let alone during sex?"
"I don't hold a mirror during sex, so no, I don't know what I look like during sex." I rolled my eyes.
"More of a reason to tape you." He smiled.
"I'll think about it."
"Don't think, just do it."


i'm in a really good mood
so guess what?
later tonight
probably in three or so hours
i'll have another chapter posted
because it's already finished
but Happy belated Thanksgiving to my fellow Americans
I ate too much
holiday diet starting...
after Christmas
or never xD
anyways, someone tweeted me saying she's from Egypt
I have readers from MOTHER EFFING EGYPT
I don't know why,
but I feel freakin' awesome to know that
but yeah, story related
what do you think?
what do you think will happen?
i'm going to start skipping time again
there's not a lot to write about when they're on the road
it's like the same thing
so yaaaaaa
so until later,
spam me with comments
Midnight Memories is fantastic


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo