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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 27

Do you know how long the drive to Miami is from Sunrise is? I don't know either but the first hour and half I was peacefully sleeping, then the next ten minutes I was cooling my boyfriend down and now the rest of the trip I've been listening to One Direction talk about mine and Louis' sex life.
Louis kept telling the boys I went down on him to cool him off the slim amount of minutes we were back there, even after I told them nothing happened, they believed him over me. Fair enough, Louis' their best mate, but there's a time when he's telling a lie and that's right now. I honestly think he's just doing it to get a rise out of me, and yes it is in fact working, but he's not going to get anything out of it. No smart remark. No fess-ing up. Nothing. I'm just going to sit back search shit on my phone until Paul tells us we're in Miami.
I. Don't. Care. How. Pissed. I. Get. He. Won't. Get. A. Peep. Out. Of. Me.
"Teddy Bear?"
"Are you really mad at me?"
"Mmm hmm." I hummed tapping the 'compose a tweet' button.
"What are you going to say?" He asked looking over my shoulder.
"Check your phone once I'm done." I smiled looking up at him then moved my body so he couldn't read what I was tweeting.

"@TeddyNichole: ladies that was at Sunrise's concert did any of you catch Louis' boner? If you did, pretty please send them to me. Xxx"

Hashtag total bitch.
Teddy, please don't start hashtagging your life....
"Teddy, what'd you say?" Louis groaned looking threw his mentions.
"She asked if anyone caught your hard on and asked for pictures." Harry snickered behind his phone as I continued to look through twitter and Lou moaned and groaned, but I didn't pay attention to him. He just sounded like he was saying 'blah blah blah.'

"@letitmalik: @TeddyNichole what made you ask this? I love it!"


"@TeddyNichole: @letitmalik he's telling the boys something that did not happen so I'm just paying him back ;)"

"@Louis_Tomlinson: if you have any pictures, keep them to yourselves or burn them"

"@TeddyNichole: he's blushing ladies and gents! #MissionAcomplished"

"@leddyupdates: @TeddyNichole someone sent me this the other night! Enjoy! #PayBacksABitch pic.twitter.com/PHahe831ab"

"@TeddyNichole: @leddyupdates love you, love! Xxx"

"@TeddyNichole: I hope this will be on everyones page by midday :D pic.twitter.com/PHahe831ab"

"Love you." I smiled proudly at myself. And just so you all know, I saved that photo to my phone. He looks yummy.

"@larryupdates: Louis had a boner before and during the Sunrise concert. Good going Harry"

"@TeddyNichole: @larryupdates ACTUALLY I gave him the boner x"

Kids and their theories.

"@larryupdates: @TeddyNichole sure you did"

"@TeddyNichole: @larryupdates we were in a storage closet milliseconds away from having sex. I have bruises on my hips if you'd like to see"

"Teddy, you did not." Harry whispered.
"What are you doing?" Louis growled grabbing my phone out of my hands and looking at my latest tweet. "Teddy." He whined but he was smirking.
"If you're going to yell at me, take that smirk off your face." I smiled grabbing my phone out of his hands.
"Teddy Nichole Parker!"
"You're in deep shit now." Liam mumbled.
"Teddy!" Paul groaned walking into the room.
"What's up, baby?" I smiled innocently.
"Don't act all innocent." He pointed. "Delete them."
"No." I scrunched my eyebrows together.
"Teddy." He warned.
"I'm not under contract, so no." Now the bus is completely silent. Niall and Zayn paused their game of FIFA, Harry and Liam's fingers that were replying to fans, friends or family frozen and watching me and Paul closely with wide eyes and Louis was just biting his nails. His stupid nervous habits.
"Just knock it off." He sighed slumping some before walking back to the front of the bus. "We're stopping at the next town."
"Why?" Liam asked watching him.
"Lou needs to get Tylenol for Lux." He replied making Harry jump up and follow him.
"What's wrong with her? Is she sick? Lux? Come here, beautiful." Harry all asked and demanded and walked back into the room with a blotchy baby Lux.
"She's not sick, her teeth are just pushing through again." Lou sighed walking back to the bunks. "Watch her for a little? I need to lay down."
"We got her." Harry smiled, not at Lou, but at Lux. He is smitten with a one and a half year old. So much for liking older women. Just kidding. "So baby girl, are those whittle monsters hurting you again?" He asked and she sniffled and nodded. "What did I tell you last time?" He asked and she just laid looking up at him. "I told you to stomp up to your mummy and demand juice." He said 'juice' in a funny tone which resulted in Lux and myself giggling softly.
"Only if you were pregnant." Louis whispered scooting closer to me.
"Some day." I shrugged watching Harry do stupid faces only to make Lux laugh and forget about her pain.
"What about in nine months?" He asked wrapping an arm around my waist.
"No!" I squeaked a little loudly.
"Ted-ee." Lux mumbled sitting up quickly and got out of Harry's grip and trotted her way over to me and Louis.
"When are you leaving, Teddy?" Harry pouted like a little girl.
"When the American lag of the tour is over." I stuck my tongue out at him as I lifted Lux up and lifted my legs up so her back was against my thighs. "I'm much prettier than Hally ain't I?" I smiled grabbing her small hands and moving them around, making her giggle uncontrollably.
"Bear?" Lou whispered.
"What?" I asked back and looked at him quickly. He was already staring at me with adoration and the biggest smile ever plastered on his face. "No."
"Why not?" He asked as I shook my head and turned my attention back to Lux, who was gnawing on the knuckle of my pointer finger.
"I'm twenty, Louis."
"You're birthday is in two months." He shrugged.
"I'm gaining a year, not five." I retorted. "Plus we just got together."
"I've known you since you were 15." He argued. "I'm pretty sure I know everything I need to know."
"Friend wise." I whispered looking at him. "Girlfriend wise, not so much."
"You're great with her, though." He motioned down to Lux, now fighting her sleep.
"Just because I'm good with kids doesn't mean I'm ready to have one." I whispered softly draping my fingers down Lux's face. Something my mum used to do to me as a kid to get me to sleep.
"I could always go commando in bed." He whispered in my ear as he laid his chin onto my shoulder.
"I'll go on birth control." I fought back.
"I'll flush the pills."
"There's other birth control, Louis." I growled leaning away from him and looked at him fully. "What is up with you?"
"Nothing." He shook his head and took his phone back out and went on twitter.
Alright. He's a strange kid. I… yeah I don't have any idea how to explain what just went on.
"Here." Louis dropped his phone by my hand that was laying on the seat we were sitting on. I picked it up and it was a tweet with a picture. Harry's tweet and picture.

"@Harry_Styles: @TeddyNichole and @Louis_Tomlinson looking like parents :) pic.twitter.com/isiquHBs782Jwn"

"So?" I shrugged handing it to him, but he pushed it back to me.
"Read what people replied to that." He said and got up and went somewhere in the back.

"@poppingstyles: @Harry_Styles I can't wait for them to have children. They look like the perfect parents"

"@niallersmofo: @Harry_Styles poke holes in their condoms, please"

"@JohannahDarling: @Harry_Styles @TeddyNichole @Louis_Tomlinson these two are going to make me some beautiful grand babies. Can't wait"

Really Jay? Actually, really everyone?! Louis is all about me finishing up my last two years of Uni and he wants a kid? I won't be able to go to school and raise a kid while he's touring around the world.
Honestly, now that I'm thinking about it, having a child with someone that's in a well known, worldwide band, that's career just took off, it's pretty much the father not around for anything during the child's life. I don't want that.
But I pushed that aside for now, repositioned Lux and placed her on the seat with me and continued through the tweets from the photo Harry posted. The looks of it, it's also on Instagram. Super.
Then it happened.
Louis got a text.
And seeing who it was from… to sum it up in a small amount of words, it pissed me the fuck off.
It was the one and only Eleanor Calder. Why the fuck is she texting him? So I opened the text. Why not right? Oh and look, they've been texting each other. Pissed off meter goes up another five notches.

From El
Is Teddy pregnant?

Uhm, bitch it's none of your business! She must of seen Harry's photo... But anyways, I scrolled up to the top of their conversation and read.
It was pretty much 'hey, how are you's and all that happy horse shit but then...

From El
I miss you :( x

To El
I miss you too


Read: 11:23 20/7/13

Are you fucking serious?!
"Teddy?" Stop reading them before you go apeshit. "Teddy, let go of the phone." Harry said unlatching my fingers from the phone slowly and whenever he got the phone out of my hands he read what I read, sighed and locked the phone before tossing it to the side. "Don't worry about it."
"How can I not?" I snorted. "You didn't hear our conversation at all did you?"
I'm just going to say this now, thank you Harry for being so observant and the game of FIFA being so loud and keeping the other three lads' attention.
"No." He shook his head.
"Whenever Lux got over here, he practically said 'let's try.'"
"For..." He stopped then nodded towards Lux. "For a baby?"
"Mhmm." I mumbled looking down at my hands. "Apparently that doesn't mean shit if he's texting his ex-girlfriend he misses her, oh about an hour or two ago."
"He could be just saying that to get her off his back." He shrugged.
"I didn't know he was still talking to her." I whispered feeling my eyes well up.
"Teddy, don't." He groaned. That's one thing Harry hates; seeing a girl, best friend or not cry.
"We obviously jumped into this too soon." I whispered bending my knees up against my chest and laid my chin on my knee caps. Curling myself into a nice little ball.
"Don't do this, Teddy." He groaned laying his head back. "It's just texts. It means not..."
"Do any of you want any snacks or drinks go get them." Paul yelled from the front of the bus.
"I'll go get Lou." Harry sighed getting up, leaving me to my thoughts. Awesome.
"Yeah?" I looked up to see Lou, a tired Lou.
"Feel like walking?" She asked.
"Yeah." I nodded then got up and I must of gotten up too quick or too loud because Lux woke up. "I got her." I smiled turning to Lux, picked her up and as soon as she got in my arms, her arms loosely went around my neck and her head went straight to my shoulder. "Has she been sleeping a lot?"
"She started teething the other day and I guess it's getting to be too much." Lou shrugged as we walked to the front of the bus and off. "She probably also misses Tom."
"That could be it." I nodded.
"I'll FaceTime him later."
"Hey! Wait up!" Niall yelled, of course, making up stop and turn around.
"Ugh." I groaned turning back around.
"Mad at Niall?" She asked looking at me.
"Bingo." I mumbled and walked past her and into the little convenient store.
"Bear?" I heard Louis yell before the door closed.
You're in the same vehicle for the next however hours, Teddy. Suck it up. You'll have to talk to him sooner or later.
"Bear?" Louis huffed walking up beside me as I looked at Tylenol.
"What'd I do?" He asked back.
"Nothing." I whispered then went up to the cashier. "Excuse me?"
"Yes?" The lady smiled looking up from her magazine then glanced at us three. "You have a beautiful daughter."
"She's no..." I stopped and shook my head. "Do you have children's Tylenol?"
"I'm afraid not." She replied. "Maybe the store down the road?"
"Yeah, okay." I nodded and walked towards the exit. "Thank you."
"Do you want me to take her?"
"I'm fine, Louis." I snapped and before he could say anything, we got up to Niall and Lou, and now Paul, who were in a deep conversation. "They don't have any children's Tylenol, but the lady said to check the store down the road?"
"That's alright." Paul nodded as he caught onto my questioning. "Back on the bus."
"But I want food." Niall whined.
"Next stop." Paul said urging us to move faster.
Surprisingly there isn't any fans, or people for that matter, around. Please don't be like one of those movies where the foreign people get stranded then killed one by one.
"Will you tell me what I did?" Louis asked as we sat down on the bus and started down the road again.
"Nothing, Louis. Shh." I shushed him as I rubbed Lux's back soothingly.
"You can probably take her back into her pin." Lou nodded. "I set it up in the back room."
"Okay." I nodded and got up and then noticed so did Louis. "I can do this myself, Louis."
"I'm good."
Louis' POV

Am I seriously that dumb? I have no idea why Teddy is giving me the cold shoulder. She knows where I stand when it comes us. I practically threw 'I want a baby with you, now' down her throat. Maybe that pissed her off? I don't know.
Whenever we got to the store the lady at the first store said to check, Teddy and Lou were off the bus in a flash along with the others but me and Harry. And whenever I got to go follow, Harry pulled me back.
"What the hell, Haz?"
"What the hell with me?" He laughed. "What the hell with you, mate."
"What you're pissed at me too?" I groaned.
"You're the one who's texting your ex-girlfriend while your current girlfriend is less than a foot away from you!" He growled.
"Wh... how'd you know about that?"
"I saw Teddy fuming over, what I thought was her phone, but I know for a fact she wouldn't text Eleanor saying she missed her too!" He yelled quietly. "What the hell, man?"
"That's why Teddy's mad?" I whispered. "She read my texts?"
"Eleanor texted you and she opened it, not only to find the new text but the old ones as well." He breathed heavily. "If you're fucking around on Teddy… mate, I swear..."
"I'm not." I cut him off.
"Then what the fuck is that?!" He yelled, really yelled, loud enough to wake Lux in the back. "Fuck." He growled walking in the back. Leaving me to my own thoughts.
Just to clear the air, I'm not messing around on Teddy. Never in my wildest dreams would I ever mess around on her. Texting Eleanor? Well fuck, this bus is boring. That's not much of an excuse, but that's all I got.
But speaking of texting Eleanor, I grabbed my phone and looked at her recent text to me;

From El
Is Teddy pregnant?

Well she saw Harry's post.

To El

From El
Oh thank God! You shouldn't have to deal with a baby this young in your career.

Of course she answered quickly. She's glued to that thing.

To El
I asked her if we could try

From El

To El
I love her, El and I'm sorry to say this, but I love her more than I ever loved you

Harsh, but whatever.

From El
Then you haven't seen her latest tweets?

And before I replied, she sent another text, a screenshot apparently of Teddy's twitter.

"@TeddyNichole: #Stupid"

"@TeddyNichole: if he cheats with you, he cheats on you"

"@TeddyNichole: going home"

The last three of her 'tweets.'

To El
Awesome photoshop

From El
Check her twitter, Louis. It's not photoshopped

Fine. I'll go see for myself then screenshot my own and see that they're no... actually there. Fuck.

New Text
El: sorry, Lou. Call me?


am I going to get mugged?
sorry if this pissed you off
but I had to add Elea-whore back in
because I'm about to add a shit load of drama in the upcoming events ;D
but anywho!
what do you think?
is it okay?
do you still love this?
'kay, bye
ps, i'm being really stupid with where they are.
it's the 'middle of July' in the story but i'm using June tour dates
I don't know either
also, I have no idea how long the drive from Sunrise to Miami is,
so bare with me i'm too lazy to check it up on Google Maps
but yeah, I hope you liked this
pss, I just figured out how i'm going to end this story :)


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo