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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 34

Louis' POV

Teddy is officially a college drop out and has also officially taken legal actions against the two men and the police are looking into it. And the press... somehow they found out and they're having a ball with it. Saying she's just looking for attention, that I beat her up, whenever they got ahold of her photos whenever the police had to take pictures of her bruises last week.
With how much info we gave the police, they said it's enough to prove she was sexually assaulted. The doctor's visit proved that enough. With how hard they went… I'm surprised she's okay. I was never that rough with her.
Anyways, they also lectured her about how they'd have a lot more evidence if she came in right after the assault, like since they didn't use a condom, there'd be some DNA evidence and that made her even more upset.
Then when we got home today, she got on twitter and saw what the press was saying and saw that some of my fans were also saying she was doing this to get attention, made her even more upset.
I wish I knew who comes up with these shitty lies.
Then to make matters worst, Teddy had a nightmare last night of that night and has been distant ever since. And even though I understand she doesn't want me to see her while she's still bruised, and she's still is bruised, it kills me to know she doesn't want me to see how badly they hurt her. When the detective, that's on her case, went to take the pictures of her body, Bear kicked me out of the room. The more she keeps me away from seeing the marks, the more my brain tells me it's bad and it's making me go even more mad. I can't win.
As of now, Teddy's in the shower. And me, well I'm pacing back and forth of our bedroom, trying to be calm and not go jump in on her shower and kiss every pain and every bad memory out of her body.
"Yeah babe?" I jumped toward the bathroom and popped my head in the door.
"Can..." She stopped and grabbed a towel and hid her body and wounds away from me. Heartbreaks a little more. "Can you get me a shirt?"
"No." I whispered and before she could say anything, I grabbed her hand softly and pulled her into our bedroom, pulled her towel from her and laid her on the bed.
"Louis, stop." She whispered.
"No." I whispered back and got onto the bed with her and started to kiss up her leg. Kissing her pain away. As I kissed up to her thigh, she pretty much stopped breathing and started to panic.
"Louis, stop."
"I'm not going to do anything." I promised looking her in the eye and went to her ankle of the opposite foot and kissed from her ankle up to her thigh, even though I said I wouldn't do anything, I kissed above her clit, then up her stomach, kissed her nipples, maybe even sucked or bit a little, then moved to her arms. "You're still my beautiful girl." I whispered as I kissed her palm then moved to her other arm and hand and repeated my motions. "Turn over, please?" I whispered as I made it up to her shoulder.
"I swear I'll be good." I smiled and kissed her lips softly before she turned over slowly. Even with the bruises covering her body, she's still beautiful. And I plan on proving that to her by kissing every inch of her.
I started, again, at her ankles, and kissed my way up and yes, I kissed her arse. I told you I am kissing every inch of her. Bruised or not bruised. Again, I moved to her other leg and left soft, wet kisses against her skin. And this time, whenever I got to the curve of her bum, she moaned and being the cheeky fella I am, I bit slightly and she moaned out once again. Even though this isn't supposed to be sexual, my cock started to stiffen in my briefs. Bruised or not, she's still the most beautiful girl in the world and hearing her soft moans just causes everything flush with need in the lower department, plus it's been over three weeks since I felt her. I'm bond to get aroused just by looking at her.
As I got more and more uncomfortable in my briefs, I had to palm myself away before I grew too much and it hit her before I hooked a leg over her, resulting in me pretty much straddling her from behind and continued to kiss her skin.
"Louis?" She moaned as I kissed her sides and up until I hit the side of her breast and licked the curve.
"Yes, babe?" I whispered as I kept kissing her skin, then she answered with a moan and lifted her bum and hit my erection, which made her giggle slightly. "I hate asking..." I panted slightly and kissed my way to her ear. "But can I please show you how a real man treats a woman?"
"Ye-yes." She hesitated but allowed it anyway.
"Please turn over?" I asked kissing her shoulder blade before leaning up to let her move without hurting herself. "I love you." I whispered and kissed her softly. "So, so much."
"I love you." She whispered with a smile.
"If I need to stop, tell me. I won't mind." I spoke softly, running a finger down her jaw line as she nodded.
After I got the okay, I kissed her lips once more before softly kissing down the trail between her breasts, down to her navel and to her hip bones where the darkest bruises were. Even after two weeks, they're still dark. I don't understand how nothing was or is broken. Other than her well being, of course.
If I ever find out who did this to her...
I'll let your imagination think of the threat. Think back to my tweet when I got back here. Times ten. Thousand.
Anyways, I kissed acrossed her belly and down to the skin between her thighs and pushed her legs apart slowly, making sure she's not going to back out.
"Louis?" She whispered and I looked up at her. "I trust you." I'll admit, it made me happy that she trusts me with something like this after what has happened in the past few weeks.
I looked up at her just before I kissed her clit softly and watch her bite back a smile as she rolled her head back into the pillow. Then I moved down another inch and kissed her wet entrance and watched her again bite back a smile but this time, I heard her moan softly.
That's always nice to hear.
"Louis, babe, please." She panted and I licked up her whole center and heard her moan, but this time loudly.
Thank God my mum left.
Just saying.
Yeah, my mum visited again today and insisted she stay a day or two. I got rid if her. Thank God.
"Baby?" She bit her lip and raised her hips up closer to my face as I laughed and watched her quiver as my breath hit her vagina.
I licked up her center once more before I sucked on her clit and slid a finger into her then added another whenever I knew she was okay and started to move my fingers slowly and sucking and flicking her clit with my tongue until her moans and her juices being the only thing you could hear.
"Oh God, baby!" She moaned clenching around my fingers, telling me she was about to come, resulting in my sucking on her clit to harden and my fingers to go a little deeper and find her g-spot. "Fuck, Louis." She panted and I stabbed her g-spot with my fingers and felt her come and even some in my mouth.
"You taste devine, baby." I smiled kissing up her body and kissing her lips softly as she tried to get her breathing even. "Can I continue?"
"Please." She nodded.
I sat up and leaned over to the night stand and grabbed a condom before sliding my briefs down my legs and off me and opening the condom package and rolling it down onto my throbbing erection.
"Ready, baby?" I asked as I moved up, to the point where my thighs were touching the back of hers and rubbing my head on her clit.
"Ye-yes." She nodded and I slid in and she sighed in relief as I placed my body softly on top of hers, keeping pressure off her and rolled my hips slowly into her. "You're making love to me."
"Yes." I smiled watching her facial expressions as I rolled into her again, but went a little deeper and watched her moan with absolute pleasure. "Are you okay?"
"Ye-yes. Baby, please go faster." She pleaded lifting her hips up with my slow thrusts.
"No." I shook my head and keeping my pace slow and loving. "I told you, I'm showing you how a real man treats a woman."
"I love you." She smiled wrapping her arms and legs around me.
"I love you." I mumbled against her lips and drove deeper into her and watched her arch her back. "You look so sexy right now. You look so pleased." She giggled and kissed me and rolled into her some more as I felt her hands unlatch from around me and trail down to my hands and interlocked them, then I brought them over her head and went deeper.
"I'm... Ah!" She squealed as I moved slightly to the left and hit her g-spot. "I'm almost there."
"Come whenever." I encouraged.
"I want you to come with me." She shook her head.
"This is about you." I smiled removing one hand from hers and placed it on her thigh softly and went as deep as I could get my thrusts as I kept them loving. "Come on, baby." I begged feeling her tighten every part of her body around me.
"Lou... Oh my God. Louis, I'm gonn-I'm gonna come!" And as she got her final word/moan out, she clenched and squeezed my hand as hard as she could, and came and pulled me into my own orgasm. When she heard my grunts and moans, she must of understood I was hitting my peak as well because she started to buck her hips up as I froze. Milking me to my very last drop and letting me have a good orgasm, I collapsed, but didn't fall completely on her.
"I love you." She smiled pushing my hair back.
"I love you, baby." I smiled kissing her and pulled out.
"You’re fantastic." She smiled as I threw the condom in the bin but stayed between her legs and looked down at her. "You do know how to treat a girl."
Today is the day we're, Teddy and I, are going back on tour. I'm not leaving her here alone even if I wanted to. Since the morning of our first sexual activities since her attack, she's actually been happy. I don't know if it's because she knows all the blokes out there aren't scum or because everyday since I've gotten back to her, I've been proving to her every day that I love her more than anything.
Anyways, as of now, we're on a plane to New Zealand since the boys are already there and Teddy is sleeping on my shoulder. And I'm not trying to brag, but when we... yeah, she hasn't had a bad dream. Yeah it was three days ago, but that's three nights of no nightmares. I like to think I did a good thing.
"Attention passengers, we will be arriving to our destination in a few short minutes. The Captain please asks for you all to return to your seats and buckle your seat belts. Thank you."
"Baby?" I whispered kissing the top of Bear's hair. "Teddy Bear?"
"Don't call me that." She mumbled.
"Wake up." I smiled.
"Mmm uhh."
"We're almost there, you can sleep when we get to the hotel." I laughed as she kept her head on my shoulder but moved her body around and placed her legs on top of mine. "Babe?"
"I'm belted." She yawned yanking on her seat belt, motioning that it is indeed buckled.
"I'm not going to be able to carry you and our bags." I laughed kissing her hair again.
"Mhmm." She moved a hand up and slapped it, gently, around until her hand covered my mouth. "Five minutes. Shhh."

Teddy's POV

"Harold!" I squealed running up to him and pretty much slamming our bodies together and hugging the shit out of him. Bad idea. "Ouchie."
"Aw, shit. I'm sorry, Ted." He pulled back quickly with a deep frown.
"It's okay." I smiled hugging him again. "God I missed you."
"We missed you too!"
"Yeah! What about us?" Two familiar accents said behind us which made me pull away and see the other three boys with balloons, chocolate and a really big teddy bear.
"Guys." I smiled whenever I felt Louis stand behind me.
"Welcome back to the awesome Take Me Home tour, babe." Nialler smiled coming up to me, hugged me and spun me around. Then the second I was out of his embrace, I was into another pair of arms and since it smelled like a sexy man, I knew it was Zayn.
"How are ya, babe?" He asked as he held onto me a little longer than Niall.
"Better that I'm away from London." I laughed pulling back and kissed his cheek. "You need to shave."
"I thought you like facial hair?" He laughed.
"You look like a homeless man." I giggled then got lifted off my feet from behind. "Liam..."
"You were taking too long." Then he put me down quickly. "I didn't hurt you did I?" He said quickly as I turned around to him. He was frowning. It looked like a puppy was crying for love.
"No you didn't." I whispered lifting up onto my tip toes and hugged him. "God."
"Who knew I'd miss you lot." I smiled pulling back and looked at them. "You all aged."
"What?!" Harry squeaked. Yeah. Harry Styles squeaked.
"You have wrinkles, Harold." I giggled.
"I do not!" He yelled feeling around his face. "Why'd you bring her back?"
"Because you would be the most upset." I teased then leaned into Louis and yawned.
"That's cue to leave." Zayn laughed.
"She slept the whole way here." Lou laughed. "She's like a newborn."
"Or she's excepting a newborn." Niall mumbled.
"Why does everyone think I'm pregnant?" I growled. "Can't a girl freaking like her sleep?"
"Don't rip our heads off." Niall held his hands up.
"Then stop assuming I'm pregnant all the time!"
"There's this thing called condoms. We.." I motioned between me and Louis, "we use them. The doctor even said I'm not pregnant. And I've had my period for the past two days. So I'm sure I'm not pregnant."
"Let's go." Lou sighed pulling me away.
Welcome to New Zealand, Teddy.


since i'm a nice person
now I need your help
a while back, I told someone that this story has another year and a half-ish left
but stupid me got the dates wrong
SOOOOO this is where your comments come in
do you want this story to end late September/early October 2014
(story wise)
sometime in April 2015?
just leave a comment about which you prefer and a little explanation why
so until then


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo