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When You Let Your Heart Win

Chapter 11

"Louis, can we get ice cream?"
"Yeah, Louis, can we get ice cream?" I giggled.
"You five are evil." He shook his head. "Get in the car."
"Is that a yes?" Daisy asked planting her feet to the ground and looked up at her brother.
"I'll think about it." He sighed. Annnnnd she's not moving. This girl is my kind of girl. "Daisy, get in the car."
"I want ice cream." She sighed looking at her nails. Sass is about to come out. Take cover.
"Daisy?" Still not moving. "You're starting to act like Teddy, let's go."
"I love Teddy, so what?" Daisy shrugged, still not moving an inch.
"Get in the car." He begged.
"I want ice cream."
"Fine, we'll get ice cream!" He gave in.
"Yay!" Daisy cheered and got in the car while I just stood there laughing at him silently, barely breathing, pointing at him, bending over and all.
“Shut up.” He scoffed.
“I… You… hahahahahah!” Oh this is too good.
“Teddy, get in the car.” He whined.
“You’re… you’re turning them… into little… sass monsters.” I laughed even harder. “I’m about to piss myself, this is so great.”
“Teddy?” He growled walking up to me and pulled me into him.
“St-stop.” I stuttered. “You’re sisters have eyes.”
“So?” He smiled leaning down towards my face. “Got you to shut up, though.”
“You’re an arse.” I huffed trying to push him away, but failed epically. “Louis, stop.”
“Get in the car.” He whispered then kissed my nose, before walking away.
“I say this all the time and I’ll say it again, you’re an arse.” I pouted walking over to the car and got in.
“What’s up with you two?” Fizzy asked.
“Teddy was being a little child, so I had to straighten her out.” Lou smirked in my direction.
“HA!” I laughed. “I’m being a little child?”
“Yup.” He smiled starting the car. “Don’t fight with me, babe. You’ll lose.”
“Cocky arse.” I huffed with a smile. Why is it hard to keep a straight face around him?
“Louis, do you and Teddy really have to go back to London, tomorrow?” Phoebe asked, making me turn back to look at her, which turned into looking at them all. Frowning. Now I’m sad. They love him so much and they rarely get to see him.
“How about the week before you go back to school, you four come up and stay?” I asked sitting sideways in my seat and looked at all five of them with a smile.
“Oh my goodness, can we Louis?” Lottie asked with excitement.
“I don’t see why not.” He smiled looking in the rear view mirror. “Just got to make sure it’s okay with mum first.”
“Like she’ll say no.” Fizz snorted.
“Yeah, she’d like to get rid of us for a week.” Daisy giggled.
“Have you four been giving her a hard time?” Lou glared.
“Of course not.” Fizz giggled as I laid my head on the back of my seat and watched them interact. Louis will make a perfect father someday. Fingers crossed that his baby mama isn’t Eleanor. Uh, could you imagine? No, I don’t want to be physically sick right now. Let’s think of something else…
The girls soon got into a conversation on what they could all get into when they come out to London for a full week and seeing Lou look just as happy as they are, I felt like I did my good deed for the day. Or maybe year.
“Thank you.” He whispered grabbing my hand and squeezing lightly.
“I just thought you all could have a week together.” I shrugged looking at our hands that were laced together on my lap.
“But thank you for thinking of it.” He smiled glancing at me as we stopped at a red light. “You’re kind of amazing.”
“I know.” I sassed flipping my ‘hair’ over my shoulder, making him laugh. God I love his laugh.
“Lights’ green, Louis.” Lottie smirked interrupting our little conversation.
“Yes, Charlotte, I see that.” Lou laughed.
“Oh, did you?” She asked. “I thought you didn’t because you two are making googly eyes at each other.”
“’Googly eyes’?” I giggled looking back at her.
“Something’s different between you two.” She shrugged. “It’s like you’re closer and that’s saying a lot, since you’ve always been super close.”
“I think she’s going mad.” Lou fake whispered towards me.
“Funny.” She stuck her tongue out at the back of his head. “If you ask me, I’d think you two are dating.”
My eyes are now bulging out of my head. Like we’re not dating, but we’re interested? Our situation is complicated and won’t be uncomplicated until he deals with Eleanor.
“Ha, me dating Louis?” I laughed. “Like that’ll happen. It’d be too weird.” I smiled letting go of his hand, not looking up at him as I turned to sit correctly in my seat.
It was quiet after that. Like everybody was quiet and around the Tomlinson clan, it’s never quiet. Now I feel awkward. Damnit, I’m Liam. I’m an awkward turtle. What a weirdo. After five minutes, thankfully we were at the ice cream shop. And let’s just say, the girls got out faster than Buzz Lightyear, leaving me and Lou alone in the car. Fuck.
“Do you mean that?” He whispered as his hands laid on the steering wheel.
“I don’t know what’s going to happen.” I groaned. “I don’t want to say something like ‘oh yeah, we’ll be dating next month’ to them and then we don’t.”
“So telling them it won’t happen is better?” He asked looking at me.
Fuckidy fuck fuck.
“That’s how it sounded?” I frowned.
“It sounded worse than that, actually.” He laughed cruelly.
“I’m sorry.” I apologized. “I really didn’t mean it like that, Lou.”
“It’s fine.” He shrugged getting out.
Once again; fuckidy fuck fuck.
“Louis?” I whined getting out as well and ran over to him and grabbed his arm before he got too close to the girls, who were too busy figuring what they wanted. “I’m sorry.”
“I know that.” He smiled softly.
“Then hug me.” I frowned.
“You act like Daisy and Phoebe.” He laughed hugging me.
“I don’t like it when you’re upset.” I mumbled hugging him tighter.
“A hug from you always makes it go away, Bear.” He whispered kissing the top of my head.
“I do give amazing hugs.” I giggled.
“No, I give amazing hugs.” He laughed pulling away, throwing an arm over my shoulders and walked us towards the window were we order.
“Puhhh-lease.” I snorted.
“Girls, who gives better hugs; me or Teddy?” Lou asked as we stood with the girls.
“Teddy.” They all smirked.
I am now smiling like I accomplished the fucking world.
“Fine!” He huffed letting his hand drop from my shoulders. “You all can walk home.”
“You wouldn’t let us walk this time at night.” I laughed grabbing his arm and placing it back over my shoulders and scooted closer to him. It’s just a tad chilly out tonight and I don’t have sleeves. Plus I like bodily contact.
“I hate that you know me too well.” He sighed as we stepped up next in line. “Tell the man your orders.”
“Cookie dough on a sugar cone, please!” Daisy smiled up at the waiter dude.
“Chocolate in a bowl for me, please.” Phoebe ordered nicely then moved off to the side.
“A banana split, please.” Lottie smiled.
“Can I have a peanut butter sundae, please?” Fizzy asked with a smiled. This family is all smiles when it comes to sweets.
“Bear, what do you want?” Lou asked.
“Ahh, this is so hard.” I laughed scanning the menu quickly.
“Bear, faster.”
“Sh!” I swatted at him. “Uhm, I guess I’ll have a brownie delight.”
“You always get that.” Lou laughed.
“You always take five years to order it too.” He laughed. “I grew grey hair.”
“Arse.” I cursed as he ordered and paid as the girls were getting their orders.
“Daisy, don’t start!” Fizzy yelled.
“I’m not doing anything.” She said innocently. “I’m just picking at the cookie dough.”
“There’s about to be an ice cream fight.” I whispered back at Louis.
“It always happens.” He laughed. “Girls, not tonight, please.” He begged as he handed me my order and walked over to the four who were sat at table.
“We’re not doing anything.” Dais laughed. “I’m eating my ice cream, just like you all are.”
“Hey, Lou?”
“Yeah?” He said looking at me and got vanilla ice cream on his nose, by yours truly. “Bear.” He growled as we all giggled.
“Love you.” I sang taking a bite of a brownie.
“You just started WWIII.” He said.
“Mhmm.” I laughed. “I’m scar… Louis William Tomlinson!” He just planted his ice cream cone, strawberry, by the way. The most disgusting ice cream flavour ever made, on the side of my face.
“Told you.” He snickered.
“Get it off!” I whined.
“Get yours off my nose.” He smirked as I just looked at him. “You won’t do it will you?”
“You don’t think I will?” I asked sitting my bowl down and looked at him.
“I know for a fact you won’t.” He laughed, but that laugh was cut short whenever I grabbed his face and licked his nose clean of vanilla ice cream.
“You owe me something.” I sighed tapping my cheek.
“Y… wha… fine.” He was lost for words, ha, but he did lick his ice cream off my face.
“That was strange to watch.” Fizzy giggled.
“Like I said in the car, you’re closer.” Lottie agreed.
“I think you love each other.” Phoebe said with a mouth full.
“I think you all are mad.” I laughed, just to get chocolate ice cream to be flung at me. “Hey!” Now the only two that have chocolate is Phoebe and Lottie and they’re both evil, so figuring out who threw that at me would be tough, if Phoebs didn’t have a spoon. “I’ll remember that, Phoebe.”
“I didn’t do anything.” She giggled as I cleaned up the ice cream that slid down my shirt.
“Yeah, uh huh.” I smiled getting up and ‘walking over to the bin.’
“Bear, don’t.” Lou laughed as I dug my finger into my hot fudge, which was now cold from the ice cream, held Phoebe’s arms down and drew a smiley face out of chocolate sauce on her cheek.
“You look so cute, Phoebs!” I giggled kissing her other cheek.
“Please, can we not do this?” Lou begged. “Mum will kill me.”
“Fine.” I slouched walking back over towards my seat, going behind Louis and poking him with a chocolate-y finger. “But I don’t think so.”
“Bear?” He growled as me and the girls giggled, but my giggles being cut short whenever he gripped my waist and pulled me onto his lap, making me lay semi down before smearing his ice cream all over my face.
“Ew, Louis, you know I hate strawberry!” I whined.
“You’re the one who’s being the rebel.” He laughed as the girls enjoyed the show we were putting on.
“Dude, who am I?!” I laughed trying to push his hand away. “Stop, please.” I begged, making him finally stop. “Now I’m disgusting.”
“No, now you’re delicious.” He smirked.
“I’m going to be all sticky now.” I frowned grabbing napkins after napkins after well, napkins. I’m surprised he has ice cream left. Okay, I’m being dramatic. It’s not like he pressed the ice cream into my face, just gave me a slight rub. Make sense? Too bad if you don’t understand. “Can we go now?”
“Yes.” Lou laughed looking at us all. The twins looked hyper, but ready for a bath and bed, Fizzy just looked content with the peanut butter galore in her hands while Lottie kept checking her phone. It must be Martin’s free time. And well me, I need a shower, some tea, comfy clothes and a bed.
It’s been a long day, fun, but long.
“I still can’t believe you did that.” I huffed walking into the bathroom.
“Are you ever going to forgive me?” Lou laughed walking in behind me.
“No!” I pouted stripping my shirt off. “Ew, you got some of your sugar cone in my bra!” I shook in disgust. How did I not feel a piece of ice cream cone in my bra?
“That’s gross.” I ignored him and turned on the shower, adjusting it to the perfect, steamy temperature.
“What?” I asked turning around and faced him. His eyes scanning my exposed skin. “Lou…” Being cut off while you’re talking is kinda rude, but it’s kinda hot whenever a guy kisses you while you’re trying to say something and that’s what Louis did. I also don’t mind because he’s such a good kisser and well it’s Louis. “Lou… Louis, door… wide open.” I mumbled against his lips and giggled whenever he turned us around and slammed it shut before pinning me to it.
Well, I’m kinda liking this. Very, very much.
“You taste like strawberries.” He laughed laying his forehead onto mine.
“I wonder why.” I panted lifting his shirt up.
“Are we really going to do this?” He asked lifting my chin up.
“Are you going to chicken out again?” I smiled unbuttoning and unzipping his pants, making him growl and lift me up against the wall. My legs wrapping around him instantly.
“I didn’t chicken out.”
“You sorta did.” I whispered teasing him like I was about to kiss him.
“I did not.” He growled pushing his pelvis into mine, making me gasp. Well hello, not morning wood.
“Do I make you happy?” I smiled.
“Very.” He smiled back before setting me back down to my feet. Not what I was planning. Oh, but he’s untying my skirt. Oh, that’s okay. Bye skirt. “That looks better there.” He smirked before shoving his own trousers down his legs and kicking them off to the side.
Undergarments. That’s only what’s left between us.
Oh Jesus God.
“Are you going to speak, or are you going to stand there frozen?” He whispered in my ear before kissing down my neck and onto the top of my shoulder.
“I… uh, Jesus.” I shuddered and dipped away from his touch, under his arm and behind him, all in one quick movement. I’m like Alice Cullen, bitch. I moved that quick.
Teddy, you are so stupid.
“What’s wrong?” He asked as I took off my jewellery.
“Nothing.” I smiled over my shoulder at him; back against the door, breathing heavy. Uh, he’s cute. “I just had to get some control.” I added before reaching behind my back and releasing the clasp of my bra and letting it drop to the floor, making him growl. Poor Louis has to stare at my backside. Tehe.
“Bear…” He started but stopped whenever I slipped my underwear down my legs. I had to bite back a laugh. What a guy.
“What were you going to say?” I asked like nothing happened and stepped into the shower, letting the hot water run over my body. Instantly relaxing me.
“God, I fucking want you.” He growled kissing my neck as he pulled me back into him. Well, that was quick of him to drop his boxers and get in here.
“Did you lock the door?” I whispered.
“They’ll hear the water running, nobody will come in.” He replied turning me around, picking me up and pushing me up against the wall. “Let’s just hope they don’t hear you.”
“And what about you?” I asked biting back a smile.
“Don’t worry about me.” He smiled. “Are you sure you want to do this?” He whispered looking me in the eye.
“Yes.” I nodded.
“There’s no going back, Bear…” He continued in a whisper.
“If we stop now, I still wouldn’t look at you the same.” I giggled.
“Like I told you earlier, I want to be with you.” I smiled lifting my body up some and rubbing against him.
“If I hurt you, please tell me.” He pleaded.
“I trust you.” I smiled as he reached between us and lined himself up to my entrance. “Uh, wait!”
“What if this ruins us?” I asked. “Like whatever we are? I don’t want to lose you.”
“You’re never getting rid of me, so don’t worry about it.” He smiled kissing my chin.
“Okay.” I sighed relaxing back some.
“Do you want me to continue?” He motioned downwards, where he was holding, well yummy part of Louis, who is bigger than I thought, by the way, and directing him back towards where I wanted him.
“Mhmm.” I nodded biting my lip. Annnnnnnd our friendship was just taken to a whole other level. “Oh Jesus.” I panted moving up a little. Well that’s uncomfortable. That’s new.
“Are you okay?” He asked franticly.
“Give me a minute.” I whispered. Mind I tell you, it’s been a good year and a half since I’ve have been in this kind of position with a guy. The boys don’t like me slagging around and to be honest, I don’t like slagging around either. Only having sex with three peop… well now four people, that I cared about a lot, doesn’t count as slagging around. They were also fairly spaced out in the relationship. Well, until now. Sigh. What are Louis and I?
“Are you okay?” He asked lifting my gaze to his. Oh he looks worried.
“Yeah.” I smiled pulling him closer to me. “You can move now.”
“Oh thank God.” He breathed out, making me giggle. “Sorry, but you feel bloody amazing.”
“Always a good compliment.” I smiled. His eyes never leaving mine, he started slow, steady thrusts. Pulling almost the whole way out and back the whole way in, making me feel every inch of him. Ha, and he said I feel good. He should feel how he feels.
“Can I please go faster?”
“In a time like this, you’re still a gentleman asking for permission.” I smiled inching closer. “Please.” I whispered, watching a smile form onto his lips before I pressed them to mine, which made him thrust into me hard and made me moan against him.
“You need to be quiet, Bear.” He reminded me before kissing me harder as he thrusted again and again. With his size, how tight I am, his speed and how much passion is in all of this, I’m about to be a goner.
“Lou… Louis…” I panted pulling him closer, kissing him harder and rolling my hips into his, as he sped up a little faster, yeah, I’m almost done for it.
“Please be quite.” Am I being loud? Sorry, but you know how to work those hips of yours.
“Oh fuck.” I moaned biting down onto his shoulder. “Louis…”
“Let go, Teddy. Uh, babe hurry up.” He panted unhooking my legs and pulled out, placed me on my feet quickly before shoving two fingers into me.
“What are you doing?” I somehow got out.
“I don’t have a condom.” He whispered as his fingers thrusted in and out of me like a jack hammer.
“Oh fu…”
“Shh!” He smiled covering my mouth. “Damnit, I wish I was inside you.” He groaned attacking my neck as I came roughly over his fingers, as he still moved them. “Why did we have sex in the shower for the first time?”
“Because you pounced.” I giggled weakly as he removed his hand. Leaning back, happy with what just happen I then looked down and saw his still, standing tall, erection. “How close were you?”
“Cl… Fuck, Teddy.” He hissed as I grabbed him, with a good squeeze and pumped him while getting to my knees. “Babe, I won’t last lo… fuck.” He panted throwing his head back as I licked up his shaft, tasting myself faintly as the hot water ran down our bodies and engulfed him. Bobbing my head at a good pace, feeling him harden some more, he’s about to be pushed over the egde. “Teddy, stop… fuck, babe.” He pulled me up quickly, slapping my hand away and jerked himself as he pinned me up against the wall.
“Are you going to come on me?” I smirked watching him flick his wrist.
“Yes, baby, I am.” He whispered sharply before kissing me, to muffle his moans as he came over my stomach. “Uh, fuck.”
“Feel better?” I giggled wrapping my arms around his neck and rubbed my nose against his cheek.
“I feel better than amazing.” He replied kissing the top of my shoulder.
“We’re no longer best friends.” I giggled.
“Is that right?” He smiled pulling back and looked me right in the eye.
“No.” I shook my head. “Because best friends don’t love one another like how much I love you.”


I am officially pissed at myself.
as of now it is 1:13 am and that means I did not publish a chapter on the 2nd.
I am so sorry, ladies.
I have been writing this since 5 pm and of course twitter and vine distracted me,
so again, i'm sorry.
I will try my absolute hardest tomorrow to write two, if not three chapters for you all.
now onto other news:
last night, I don't know why, but I decided to go through Eleanor's tweets.
and let me just say,
her tweets actually made me nod off a few times.
so there goes the chance that I'll ever like her out the window.
but okay, story business;
whatta think?
whatta think will happen when they go back to London?
what are your thoughts on Teddy? like her personality?
do you really like my story?
because I got 54 subscribers now, but I don't have a lot of votes, only at 32.
I don't know what votes do, but guyssssss please vote!
they're there for a reason. :(
what do the votes do anyways?
well yeah, I hope you liked this chapter.
to the girls that said no sexual content, i'm sorry.
I did write a little note, as a chapter a few days ago asking how to make it visible when you scroll pass it, but you didn't respond, so I deleted it, so I hope you made it out okay.
if you didn't, read like the last five lines.
they should be clean :)
alright, I rambled, sorry.
goodnight, tell your friends, vote, subscribe, tell me what you thinnkkkkkk :) xxxx


AAAHHHHH I love itttttt I can't wait to see what you come up with next!! Asss always you produce the most well written chapters and I'm so in love with this book.. oh did I say in love? I meant obsessed

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447

Omg I literaly got an email from the website that you updated! Gonna read the story from the beginning now :) Thanks for making my empty 1D heart a little less empty!

OutofStyles OutofStyles

Still here babe!! Not on the site actively but I will come back to support and love on you!!! Muah!!and yassssssssss Louis new single is everything. I fell in love.

Mixedthoughtz Mixedthoughtz

I'll literally always be here lol this is my number 1 favourite story!!! I even recommended it to many of my friends and a few of them don't even like 1D but they absolutely love the story :) And call me a very hopeful optimist but there is a big part of me that believes we will have either one more tour or another album in a few years' time. But until then, this story holds me together

Much Love ~Liz <3

LyssaMarie2447 LyssaMarie2447


I'm trying to. I promise. I just changed everything around and got a new and better PC, so I'm hoping. I'm still in love with this story and Louis (even if he's back with Eleanor). I've been rereading this lately and it's such a good story line and I want to finish it for people that are still around, but I feel like I lost a lot and with them not even being a band anymore, but I promise I'm trying. hopefully around next week I'll sit my ass down and get to work.
But thank you for still being here. you're the fricken best.

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