Harry Pov:
My phone started to vibrate and I looked through tear-blurred vision.
It was Delilah. I quickly wiped the tears away from my eyes and took in a deep breath.
"Hello?"
I finally said.
"HARRY. Harry? Where are you? I've been trying to call Dani for the past 45 minutes! And she hasn't picked up! I was even at the gym and they said they saw a girl go in an ambulance a couple minutes before hand. DID YOU HEAR ANYTHING?!"
Her panicked voice sent shivers down my spine. I took in a heavy sigh and said,
"Delilah... I fucked up."
There was a moment of silence before she spoke again.
"Wait, what did you say?"
"Dammit, Delilah, I fucked up!"
I put my hand against my mouth to try to suppress everything. I felt my eyes burning with new tears and I let out an awkward breath.
My voice was almost nonexistent as I said,
"I didn't mean to hurt her. I didn't mean to go that far."
"Wait, Harry, slow down. You're not making sense. What happened?"
I started to shake as the tears started to fall more violently.
I remained quiet as Delilah tried to calm me down,
"Harry, just tell me what happened. Lets start from there. Okay? That seem alright?"
I tried to compose my breaths before I spoke,
"I went to the gym after I talked to you... And I don't even know what came over me. I guess, I was so ashamed and it was kind of our dirty little secret kept behind closed doors. And the fact that she told you, I got so angry... So fast... And the next thing I know... She's bloody and unconscious and we're calling for 911."
I stared at the floor as another tear trickled down my face,
"I'm so sorry, Dani."
I prayed that she could hear me. Now, I know Delilah was pissed at me, but she just let out an irritated sigh and asked where she was now.
"...She's in surgery."
"WHAT?! Surgery?!"
A short, sharp, ad awkward breath came out before I continued,
"They say she has a 50/50 chance Delilah. I fucked up. And I can't take it back. I'm losing my mind. The best thing that ever happened to me could die tonight! I.. I can't handle this by myself."
She paused a moment,
"Okay. I'll gather up the boys and we'll meet you in the lobby. Alright?" My smile was weak, but I was really thankful, "Thank you, Delilah. WAIT! you can't tell them I did this or they would never forgive me."
"Okay."
I hung up the phone and, again, laid my head in my hands. For the first time in months, I prayed.
Harder than I've ever prayed before.
Asking God that He would spare her and take me instead...
"Anything, Lord, I'll do anything."
-20 minutes later-
I met the whole group in the lobby and they all gave me big, warm hugs.
"She'll be okay, mate. I promise."
Lou said. "Thanks, Lou."
Niall handed me a paper bag and I looked up at him with questioning eyes,
"I got you some frozen yogurt. Figured you'd be hungry."
I took it, "Thanks, mate." But I didn't eat it. I couldn't focus on anything but Dani right now. And my nerves were making my stomach do flips.
They all wore solemn and grim faces as we waited anxiously for the doctor to walk out.
"I did this,"
I thought,
"I created this pain, and this moment with my two bare hands. I'm the reason these people are worried sick."
I folded my hands and put them against my lips as I stared blankly at the hospital floor.

-20 minutes later-

"Family for Dani Sanchez?"
I looked straight up at the one talking, and it was the doctor from before, but I couldn't read his expression. It was blank... not happy or sad, and I was scared to death.
"Doctor is she going to be okay?"
it seemed like hours before he finally answered me.
"Harry..."

Notes

Don't hate me but I wanted to leave you on a cliffhanger i cant promiss anyting but ill try to update again...
this chapter was mostly written by kayla i just wrote the ending lol so give her the credit
And colorado was amazing i died my hair bright blue and ran into a tree -_- i has a scar on my head now lmfao
<3 kennedy