you havnt texted, called, talked to, or even seen marcel in 3 years. not all because of that one kiss because you would have gotten over that but u later found out that he had slept with jennifer and someother girl u didnt know. he wasnt ready for anything u had to offer such as your baby. you thought he wasnt grown up enough for it. he wanted to continue sleeping around and living his life to the fullest, so u let him...without letting him know you were pregnant in the first place. you changed your number and moved to New York. you lived with your friend emily. she has been a major help to u with the moving and your baby. marcel had no trace of u or where u were. you never told him anything. you were sitting on a park bench just thinking and being lost in your own little world. "mommy,can u tie my shoe" you heard your three year old son mason say to you. you turned to face him and he was looking at you with his light emerald green eyes. they would always change color depending on how he was feeling just like marcels did. if he was calm they would be brown. if he was happy or excited they would turn green. if he was sad, mad, or frustrated they wold turn dark blue. (click here) u smiled then said "of course baby". u tied his shoe then he smiled and placed a little kiss on your cheek. "thank you mommy" he said as he ran off to the playground. you smiled as u watched him play. he reminded you so much of marcel. the way he looked and everything he did. every time you saw mason, you seen marcel. another thing about him that reminded you of marcel was the fact that mason was so fearless. he always loved to try new things. he would always try to climb the monkey bars though he knew that he couldnt finish them all. he was very determined. if he couldnt do something once, he would get upset but he would try again. he came up to you again and asked "mommy, where is daddy?" he would ask this question occasionally. almost everytime you took him to the park or every time he heard the word 'daddy' on t.v. "sweety, daddy is very far away." his eyes were always so full of hope when he looked at you. "why" he asked. "well, because he works very far away" you responded. "then why doesnt daddy come home after hes done with the work?" you shrugged your shoulders unsure of what to say. you didnt like lying to him. but u obviously couldnt just say 'daddy doesnt even know u exist because he was sleeping with other women' so u try to tell him things that wouldnt confuse him or hurt his feelings. the easiest way possible was to lie to him "i dont know baby" you said as u took him into your arms and kissed him on his head. u started to cry with him in your arms. he touched your face with his little hand then said "why are u crying mommy? do u have a boo boo? want me to kiss it like u do for me?" you laughed at masons remark then said "no sweety, they're happy tears" he smiled then said "oh, ok. but mommy you got it wrong. your supposed to smile when your happy, not cry" you smiled then hugged him right when you heard someone say "is this seat taken?" without looking at who it was, you said "no, have a seat" you kept mason in your arms then u said "go on and play baby, before it gets dark" he said "ok" as he ran towards the playground again. "he's really cute" you heard the guy who was sitting next to u say. you said "thanks" before you looked at him. u seen green emerald eyes beaming at you, and it wasnt masons, it was marcel! "marcel?" you asked. "(y/n)?" he asked back. you couldnt do anything at that moment but hug him. he held on to you so tight. you guys started to talk for a while then mason came back and said "mommy look" showing you how he looked with your sunglasses on. you laughed then said "what are u doing with my sunglasses?" he giggled then said "im you now".as he walked away to show the other kids playing at the park. marcel said "does he look more like u or your boyfriend" you sighed then said "i dont have a boyfriend?" he looked down at his feet then said "husband?" you said "no" he looked at u with an understanding face then said "it must be hard being a single parent" "you have no idea." you said back. "guys who knock a girl up then leave her when shes pregnant are really pathetic" u rolled your eyes and the thought of him actually being the father and he has no idea kept roaming through your mind. all u did was nod your head. "you should come over my house for a bit" he said "marcel, i dont think thats the best idea." "why, i dont live with anybody, im single...-" u cut him off then said "just because your single wont make me change my mind. its just the last time we were together it didnt end well and i dont want that kind of drama around my son." he had such desperate eyes when he said "(y/n), please. i havnt seen you in so long. the least u can do is hang out with me for a while" you sighed then said "fine, but dont try to make any moves or talk inappropriately around mason"he gave you a cheeky smile then said "fine, not around mason....but if we were alone..." you rolled your eyes again. hes still the same. he's the same cheeky player you fell in love with. hes the same as when u left him. u dont think hes ever gonna change.

Notes

omg isnt mason adorable though. VOTE, COMMENT, SUBSCRIBE, RATE. THX. LUV YA <3