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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 15

"You're too loud, shh."
"Bear, I gotta go." He whispered making me open my eyes.
"No." I frowned.
"Why?" I cut him off. "It's like five in the morning and you want to leave, why?"
"Because I'd rather wake up without being yelled at." He snorted.
"Who's going to yell at you? Harry?"
"No, you." He replied looking me in the eye.
“No I won’t.” I whispered looking down.
“Then I’d rather be in your bed on good terms.” He sighed getting up. “Can I have my shirt back?”
“No.” I replied sitting up.
“Don’t make this harder than it already is.” He pleaded.
“You’re doing that all on your own.” I whispered messing with the bottom of his shirt that I was wearing. “Stay.”
“No.” He shook his head.
“Then why’d you come over?” I spat crawling over to him and sat on my knees, while still on the bed. “Do you think I just drunk called you?” I asked. “Haven’t you ever heard the saying ‘a drunk person speaks a sobers heart?”
“I don’t want to wake up and you throw me out.” He whispered.
“I won’t.” I frowned sitting back on my heels.
“Don’t do that.” He begged sitting on his knees in front of me and placed his hands on my waist.
“Then don’t leave.”
“What part of ‘I want you here’ ‘I don’t want you to leave’ don’t you get?” I growled. “I’m not 100% sober, but I’ll remember all of this. Stay.” I’m pathetic. Sitting here, begging him to stay while my eyes fill up. I may dislike him at the moment, but I love him more than anything.
“If you throw me out, I’m done.” He sighed and I tackled him. Making us fall on the floor. With a thud. A loud thud. “Ow.”
“Sorry.” I giggled looking at him. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah.” He laughed laying back.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” I apologized kissing all over his face, then kissed his lips. “I’m sorry.”
“I think I’m the one who should be apologizing.” He whispered pushing some of my hair back.
“Teddy, are you ok… seriously?!” Caught red handed by Mr. Styles. “Can you keep your sexual activities on the down low?”
“We’re not having sex.” Lou laughed.
“We could have sex.” I shrugged sitting up.
“Oh God.” Groaned not one, but both boys.
“Whatever you do, be quiet.” Harry groaned walking out.
“So?” I smiled looking down at him.
“Why not?” I frowned.
“I don’t have anything.”
“Harry does.” I smiled getting up, but got pulled back down.
“Another time.” He laughed.
“Okay.” I sighed laying down on him.
“Why don’t we do this on the bed?” He asked.
“Because I don’t want to move.” I replied placing my chin on his chest and looked up at him.
“We’ll both be more comfortable in bed.” He smiled.
“Oh!” I laughed sitting up. “You just want to get in my bed!”
“Yeah.” He rolled his eyes. “You caught me.”
“Then why didn’t you just say so?” I giggled as he sat up.
“Because you’d take it the wrong way.” He whispered then lifted me up onto the bed, before he got to his feet and laid down.
Sigh, he’s a pretty boy, with a pretty, pretty body.
“I missed this.” I smiled laying down beside him and his arms wrapping around me.
“You holding me.” I smiled closing my eyes.
“I missed it too.” He whispered kissing my forehead.
"We should do this more often." I smiled playing with his fingers.
"Come home, then.”
"I... I don't know."
"Why not?" He replied making me look up at him.
"Is Eleanor 100% out of the picture?" I whispered.
"Yes." He answered quickly.
"Okay." I shrugged.
"Seriously?" He smiled.
"Mhmm." I giggled before he pulled me on top of him and hugged me tight. "I have a question..."
"That's never a good start." He laughed letting up in his grip, which I took the chance and sat up. "We have to stop meeting like this, Bear."
"Arse." I huffed lifting a leg to get off him, but he stopped. "Now I'm starting to think you don't mind me being on top of you, Louis."
"I don't." He smiled leaning up on his elbows. "What's your question?"
"What are we?" I asked tracing his chest tattoo, so I didn't have to look him in the eye.
"What do you want us to be?" He asked back.
"With you?" I shrugged.
"You're with me." He smirked lifting my chin.
"Officially." I whispered.
"I need to take you to the doctors." He laughed sitting up fully and scooting us back against the head board.
"Why?!" I yelled with a smile.
"You're bipolar." He smiled pulling me closer.
"How do you figure that?" I giggled.
"Back in Doncaster you told me you wanted to wait awhile after me and El broke up." He started. "It's been like 13 hours since we've broke up and you want to be with me."
"I get your point.”
"Buts are never good." I frowned.
"But I'll do whatever I have to. If I have to wait a day, I'll do it." He smiled. "If I have to wait a year, I'll do that, too."
"Sounds like you love me." I smiled wrapping my arms around his neck and pulled his face close to mine.
"It's scary how much I do."
"Why does this always happen?" I groaned stuffing my head under a pillow.
"Because you could sleep the day away." He laughed.
"But you never let me." I mumbled.
"Because I like you see your beautiful face every day."
"Liar." I huffed. "Go away."
"I am."
"No!" I whined coming out of my hiding space and looked at him for the first time. "Why?"
"Don't frown, love." He smiled kissing me. Uh that feels good. "That's better." Oh am I smiling? I wonder why. "We have an interview, I gotta go."
"Fine." I huffed laying back down.
"Babe, I need my shirt."
"Nope." I giggled.
"Bear, I don't have time for this."
"Looks like you gotta walk outside shirtless." I said peaking a glance at him.
"There's fans outside." He frowned.
"Larry is real!" I yelled flopping over. Why do I always do that? I'm no fucking fish. "Oh my God, you're cheating on me!... Wait. You're sorta cheating on me!"
"Babe, I will rip it off you." He warned.
"Oh please do." I giggled laying on my back and smiled at him.
"Don't do this." He begged.
"I don't know what you're talking about." I acted dumb.
"Teddy Nichole." He growled crawling on top of me.
"Louis William." I giggled back.
"Louis we go... Jesus Christ." He always ruins our moments.
"I'm getting him worked up, Harry. Leave." I said as my eyes never left Louis'.
"Haz, can I borrow a shirt?" He sighed kissing my cheek quickly and got off me.
"Sure...?" Harry trailed as Lou went to Harry's room(?) for a shirt.
"I won't give his back." I smiled sitting up and pimped Louis' shirt like I was cool. Which I am. "He said he'd rip it off me, but he didn't..." I trailed frowning. "Louis, why didn't you rip this off me?!"
"Because then there'd only be four members of One Direction at the interview and one screaming Teddy." He replied walking in then winked at me.
"Oh my God." Harry gaged walking out mumbling something. But I don't care. I was just looking at Louis with the biggest smile my face could let me.
"What?" He laughed.
"I'm going to be screaming?" I asked standing up.
"Mhmm." He nodded pulling me into him.
"When?" I smiled.
"After our date tonight." He smiled.
"Oh we have a date tonight?" I asked.
"Mhmm." He hummed kissing me softly.
"What are we doing on this date?" I asked pulling away.
"Nothing fancy." He replied. "Do you want me to drop you off or pick you up later?"
"I'll grab a cab." I huffed. I hate them. The only time I like them is when I'm drunk and guess what, I'm not drunk, so I hate them.
“Want me to get Paul to take you home?” He smiled.
“I’m fine. I can take a cab.” I sighed hugging him.
“I have to go.” He mumbled hugging me back.
“Bye.” I whispered.
“I’m leaving now.” He said not moving an inch.
“Mhmm, see you later.” I could fall asleep right now.
“Teddy, let go of the oldest member of One Direction.” Harry sighed from the door.
“Yup.” I nodded. “Totally doing that right now.”
“You’re not moving…”
“Good observation, Harold.” I giggled kissing Louis’ neck. “Before he breaks my arms.”
“Fine.” He sighed then kissed me on the lips. “I’ll be back whenever I’m back.”
“Be good.” I giggled as they both left the room.
“Never!” Harry yelled.
Honestly, when he says he won’t be good, I believe him. He’s known to do stupid shit. Cough Taylor Swift cough.
Oh, what was that?
A horrible cough, that’s what. Taha!
I have too much time on my hands…
Do I have everything? I think I do… uh I hate being a girl.
Harry got me clothes yesterday and I made a mess. Like always, but he grabbed a lot of clothes and now I don’t know if I got it all. Harry Styles is an arse.
But anyways, after Louis and Harry left for their interview, maybe even interviews. I don’t know. I never pay attention, so yeah, I threw on pants, threw my clothes back in my duffle and I’m ready to call a cab and go through hell. Now the reason I don’t like cabs, is because they suck. They just show that you can’t drive and also because the taxi drivers are usually old, creepy horny dudes. Not fun.
Why didn’t I let Louis have Paul drive me home?
Oh, speaking of Louis…

From Boo

Stop debating, Paul’s on his way.


To Boo
Are you a wizard…?

From Boo

I just know you, babe ;) sit tight, he should be there any second

To Boo

Okay :) how’s the interview?

From Boo

Shitty. They’re asking if me and El really broke up

To Boo


I’m a bitch.

From Boo
I’m being respectful, so I’m not saying anything

To Boo

I’ll say something :D

From Boo

Teddy, don’t

“Teddy?” Saved by Bad Arse Pauly Paul. Seriously, I have too much time on my hands.
“Hey.” I smiled walking towards the front door where he was standing. “Is it bad out there?”
“It’s not as bad as it usually is.” He shrugged. “Ready?”
“Yeah.” I smiled, took a deep breath, then walked out the door.
“Teddy, are you shagging Harry?”
“We saw Louis leave with Harry. Is it Larry plus Teddy?”
“Are you and Louis on better terms now?”
“Teddy, can I get a photo?!”
“Teddy, go back to the hole you crawled out of!”
People. Need. Lives. Like paparazzi and fans are hanging outside Harry’s house. They’re not even home. I’m no-one special. Go home!
Oh home. I’m going home. My bed. I hear you hallelujahs. I hear ya.
“You okay, Teddy?” Paul asked as he got in the driver’s seat.
“Yeah.” I nodded. “Don’t know why people are still here, but whatever floats their boat.”
“You’re one of the girls attached to 1D; you’re important.” He lightly chuckled.
“And you’re one of the boys attached to 1D, Pauly. They like you too.” I giggled as his ‘light chuckle’ turned into a full laugh.
“Out of all the girlfriends/friends, you’re my favourite.” He smiled glancing in the rear view mirror.
“You’re my favourite too. You keep my five favourite boys safe.” I joked and he laughed again. Such a nice chap.
After that, the ride was quite, because I dug my phone out. Ignoring Louis’ text because I do want to say something about Elounor being over, but I’m not going to. I’m a nice person… on most days.

“@Penny_Styles: Teddy just left Harry’s wearing Louis’ t-shirt! Louis was spotted leaving Harry’s flat this morning! Teddy and Louis are shagging!”

Oh boy.

“@1D_TW_Janos: @EleanorJCalder did you and @Louis_Tomlinson break up? :’(“

Seriously, why am I following people that like her?

“@1DGirlfriendUps: Teddy was spotted leaving Harry’s flat with Paul, while wearing Louis’ shirt he wore last night.”

A round of applause for you smart people.

“@TeddyNichole: rumours already rolling because I’m wearing Louis’ t-shirt. Do you all know who my best friend is? If not, it’s Louis”

“@Faithloveslouis: @TeddyNichole you’re a bitch”

“@TeddyNichole: @Faithloveslouis thank you”

“@TwistMeHoran: @TeddyNichole did you and Louis really hook up in Doncaster?”

“@TeddyNichole: @TwistMeHoran if that’s what the rumours are saying, I guess so”

“@TeddyNichole: ready to sleep in my own bed #SighOfRelief”

“@Harry_Styles: @TeddyNichole wasn’t I a good enough cuddle partner? :(“

“@TeddyNichole: @Harry_Styles good going, Dimples. Now there’s going to be rumours about us dating! XD”

“@Harry_Styles: @TeddyNichole you probably just made them think we are with your pet name ;) gotta go. Talk later x”

“@CherBearHoran: @TeddyNichole so you slept with Louis and you’re working on Harry, who’s after him? Justin Beiber?”

“@letstylesmalik: @TeddyNichole are you fucking the whole band?!”

“@EleanorIsAGoddess: @TeddyNichole you ruined El and Louis’ relationship, who’s is next, slut”


“@TeddyNichole: @EleanorIsAGoddess I did not ruin their relationship. You don’t know anything. You need to grow up”

“@TeddyNichole: @letstylesmalik even if I was, it’s none of your business.

@TeddyNichole: @CherBearHoran do you have solid proof I slept with Louis? No, so shut up. And just because I’m friends with Harry doesn’t mean I’m going to shag him”

“@Ady_Malik: @TeddyNichole babe, just ignore the haters! They’re not worth it!”

“@TeddyNichole: @Ady_Malik you’re a babe :) x”

From Boo

I’m sorry :(

To Boo

It comes with the package x

From Boo

Ignore them? Like stay out of your mentions or something? :(

To Boo

Put your right hand on your left shoulder

From Boo


To Boo

Just do it!

From Boo

Okay, done

To Boo

Now put your left hand on your right shoulder and squeeze your hands :)

From Boo

Okay… what was that?

To Boo

A hug <3

From Boo

That was brilliant

To Boo

Duh, because I am brilliant ;) x


I'm a shit person
I'm sorry for now just updating
my ADHD,
or whatever the abbreviation for the attention disorder thinger is,
suck major ball sacks and made me not want to stay on one topic for the past 13 plus hours
so yeah, sorry :(
I drooled
yeah I know that's old but eyyyyy.
shirtless, happy Louis is my favorite Louis ;)
and throughout that video I was like....

that's the life of a Louis girl
but yeah, story time
what do you think?
was it shit?
I think it was shit
i'm sorry I always ask that,
because I honestly think i'm just writing shitty shit :/
but yes, please comment/rate/vote/subscribe/tell yo frandsssssssssss


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

luckylo luckylo