I am so so sorry to everyone for not writing/ updating at all. im having an amazing time in Colorado and i did write an amazing chapter on the plane here but somehow got deleted so it took forever to remember what i wrote.
Please dont hate on me for this chapter i will warn you now there is some language and the end is frightning...


Dani's POV:

I need to get outta this house and away from everyone for a little bit maby just a few minuites or an hour or so.
I was currently sitting in my bathroom on the floor thinking of something to do.
I cant keep listening to my thoughts like this its scaring me what my mind wants me to do.
I don't like who I am anymore I keep thinking about everything's that happened and I feel like I deserve everything that's ever happened.
Harry has been telling me the truth for years the truth that nobody else but my mind will tell me and I hate that.
why cant everyone else be like him and actually tell me im fat and or ugly.
they just want me to feel fake I know it.
I stopped listening to my thoughts for a few seconds and I just needa get out of this house no matter what.
I got up off the bathroom floor and stripped off my clothes and hoped into the warm shower. I washed my face and hair shaved and did everything I needed to do.
I got out and put on a pair of leggings and a sports bra.
Blow dried my hair and threw it up in a pony tail. I walked out of the bathroom and came face to face with a worried Delilah.
"hey where are you going" im actually going to tell her the truth this time im tired of lying to everybody.
"im tired of listening to my thoughts there too strong and just needa get my mid off of things... im going out ill be back in like an hour or something."
and with that i left her confused.

Harrys POV:
THANK YOU EVERYBODY GOOD NIGHT!\
with that we ended our short little concert tonight and as soon as we got into our dressing room i went strait to louis.
"can i please have my phone back now"
he looked kinda not willing but he reached down into his pocket and handed to to me.
"thanks lad"
I had the bigest smile on my face because i get to talk to Dani.
I turned on my phone and saw 2 missed texts and 7 missed calls all from Delilah.
I was a little worried so I quickly called Delilah and she picked up right away yellin at me.
"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT TO HER? ARE YOU HAPPY SHES BROKEN? SHE WONT EAT ANYTHING IF SHE DOES SHE GETS SICK OVER IT AND ITS ALL YOUR GOD DAMN FAULT..."
"wait Delilah whats going on?"
"you know god damn well whats going on. how could you ever abuse her?"
oh my god im starting to get really pissed off and im abnout to explode.
I walk out of the dressing room and wall outside away from everybody.
"how did you find out?"
"Dani told me she couldent hold it in anymore and i promissed i wouldent say anything so this is between us..."
oh she is in so much trouble...
"dani where is she? can i talk to her"
"uhh she actualy left im pretty sure she went to the gym to dance because she said she needed to stop listening to her mind and get out..."
"k thanks"
and with thaat i hung up on her and sent louis a quick text saying i wont be back tonight that ill catch up with them soon.
I hopped into my car fuming im so mad that she actualy told someone when it was between us.
She is going to be in so much trouble when i see her...


Dani's POV:

(not my video this is dani)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzPe6h1tDuw

Im letting all my emotions out in this dance and it feels so good to just not think anymore.
The music is blasting so loud that's all I can hear.
Im almost done with the song when I see harry walk in pissed.
I stop what im doing and turn to him but that was the wrong choice.
"WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU TELL ANYBODY!"
i felt a big slap come to my cheek and i fell to the floor.
Im so scared right now he was NOT supposed to find out.
"hhow ddid you ffind out"
"THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON YOU TOLD CALLED ME YOU BITCH... I TOLD YOU NOT TO TELL ANYONE!"
i just kept feeling hit after hit of pain.
Its the worse hes ever been with me and im so scared.
"hhhharry ppplease"
"NO YOU TOLD YOU DESERVE THIS"
the next thing i know he pulls me up by my shirt and slams me into the mirror and all I see is complete darkness...

Harry's POV:
oh my god what did I just do?

Notes

so this is why it took me so long i was stuck debating if i should make it longer or get to the point... kat will be comming into the story soon and there might be someone new...
please comment on what you think it helps alot and please no hate
<3 kennedy