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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 25

"You're going to fall asleep."
"It's like three in the morning, of course I am." I giggled.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" Lou whispered pushing some of my hair out of my face.
"No." I smiled loving the way he's always so gentle with me. "I want to continue looking at the stars."
"Then don't fall asleep on me." He laughed turning to sit properly and looked up at the stars with me.
So we had our little night swimming, much to my displeasure because that boy, well he can wear you out, very well, but now we've moved our night swimming into the jacuzzi and I'm content. Tired, but content. I could stare at the stars, be in this jacuzzi and be wrapped up with this fabulous boy all night if I could. It's that relaxing.
"How do you see us?" He whispered, which made me look at him. "Like long term? Break up next month? How?"
"Don't you know me at all?" I laughed then went all serious when I saw that he was being serious. "Oh you're not kidding."
"No, I'm not." He replied with a tone that sorta came out as sad? "How do you see us?"
"You should know that I don't get in relationships if I don't see myself settling down with that person." I whispered. "Why date a person if you can't see a future with them?"
"So you see a future with me?" He smiled slightly. "Like maybe a wedding? Kids?"
"You never know." I smiled scooting closer to him, laid my legs over his and laid my head on his chest. "Like I said, I wouldn't get in a relationship if I didn't see a future with them and I am getting married someday."
"Good to know." He whispered in my ear and pulled me on his lap.
"Where'd that come from?" I asked sitting up straight and looked at him.
"I had a dream." He laughed and he's actually blushing. He's a cutie.
"So did Martin Luther King Jr." I giggled.
"Not funny."
"I had to do something to lighten the mood." I laughed poking his cheek. "You're blushing."
"Stop." He laughed.
"I'm sorry." I giggled. "So you had a dream..."
"And you sorta were pregnant and had an engagement ring on your finger." He smiled, but again, he was blushing.
"That won't happen." I laughed.
"Why not?!" He screeched.
"I'd like to have two bands on my finger before I pop one of you out." I smiled at how defensive he got.
"Oh." He smiled looking down.
"Is that a good enough answer?" I whispered leaning my forehead onto his temple.
"Perfect." He nodded.
"Now tell me..." I trailed sitting up straight.
"Why the hell are you dreaming about me being pregnant?!" I playfully yelled at him.
"Because I want to be the one to get you pregnant."
I hate One Direction. Louis Tomlinson not included. But seriously, I hate them. They're banging on the door and Louis is in the bathroom, probably taking a shit and my head is under every single pillow and blanket in this hotel room, trying to block out the four fuck tards that are outside our door. I just want it to stop so I can sleeeeeeeep! But that shit won't happen with those fuckers around.
"Jesus Christ!" I yelled sitting up, pillows and blankets flying everywhere as I stomped over to the door and pounded on the bathroom door first. "You're an arse!"
"Love you!" He yelled back in a sing song voice. Uhhh, men!
"What do you want?!" I yelled/growled as I opened our hotel room door to find the four arseholes of One Direction. With junk food and their pearly whites smiling back at me. Dicks.
"Now now now, Teddy Bear, would Louis be found of your outfit when opening the door without looking through the peep hole?" Harry crossed his arms and smirked.
"What is she wearing?!" Lou yelled shuffling around and opened the bathroom door with only a towel wrapped around his waist and looked me over as I looked him over.
He was taking a shower from the looks of it. A nice, long shower. He looks nice and refreshed. Also, he shaved. Arse. He knows I like him scruffy.
"We're going to the pool later, why did you take a shower?" I grumbled.
"Why'd you open the door in just your knickers?" He mocked my tone.
"I asked you first." I glared.
"I was dirty. Obviously." He snorted. "Why'd you answer the door in just your knickers.”?
"I wear this all the time. I'm not going to change just because I changed countries." I rolled my eyes and walked back to the bed and crawled back in.
"It smells like sex in here." Harry mumbled.
"Like you remember what sex smells like." I huffed stuffing my head under some pillows.
"What's got you so tired, Teddy Ted Ted?" Niall asked.
"Louis." Liam sang and a lot of unpleased sounds were made, which made me look up to see Liam holding up an empty condom wrapper.
"Oh, Harry." I smiled. "Thanks for that."
"Ew." He moaned.
"Why are you lot here?" I asked pulling the blankets up more. "It's not even 9."
"You should know this, Teddy." Zayn laughed from my right. "Every time we have a day off, we can't sleep in. It's like illegal for our bodies."
"That's awesome." I faked happiness. "Leave me alone then."
"Didn't Louis satisfy our Teddy Bear?" Niall wiggled his eyebrows.
"Oh he did." I smiled.
"And you're standing in some of her satisfaction." Lou smiled walking out of the bathroom.
"Ew!" Niall pretty much did a few knee highs and I'm giggling.
"You two need to keep that shit to yourselves."
"Teddy, bronze me!"
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I giggled shaking my can of before sun.
"Yes." He nodded turning around and held his arms out. "I'm tired of being 'paler than the wall.'"
"Don't mock me!" I laughed slapping his back.
"Protect my skin before I burn." He laughed back.
"You'll probably already screwed." I giggled and began to spray his back.
"Whoa!" He jumped and turned to face me.
"Stay still!"
"It's cold!"
"Niall, if I can do this, you can do this." I placed a hand on my hip and looked at him.
"Alright." He took a breath, turned back around and raised his arms.
"Don't be a girl." I said trying to make him not move.
"Do it."
"Why so tense, mate?" Zayn came up behind us.
"I am not!"
"You are too!" I giggled then turned to Zayn. "I'm spraying him so he doesn't burn, but tan nicely but he's being a little bitch."
"Am not!"
"Oh really?" I asked and sprayed his back again and watched him scream like a little girl. "Wanna tell me that again?"
"It's cold!"
"So is rain and snow, but we deal with it." I giggled.
"This will take years, so I'm gonna go." Zayn laughed kissing my cheek.
"Alright." Niall sighed bring my attention back to him. "Do it again."
"You won't scream like a little girl?"
"You swear?" I smiled as I saw Zayn pull Harry over and make him pull his phone out.
"Teddy, just bloody do it!"
"Okay." I bit my lip to prevent another laugh and sprayed a new patch of skin.
"Whoa!" And he's screaming again. "Why'd you spray there?"
"Because I already got your shoulders, Ni." I giggled. "Do you just want your shoulders done?"
"Are you enjoying this?" He whined turning around.
"Yes babe, I am." I laughed punching him playfully. "Want me to do your front?"
"You're evil." He frowned then closed his eyes. "If I scream again, you can take my man card and shred it in my face."
"Oh I'm looking forward to it." I smiled and aimed at his chest again. "By the way, babe."
"What?" He asked popping an eye open.
"Harry's getting this all on tape."
"Hmm?" I hummed.
"Babe, you're red." Louis sighed.
"That's the point, Lou." I giggled.
"Let's go upstairs." He whispered sitting down beside me and placed a hand on my upper thigh.
"No." I whined.
"When will the next time be whenever I get to be out in a hot bikini under the hot sun?"
"LA?" He more asked then told me as he played with my bikini bottom string.
"Next month." I raised an eyebrow.
"Yeah." He laughed half heartily.
"Then my arse is staying right here." I smiled laying back and soaked up the sun.
Not mooooooving.
"Teddy, don't make me throw you over my shoulder and take you upstairs."
Ha! He won't.
"Fine." He huffed and got up, then pulled my left arm and threw me over his shoulder.
"You've got to be kidding." I growled slapping his bum. "Louis, put me down!"
"Babe, this is my first and pretty much last time I'll be able to be in the sun." I whined.
"I'll buy you a tanning bed."
"You're bribing me as if I'm one of those girls from Jersey Shore." I huffed. "Not funny."
"I am not." He laughed. "I just want you upstairs."
"Why's that?"
"Babe, you're in a bikini, you look hot..."
"You're horny." I giggled.
"Have you seen yourself?!"
"Every day." I giggled and shivered whenever we walked into the air conditioning.
"Bubble bath or shower?" He laughed placing me onto my feet and pulled me into him as we waited for the lift.
"Shower." I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck.
"You just chose the shower over 'your amazing' jetted tub?" He pulled back some and looked at me like I went mad.
"Yeah." I laughed. "If I got in that amazing bath, I'd fall asleep."
"Tired are we?" He smiled.
"A day in the sun gets to a girl."
"Are you ready?"
"No." I whined hopping around on one foot while trying to put on my heels.
Paul went with my idea and got us a reservation at a five star hotel where you have to dress fancy. I told you, Pauly boy is always team Teddy.
"It was your idea to dress up and you're late, bear." He laughed holding my waist so I could put my shoe on. Bless him.
"I know." I frowned.
"But you look good." He whispered hotly in my ear, which of course gave me a cold chill.
"Stop." I smiled pushing him away, but he just pulled me back into him. "Louis, stop. We don't have time to muck around."
"There's always time." He laughed kissing where my shoulder and neck meet. "You're wearing my favourite colour, bear."
"Is it illegal to wear red?" I giggled.
"Only if you mind my hands all over you throughout the night." He said turning me around to face him. "Is that alright?"
"Don't be naughty, Tomlinson." I warned pointing a finger at him.
"I can't promise anything." His cheeky little grin coming into the room.
"Keep you..."
"Louis! Teddy! If you're having sex, stop and get out here!"
"Is that what they think we do 24/7?" I asked flabbergasted.
"Yes that's what we think!" Harry yelled through the door. "Let's go!"
"Is his ear pressed up against the door or something?" I asked looking at the door.
"Let's gooooooooo!" He sang, I guess slapping the door with the sound that came from it.
"Let's go before the breaks the door down." Lou laughed kissing me quickly then grabbed my hand and walked us towards the door.
"It's about time." Harry sighed once we opened the door. "Looking fabulous as ever, Ted."
"Thanks, Harold." I smiled as he kissed my cheek.
"Everyone's in the lobby, so let's go before they leave without us."
"They wouldn't." I giggled.
"You never know." Harry shrugged. "They probably think you two are fucking."
"Harry!" I scolded him.
"Hey, it's pretty much true." He shrugged.
"We weren't having any sexual relations!" I grumbled as we called the lift to our floor.
"Then why were you flushed whenever you opened the door?" He smirked.
"I told her she looks good and that I'll be hard for me to keep my hands off her." Lou cut me off. "And when she's horny, she tends to blush.
"You get worked up too easily, Teddy." Harry huffed stepping into the lift.
"I do not!" I yelled.
"Yes you do." Both of them snorted.
"I... I."
"No need to explain, babe." Lou stopped my attempt to defend myself.
"Yeah, either way, I love you and Louis loves to make you scream."
"Teddy Ted Ted?"
"Hmm?" I hummed looking up to find Niall looking at me.
"Since when are you quite?" He asked.
"Just thinking." I shrugged.
"I bet Louis and her made a bet where if she's not quite, she'll get spanked." Zayn winked my way.
"Defiantly not." I snorted. "I just have nothing to say."
"I'll spank her even if she doesn't speak." Lou smiled butting into our conversation.
"Ew." Both Zayn and Niall mumbled.
"Hey you started it." Lou winked then sat back and placed a hand on my leg..
"Actually, Zayn did." Niall held his hands up and took a drink of whatever soda he got.
"Zayn has a filthy mind as well, so stop being surprised what comes out of his mouth." I giggled.
"Her and Perrie must be exchanging notes, mate." Lou looked over at him, a little worried too.
"Girls will be girls." I shrugged with a giggle. "Speaking of Perrie, I miss her."
"Call her sometime." Zayn playfully glared at me.
"I'm always afraid she's busy or sleeping." I pouted.
"Then text her." He shrugged.
"I will." I smiled moving my food around with my fork.
"What's wrong?" Lou whispered in my ear.
"Nothing." I shook my head and looked at him.
"Tell me."
"It's nothing, Louis." I sighed.
"Come on." He said pushing his chair back, got up and held a hand out for me to take.
"We're going for a walk." He replied shaking his hand.
"Fine." I huffed, dropping my fork and grabbed his hand.
"We'll be back." Lou announced to the table and headed for the exit.
"Where are we going?" I asked trailing behind him.
"For air, stretch our legs, get whatever's on your mind off it." He shrugged pulling me up beside him and threw an arm over my shoulders as we stepped foot outside the restaurant.
"Nothing's on my mind, babe."
"There is." He smiled pulling me a little closer. "I know you, Bear."
"Let's just walk. For now." He cut me off as he turned us towards the beach and before we hit the sand, we stopped and took our shoes off.
Alright, there is something on my mind. And I have no idea why but it's there. And it's starting to bug me. Like why now? It's been how long since that has happened. I don't need that pressure thrown on me for something I did or didn't do.
"Hmm?" He hummed as he looked down as we stopped at the point where the sand and water meet.
"What would you do if I was pregnant right at this moment?"


hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllo! :)
so here's the time where I become the bitchy author and demand predictions/what you think's

what do you think of this chapter overall?

what do you think's gonna happen in the next chapter?
what do you want to happen in the next chapter as well as chapters ahead until the last one

I bet you all a million dollars none of you will say what's gonna happen, but I just wanna see what you all think about everything.
answer two out of the three, you can answer all of them if you please, but I want to know how many people are going to go 'wtf just did I read'
until next time, meh loves :)


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo