I just landed in Australia. I can finally breath. Though, I think I made the mistake… again. I felt something liquidly run down my face. I then realized that I was crying as I remember...                      * flashback * After me and Simon went back up the stairs. Everybody was up there. I then called a 'meeting' I told them everything. There was a couple hard feelings at first, but they soon got over it. I then told them about me going to Australia. Niall got mad but then understood why I was going. Zayn meanwhile totally blew up in my face. "WHAT AGAIN!!! SO THAT'S ALL YOUR GONNA DO IS RUN OFF AFTER IT WAS CLEARLY YOUR FAULT THAT LOUIS DIED!!!!!!!" tears fell down my face like British rain. I couldn't defend myself. I knew it was true. I sadly nodded and went for my suitcase in the closet. I knew if Louis was here he would have punched Zayn right in the face right then and there. But sadly nobody was on my side anymore. I finished packing and said to them all separately. (Harry) "I'll miss you. You'll be gone when I get back. Tell Taylor to call me!!" he smiled and nodded. (Liam) "see u in a couple months. " I then hugged him. (Eleanor and Austin) "ok listen you two. I know u don't believe the whole me seeing Louis's sprit and all but I don't care if u do or not because he told me to tell u guys earlier to give u guys hugs and tell u that he loves u and to stay strong without him ok?" Austin pulled on my pant leg and said " I believe u" a believer like his dad. I hugged him and said "ok and when I get back u have to promise me u will still believe??" he smiled and nodded. I then hugged him again. We soon both were crying. I felt sorry for him. He has no father. He saw me almost kill the killer and nearly kill myself. He also saw the grouping of everybody working together just like Louis would want them to. I'll miss him ALOT. (Zayn and Stupid H**) "I'm gonna tell u straight up I have absolutely nothing to say to u Zayn except wow i thought u were different" I then moved to his 'girlfriend' "hi! I never got your name." she barley said surprised I was so nice "clara" "well Clara frost off I do have a right because she's my daughter, second I'm happy for u and Zayn…-" "are u sick??!!!!" "no now let me finish… I'm happy for u guys because Zayn was a mistake I wasted two years on. He's nothing but trouble. I thought I was ready for him and for a boyfriend but I wasn't. A year later I'm married to his best mate that's my best friend." (Niall) "I love u with all my heart and I'm gonna be completely honest with u, I don't want a divorce and I wouldn't trade this for anything BUT if I known this was gonna be hard I would have never said yes. I would have waited. But don't get me wrong. I enjoy every little bit of being married to u and having Katy I love you guy" I kissed Niall and Katy I whispered to Niall "I'll be gone for two weeks. Time to put your daddy skills to the very best and highest. Eleanor will probably want something to do so keep her company and she might want to stay here for a while let her please. U would want the same thing if u were in that situation. " he nodded. (all ) I made my way to the door and said "things change. I hope u all are ready for it. Because when Louis died I didn't expect it. And it hit me hard. I'm ready now. Bye bye now I love u all!!!" i picked up my suitcase and carried it down the stairs. I walked out the door and opened my car door I put my suitcase in it. I took all the baby stuff out and sat it down on the porch when I went back in. To grab my phone and car keys. I soon went back outside and exactly when i was about to get into the driver seat. Someone came running and suddenly kissed me with so much aggression and jealously but yet loving and passionate. I didn't kiss back of course. All i saw was black hair… and all I'm gonna tell u is that it wasn't Niall... At all                     * end of flashback * Simon let Paul come along, with the other security guards. I walked out of the Airplane and was like attacked by screams and shouts for me. Dang I can't be that popular. Wait don't answer that… A couple fans wanted my attention. When I gave it to them they said "thank u so much for saving Louis. If u need somebody to talk to call please?" I nodded they were a little younger then me maybe like 18 possibly 20. They seem cool. I could tell they wanted me to call them so i think I will tomorrow afternoon. I waved at everybody who waved at me. I blew them a kiss and got into the car that was waiting for me. Paul and two other body guards were across from me. I put my head in my hands and said "AGHHHHH!!" Paul chuckled and said "u alright?" "yes I'm just extremely depressed. I need a break from everything"                       * one week and 5 days later * I'm friends with them girls turns out there was three girls. Their names were Justice, Aubrey, and Charlotte. They were all best friends and 20. They were HUGE fans to one direction and me and the other girlfriends and wives. They were helping me pack. I was a lot happier. I told them everything that has happened. And very surprisingly they wanted me on the SUNRISE again. I accepted and got ready. I decided on a gray pencil skirt with a gray pencil shirt. With black heels. I just curled my hair in loose curls. I looked good. I did my other regular morning stuff and ate a mint just in case my tooth paste didn't do the trick. (lol hahahahaahha) I then got drove there. I put on a brave face trying not cry. Didn't work. As soon as They introduced me I was in tears. Paul gave me a hug and a box of tissues. "aww honey are u alright?" "yea *sniffle sniffle* " the guys chuckled and said "are u sure?" I wore a fake smile. The woman then said "ok then may we talk what happened?" I nodded. She showed pictures on the big screen of me tackling the killer to the ground and then said "as long as your ok with it can we watch the video?" "video?" "yes somebody in there video taped it" "sure I guess " she then played the video. I started crying. I looked away then I heard MY voice yelling "WHY DID U DO IT!???!!!!!…" I looked and suddenly saw me pointing a gun at the killer. Then I saw Niall and me. I was so angry that day. I got up and ran off when I saw me pointing the gun at My head and then at Niall. What was wrong with me!!? I came back out 5 mins later the man said "there's our strong solider" "i don't feel like that" "well then u are brave. Very brave at that!!" the crowd cheered. I walked over and sat down again "so how have u been kayla?? " "good i guess" "how long are u planning on staying here in Australia??" "only two more days. " "wow now is it right that u got married??!!" i smiled as i remembered Niall. "yes" "and there were rumors about a divorce are they true??" "yes but we've changed our minds so we are still married. " the crowd cheered. I heard people out in the audience talking. I recognized a familiar accent. I sighed. They then asked me "and u have a baby?" "yes katy Horan" someone touched my shoulder. It freaked me out. I jumped and turned my head to find Niall laying his head down on my shoulder. The audience and outside crowd cheered. He smiled and kissed my collarbone. I smiled and kissed his cheek and whispered in his ear "why are here??!" he smiled and kissed my cheek with power. He stood up and chuckled. He limped a little over to the couch and sat down. "Niall are u ok??" the crowds awed he sat down and smiled "ya why wouldn't i be??!!" "you were limping" "I GOT THE BABY!!!" both crowds cheered and awed. Niall pushed the handle back with the shade shield. He took the blanket away from the front and there baby katy was. I smiled. He got her out and the interviewers awed along with everybody else. They said " what was her length and weight when she was born " i went to answer it but Niall answered first "18 inches and 7 lbs " baby pictures of me and baby katy in the hospital when she was first born. Niall was in the chair beside me holding my hand and in the other hand holding Katy AND asleep. I barely had my eyes open. They all laughed and awed "wow Katy was tiny! She fit into both of Niall's hands" "yea she still does!" Niall took her out of my arms. I stuck my tongue out at him. He laughed and showed everybody. She maybe a month old but she still is really small. He stood up. She started to fuss. He calmed her down and said "HA I GOT THIS!!" they all laughed. Katy started crying again. I stood up and got her "HA i got this 'super' daddy!!" she calmed down almost instantly. I sat back down holding her onto the couch. He laid his head down on my lap. I sat Katy on his head. He shrugged and stayed there. The girl laughed and said "this doesn't bother u at all??" "no i mean i am her dad, i change her diapers, take care of her and plus she was laying on my chest yesterday in the hotel room and i fell asleep she moved up to my face and went potty in her diaper while still on my face so no it doesn't bother me" they all laughed and Niall said "but i think the worst part is that the guys were in my room at the time and took a mash up video and pictures then posted them to Twitter and tumbler." they laughed again and said "well bring the picture up we all want to see it!!" i laughed while Niall continued to stay there while on his phone. He got it up on the screen. And there they were. Both asleep. Both turning the same way. She was all the way asleep on his face. Under it said: ' @Liam_Payne:       #sleeping buddies!! Nialler and Baby girl Katy taking a nap together. Talk about father daughter bonding. So cute!!!!!! : ) ' There then was a video... First i saw all of us at the hospital laughing at Niall (no shocker) and me. Then second   *snort*  I heard and saw Zayn  laugh and say "check out Nialler!!" they all chuckled and said "they are out like a light!!" they picked up the phone and carried it over to him and shone it right over their precious sleeping faces. I giggled and Niall began to snore. I looked down and saw that he was asleep. Katy had her whole body laid down on his head scrunched up into a little ball. "…how cute!!!" another laugh. I didn't recognize that one though it sounded vaguely familiar. They all were soon around Niall and Katy and began to tickle Katy. I didn't approve but it was still funny. I heard another person say that sounded a lot like Harry. "he's a good dad " I laughed and leaned down to kiss his forehead and Katy's. I whispered "yes you are Niall yes you are". I put my attention to the screen as the video progressed into another place. Then another. The whole video was at least 25 mins long then they only had 10 more pictures of Niall with Katy at the hotel. One caught my attention. It was Niall... Sitting on the chair holding baby Katy. She was asleep And he was looking down on her. I smiled and began to cry. He really is a good dad. They all soon ended. Every bodies attention wen to Niall, Katy and me. Both the interviewers laughed when they saw Niall and Katy asleep "i guess they both find that very comfortable." i laughed and said "ya probably" "well it looks like we've run out of time" i laughed and said "ya now the hard part" they laughed and said "aren't the body guards here?? " "ya hold on let me call them" i called paul. He came out laughing. Along with the other guards. The crowds cheered for them. It was pretty funny. Paul tried picking Katy up but she was like glue to his head and when they finally got her off of him she started crying. They sat her back down on his chest. She snuggled up to his arms. He began to say " quit moving to much I'm trying to sleep" Paul said "Niall really!!?" he shook his head and chuckled. He picked Niall up bridal style while pictures were being took. They made sure Katy didn't fall. Niall opened his eyes and wrapped his arms around katy. He then said " ok Paul u can let down" he let him down. Niall had Katy against his chest with one hand he waved good bye. I rolled my eyes and took the car seat. Paul took it from me and said "go on make sure he doesn't run into a door or fans" "but your the guard!!" i whined he laughed and whined back "ya but your the momma!!" that was true. Niall wasn't that careful around fans and Katy and almost dropped her before. If it wasn't a group of fans that caught her from falling she wouldn't be here. I was always ready to kick butt for her and him. I took off my heels and Paul took them and put them into the car seat. I ran off towards Niall. I caught up with him. He was by the exit door waiting for us. Two guards went in front of them. One on my side one on the other side and then Paul in the back carrying all the stuff. (lol poor paul). The opened the doors and out towards the fans. They were wild here!! We finally got to the vehicles. We put Katy in her seat real quick then handed her to me. I got escorted to my car. I put her in the back and buckled her up. I put the diaper bag in there too. I went to open the driver door But Niall was already there he smirked and laughed at me. I growled and shot him a glare. I ran around the other side and got in the passenger side. I got in and rolled the windows up. The car had tinted windows. Niall said "Ha Ha i beat u!!" "your such a child!!" "you know u love me!!!" "nooo!!" i said sarcastically "i love u because You are boring!!" he didnt say a word. I smirked and sat back in my seatnand said "are the guys here to??" "ya. They HAD to come with me even though i told them no. Long story short they snuck a private jet here and found me." i nodded and looked out the window. So many girls trying to get in. Some were screaming and yelling for Niall. Others were crying. And there were some that were flashing!!! "how idiotic do these chicks have to be!!?" Nial chuckled and tried to coninrate on the front of the car but couldnt because the chick had her boobs all over the front Wind sheild. It was very distrubing. I finally got fed up with it and unbuckled my seat belt. I rolled down the windows and started yelling at the chick. She just made faces and started calling me MEAN names. Niall pulled me back in and rolled up my window then locked it. He said "hold on let me get us out of here and ill get her off the hood" i sat back and tried to relax. It didnt happen. Katy started crying. I crawled back there and got her. I sat back there and Niall said laughing " i remember this!! I was driving us home from the hospital" i laughed and said "ya pretty close" Niall said "so where to" "well we could go home early?" "ok" "we'll need to got by and pick up the clothes they're already in bags " "ok then we can just go to the airport while they get everything?" "ok that works to" after he got us out of there he drove to the airport. We all got on (us three) there were fans there already. The jet then took off. We waved goodbye and then i could relax. Thats where inrealized that ' i have everything ill ever want but i wont never need '  (in real life Liam arm has that as a tattoo)

Notes

Sorry for any mistakes. : ) have a day lovelies!!!!!! Bye by!!