
Memories or Nightmares?
Truth or Dare?
Delilah's POV:
Dani and harry just got here and were sitting around in the living room figuring out what were going to do today
"how about movie day" said Liam
Zayn spoke up quickly "NO, I am not watching 3 hours or toy story Liam"
Niall thought skating was a good idea
"only if you want to see me fall on my face" I said with a small giggle
I looked over at Dani and she looked like she wanted to say something but something or someone was stopping her
"hey Dani do you have any ideas?"
she looked up at harry and he gave a quick nod like she was asking for his permission or something
"well... um... what about we play truth or dare until we get hungry then we can go out for an early dinner and ice cream"
everyone looked up at her with a big smile and quickly agreed. She comes up with alot of fun stuff to do always has always will.
I looked around at everyone and we were waiting for someone to speak up. when nobody did I volenteered
"OK so ill go first... umm Liam truth or dare"
he looked kinda shocked someone picked him to go first
"umm I guess ill go for truth"
"is it true that you got rejected by a girl 22 times?"
everyone looked up at him and he had pink cheeks starting to show
"well um ya I mean... yes ... ok subject change Niall truth or dare?"
"ummm dare"
"hmm well I dare you to say something so sweet to peaches it makes her cry"
what did he just say
I don't want to cry
and I definitely don't want my boyfriend to cause the tears
"Delilah look at me"
I cant look at him it will just make me even more scared to hear lies come out of his mouth
"Delilah..."
I cant look at him no I don't want to be lied to to my face
the next thing I know is his fingers are under my chin moving my face to meet his beautiful eyes
"princess look at me... please"
I cant not look at him when he asks like that but I quickly glance at everyone else and there all staring at me
"delilah... ive wanted to tell you this for a wile but I diddent know how to...princess if I could give you one thing in the world it would to be able to see yourslef in my eyes only then you would realize how much you mean to me... I love you Delilah and I cant think of life without you"
tears wouldn't stop pouring out of my eyes like waterfalls he made me so happy just to hear those words because i know it wasn't a dare he was telling me what he truly felt
I smashed my lips against his and it was just perfect
Dani's POV:
there so beautiful together he made her so happy I can see it through her tears.
she deserves someone to make her happy like that and im happy its with Niall.
next thing I know im being asked something by Niall and I spaced out so I don't even know what he said
"hmm sorry I was spacing out"
"I said Dani truth or dare"
I was about to say truth but harry squeezed my arm knowing him I had to pick dare
"tru- dare"
it took Niall a few minutes and I guess Delilah was helping him cause she whispered something in his ear and his face was immediately happy
" I dare you to take my keyboard and sing the song you wrote to us"
WHAT????
How did he know I sing
or write songs
or play instruments
I always do it by myself when nobody's around
"what no...I ... cant"
Louis had to cut in
"and whys that you've known us long enough you cant possibly be nervous"
I looked up at harry and you could see him getting angry that I wasn't doing it and he mouthed the words "punishment"
I hated those words
"f-fine"
Niall walked into there music/ recording room and grabbed a portable keyboard handing it to me
I was thinking until I thought of the perfect song to sing at a time like this
I sat down in front of everybody and turned on the keyboard running my fingers over the keys softly playing the notes
(not my song I dont actualy know the name of the song)
you've got the words to change a nation
but your biting your tongue
you've spent a life time stuck in silence
afraid youll say something wrong
if no one ever hears it how we gona learn your song
so comon, comeon. comom, comeone
you've got a heart as loud as lions
so why let your voice be tamed?
baby we're a little different
theres no need to be ashamed
you've got the light to fight the shadows
so stop hiding it away
come on come on
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the pappers,
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh
oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
at night we're waking up the nabors
wile we sing away the blues
making sure that we remember yeah
cause we all matter too
if the truth has been forbiddin
then we're breaking all the rules
so com on, com on
lets get the tv and the radio
to play our tune again
ti's 'bout time we got some air play of our version of events
there's no need to be afraid
i will sing with you my friend
come on come on
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wana sing till the words dry out
so put it all of the papers,
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh
Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
yeah we're all wonderfull, wonderfull people
so when did we all get so fearfull?
now we're finally finding our voices so take a chance, come help me sing this
yeah were all wonderfull, wonderfull people
so when did we all get so fearfull?
and now we're finally finding our voices
so take a chance, come help me sing this
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the papers
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh
Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all the papers
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh'
(end)
i looked up and saw everyone's mouths wide open shocked Im guessing
I turned off the keyboard and stood up going to put it back when someone staoped me
"wait"
I turned around and saw Liam Louis and Zayn stand up
"please sing something else"
"your voice is beautiful"
"amaZAYN"
everyone looked at Louis and saw Niall smirk at him
I just wow
"Louis seriously"
"hey i couldn't pass the chance.... now sing something else please"
harry never said anything to me
I quick glanced over at him and he just gave me a nod giving me permission
(this is one of my best friends origional songs DO NOT STEAL HER WORK SHE WORKED HARD ON IT)
She put her yearbook on the table
She just couldn’t read the words
They said “Forget about the labels
Even though, I know, it hurts”
How can you keep your feelings inside?
When there’s bullets coming your way?
You wanna just run but you sit there and hide
Because of one stupid mistake
sticks and stones may break my bones
But the words hurt even more
They say what you feel will eventually heal
But how can they be sure?
With these words
I’d rather deal with sticks and stones
She slammed the lid of her laptop
She just couldn’t deal with pain
Coz the words from her yearbook
Were posted on every page
How can someone be so cruel?
When they don’t know your ways?
Word travels quickly in a high school
That cares about what you say
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But the words hurt even more
They say what you feel will eventually heal
But how can they be sure?
With these words
I’d rather deal with sticks and stones
They never gave her reason
they never gave her rhyme
Her friends committed treason
And this was the last time
She had nowhere to run
She had nowhere to hide
She was just tired and done
With everyone’s superficial lies
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But the words hurt even more
They say what you feel will eventually heal
But how can they be sure?
With these words
I’d rather deal with sticks and stones
(end)
I looked up and they were all staring at me again
I was getting very uncomfortable with all of this
"im umm... im sorry"
I ran out of the room and went right into the bathroom and shut the door
I don't like singing in front of people because all they do is stare at me
I don't know if i think it was bad or good but in my mind its always bad
tears started flowing down my cheeks and I couldn't take all of my built up emotions from all of this and did the only thing I could think of
"cut"
I pulled down my jeans and found one or the boys razors
I looked at my ugly legs containing all of the memory's from Delilah to harry and everything in between
I made 3 slices on each leg I wanted to much more but physically I couldnt
I just watched as the blood dripped down my legs until I heard a gasp and quickly looked up
"Dani what did you do?"
Dani and harry just got here and were sitting around in the living room figuring out what were going to do today
"how about movie day" said Liam
Zayn spoke up quickly "NO, I am not watching 3 hours or toy story Liam"
Niall thought skating was a good idea
"only if you want to see me fall on my face" I said with a small giggle
I looked over at Dani and she looked like she wanted to say something but something or someone was stopping her
"hey Dani do you have any ideas?"
she looked up at harry and he gave a quick nod like she was asking for his permission or something
"well... um... what about we play truth or dare until we get hungry then we can go out for an early dinner and ice cream"
everyone looked up at her with a big smile and quickly agreed. She comes up with alot of fun stuff to do always has always will.
I looked around at everyone and we were waiting for someone to speak up. when nobody did I volenteered
"OK so ill go first... umm Liam truth or dare"
he looked kinda shocked someone picked him to go first
"umm I guess ill go for truth"
"is it true that you got rejected by a girl 22 times?"
everyone looked up at him and he had pink cheeks starting to show
"well um ya I mean... yes ... ok subject change Niall truth or dare?"
"ummm dare"
"hmm well I dare you to say something so sweet to peaches it makes her cry"
what did he just say
I don't want to cry
and I definitely don't want my boyfriend to cause the tears
"Delilah look at me"
I cant look at him it will just make me even more scared to hear lies come out of his mouth
"Delilah..."
I cant look at him no I don't want to be lied to to my face
the next thing I know is his fingers are under my chin moving my face to meet his beautiful eyes
"princess look at me... please"
I cant not look at him when he asks like that but I quickly glance at everyone else and there all staring at me
"delilah... ive wanted to tell you this for a wile but I diddent know how to...princess if I could give you one thing in the world it would to be able to see yourslef in my eyes only then you would realize how much you mean to me... I love you Delilah and I cant think of life without you"
tears wouldn't stop pouring out of my eyes like waterfalls he made me so happy just to hear those words because i know it wasn't a dare he was telling me what he truly felt
I smashed my lips against his and it was just perfect
Dani's POV:
there so beautiful together he made her so happy I can see it through her tears.
she deserves someone to make her happy like that and im happy its with Niall.
next thing I know im being asked something by Niall and I spaced out so I don't even know what he said
"hmm sorry I was spacing out"
"I said Dani truth or dare"
I was about to say truth but harry squeezed my arm knowing him I had to pick dare
"tru- dare"
it took Niall a few minutes and I guess Delilah was helping him cause she whispered something in his ear and his face was immediately happy
" I dare you to take my keyboard and sing the song you wrote to us"
WHAT????
How did he know I sing
or write songs
or play instruments
I always do it by myself when nobody's around
"what no...I ... cant"
Louis had to cut in
"and whys that you've known us long enough you cant possibly be nervous"
I looked up at harry and you could see him getting angry that I wasn't doing it and he mouthed the words "punishment"
I hated those words
"f-fine"
Niall walked into there music/ recording room and grabbed a portable keyboard handing it to me
I was thinking until I thought of the perfect song to sing at a time like this
I sat down in front of everybody and turned on the keyboard running my fingers over the keys softly playing the notes
(not my song I dont actualy know the name of the song)
you've got the words to change a nation
but your biting your tongue
you've spent a life time stuck in silence
afraid youll say something wrong
if no one ever hears it how we gona learn your song
so comon, comeon. comom, comeone
you've got a heart as loud as lions
so why let your voice be tamed?
baby we're a little different
theres no need to be ashamed
you've got the light to fight the shadows
so stop hiding it away
come on come on
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the pappers,
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh
oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
at night we're waking up the nabors
wile we sing away the blues
making sure that we remember yeah
cause we all matter too
if the truth has been forbiddin
then we're breaking all the rules
so com on, com on
lets get the tv and the radio
to play our tune again
ti's 'bout time we got some air play of our version of events
there's no need to be afraid
i will sing with you my friend
come on come on
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wana sing till the words dry out
so put it all of the papers,
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh
Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
yeah we're all wonderfull, wonderfull people
so when did we all get so fearfull?
now we're finally finding our voices so take a chance, come help me sing this
yeah were all wonderfull, wonderfull people
so when did we all get so fearfull?
and now we're finally finding our voices
so take a chance, come help me sing this
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all of the papers
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh
Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh
i wanna sing, i wanna shout
i wanna scream till the words dry out
so put it in all the papers
im not afraid
they can read all about it
read all about it oh'
(end)
i looked up and saw everyone's mouths wide open shocked Im guessing
I turned off the keyboard and stood up going to put it back when someone staoped me
"wait"
I turned around and saw Liam Louis and Zayn stand up
"please sing something else"
"your voice is beautiful"
"amaZAYN"
everyone looked at Louis and saw Niall smirk at him
I just wow
"Louis seriously"
"hey i couldn't pass the chance.... now sing something else please"
harry never said anything to me
I quick glanced over at him and he just gave me a nod giving me permission
(this is one of my best friends origional songs DO NOT STEAL HER WORK SHE WORKED HARD ON IT)
She put her yearbook on the table
She just couldn’t read the words
They said “Forget about the labels
Even though, I know, it hurts”
How can you keep your feelings inside?
When there’s bullets coming your way?
You wanna just run but you sit there and hide
Because of one stupid mistake
sticks and stones may break my bones
But the words hurt even more
They say what you feel will eventually heal
But how can they be sure?
With these words
I’d rather deal with sticks and stones
She slammed the lid of her laptop
She just couldn’t deal with pain
Coz the words from her yearbook
Were posted on every page
How can someone be so cruel?
When they don’t know your ways?
Word travels quickly in a high school
That cares about what you say
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But the words hurt even more
They say what you feel will eventually heal
But how can they be sure?
With these words
I’d rather deal with sticks and stones
They never gave her reason
they never gave her rhyme
Her friends committed treason
And this was the last time
She had nowhere to run
She had nowhere to hide
She was just tired and done
With everyone’s superficial lies
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But the words hurt even more
They say what you feel will eventually heal
But how can they be sure?
With these words
I’d rather deal with sticks and stones
(end)
I looked up and they were all staring at me again
I was getting very uncomfortable with all of this
"im umm... im sorry"
I ran out of the room and went right into the bathroom and shut the door
I don't like singing in front of people because all they do is stare at me
I don't know if i think it was bad or good but in my mind its always bad
tears started flowing down my cheeks and I couldn't take all of my built up emotions from all of this and did the only thing I could think of
"cut"
I pulled down my jeans and found one or the boys razors
I looked at my ugly legs containing all of the memory's from Delilah to harry and everything in between
I made 3 slices on each leg I wanted to much more but physically I couldnt
I just watched as the blood dripped down my legs until I heard a gasp and quickly looked up
"Dani what did you do?"
one more month and then it's gonna be a year since u haven't updated :(
12/29/14