Lost reasons
1.
Everything happens for a reason, right? People come and people go. Things change, while things stay the same. Hearts break and hearts are put back together. Wounds heal and pain leaves you. People die so you can realize how much you love them.
Everything about that day was normal. The sky was clear, everything was perfect.
So why did harry have this feeling in his gut?
All the boys were ready for rehearsals, Niall was late as usual. He’d called saying he was on his way.
So why was he still not here?
Harry started to get restless, pacing the length of the small rehearsal studio. Finally Niall walks through the door. Blonde hair perfectly disheveled blue eyes wide and excited. Not one of the boys looked up. He didn’t say a word, just walked over to his microphone. Niall was here now.
So why did Harry still have this sadness enveloping him?
The boys started rehearsing, but there was a depressing atmosphere hanging over them. No feeling was put into the lyrics. Louis voice was flat, Liam’s voice was void of any emotion, Zayn’s voice was pitch less and Harry couldn’t find any reason to sing them. The only voice that held any feeling, any purpose, was Niall’s and nobody could hear him. No one but Harry. He looked across to the blonde boy singing and felt nothing but pain. Blue eyes turned and stared into Harry’s and pink lips smiled brightly. Harry’s eyes pricked with tears. And he turned with the rest of the boys and shuffled out of the studio. Leaving Niall standing there as his smile faded, his eyes glassy with fresh tears.
“It’s time to go, mate.” Louis said from his bedroom door.
Harry nodded taking one last look at himself in the mirror, straightening his tie. The ride was short, but to Harry it felt like hours. He didn’t want to go. He wanted to live in this fantasy he had created forever. He wanted to see the messiness of Niall’s blonde hair. To see the spark in his bright, blue eyes. To hear the sound of his unrestrained, carefree laugh. To hear the angel-like voice of Niall sing. He wanted to tell Niall how much he loves him and hear him say it back. At least one more time. And as they lowered Niall into the ground, Harry’s heart shattered.
Like they say, everything happens for a reason.
Harry just can’t figure out what that reason is.
Everything about that day was normal. The sky was clear, everything was perfect.
So why did harry have this feeling in his gut?
All the boys were ready for rehearsals, Niall was late as usual. He’d called saying he was on his way.
So why was he still not here?
Harry started to get restless, pacing the length of the small rehearsal studio. Finally Niall walks through the door. Blonde hair perfectly disheveled blue eyes wide and excited. Not one of the boys looked up. He didn’t say a word, just walked over to his microphone. Niall was here now.
So why did Harry still have this sadness enveloping him?
The boys started rehearsing, but there was a depressing atmosphere hanging over them. No feeling was put into the lyrics. Louis voice was flat, Liam’s voice was void of any emotion, Zayn’s voice was pitch less and Harry couldn’t find any reason to sing them. The only voice that held any feeling, any purpose, was Niall’s and nobody could hear him. No one but Harry. He looked across to the blonde boy singing and felt nothing but pain. Blue eyes turned and stared into Harry’s and pink lips smiled brightly. Harry’s eyes pricked with tears. And he turned with the rest of the boys and shuffled out of the studio. Leaving Niall standing there as his smile faded, his eyes glassy with fresh tears.
“It’s time to go, mate.” Louis said from his bedroom door.
Harry nodded taking one last look at himself in the mirror, straightening his tie. The ride was short, but to Harry it felt like hours. He didn’t want to go. He wanted to live in this fantasy he had created forever. He wanted to see the messiness of Niall’s blonde hair. To see the spark in his bright, blue eyes. To hear the sound of his unrestrained, carefree laugh. To hear the angel-like voice of Niall sing. He wanted to tell Niall how much he loves him and hear him say it back. At least one more time. And as they lowered Niall into the ground, Harry’s heart shattered.
Like they say, everything happens for a reason.
Harry just can’t figure out what that reason is.
Notes
hope you enjoyed it.tell me what you think (:
@The Dreaming Angel
Oh wow thank you! I can imagine reading them both must have taken you a while.
I hope to start writing more one shots, just have to think of ideas..
8/20/14