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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 31

I hate college. It sucks major dick. It's so stressful, even just two weeks into the new semester. Again, I hate college.
So, the boys are in Australia. Or New Zealand. I don't even know. Right now I envy them. They're not in a boring class for two or so hours, listening to some bitch lecture us. And to make it worst, my class I just got out of was business. I need to figure out what I want to do so I don't fall asleep during every lecture.
Everyone says 'stay in school, go to college, make a better future for yourself.' Well, it's hard fucking work and boring work and you most likely will not get to your 'dream' job until you're ready to retire. So ladies, I advise you all to find a good guy that does not want you to work, aka Louis Tomlinson, and be happy being a housewife. Yeah, a house wife. Teddy Nichole Parker is going to be a housewife because even if I do get a degree in anything, that kid won't make me work. It's aggravating. Why am I even in school then? Louis and Lottie already made the decision I'm going to be a housewife. Hashtag mixed feelings.
Damn Tomlinson's.
I'm ranting. It's been a long and irritating day. And to make it even longer and irritating, I need to go to the library, pick up a ginormous book and read it before Tuesday morning.
Don't go to Uni. You will die.
I wonder if he knows I'm having a shitty day?

From Lou Boo ❤
Are you home yet? I'd like to talk to you :)

To Lou Boo ❤

I'm walking to the library. Call me if you want :)

Maybe he'll enlighten my mood.
"Hello?" I smiled answering his call.
"How was your day?"
"Shitty." I pouted.
"Why? What's up?"
"My business Professor needs to get laid before I vagina slap her into next week." I growled as I thought about how much of a bitch she was today.
"I'm sorry." He's frowning.
"No need to apologise, babe."
"No I need to." He sighed. "I'm not there to give you a massage and make you dinner."
"It's fine." I smiled at the thought. He's too perfect. "What time is it over there?"
"A little after 6 am."
"Why are you awake then?" I laughed.
"Because I knew you were out of class and I wanted to talk to you." He yawned.
"Babe, go to sleep." I sighed.
"No." He whined.
"I'm getting off the phone now." I giggled. "Don't call me back. Go to bed. I'll see you in how ever many weeks."
"Too many weeks." He sighed. "I miss you."
"It'll fly by." I assured.
"It's been what, two and a half weeks since I've seen you?" He asked. "It feels like two and a half years."
"Don't say that." I pouted.
"Stop apologising and go to bed. Text me whenever you wake up. I miss you. I love you. Bye." I rushed before he could protest. Because let's face it, he'd argue into wanting to talk to me some more and it'd turn into an hour or two worth of 'go to bed' 'no' 'yes.' I know him too well.
"Ohh look Kyle! It's Louis Tomlinson's girlfriend." Oh great.
"Tomlinson can't possibly have a girlfriend. Everyone knows he's gay."
Walk faster, Teddy. You're almost there. Just walk a little faster.
"Where you going, sweetheart?" One of the guys asked wrapping an arm around my waist and pulled my back against his chest.
"Let go." I whispered.
"But babe, we just want to have fun." The other one laughed as he walked in front of me. "How did that faggot score such a hot babe like you?" He asked trailing a finger acrossed my jaw, which made me flinch away. "Oh don't play like that."
"C'mon baby girl." The one holding me against him laughed. "Let's go back to mine."
"No." I answered quickly and tried to get out of his grip but he held on tighter.
"Looks like we got ourselves a fighter, Jar." The guy laughed unzipping my hoodie. Damnit, Teddy. Why didn't you wear a shirt under that today? "Mmm. baby girl, you're fit as fuck."
"Please let me go." I begged.
"Kyle, someone's coming." The one holding me whispered.
"Alley." He said as he looked around.
"No." I whimpered. "Just let me go."
"No." I guess Kyle said pushing me against the brick wall. "What should we do with her, mate?"
"Her being on show like she is, got me all hard. I want to fuck that pussy." He replied making me hold my breath. Please don't let this be happening. Please be a dream. Please wake up, Teddy. Wake up to anything but this.
"I'm getting a round in, so hurry up." One said and walked away.
"So baby, what's your name?" He asked and I kept quiet. "Teddy right?" He nodded. "That's right. Stupid name for such a sexy girl." He laughed coldly as he grabbed me by the neck and pulled me into a kiss and tried to force his tongue into my mouth, but I fought that much off. "Open your mouth." He growled and whenever I shook my head no, it pissed him off and he slapped me acrossed the face and got a loud whimper from me.
I can't believe this is happening.
"I don't want to mess up your beautiful face, baby, so play nice." He smiled as his hands cupped my breasts, squeezed them then slid his hands down my body to my jeans and started to fumble with the button and zipper as he kissed me again.
"No!" I mumbled and grabbed at his hands as he took the chance and stuck his tongue in my mouth. "Stop!"
"Don't fight me, baby." He grabbed my wrists and pinned them above my head as I started to cry out. His empty hand went back fiddling with my jeans and once they were undone, he slid them down quickly and took them off.
"Please stop." I begged.
"You need to take care of something you caused." He shook his head.
"I didn't do anything." I cried.
"But baby you did." He nodded pressing his lower half against me. "Feel that?" He asked rubbing his erection against my body. "You caused that."
"Just let me go!" I yelled and tired to get away from his grip but he pushed me back and slapped me acrossed the face even harder than that last time.
"Stop fighting this, you fucking slut." He warned. "I'm going to fuck you raw." He smirked as my tears flew like crazy and he grabbed my bum, ripped my underwear off and pulled my up against him before he pushed his jeans and boxers down.
"Please." I whispered.
"Please fuck you?" He asked, then slammed into me and I cried out. "I'm going to, baby." He smiled then moaned loudly. "God baby, you're so tight. Uhhh, you feel so good."
"Please stop." I choked on the air.
Let's just say. My night was completely worst than my day.


if you hate me
i'm sorry
but what do you think?


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo