EXTRAordinary-A Harry Styles Story
Chapter 21
“Car, please stop crying. It hurts for me to see you like this.” He says while caressing my hand. I try to speak up but I’m unable to. He patiently waits for me to speak. “Harry, I’m so sorry. None of this was supposed to happen.” He looks me in the eyes, “I wouldn’t take back anything that happened.” I look at him confused. He continues, “The past couple of weeks have made me realize how much I want you in my life. I’ve never wanted to stay committed to anyone, until you. I was looking for a way out before I felt tied down. I tried to make myself believe that I didn’t care for you, but I do. Tonight when Louis came to get me from my room after you left, El realized that she took you to our house so that meant that you probably walked home in the pouring rain. I was so worried about you. What I’m trying to say is, I still care about you. A lot. And I don’t care how many times you screw up, I’m still gunna feel the same about you.” By now he’s practically on the verge of tears. “I screwed up big time letting you go. And I know that I’m gunna screw up a lot too, I just hope you can still feel the same for me.” I know exactly how I feel for him. I’ve known for a long time now. “Harry..” I struggle trying to find the right words to say. “Take your time, love.” He tells me reassuringly. I’m just gunna spit it out and get it over with. “I love you. And I know that you don’t love me, so I hope this doesn’t ruin anything for us.” I close my eyes afraid of his reaction. “Car, love, look at me.” I hesitate. “Please.” He begs. I slowly open my eyes and I see how close his face is to mine. “I love you more than anything in this world. You’re the first person I think about when I wake up and the last person I think about when I go to sleep. I want to be with you. Not for just a few months, but however long we can last.” “B-b-but, when I texted you ‘I love you’, you never replied.” “I was upset because you said it first. You always make the first move and I feel embarrassed.” “I’m sorry.” “Don’t be, love. At least we know how we feel about each other.” We stare at each other for a while. I’m tempted to lean in and kiss him, but I want him to do it first. I wait a few more seconds. “Are you gunna kiss me or not?!” “Oh! Sorry. I was lost staring at you. I’ve missed your face.” He cups my face with both hands and kisses me so passionately that I swear I almost orgasm right then and there. He pulls back and places his forehead on mine and whispers, “Merry Christmas, love.”
I wake up and find that I fell asleep with Harry’s arm protectively around me. I see that the clock reads 1 in the afternoon. Holy crap. We’ve wasted most of our Christmas sleeping. I wake Harry up and he tells me that I’m gunna be spending Christmas with him. He won’t tell me what we’re doing, but all he’ll tell me is that I need to dress nice. Nothing too flashy or fancy. “I don’t know what that means, but I’ll look in my closet.” I tell him. “Is it okay if I head back home and freshen up then come back to get you?” “Yeah! What time will you be here to pick me up?” “Um, how about 3?” “Okay, sounds perfect.” I peck him on the lips and lead him out of my apartment.
I’ve been on the phone with Sunny for over an hour now talking about what happened with Harry and everything about London. I tell her that I need to go get ready, so we say a heartfelt goodbye and hang up.
It’s 2:45 and I don’t even have my hair done yet. I decide to just put it up into a weird bun that Sunny taught me to do.
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I hear the doorbell ring and I recheck myself before I go to open the door. I see that it’s El and she happily embraces me in a hug. “MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETIE!” “Awh, Merry Christmas to you too!” “I’m so sorry about yesterday, it slipped my mind that I was your ride, you should have called me!” “I didn’t want to bother you.” “Oh, boo! You’ll never bother me!” “Haha, okay. So what are you doing here?” “Harry told me to come get you. He had a last minute emergency he had to take care of.” My heart drops a little. “But don’t worry! He’ll still see you in that sexy red dress! Just a tad change of plans.” “Oh, okay. Well I don’t know the plans. Take me away!!” I follow her to her car and she drives for 20 minutes straight. We pull up to a large building with a few cars parked. “What are we doing here El?!” “Um, I kinda don’t know. I was instructed to take you here by Harry.” “Oh, um.. okay.” We both walk up to the door and open it. We see a hallway that leads to another door. Once we open the door, it reveals an auditorium. I start walking towards the front of the stage, “El, what the heck are we doing here?!” I wait for a reply and turn to her but see that she’s not there. I hear music starting to play and I’m intrigued. I decide to sit in a seat a listen. The curtains on the stage start to open and it reveals Harry in a tux. He starts to sing,
“Don’t try to make me stay,
Or ask if I’m okay.
I don’t have the answer.
Don’t make me stay the night,
Or ask if I’m alright.
I don’t have the answer.”
The rest of the boys walk onto the stage and start singing. I don’t really pay attention to them much because I’m only staring at Harry. Harry sings his next solo and I know this sounds cliché, but I swear my heart was overfilled with affection.
“It’s in your lips,
And in your kiss.
It’s in your touch,
And your fingertips.
And it’s in all the things and other things,
That make you who you are.
And your eyes,
Irresistible.”
I just realized that he said irresistible. My heart stops. He said that the first time we ever decided to be together. Oh my gosh. He really meant it.
The boys finish the rest of the song and Harry starts walking towards me. I jump from my seat and run into his arms. “That was so beautiful Harry. I can’t believe you still remembered what you called me.” He pulls back at the hug, “I could never forget, love. I wrote that during my trip to Hawaii. I realized how irresistible you are. I love you.” “I love you too, Harry.” I kiss him. After a few moments, I hear a cough come from behind me. I turn around and see all the boys plus Louis. “Well, since we’re done with all the making out, can we please go eat?!” says Louis. El slaps his arm. “Yeah, I agree.” says Niall. “I’m starving!” he continues. “I bet this is the best Christmas present you’ve ever gotten, right Car?” asks Liam. OH MY GOSH. I didn’t get Harry a gift.
I wake up and find that I fell asleep with Harry’s arm protectively around me. I see that the clock reads 1 in the afternoon. Holy crap. We’ve wasted most of our Christmas sleeping. I wake Harry up and he tells me that I’m gunna be spending Christmas with him. He won’t tell me what we’re doing, but all he’ll tell me is that I need to dress nice. Nothing too flashy or fancy. “I don’t know what that means, but I’ll look in my closet.” I tell him. “Is it okay if I head back home and freshen up then come back to get you?” “Yeah! What time will you be here to pick me up?” “Um, how about 3?” “Okay, sounds perfect.” I peck him on the lips and lead him out of my apartment.
I’ve been on the phone with Sunny for over an hour now talking about what happened with Harry and everything about London. I tell her that I need to go get ready, so we say a heartfelt goodbye and hang up.
It’s 2:45 and I don’t even have my hair done yet. I decide to just put it up into a weird bun that Sunny taught me to do.
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I hear the doorbell ring and I recheck myself before I go to open the door. I see that it’s El and she happily embraces me in a hug. “MERRY CHRISTMAS SWEETIE!” “Awh, Merry Christmas to you too!” “I’m so sorry about yesterday, it slipped my mind that I was your ride, you should have called me!” “I didn’t want to bother you.” “Oh, boo! You’ll never bother me!” “Haha, okay. So what are you doing here?” “Harry told me to come get you. He had a last minute emergency he had to take care of.” My heart drops a little. “But don’t worry! He’ll still see you in that sexy red dress! Just a tad change of plans.” “Oh, okay. Well I don’t know the plans. Take me away!!” I follow her to her car and she drives for 20 minutes straight. We pull up to a large building with a few cars parked. “What are we doing here El?!” “Um, I kinda don’t know. I was instructed to take you here by Harry.” “Oh, um.. okay.” We both walk up to the door and open it. We see a hallway that leads to another door. Once we open the door, it reveals an auditorium. I start walking towards the front of the stage, “El, what the heck are we doing here?!” I wait for a reply and turn to her but see that she’s not there. I hear music starting to play and I’m intrigued. I decide to sit in a seat a listen. The curtains on the stage start to open and it reveals Harry in a tux. He starts to sing,
“Don’t try to make me stay,
Or ask if I’m okay.
I don’t have the answer.
Don’t make me stay the night,
Or ask if I’m alright.
I don’t have the answer.”
The rest of the boys walk onto the stage and start singing. I don’t really pay attention to them much because I’m only staring at Harry. Harry sings his next solo and I know this sounds cliché, but I swear my heart was overfilled with affection.
“It’s in your lips,
And in your kiss.
It’s in your touch,
And your fingertips.
And it’s in all the things and other things,
That make you who you are.
And your eyes,
Irresistible.”
I just realized that he said irresistible. My heart stops. He said that the first time we ever decided to be together. Oh my gosh. He really meant it.
The boys finish the rest of the song and Harry starts walking towards me. I jump from my seat and run into his arms. “That was so beautiful Harry. I can’t believe you still remembered what you called me.” He pulls back at the hug, “I could never forget, love. I wrote that during my trip to Hawaii. I realized how irresistible you are. I love you.” “I love you too, Harry.” I kiss him. After a few moments, I hear a cough come from behind me. I turn around and see all the boys plus Louis. “Well, since we’re done with all the making out, can we please go eat?!” says Louis. El slaps his arm. “Yeah, I agree.” says Niall. “I’m starving!” he continues. “I bet this is the best Christmas present you’ve ever gotten, right Car?” asks Liam. OH MY GOSH. I didn’t get Harry a gift.
11/27/13