Klover's p.o.v.
I woke up the next morning in my bunk I must of fell asleep so Niall put me here. I felt a knot in my stomach I jumped up running to the bathroom and throwing up in the toilet. I sat there holding my head running my hands through my hair. I don't understand why I'm sick I barely ate anything yesterday so it couldn't be that. I don't think I'm sick because I would feel like crap and honestly I feel fine. I flushed the toilet and walked out to find my little carry on bag to get my tooth brush to brush the nasty taste out of my mouth I grabbed my bag and headed back to the bathroom.
Once I was there I opened my bag to find my tampons sitting on top which made me think. I quickly grabbed my phone to notice I was a day late on my period. I quickly started panicking it might just be late I'll start tomorrow. I told myself. Oh who am I kidding I have morning sickness maybe I just got motion sickness? I hurriedly brushed my teeth walking back to my bunk putting my bag back pacing back and forth. Who could I tell with out anybody knowing? I couldn't tell Harry I'm not telling Harry unless I know for sure. I don't even know if I'm going to tell him for sure. I could always just get plane back home not saying a word to anyone. I turned my head to see Harry in the back room starring at me as I paced.
He gave me pleading eyes and gestured his hand for me to come over to him. I gave him are you serious look which made him look at the ground with hurt eyes. I didn't care he cheated on me. I don't even know by having his baby if I could forgive him. I walked away looking for the person I needed... Lou. I seen her sitting at the table feeding Lux I slowly sat down Lou looking into my eyes immediately.
"What's wrong?" She asked knowing just by my facial expressions.I didn't want to say it out loud so I typed it out in a message. Lou's eyes became wide.
"Are you sure?" She asked.
"No but its a possibility." I said.
"You have to tell Harry!" She shout whispered.
"No! Not unless I'm sure! I can't even look at him without feeling disgusted." I said. I felt kind of bad for pretty much lying to Lou since I'm not sure if I'm going to tell him.
"I guess I'll make you a appointment at the hospital for later today!" She said pausing. "Maybe you should try to talk things out with Harry! He's not himself anymore he needs you!" She finished fiddling with her fingers.
"Are you kidding me right now?" I asked.
"Please don't get mad it's just what I think but I can see you don't want that so I'll just keep my mouth shut." She finished.
"Okay well I'm going to take a nap before we go!" I whispered. As she only nodded.
I walked to my bunk seeing a note placed on my bed I sat down reading it.
"Klover-
I know you hate me right now and I really messed up but I need you to know how much you mean to me so I wrote you this song.

Now you were standing there right in front of me
I hold on it's getting harder to breathe
All of a sudden these lights are blinding me
I never noticed how bright they would be

I saw in the corner there is a photograph
No doubt in my mind it's a picture of you
It lies there alone in its bed of broken glass
This bed was never made for two

I'll keep my eyes wide open
I'll keep my arms wide open

Don't let me
Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me
Don't let me go
'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

I promised one day that I'd bring you back a star
I caught one and it burned a hole in my hand oh
Seems like these days I watch you from afar
Just trying to make you understand
I'll keep my eyes wide open yeah."

Before I could finish reading I had tears pouring down my face everything came to reality for me. I was madly in love with him and not having him was killing me. At this point I didn't care what he had done he might be my babies dad and I don't want my child growing up without a child. I looked up once more to see Harry starring at me from the backroom. I shook my head up and down and he got up from his spot walking to me. I laid down on my bed as he got in closing the curtain wrapping his arms tight around me kissing my cheek where my tears fell. Guilt consumed me as he pecked my lips.

"Harry I need to tell you something!" I said.