flashback*

"i do. " i said as i looked at my new husband. We looked down as he put the ring on my finger. I couldn't be happier today. Nothing could break us apart. Nothing at all…"

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"W-why?" "no questions just sign it and we'll get it over with. I bought u a ticket back to Ireland. U leave tomorrow night plenty of time to get your stuff ready" "what about Katy though. Im not leaving her behind!!" i said even though it hurt a lot. "shes going with u" "SO THATS IT!!? YOUR GONNA THROW YOUR LIFE AWAY. YOU HAVE A WIFE, A DAUGHTER, A NICE HOUSE EVEN MY DADS APPROVAL (hard to get) AND YOUR GONNA THROW ALL THAT AWAY!!!!?" he looked down and said three simple words that made me smack him in the face with my hand "Please for me?" UGH! I cant believe him!!!! We get everything straighten out and he was to be separated!!! I forced myself out my bed of sorrow and tears. I got up and stormed off downstairs. My head was hurting badly where i was crying from Niall and from the injury. They all were surprised but greeted me "hey?!" "theres she is?!!!" "theres sleepy head " "how u feel…-" "SHUT UP!!" i saw Eleanor and Louis standing there. Austin looking scared. Katy crying. I walked carefully over to Eleanor gave her a hug grabbed the bottle of pills. Grabbed Katy from Liam. Put on her jacket, put on mine, grabbed my keys and phone then put her in her carseat as i was putting on my snow boots. I put my phone in the diaper bag as i grabbed it. I didn't say another word. I walked outside. Dang how long was i asleep!!!?? There was SNOW on the ground!! I thought it was fall. Apparently not… I got to my car. Very shocking but there was NO ONE outside waiting. I walked to my car. I got in it put Katy's carseat in there. I got her buckled her in there. Whenever i felt someone suddenly hugging my waist… TIGHTLY. I saw the familiar blonde locks with the brown fighting its way up towards the top. I knew who it was instantly. Im not giving in this time. I peeled him off me. I saw that He had the papers tore up in his hand. I raised my eyebrow and said "what a shame i was actually going to sign those after i took this…" i took the tickets out of his hand and got in my car. I sarcastically blew him a kiss and waved happily goodbye. I don't want to leave him but if he wants to get a divorce then i have no choice what so ever. I don't want to lose my best friend that used to call and text me everyday. Ill miss him a lot. My rock. My cuddle buddy for ev's (ever) Oh and if you think talking about Niall your wrong I'm talking about Louis. But don't get me wrong ill miss my Nialler ALOT more than Louis. I thought forever was forever but it was just a get-married-have-a-kid-then-3-weeks-later kind of forever. Im now illegally single. But i could care less. I had to get out of there…and never return. I called Simon and asked him if he wanted to meet up at the coffee shop. He sensed something was wrong. That and he hasn't seen his God-daughter at all. Only pics when she was first born. Shes 3 weeks old today. Funny how things can change so soon without warning. I got to the coffee shop and he was already there. He saw me pull in. He smiled. I waved. He waved back. I shut my door and opened the back door. I put the bag on my shoulder and took her carseat with my other arm. I walked in and walked over to the table. He instantly stood up gave me a hug and pulled out my chair. I thanked him. I asked him how was his kids and wife. Im actually friends with his wife. And i baby sat a little for his kids. He said they were always asking for me. I was flattered. Literally. I then got Katy out and he just held his arms out. I laughed and handed him her. Katy really liked him. He has never held her or seen her in real life. He was always busy on trips and stuff. He loved her ALOT. "how old is she?" "3 weeks" "aww who's the cutie pie… you are… thats right you are!!" i laughed nervously. "everything alright kayla?" "what me pshh everything's fine…" i whispered "me and Niall are getting a divorce. " i looked down. Simon was playing with Katy by then
And i hoped that he didn't hear that. Nope. Didn't happen that way. As soon as i said 'divorce' His head shot up. "WHAT WAS THAT!!!?????????" i spoke louder now "me and Niall are getting a divorce he came into the room earlier like about a hour ago and asked me to sign the papers…" "what did u do…???!" "i slapped his face and got up and now here we are!!" he chuckled and shook his head "your really in a pickle now!!" "what why?" "don't u know?? Wow i would've thought he would have called u and told u " "what!!??" "well i made a mistake again" "you invited him again didn't u!!?" he shook his head. And as if on cue the door bell rung above the door. GREAT!!! I looked over and saw him. Walking towards us. Looking hotter than ever!! A simple white V-neck , and a plain red snapback with white high tops along with dark blue jeans. The shirt showed off his muscles PERFECTLY. His ray bans looked so good on him… OMG Kayla stop thinking about that!!!! Just then Louis came in. With Austin and Eleanor and the other guys. (I'm gotta and gonna make this quick as possible so nobody will have to suffer) they sat with us. I sensed something wrong. I went to the bathroom to wait till the feeling went away. It finally went away. When i opened the door. I saw louis sitting there oblivious. A man behind him pointing a gun at him. I screamed "LOUIS NOOOOOOO!!" i ran up and jumped on the killer. I didn't care Weather he was gonna kill me or not i wanted louis to live. I knocked him to the ground. I began kicking his face in. I quit when i heard a scream. Eleanor. I saw blood. I began screaming and crying. I was going to kill this dude with his own weapon painfully and slowly. I stood up took the gun and pointed it him and said with a VERY TEARFUL face screaming "HOW COULD YOU!!!!? U DESERVE TO ROT AND DIE!!!" Niall went running at me. I was quick enough to put the gun to my head and say "nobody try to stop me or ill be with Louis" Niall continued walking towards me. I cocked it and swallowed hard. My finger went for the trigger Niall finally stopped and yelled "DONT DO IT. YOU HAVE A HUSBAND AND A LITTLE GIRL THAT LOVES U DEARLY!!! " i cried and said "you don't love me. " "yes i do i have always" "NIALL YOUR JUST SAYING THAT. MY BEST FRIEND JUST DIED!!!" "how would u feel if i told u that if u killed yourself right now. I would do the same. I cant stand to be apart from u. I want to be with u everyday every hour every minute every second." I noticed that he was less than two feet away from me. I think I'm going insane because took the gun away from my head and pointed it at Niall "kayla dont. Put the gun down" "WHY SHOULD I!!???? IM JUST GONNA BE LOCKED UP IN MY OWN PRISON ANYWAY" he was inching closer and closer until he was touching the gun with chest. He whispered "No u wont. We can move away from everything and everybody." i cried until i cracked. I couldn't handle this any longer. I back away from him and put the gun to my head again. I know what he's saying is lies. All this at once is too much for me. I swallowed and said "take Katy and Austin out of here i don't want them watching". Eleanor nodded while crying with Austin and Katy. She picked them both up and got into her car then drove off. I looked at Liam who was getting closer by the second so was Zayn, and Harry. Simon was no where to be seen. I was about to do it. I closed my eyes and almost whispered " Niall?" "yes love?" "make sure you take care of Eleanor" "i will, may i have a last kiss and hug?" "I'm not taking this gun away" "thats fine" he slowly walked up to me and kissed me and gave me a hug while he giving me a hug. Somebody went up behind me and hugged me from behind me and hugged my arms tight where i couldn't get the gun. They then all hugged me where i couldn't move. I couldn't do anything Simon then took the gun from me. I kicked him then somehow did a backflip from there arms and managed to kick the gun into the air. I landed on both feet with my one leg spread out behind me and my other one crouched down under me. With the gun in my hand. I was like Ninja mommy!!! I got up. I turned to the body that used to lay my Best friend. I hugged him. I swore i felt someone touch my shoulder. I turned around nobody was there. I heard a ALL TO FAMIAlAR british voice "thanks for being a good best friend take care of Eleanor and the guys. Don't let the house get to quiet!! Hahahaaha! Give me a hug please?" i nodded and then saw him… Louis soul. I burst into tears and gave him a hug. He patted my back and whispered "ill check on you every week on Friday at 12 pm on the dot alright?" "ok bye louis" i heard Niall say "what the h*** just happened?!?!?" "I'm best friends wit a spirt now great whats next a unicorn gonna stab me!!" i walked right into his chest and rested my forehead on his chest and thought 'am i crazy??' then said "Niall?" "yes." "huh?" "yes" "what!!?" "i think u are going crazy for thinking that i don't love u anymore!!" oops i said that out loud. He wrapped his arms around me while i sobbed into his chest. "kayla?" "ya?" "could u tell Louis ill miss him?" "why when u just did?" "huh?" "he's standing right there!!" louis said "he wont understand. They all wont. Just keep strong and tell Niall i said ill always be with him he just wont know it. And that ill have his back "Niall Louis said to me to tell u that he'll always be with u and even if u don't know it he'll have your back" Niall smiled and nodded. He was actually starting to believe me. The others didn't until i asked Louis to move the chair. He moved it. The others jaws dropped literally. Louis will always be with us. The others wont know it but i will. Because forever is forever and forever is well… infinity and beyond......