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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 29

"Did she reply back?"
"I don't know." I shrugged. "I gave Louis his phone back and I trust him."
"Do you?" Perrie asked through our Skype session. "Do you really?"
"Yeah." I nodded. "She's in England, he's here with me. She's too broke to travel..."
"I also mean with other girls?" She cut me off and I just sat there. Like do I really trust him?
"I guess?" I answered in more of a question. "He never gave me a reason to not trust him..."
"Other than texting his ex." She finished for me. "I'm not saying not to trust him, but the worst he can do is break your heart."
"And if that happens, it'll kill me." I laughed but I was serious.
"That's how I feel about Zayn, but I trust him. He has millions of girls after him, but the way he acts around me… I trust him." She smiled. "It's hard to believe we've only been dating for a year and four months. It feels like forever."
"And I've been dating Louis for two weeks and it feels like forever." I giggled. "Hell it feels like we're married."
"That's normal, you've known each other since you were 15, you've been best friends ever since and it just happened that you two fell in love."
"I'm glad my parents moved us to Doncaster." I smiled slightly.
"Have you talked to them?" She asked.
"No." I laughed rolling my eyes. "I don't plan on it either."
"But they were rooting for you and Louis to get together, you did." She urged. "Maybe they were in a shit mood with the press and over reacted. They're you're parents, Teddy. You can't fully give up on them."
"Did you tell Eleanor about what happened with my parents?" I asked pretty much ignoring what she just said.
"No!" She yelled. "Teddy, I'd never do that. Plus, I'm not even friends with the girl. She's too stuck up."
"I had to ask." I apologised. "I don't know how she knows my parents pretty much disowned me."
"Maybe she's stalking you." She giggled.
"Or Louis said something?" I frowned.
"Oh don't you dare think that!" She sorta growled.
"Who else then?"
"Teddy Nichole, that boy loves you more than anything. You need to learn that. Don't have doubts about a thing whenever it comes to him loving or caring about your well being. You're lucky I'm not in Florida right now because I'd kick your arse for that stupid wondering mind you got." She ranted and ended with a small laugh.
"You'd beat me to a bloody pulp." I giggled.
"Damn straight!" She laughed loudly.
"Perrie! Shut up! We're trying to sleep!"
"Sorry Jesy!" She yelled then looked back at me and giggled. "Stop making me get in trouble."
"Stop being loud!" I laughed.
"Don't turn this on me, Parker." She pointed.
"Whatever, Edwards." I rolled my eyes. "Zayn talks you know."
"That bloody bastard!" She squeaked leaning closer to the screen. "Don't you dare believe a thing he said."
"The way you're acting, I do." I teased and she blushed and hid her face behind her hands.
"Teddy!" She whined.
"Fine, let's change the subject since you can't talk about your sex life." I sighed and moved onto my stomach and moved down to the end of the bed.
"Your boobs look fantastic." She winked.
"Want me to take 'em out?" I joked.
"Oh baby, please!" She acted like a horny man before we both cracked up.
"Why are we so weird?" I giggled.
"Weird is fun, so I don't know what you're talking about." She replied catching her breath.
"I didn't say it wasn't fun, I just asked why are we so weird?" I laughed picking up the remote and flipped through the music channels until I just gave up and left it on Pop Hits and The Cab's Endlessly filled the background.
"So how long will you all be in LA?" She asked messing with her nails.
"They have like five shows there, so a week? Maybe two?" I guessed. "How long are you going to be there?"
"I think three days." I scratched her head as she thought. "I think I came up with I'm going to two of their shows? I don't know. It's too long from now."
"It's like next week." I giggled.
"My schedule is busy, missy." She playfully glared.
"I know." I smiled. "How's the new single coming?"
"Ah!" She squeaked and jumped some. "I'm so excited. I can't wait to play it for you."
"I get to hear it?" I smiled.
"Of course." She smiled.
"So how am Zayn and I going to split you?" I asked after some time.
"Uhm, you're no magician, so you can't."
"Stop being so blonde, Perrie!" I giggled. "Does Zayn get you in the morning and I get you in the afternoon?"
"Why don't Zayn, Louis, you and me go on a day date?" She asked.
"That's fair." I nodded as I thought about it. "I get to hang out with you, so does Zayn and Louis' the plus."
"Thanks babe." Louis' voice was heard and made me jump and look up at him kicking his shoes off.
"You scared the shit out of me!" I glared.
"If you two weren't talking each others ears off, you'd hear me." He smiled leaning down to kiss me. "Thank you for not putting clothes on." He smirked looking at the screen whenever Perrie cleared her throat. "Hey Perrie."
"Hello Louis." She blushed. "Have you seen my boyfriend by any chance?"
"Yeah he's in his room." He replied walking out of shot and stripped down into just his boxers as I watched him.
"Teddy?!" Perrie yelled bringing my attention back to her.
"Sorry." I blushed and felt a dip in the bed and looked in my screen and saw Louis, in just his boxers, leaning up against the head board, messing with his phone. "Someone's pretty much teasing."
"Want to get off?" She asked glancing at her phone and frowned.
"No." I shook my head and sighed. "I have nothing better to do."
"Spending time with me isn't good enough for you?" Lou joked from behind me.
"Mhmm." I giggled the yelped and turned onto my side and looked at him whenever he smacked my bum hard. "If I have a mark there tomorrow..." I trailed off on the threat.
"I'm sorry." He smiled trailing a hand up and down my leg.
"I feel like the third wheel." Perrie laughed whenever I returned my attention back to her.
"Don't." I waved off. "He's in his own world. Ignore him. I do more than I let on."
"Love you too."
"Mhmm. Shush." I giggled. "So this day date with the four of us, what do you want to do?" I ended the question high pitched because somebody's hand started to trail higher than he was earlier.
"We can go shopping or a movie or sight see." She shrugged not noticing my high pitch squeal. "I'm fine with whatever." She finished then glared at her phone. "Louis!"
"Yes?" He answered casually as his hand continued to trail higher and higher.
"Text Zayn and tell him to call me." She smiled.
"Of course." He replied and whipped his phone out, but kept his hand on my leg, but back to my calf again.
"Everything okay?" I asked.
"Yeah, I just have to tell him something." She nodded. "Nothing to worry about."
"He said he just got out of the shower." Lou said.
"Oh!" She smiled. "Then I'm getting off of here and Skyping him."
"Ew." Louis gagged.
"Tomlinson, don't think I don't know where your hand is trying to go." Perrie glared.
"And when your call is ended, it'll get there." He winked getting up and straddled my bum.
"Whoa, before this turns into a porno." She laughed. "Teddy, I'll talk to you later and see you in LA."
"Alrighty." I smiled. "Love you, boo thang."
"Love you too, baby boo." She smiled blowing a kiss at me which I returned. "Bye Louis."
"Bye!" He smiled then shut the laptop closed and started to kiss my neck.
"That wasn't nice." I giggled leaning to the side.
"I missed you." He mumbled.
"It was for like less than six hours." I laughed rolling over to my back and looked at him.
"I don't care." He whispered then kissed my lips as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he moved from his straddle position and moved inbetween my legs. "Did you have a nice chat with Perrie?"
"Mhmm." I nodded. "We're all going on a date whenever we get in LA."
"Okay." He mumbled and grinded his hips into me. "You are never being away from me for that long ever again."
"You get hard too easily." I giggled pushing his shoulder and flipped us around.
"Of course I do." He smirked whenever I sat up and his hands rubbed up against my thighs, up my stomach and landed on my chest. "You should get rid of that."
"But you'll get too excited." I smiled.
"That's the point, isn't it?" He asked.
"I want to watch a movie and go to bed." I pouted.
"And I want to be in you." He smiled sitting up.
"Louis." I whined.
"Babe, it's been awhile." He whined back.
"It's been a day."
"Has it really?" He asked looking past my shoulder.
"Yes." I giggled.
"Fuck." He laughed laying back.
"Movie?" I asked laying down on him and kissed his chest.
"If I get blue balls, I'm suing you."
"Arse." I laughed getting up. "Pick something, I gotta pee."
"Teddy, go away."
"But I want food." I giggled kissing his chest as I straddled him.
"I'm mad at you." He mumbled.
"I didn't do anything." I giggled against his collar bone then sat up. "Get up!"
"Move down a little and you'll see that I am up." He smirked as his eyes stayed closed.
"If I blow you, will you get up?" I smiled as he popped his eyes open.
"Are you kidding?"
"Nope." I shook my head and popped the p. "I don't like it when you're mad at me."
"I'm not really mad at you though..." He trailed as I scooted down his body some and sat right on his morning erection. I wonder why guys always have boners in the morning... Like do they have sex dreams every night? "Bear?!"
"What?!" I jumped and made some friction against his happy spot.
"Fuck, please pay attention when you're sitting where you are." He moaned.
"I'm sorry." I giggled leaning down and kissed him. "You were saying?"
"Shower then breakfast?" He mumbled.
"Shower together?" I smiled.
"I'm not wanking, I got you for that." He huffed.
"Don't get pissy." I glared sitting up again.
"Or what?" He smirked placing his hands on my thighs and started to trace shapes with his thumbs.
"I won't join you." I raised an eyebrow at him then reached back and unclasped my bra and placed it over his eyes and ran for the bathroom quickly.
"This room isn't that big babe." He sorta sang as I turned on the shower and stripped out of my underwear and got lifted off the ground from behind from Spider-Man. "Put me down!"
"Mmm uh." He hummed but he did anyways and turned me around and kissed me deeply before trailing his hands down to my thighs and lifted me up.
"Have you been working out, Boo?" I giggled wrapping my legs and arms around him.
"What if I have?" He shrugged.
"Doesn't matter, just know that was very, very sexy." I said as I kissed him and he moved us into the shower. "Ah! Too hot!"
"Everything is too hot for you." He laughed turning me away from the water and turned it down slightly. What a babe. "Better?" He asked as I felt the water with my hand.
"Mhmm." I nodded then digged my face into his neck.
"You okay?" He laughed as I stayed there for a good while.
"Yeah." I mumbled against his skin. "I'm just content."
"Can we shower before all the hot water runs out?" He laughed as I came out of my hiding place and looked at him.
"You don't want me to take care of..." I trailed and bit my lip.
"How many times..." He growled turning us around again and pushing me up against the wall. "do I have to tell you to not do that?"
"I'm sorry." I smirked. "What are you going to do about it?" And his answer, was shoving himself inside me. Hard.
"Now, I could either move or pull back out." He smirked as I tried to catch my breath. "Babe?" He whispered nudging my head to the side with his nose and started to kiss my neck.
And just as I was about to answer, there was a knock on the door.
"I swear they know whenever we're in this position." He growled pulling out slowly and setting me to my feet. "Are you okay?"
"Ye-yeah." I smiled leaning my head back against the wall.
"I hurt you, didn't I?" He frowned.
"Just a little." I admitted and his frown deepened. "I'm okay, though."
"Finish up in here." He whispered getting out. "I'll get the door."
"Babe?" I frowned whenever he shrugged out of the shower and I was left there alone. Now he's going to feel like he took advantage if me.
"Hey mate. You two wanna grab breakfast before we hit the road?" It's Harry. Shocker.
"Hey, yeah, Teddy's in the shower." Lou said then the door shut.
"Looks of it, so were you." He's smirking. That's the 'Harry Styles' smirk' tone. "I always catch you two." Harry laughed as I grabbed some shampoo and started to actually shower.
"We were just showering." Lou half-heartily laughed. "Let me just give these to her."
"Yeah." Harry replied as I began rising out my hair.
"Bear, clothes are on the counter." He said as I stuck my head out and looked at him.
"Come here." I pleaded.
"Harry's outside, hurry up so I can get back in there."
"Louis, I'm fine." I said and frowned whenever he ignored me and walked out, shutting the door behind him.
Freaking men.
So breakfast with Larry was... well it was quite and sorta awkward. Louis barely said a word and Harry must of noticed he wasn't really in the mood for anything, so we just went down stairs to the restaurant by the lobby and had a quick bite.
As we waited for our food, I grabbed ahold of Louis' hand, he grabbed it back, but it wasn't a full hold. It was the kind of hold that looked like Elounor hand holding when they were out and one of them were pissed off at the other. I didn't like that, so I pulled my hand back and tried to have a conversation with Harry as Louis pretty much sat there as we all ate. And to know I have to be around this, in a tour bus, for however long.
"Paul just texted me, we got fifteen minutes to be packed and ready." Harry mumbled standing up and threw money on the table.
"Well I guess we'll see you on the bus then." I smiled as he leant down and kissed my cheek then patted Louis on the back before he headed towards the lifts. "Now will you talk to me?"
"I have nothing to say, Teddy." He replied and got up and left the way Harry went, leaving me at the table alone. Even though this wasn't a big deal, my heart broke just a tad.
Whenever I finally got the courage and headed back to our room, the door was propped open and Louis was packing not just his things but mine as well. He can touch my stuff but he can't touch me. Another little break in my chest.
"I can do that." I whispered.
"It's fine." He shook his head and zipped his case then mine. "I'm done anyways."
"Louis? Teddy? You ready?" Paul called walking to our door.
"Yeah." Lou nodded then grabbed our cases and handed them to Paul as I just stood there. "C'mon, Bear."
I didn't reply, I just grabbed my bag and walked after them, into the awkward lift ride, down to the awkward lobby and whenever we got outside, he grabbed my waist so I didn't get pulled away by fans or paparazzi as we headed for the bus and whenever we stepped foot in the bus, his arm dropped and he moved around me and headed for the bunks as I stood there watching him walk away. Super.
"What's going on?" Harry wrapped am arm around my shoulders and moved us to the front of the bus and sat us down.
"He was a little rough this morning before you came and he's acting like he just killed me." I whispered.
"So I did walk in on something." He snorted. "I have horrible timing. I'm sorry."
"It doesn't matter." I shrugged. "Now he'll barely talk to me, even after I told him I'm okay."
"You're his most prized possession, he's going to take it a little hard when he hurts you."
"It's not like he meant to!" I yelled then went into a little shell as Preston, Lou and Lux walked onto the bus. Lux automatically reaching for us.
"Not now, baby." Lou whispered.
"It's fine." I tried to smile as I held my hands out for Lux and the second she got into my arms, I felt relaxed. This little girl works miracles.
"I'll go talk to him." Lou smiled.
"You don't hav..." I started but stopped whenever she walked away and turned my attention back to Lux whenever she pulled my hair. "Yeah, yeah, yeah. You want all the attention." I laughed getting up and walking to the main room where everyone was lounging around.
"Hey Teddy." Niall smiled.
"Morning." I smiled back then sat in a chair and started to play with Lux.
Let the road trip to wherever begin.
"Uh! That boy is aggravating the shit out of me!" Lou growled walking out from the bunks after we were about an hour on the road. "Teddy, I honestly have no idea why you put up with that at times."
"Are you two fighting?" Zayn frowned.
"No." I frowned back and gave Lux to whoever raised their hands first. "I'll be back."
"Good. Luck." Lou pretty much spat as I shut the sliding door and crawled into our bunk and wrapped my arm around Louis' midsection.
"I'm fine." I whispered against the back of his neck. "Stop being a little bitch."
"Teddy, I hurt you." He shook me off. "Just go."
"No!" I yelled leaning up on my elbow and turned him onto his back. "Everyone has a time where they go too rough. Get over it!"
"No." He shook his head and tired to turn to his side again but I stopped him by rolling myself on top of him. "Teddy, get off."
"No." I spat. "Yes that did in fact hurt, but do you see me bleeding or laying around because of how much pain I am in?" I asked. "No I'm not because I'm fine."
"You don't get it."
"No you don't get it." I growled. "There will be a time where you're too rough and this morning was it. Get over it. I'm fine. I can walk properly. I'm not dying. It was just a misreading. Stop being a grouchy fuck and be nice."
"You don't think I'm being nice?" He frowned.
"You're ignoring me, you're holding my hand like how you used to hold Eleanor's and you pissed off Lou. It's like you're on your fucking period." I ranted.
"I'm sorry." He frowned even more.
"Just realise I'm not always in the mood when you are." I smiled.
"You usually are so I thought... I'm sorry." He stopped and wrapped his arms around me. "Next time tell me."
"You usually cop a feel and know." I giggled kissing his chin.
"Just know, whenever you are in the mood, you owe me."
"And you owe me." I snorted sitting up and hit my head, making us both laugh. "I hate these bunks." I pouted rubbing my head.
"I do too." He laughed pulling me back down then flipped us over.
"Why do you?" I asked as I watched him remove my hand from my head and leant up and kissed where I hit it.
"Because I like it when you're on top."


here you go
i'm not gonna say much
i'm in a shitty mood
and this is shit
but hey, this is over 3,000 words
that means it's longer than the others
I should be pissed when I write more often
'cause that's like longer chapters and quicker posts
a round of applause for me

but anywhooooo
just know

is coming


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo