
Memories or Nightmares?
Im confused
*1 week later*
Dani pov:
I dont know who I am other than my name is Dani i can sing and i can dance. I have a best friend but have not met her yet.
I opened my eyes super slowly and looked over to the clock it was 8am.
I looked over very slowly and saw the curly hair'd boy whose name is uhhh.
George? no thats not right.
Kevin? Drew? NO WAIT i know it starts with an h i think.
It took 2 days but i realized i got hurt and am in the hospital. It took days for the pain to go down just a little bit.
I rember when i first woke up the pain was so strong i just wanted to scream in agony but now its just like someone has a knife stuck into my brain not moving.
I cannot move my head or body other than my arms without moaning in agony.
I have not seen what i look like yet but when people come to see me they look at me weird.
I don't remember what happened or who i am other than what people are telling me.
Supposfly someone said i was dancing to get my mind off of things and ran right into the glass mirror but i feel like thats not all of it.
The curly haird boy has been so nice to me staying by my side all the time 24/7 he left 2 times because i had to go for tests to see if something was going correctly or whatever i don't really remember.
Today i am getting visitors and am kind of excited because its boring here doing nothing and being in pain i just want to get out of here and be pain free but i was told ill be here till my stitches are out.
Oh ya i forgot i hava a big cut on the top of my head with 34 stitches in it. supposedly i had a few glass shards stuck and a lot of brain bleeding that's why i lost my memory. the doctors don't know if it will ever come back because of all of the bleeding in my head and everyone kind of thinks it wont come back but i want it.
I feal useless and confised i dont know anythig but things i was told and its not much when there's only one person here.
Im knocked out of my thoughts when someone knocked on my door and i let them in.. what confused me was it wasent one somebody it was multiple
the first one in was this tall brown haird boy his hair was swifted to the side but poofy at the same time and he had a different accent but still British (louis) he came walking in with a HUGE light brown adorable teddy bare and a baloon putting them onto a different chair across the room.
Next was a blond headed guy but i could tell by his roots hes realy a brown haird guy. his eyes are a beautiful blue like after a storm in the ocean just amazing. he walked in with hte bigest smile ever.
then 2 guys walked in at the sme time one had dark hair and a quifff and an amazing fasion sence scratch that i love all there clothes. and another buzzed cut looking guy they were also smiling. everyone seamed so happy but then theres me.
I guess im just going to always be different now.
The one with the buzzcut walked up to the curley haird boy next to me and woke him up by screaming in his ear "HARRY WAKE UP"
I flinched at how loud he was and it just brought so much pain to my head.I shut my eyes not being able to open them because nothing wanted to help me in this situaltion, i grabbed my head moaning so loud and shed a few tears it hurt that bad.
I felt all eyes on me and heard a smack guessing someone hit him for being to loud.
everyone shut up and just stared at me not knowing whatr to do but harry pr-
HARRY! thats his name i knew it started with an h
i looked at him the best i could without moving trying to get him to understand it hurt and all he could do was let the pain ride out.
After a few minutes of pain and udder silence i was able to open my eyes not having as much pain as before and i looked at the guy who yelled. He had a tear come down his eye and i felt so bad.
with the softest voice i had i told him "please don't cry its ok you didn't know"
He just smiled and i just wanted to smile right back
I looked at some of the other guys and i realized i had no idea who any of them were.
"uhh i uhhh i was wondering who you all were?"
they all just stared at me not saying anything and i wanted to know if i said something wrong or i had something on my face.
I wiped my face as softly as i could checking if there was a bug or something but i felt nothing "did i say something wrong... im sorry if i af-"
I was interrupted by the blond headed boy "no no don't be sorry i just i mean we thought that harry was joking when he said you lost your memory."
I looked down ashamed like its my fault no actualy it is i ran ito the glass it was my fault and i deserve this.
i spoke up because it was awkward again. "so umm what are your names and how do you know me i mean are you all gay or are one of you dating me or something."
they all looked over to harry i guess not knowing how to answer but i just want to know the truth nothing else......
Dani pov:
I dont know who I am other than my name is Dani i can sing and i can dance. I have a best friend but have not met her yet.
I opened my eyes super slowly and looked over to the clock it was 8am.
I looked over very slowly and saw the curly hair'd boy whose name is uhhh.
George? no thats not right.
Kevin? Drew? NO WAIT i know it starts with an h i think.
It took 2 days but i realized i got hurt and am in the hospital. It took days for the pain to go down just a little bit.
I rember when i first woke up the pain was so strong i just wanted to scream in agony but now its just like someone has a knife stuck into my brain not moving.
I cannot move my head or body other than my arms without moaning in agony.
I have not seen what i look like yet but when people come to see me they look at me weird.
I don't remember what happened or who i am other than what people are telling me.
Supposfly someone said i was dancing to get my mind off of things and ran right into the glass mirror but i feel like thats not all of it.
The curly haird boy has been so nice to me staying by my side all the time 24/7 he left 2 times because i had to go for tests to see if something was going correctly or whatever i don't really remember.
Today i am getting visitors and am kind of excited because its boring here doing nothing and being in pain i just want to get out of here and be pain free but i was told ill be here till my stitches are out.
Oh ya i forgot i hava a big cut on the top of my head with 34 stitches in it. supposedly i had a few glass shards stuck and a lot of brain bleeding that's why i lost my memory. the doctors don't know if it will ever come back because of all of the bleeding in my head and everyone kind of thinks it wont come back but i want it.
I feal useless and confised i dont know anythig but things i was told and its not much when there's only one person here.
Im knocked out of my thoughts when someone knocked on my door and i let them in.. what confused me was it wasent one somebody it was multiple
the first one in was this tall brown haird boy his hair was swifted to the side but poofy at the same time and he had a different accent but still British (louis) he came walking in with a HUGE light brown adorable teddy bare and a baloon putting them onto a different chair across the room.
Next was a blond headed guy but i could tell by his roots hes realy a brown haird guy. his eyes are a beautiful blue like after a storm in the ocean just amazing. he walked in with hte bigest smile ever.
then 2 guys walked in at the sme time one had dark hair and a quifff and an amazing fasion sence scratch that i love all there clothes. and another buzzed cut looking guy they were also smiling. everyone seamed so happy but then theres me.
I guess im just going to always be different now.
The one with the buzzcut walked up to the curley haird boy next to me and woke him up by screaming in his ear "HARRY WAKE UP"
I flinched at how loud he was and it just brought so much pain to my head.I shut my eyes not being able to open them because nothing wanted to help me in this situaltion, i grabbed my head moaning so loud and shed a few tears it hurt that bad.
I felt all eyes on me and heard a smack guessing someone hit him for being to loud.
everyone shut up and just stared at me not knowing whatr to do but harry pr-
HARRY! thats his name i knew it started with an h
i looked at him the best i could without moving trying to get him to understand it hurt and all he could do was let the pain ride out.
After a few minutes of pain and udder silence i was able to open my eyes not having as much pain as before and i looked at the guy who yelled. He had a tear come down his eye and i felt so bad.
with the softest voice i had i told him "please don't cry its ok you didn't know"
He just smiled and i just wanted to smile right back
I looked at some of the other guys and i realized i had no idea who any of them were.
"uhh i uhhh i was wondering who you all were?"
they all just stared at me not saying anything and i wanted to know if i said something wrong or i had something on my face.
I wiped my face as softly as i could checking if there was a bug or something but i felt nothing "did i say something wrong... im sorry if i af-"
I was interrupted by the blond headed boy "no no don't be sorry i just i mean we thought that harry was joking when he said you lost your memory."
I looked down ashamed like its my fault no actualy it is i ran ito the glass it was my fault and i deserve this.
i spoke up because it was awkward again. "so umm what are your names and how do you know me i mean are you all gay or are one of you dating me or something."
they all looked over to harry i guess not knowing how to answer but i just want to know the truth nothing else......
Notes
HEY HEY HEY!!!how do you like it.
how should i write the next chapter.
Should kat come in the next chapter or storm?
Do you thing someone should tell her shes with harry?
Does harry deserve a second chance?
Why hasent anybody visitd her other than harry?
so i just came back from this is us and wanted to start off with a good weekend.
i please i will start begging i want you guys to be in this story not just my ideas i know what im doing but i do want your help too.
Also when i was watching the movie i was crying the whole time then as soon as it was all over i fell to the floor in front of the whole theater (which was not packed) with my friends and started crying harder.
it was so beautiful and there so hot and ughhhhhhh this is so hard to be in love with them but i feel connected.
one more month and then it's gonna be a year since u haven't updated :(
12/29/14