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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 18

"I hate you."
"No you don't."
"Yes I do." I groaned. "You always wake me up."
"I have to go to the studio, do you want to come with?" He laughed.
"You never ask me to go with you." I said opening one eye and coming face to face with his chest.
"Because I'm usually there for a few hours, but I'll be there all day."
"So that means I won't see you all day..."
"If you don't get up and come with me." He cut me off lifting my chin.
"Give me a few minutes." I groaned kicking the blankets off me, stretched and rolled out of bed. "The things I do for a fricken boyband."
"Correction, the things you do for your boyfriend." He laughed, making me stop and turn back around and faced him. "What?"
"Boyfriend." I smiled jumping back onto the bed and crawled on top of him.
"I forgot about that." I giggled.
"Ha!" He huffed. "Forgetting about me already, huh?"
"It'll take time getting used to, boyfriend." I smiled kissing his chin. "But I could never forget about you."
"Good to know." He smiled wrapping his arms around me tightly as I just laid on him.
"We should move out into the wilderness and stay like this forever." I sighed.
"It'd be nice, wouldn't it?" His laugh being felt through his whole body.
"Yeah." I smiled laying my ear on his chest and listened to his heartbeat. "I love you." I whispered and heard his heartbeat pick up, which made me smile and look up at him. "Do I make your heart race?"
"Yeah, you do." He smiled grabbing the back of my thighs and pulled me further up his body so we were face to face. "And I love you too."
"More than a friend?" I asked in a joking matter.
"Definitely more than a friend." He nodded. "Friends don't have sex all the time."
"But we've only had sex once..."
"And we need to change that." He smirked flipping us over.
"Why do I feel a 'but' coming?" I asked.
"Because there's one coming." He laughed. "But we have to go."
"But I want to snuggle." I pouted.
"We can later, get up."
"Teddy, are you and Louis dating?"
"Or just friends with benefits?"
"Are you going back on tour with the band next week?"
"How does it feel to be London's biggest whore?"
"Ignore them." Lou murmured pulling me into him more and rushed us inside.
"I'm sorry." He said making me look at him. Frowning. Louis Tomlinson isn't as pretty when he frowns.
"It's fine." I sighed walking in front of him and hugged him.
"I'm sure they can see this, Bear."
"It's a hug, Louis. 'Best friends' hug. They can sue me if they don't like it." I giggled looking up at him.
"You're mad." He laughed.
"At least it got you to smile." I smiled leaning up to kiss his chin. "Now if they saw that, fuck 'em."
"Oh that sounds like business." He cringed then looked over my shoulder. "Shit."
"Who is it."
"Who else yells at us whenever we're late?" He snorted turning me around. "Let's go before he has an aneurism."
"I heard that."
"Paul, you need to get laid." I giggled slapping his chest playfully.
"My wife just had a baby, Teddy." He smirked. Oh I love how I can joke around with him.
"So? Make her go dow..."
"Teddy!" Lou yelled at me.
"What?! I'm just trying to help him... yeah."
"It's just something I don't need to hear or picture." He grunted as me and Paul started to snicker. "It's not funny!"
"Babe, it is." I giggled.
"Alright, you picture Paul's wife going down on him." He smirked as Paul froze.
"Let's not talk about this, please." He coughed looking around to make sure nobody was listening.
"It's just a lovely woman helping out her hubby." I shrugged.
"Alright, how about your parents going do..."
"Woooooha! Toooooo far!" I cut him off and covered my ears.
"What I thought." He smiled removing my hands and turning me towards... well I guess the room the boys were recording in.
"Oh thank God." Harry sighed in relief as he saw Lou. "They're driving me ins... Teddy!"
"Teddy!" The rest of the boys dropped what they were doing and smiled their award winning smiles. I'm famous. They love me. Four Brits and one Irish are in love with me. I'm a cocky little shit.
"Hey babes." I waved, but instead I got tugged into bone crushing hugs. Oh how I love them. "It hasn't been that long, boys."
"It's been long enough." Zayn mumbled. "Perrie is about to rip my balls off because we haven't seen you everyday."
"She has my number." I giggled.
"Niall, get off her leg." Lou laughed. "You look like a dog in heat."
"But I miss my Teddy."
"Your Teddy?" He raised an eyebrow at the Irish leprechaun that was clung to my leg. "Last time I checked, I was dating her."
"Oh there is a God!" Harry yelled looking up at the ceiling.
"You two are dating?" Li smiled.
"Yeah." I giggled as Harry poked me.
"When did this happen?" He asked still poking me.
"Last night..." I trailed slapping his hand away. "Why?"
"You owe me, bruv." He snorted clapping Louis on the back then went to the control thingys.
"Wha... what does that mean?" I frowned.
"I reminded him that you two weren't official." Harry sang.
"Oh really?" I asked turning towards Louis and raised my eyebrows at him.
"Shit, Harry. I think you just started their first fight." Zayn grumbled moving back as Liam and Niall did the same.
"No he didn't." I laughed moving towards Louis.
"Then why do I feel like I'm about to be kicked in the balls?" He laughed nervously.
"Because I remember you huffing and puffing about me forgetting about the boyfriend/girlfriend part." I smiled.
"And you forgot to make us official." I smiled even bigger.
"You think I forgot about you?" He snorted.
"Apparently." I sang sitting down and propping my legs on Liam's and sat my back against the arm rest.
"Teddy..." He trailed and whenever I didn't answer him, he pulled my ponytail back so I would look up at him, backwards. "If you honestly think I could ever forget about you, you are highly mistaken."
"Sounds like someone's in love." Harry sang from the control thingys, as my eyes stayed locked on Louis'.
"If you lot don't know that by now, you're blind." Lou smiled leaning down to kiss my lips softly.
"I want a girlfriend." Niall sighed.
"You do." I giggled looking at him.
"Ha! Who is she and where can I get her number?" He snorted.
"Her name is Nandos and her number... well you know that by heart." I winked.
"It's true, mate." Zayn agreed.
"No it's not!"
"Niall, you don't have to explain yourself. We all know it's true." Liam laughed.
"You're rude. All of you." He huffed.
"I'm sorry leprechaun. I have to pick on you. You're my favourite."
"Hey!" Louis and Harry yelled.
"What? He's a good cuddler." I shrugged looking at them.
"Yes!" Niall just fist pumped. He must be watching reruns of Jersey Shore again...
"And I'm a shit cuddler?" Lou huffed.
"Nope, you're the best." I smiled poking him.
"Aw man." Nialler boy is now pouting and Louis is... smiling like he just accomplished the world. Twice.
"Don't get all cocky now, babe." I giggled.
"What do you me..."
"Alright, work time!" Liam yelled moving my feet and got to his own. "Who wants the booth first?"
"I do!" Niall yelled as Louis took Liam's old spot.
"What are you recording?" I asked rearranging how I was sitting and leaned into him.
"Stuff for the album."
"It may or may not go on the album, so for now, stuff." He shrugged wrapping an arm around me.
"Oh." I smiled then turned my attention to Niall.
"Zayn, get your nose out of your phone!" Liam yelled.
"You have a lot of room to talk, mate." He laughed back.
"Sophia is at work, working, so I can't talk to her. Put your phone down!"
"Perrie's at work too!"
"Is she in the building?" I smiled leaning over Louis' lap into their conversation.
"Tell her to come over here!" I jumped slightly.
"Because I want to rape her." I rolled my eyes.
"Can I watch?" Harry spun around quick.
"Gross." I huffed then turned back to Zayn. "Tell her to get her arse over here."
"Alright, alright." He smiled shaking his head and tapping away on that phone of his.
"What do you wanna do tonight?" Lou asked me.
"I don't mind." I shrugged.
"Well think of something."
"Louis, I don't care what we do." I smiled looking up at him as the door opened.
"Oh God." Lou sighed letting his arm slide from my waist as I got to my feet and tackled Perrie. "Mate, why'd you do that?"
"I didn't think." Zayn mumbled. "I swear, they're having an affair."
"We are." I giggled.
"We're hopelessly in love with each other." Perrie sighed. "Boys are boring."
"That's not what you said last night." Zayn smirked pulling a blushing Perrie onto his lap.
"Shut up." She huffed in a whisper.
"Oh stop acting like you two don't have an awesome sex life."
"No." I said into the seat cushion.
"We got food."
"Is there fun in that food?" I asked turning my head to face him.
"Sorry." He frowned.
"It's fine." I sighed sitting up. "It's better than sitting at home watching television."
"But you're bored, I'm sorry."
"You'll just have to make it up to me later." I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck.
"I most definitely will." He nodded pulling me in close. "But look at it this way, you'll know all the words to the song before anybody else."
"And I'll hate it before anyone else." I giggled.
"You don't like it?" He frowned.
"I like it, it's just you lot have been recording it over and over again." I explained. "I like your solo most, though."
"Oh really?" He smiled.
"Mhmm." I nodded kissing him quickly. "Super sexy."
"Sexy, huh?" He nodded. "I like that."
"Sexy voice, for a sexy bloke." I giggled.
"Stop making him horny, Ted."
"I'm doing no such thing, Harold." I growled.
"Suuuure." He snorted. "Pizzas getting cold, either fuck now or get food before Niall eats it all."
"I heard that!" A muffled Niall yelled.
"That sounds like a mouthful." Harry laughed. "Coming?" He turned then stopped. "Erm, as in getting food."
"Pervert." I huffed walking towards him.
"I thought it was funny."
"Of course you did." I snorted. "You're the 'top shagger.'"
"That's not true, but I'll take it." He smiled proudly.
"Whatever, let's eat before my insides explode."
"Alright boys..."
"Ech uhm?"
"And Teddy." Paul added with a smile thrown my way. "Get out of here, go relax and be well rested for Friday."
"We don't have to be in here anymore?" Zayn asked.
"Not until the tour is over."
"Oh that's a relief." Liam sighed.
"What are you idiots still doing here?" Paul asked looking at them all. "Get out of here!"
"Damn, before we piss the old man off..." I trailed.
"He called you an idiot as well, Ted." Harry laughed.
"Paul loves me, so no he didn't." I smiled proudly.
"Before her ego gets even bigger..." Lou trailed pulling me towards the door.
"You're a twat." I huffed slapping him playfully.
"Mhmm." He smiled wrapping an arm around me.
"Where to?"
"Huh?" I asked leaning slightly to see Niall standing on the other side of Louis.
"Let's go out." He shrugged.
"I'm not dressed to go out." I frowned.
"Like we are either?" He smiled. "C'mon, Teddy."
"Fine." I gave in. "I could go for a drink anyways."
"Babe! Let's dance!"
"Teddy, I have two left feet." He whined.
"All you gotta do is swing those hips from side to side against me." I smiled seductiviely. "Please?"
"Then drink more!" I pouted stomping my foot. "You danced with me last time we were here!"
"Because I had more than beer in my system." He laughed.
"If you do not get your sexy arse on that dance floor, I will find someone else to dance with." I threatened.
"Alright!" He jumped up quickly and grabbed my waist.
"Are you afraid I'll dance with a bloke and like him more than you?" I giggled walking backwards to the dance floor.
"I don't want another bloke's hands on what's mine." He smiled.
"Then let's make everybody jealous." I smiled wrapping my arms lazily around his neck and swayed my hips to the beat.
"We'll only make the dudes jealous." He snorted.
"Nope, girls too." I giggled. "I'm dancing with the famous Louis Tomlinson. Plus, you're super sexy."
"Let's not go that far."
"Oh don't be so modest." I huffed turning around.
"Now I can't talk to you." He whispered in my ear, giving me a chill.
"You're not supposed to talk on the dance floor." I replied pressing my bum into him.
"Let's not do that." He rushed grabbing my hips quickly and stopping me from applying too much pressure.
"Such a guy." I smiled shaking my head.
"Look at it from my point." He pushed me out, turned me back around and pulled me into him again. "I got a drop dead gorgeous girl rubbing her arse against me."
"Mhmm." I giggled wrapping my arms around his neck again as his hands ran down my back to the top of my bum.
"It's bound to get me hard, Bear." He whispered hotly in my ear.
"Oh." I smiled leaning my forehead against his cheek.
"Are you blushing?"
"Why are you blushing?" He laughed leaning back.
"No reason." I lied.
"What's wr... Am I turning you on right now?" He asked as he stopped moving completely.
"Teddy Bear?" He smiled pulling me against him to the point where our noses were touching.
"Don't call me that." I whispered.
"Should I take you home?" He asked making me almost combust. But my eyes just had to travel past Louis' shoulder. "Bear?"
"Fucking bitch." I growled.
"What?" He asked turning around. "Just ignore her." He sighed turning back to me. "Bear?"
"Why is she still in town?" I glared.
"Babe, don't worry about El." He pleaded pushing my chin so I was facing him.
"If she comes around us, I'm punching her face in."
"Do you guys want anything to eat?" Liam asked all of us.
"Do not get her chicken tenders!" Louis moved his head to look around me.
"What?! Why not?!" I yelled turning sideways on his lap and looked at him.
"Last time you had them, you practically raped me." He smiled.
"You did, babe." He nodded. "Get her anything but chicken tenders."
"Alright." Liam laughed and walked to the bar with Niall.
"Arse." I huffed turning back around.
"It's nice, I know." He laughed in my ear as his arms snaked around my waist and pulled me tightly against him.
"Can you two not act like that right now?" Harry huffed.
"What's wrong with how we're acting?" I giggled.
"I'm not used to you two yet." He crinkled up his nose.
"Get used to it." Lou laughed kissing my neck.
"Have you told the fans yet?" Zayn asked taking a swig of his beer.
"Not yet." I shook my head.
"Why not?" Harry asked. "I'm sure everyone already knows, but you know our girls, they like official statements."
"I don't want to be sought out as a slag." I shrugged.
"But you are."
"Go away." I growled.
"I can't come say hi?" El laughed. "I'm allowed to do what I please."
"Funny!" I laughed. "I said the same thing when I did your boyfriend."
"Bear, stop." Lou growled in my ear.
"See, you're a slag."
"And what the fuck are you?" I asked trying to stand up, but Louis held me against him.
"I don't mess with other girls' boyfriends. I'm not rude."
"Ha!" I snorted.
"Babe, please stop." Lou pleaded in my ear.
"When she leaves, I'll be fine." I huffed.
"Anyways!" El rolled her eyes and turned her attention to Zayn and Harry, who looked rather amused. "How have you two been?" The looks they got when she asked that was priceless. I guess I'm not the only one who doesn't like the bitch.
"Erm, I'm uh, good." Harry awkwardly answered.
"Me too." Zayn nodded then grabbed his phone. "Oh look! Perrie's calling. I'll be... uhm back."
"Pussy." Harry growled, making me laugh loudly.
"What are you hollering about?" She snapped her glare to me.
"Looks like nobody likes you anymore." I laughed leaning back against Louis. "That is if they ever did."
"Like everyone likes you?" She cocked an eyebrow at me.
"I'm pretty sure I'm well more liked than what you are." I smiled.
"Yeah, too bad your own parents don't like you anymore."
"Oh shit." Harry whispered.
"Excuse me?" I spat.
"I heard from a little birdy your parents want nothing to do with you because of how much of a slag you are." She laughed. "I don't blame them."
"Eleanor, that's enough." Louis glared.
"What?" She asked innocently. "I'm just saying what I heard."
"And you're about to get you fucking face smashed to a pulp!" I growled standing up and getting in her face.
"Bear, stop." Louis pleaded trying to pull me back.
"Get off." I pushed at him. "You know absolutely nothing about what's going on with me and my parents, so you can shut the fuck up!"
"Mhmm." She snorted. "What are you going to do about it?"
"Really wanna know?" I cocked an eyebrow up.
"Love to." She smirked.
"Okay." I nodded, lifting my fist and punching her as hard as I could in the face.
"Damn it, Teddy." Lou grabbed me and pulled me back.
"You little bitch punched me in the nose!"
"And I hope I fucking broke it!" I yelled.
"Miss, you gotta go." The bouncer rushed over to me.
"Seriously? Me?!" I yelled.
"You threw the punch, let's go." He motioned.
"Let's just go." Harry said.
"Fine." I huffed walking towards the doors.
"Call the boys and tell them we're leaving." Lou yelled before running to catch up with me. "Babe?"
"Don't." I shook my head walking into the cold night.
"What? What'd I do?"
"How did she know about me and my parents?" I asked turning around.
"Bear, I swear I do not know." He swore.
"Then who else?" I frowned. "The only people who knows is Harry, he wouldn't say shit and your mum..."
"No, Bear, she wouldn't." He shook his head as I trailed off.
"Then who?!" I yelled.
"Bear, it's not my mum. She loves you." He practically pleaded.
"I just want to go home." I whispered.
"Are you coming?" I asked looking at him.
"Of course." He nodded moving closer to me. "Don't worry about anything she said."
"I'm not." I shook my head.
"So what your parents don't want you, I do."
"I know." I said as my voice cracked.
This boy loves me.
It's completely obvious.


ello! :)
what do you think?
I made this longer, so please love me again if I made you hate me.
like last night or so, I was laying down to go to bed AND I THOUGHT OF FUTURE/SEQUEL STUFF!
so I wrote it down and I am now excited to get to the sequel.
so are you happy with that information?
we're in the 18th chapter and I already thought of a sequel.
*pats self on back*
anyways, tell me what you think/if you forgive me for my ten day non updating days
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OH! and to the person who unsubscribed ....


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

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