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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 19

"Are you okay?" Lou whispered as we laid in bed the next morning.
"I'm fine."
"Are you really?" He asked.
"Yes, Louis, I'm fine."
"Babe, you came home and went straight to bed."
"Louis, I'm fine." I sat up and turned towards him. "She can say all she wants, I don't care. She's pissed because I took her boyfriend."
"But babe..."
"Please stop." I whispered laying back down and snuggled into him. "I'm okay. I swear. I just need you."
"Then since you're fine, can we talk about something?" He asked a little nervously.
"Suure." I pulled out the word slightly and looked up at him. "What's up?"
"What do you think about getting a new place?"
"Seriously?" I laughed sitting up again.
"Yeah." He nodded sitting up as well.
"Louis, this house is like brand new."
"So?" He shrugged.
"You built a 'safe room' aka 'man cave' down stairs." I reminded him.
"We can get another place and build a new one." He laughed.
"Why do you want to move so badly?" I smiled.
"I don't know." He shrugged. "I just thought we could get a place in the suburbs, get a dog or something."
"Is this your way of asking to get a dog?" I giggled.
"If you want to get a dog, we can get a dog." He smiled. "I was just thinking about getting a new place, out of town. Somewhere safer."
"That usually comes up whenever there's a baby on the way." I laughed, then got all serious, got on my knees and placed my hands on his shoulders. "Oh my God Louis, are you pregnant?!"
"Are you joking?"
"Yes!" I laughed falling back onto the bed.
"We can get a place and someday fill it with kids..." He trailed.
"What?!" I yelled shutting up quickly. "Am I dreaming?" I asked.
"I'm sorry, I just think I heard you wrong." I held my hand up. "Kids?"
"I'm not saying now!" He laughed. "Just someday."
"So you're saying..." I started, sat up and straddled him. "That you want kids? With me? Someday?"
"Honestly yes." He nodded laying his hands on my thighs.
"Even though we've been dating for less than two days?" I smiled.
"Sorry if I'm scaring you." He frowned.
"You just better not get my hopes up." I whispered laying my forehead against his.
"Did you ju..." He stopped and flipped us over so he was hovering over me. "I promise I will not get your hopes up. It'll happen."
"Just in a few years." I smiled lifting up my pinky.
"Whenever you want, I'll be okay with it."
Today has been a good day. We've done absolutely nothing but stay in our pjs and watch movies. That may sound boring to you and it may be, but me and Lou's little talk this morning, it's put me in a good mood. It's a bit crazy but I can see it happen. Hell, I want it to happen.
I think I'm going mad.
"Are you coming with us Friday?" He asked playing with my hair as I laid my head on his lap.
"Do you want me to?" I asked looking up at him.
"Obviously." He smiled. "Why would I be asking you if I didn't?"
"Because you always ask me." I laughed.
"Do you want to come or not?" He rolled his eyes at me.
"Uhm yeah." I responded like he was dumb. "We just got together, do you honestly think I want you out of my site right now?"
"Why's that?" He smirked.
"I like my cuddle partner, plus I like to pull your towel off every now and then." I giggled.
"But you haven't pulled my towel." He laughed.
"You never gave me the chance to." I sighed looking back at the tv.
"Well then, I'm going to go take a shower." He laughed sitting me up slightly and headed for the bathroom.
Little prick thinks I'm going to go pull his towel and pounce.
"Now I wanna do it up so big
Party it up so big
Spend it up so big
So the whole world knows my love for you is so big
My heart is so big
My love is so big
For you, for you
Damn you, Louis.
I love that song.
He knows that.
I love his voice.
He defiantly knows that.
He knows exactly what he's doing.
"Hey, babe."
"You're an arse." I huffed crossing my arms as I leaned on the door frame to his bedroom.
"What did I do?" He asked fighting back a smile.
"I'm not having sex with you."
"What?" He laughed. "Why are you thinking of that?"
"Because you're an arse." I said keeping my game face on as he walked towards me.
"What is wrong with you?" He asked looking down at me.
'You're really hot right now and I want you.' I said in my head, but went with the easier, "nothing."
"Alright." He smiled kissing my cheek, then turned around and walked towards his closet and dropped his towel. Arsehole!
As I huffed, I walked towards his bathroom passing him, not daring to look over at him.
"What?" I asked stopping and turning to face him. Keeping my eyes level with his.
"You're doing really good." I smirked.
'On the outside.' I said in my head. "Yup." I nodded and turned to walk into the bathroom, but he turned me around and pulled me into him. "What are you doing?" I asked out of breath.
"Finding out how far can I get before you push me away." He smiled lifting my shirt over my head.
Oh shit cakes.
"St..." And he's doing that thing where he kisses me while I try to speak. Arse.
"What we're you saying?" He mumbled moving me backwards towards the bed.
"Nothing." I shook my head, jumped and wrapped my legs and arms around him. "Absolutely nothing at all."
"Alright." He smiled kissing me while he laid me down softly. "I'm not pressuring you, am I?"
"No." I giggled flipping us over. "We're doing exactly what I want to do."
"Oh really?" He smiled quirking an eyebrow.
"Mhmm." I nodded, sat up and unclasped my bra and watched Louis bit his lip. Well you're an arse.
"What?" I laid down on him and kissed his chest.
"Jesus." He grunted. "Top draw."
"And what's in there?" I giggled against him.
"Con... shit, stop." He growled and pulled me up his body. "Condoms. Top draw. Get them."
"No foreplay?" I smiled kissing down his body.
"No!" He yelled, making me giggle. "God." He breathed heavy and threw his head back. "Just get the condoms."
"Plural?" I smiled sitting up on his thighs.
"It's early." He looked up at me and smiled.
"Okay." I smiled getting off him, opened the draw, grabbed a line of condoms, threw them on the bed by Louis and stripped out of my underwear.
"That was my job." He growled sitting up and pulling me against him.
"Saved you the time and possibly ruining a good pair of my underwear." I smiled standing in between his legs.
"You could of ruined them yourself." He said trailing his fingers up my leg, thigh, hip bone and right below my belly button. "How bad did I turn you on?" He asked running his hand down my upper thigh and moved between my legs. "Bear?" He whispered as he pushed my them apart slightly. "Are you going to answer me?"
"N... no." I whispered keeping my eyes locked with his as his hand rubbed against me, making me whimper.
"Did I do that to you?" He smiled pushing a finger in.
"You know you did." I gritted my teeth and pushed us down onto the bed.
"You feel good, Bear." He whispered pulling out just to add two more fingers.
"I thought you said no foreplay?" I whispered bucking against his fingers.
"I changed my mind." He smiled flipping us over and moved his fingers faster. "I like watching you."
"But I want more than just your fingers." I panted lifting my hips into his hand. "Louis?"
"What do you want?" He smirked pushing in further.
"OH Jesus." I moaned and sat up and pushed him away and out of me. "Enough of that." I breathed heavily and grabbed the condoms and tore one off. "Get this on or I'm finishing myself in the shower."
"Can I watch?" He smiled and whenever he saw I was no longer playing around, he lost the smile and tore the package open and rolled the condom down onto him. "I'm sorry." He apologized laying me back down and crawled on top of me. "You look really sexy when you're all hot and bothered."
"Stop." I smiled hooking a leg around him as he lined his penis up with my entrance.
"You know, I've been dreaming for this moment ever since Doncaster." He smiled poping his head in. "It's pretty much all I could think about."
"Mhmm. Nice story." I nodded lifting my hips to let him slide in more, but he pushed me back down.
"I couldn't even touch Eleanor or let her touch me." He continued. I don't know wether to be happy he hasn't had sex with her since we've... yeah, or be pissed that he's mentioning her while we're in this postition.
"Louis..." I whispered.
"Awkward to say her name right now, but it's only been you." He smiled pushing the whole way in and moaned.
"I love you." I whispered wrapping my arms around his neck and pulled him down to my lips.
As we continued to kiss, he started to move slowly, making sure I was adjusted and okay, always a gentelman, but he kept that speed the whole time. Slow and loving. It was almost like he was proving to me how much he actually does love me. That's really cheesy to say out loud, but I believe it.
As he was getting closer and closer to his release, he sped up just a tad and got his wish. With a condom on, but he came inside me like he wanted to the first time as I followed in suit.
"You okay?" He panted against my neck.
"Yes." I smiled, closing my eyes.
"What's wrong?" He asked, making me open my eyes and see him looking down at me.
"Nothing." I shook my head with a smile. "Just happy."
He must of been content with my answer, because he smiled, leant down to kiss me, before sliding out of me and discarding the condom in the bin and laying back down beside me and cuddling me closely. "I love you, Bear."
"I think you just showed how much you do." I smiled lacing our fingers together as he pulled me even closer.
"I don't think I can ever show you how much I do."
"Louis?" I bit my lip rolling back on top of him.
"No, Teddy."
"Why not?" I pouted.
"I'm tired and I need food." He laughed.
"Whimp." I giggled laying on him.
"We've had enough rounds." He smiled looking down at me.
"I don't think we did." I smiled back at him.
"Five is plenty." He laughed. "Unless you want to start arranging my funeral, we can go another."
"No." I shook my head with a frown. "We can always pick up where we left off tomorrow."
"If you're moving." He laughed.
"I'm fine." I giggled. "What do you want for dinner?"
"I don't mind." He shrugged messing with my hair, which I bet looked fantastic.
"Get dressed, even showered and I'll make something." I kissed him, grabbed his boxers and shirt, slipped them on and headed for the kitchen.
"Don't burn the house down, please!" He yelled from the bedroom.
"Kiss my arse!" I yelled back as I tied my hair up into a messy bun. I'm not even in the mood to handel that hurricane.
"What?! Ahh!" I jumped and screamed. At a smirking Harry and a smirking Niall. "How the fuc..."
"What happened?" Lou asked running in. In just his boxers.
"You two have been busy." Harry smirked.
"That's why they weren't answering our calls!" Niall winked.
"Shut up." I blushed.
"Gettin' some, huh Louis?" Niall wiggled his eyebrows.
"What are you lot doing here?" Lou growled walking over to me and wrapped his arm around me.
"We were bored." Harry sighed.
"Yeah, Harry was at mine and we made a bet that you two were shagging, because you weren't answering our calls, so we came and found out you were indeed shagging." Niall smiled.
"How long have you been here?" I asked wided eyed.
"Since the last round." Harry smirked. "And babe, I never pictured you as a screamer."


ello :)
what do you think?
this chapter, I had no idea what to do, so I put shit in it.
so sorry :/
but yeah, uh i'm going to take Danielle out of this because
when I started this, I didn't have specific timetable and then I chose summer of 2013,
and since they've been donezo for however long, I need to face it Payzer is officially over </3
but I am not liking the new 'liam girlfriend' thing.
apparently it's the chick who rejected him 22 times then dumped him when she said yes atta atta atta
but if that's her, I smell fame whore.
but whatever floats his boat
I didn't believe it at first until I saw the video
but awwwwwwwww!
they're engaged!
but they better have a long engagement.
like they are 20 years old.
I don't want them to pop out a kid or two and divorce a few years later
but yeah, what are your thoughts on the 1D drama that happened the past few days?
also, please vote.
I don't know what they do, but please.
they look lonely compared to my subs and comments.
when I first submitted chapter 18, I was at like early 17,000s now i'm at 19,500+
I fucking love you all.
but yes, enough of this.
love you.
btw, I didn't edit this or like the last five chapters, so sorry for mistakes.


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo