Hate Breaks Us Apart
I tried
Amanda's POV:
I thought about the memory of that night. My heart tingled. Maybe I did still love him. Without a second thought, I rapped my arms around him. He hugged me back. Then I remembered that night. The pain Louis had made me feel.
I pushed away. He looked at me confused. "I can't. Im sorry." I said quietly. Before he could say another word, i rushed back into the room. All eyes fell on me. I sunk back into my chair, and stared at my lap.
"Is Mr Tomlinson rejoining?" Asked the judge. I looked up and quietly responded,"I don't know" "I'll check on him." Replied Harry, getting up. I looked down again. I couldn't look at anyone. The room was silent.
One Direction began whispering among themselves. "Mandy." Whispered Riley, and I glanced up at her. "What did he say?l she asked quietly. I just shook my head. I didnt want to talk about it.
Louis's POV;
When she left I just sunk down the wall. I sat on the floor, my head in my hands. I had hurt her beyond repair. She hated me. One mistake had wrecked it all. Suddenly the door opened. I didnt even look up. I knew it wasn't her.
"Louis." Came Harrys voice, and I felt him sit next to me. "I wrecked it." I whispered, trying not to cry. "You'll find someone." Harry said gently. I shook my head. "I only want Amanda." I replied.
"Listen. We have to get back in there. You still have a shot with Macey." Said Harry, getting to his feet, and pulling me up. I guess he was right. I still had a shot with my daughter. I followed him into the room.
My gaze immediatly fell on Amanda, who was avoiding eye contact with everyone. The meeting continued. The arguement had fallen on my actions. Hearing what I had done out loud sounded really bad. At this point I wonders why I was even trying.
But then I thought of Macey. I didnt want her frowning up without a father. Also if I ahd partial custody, Amanda would still be somewhat in my life. I had to do this.
"Me Tomlinson. Your final statement." Said the judge. I stood, and looked around the room. Finally I began.
"Your honor. I have made mistakes. There is no doubting that. I cheated. I was also accused of kidnap. I just would like to point out that I am sorry for my mistakes, and would do anything to take them back. I messed up big time, and I hurt a lot of people. Including the two people I love most in the world. I am so sorry Amanda. For all the pain I have caused. And I would like to say I know it may not seem like I deserve custody, but I do. Macey shouldn't grow up without a father. I would like to raise her. I dont want to be cut off from my family. I want to try to fix the pain. I am a human being and I made a mistake. For that I am sorry."
I thought about the memory of that night. My heart tingled. Maybe I did still love him. Without a second thought, I rapped my arms around him. He hugged me back. Then I remembered that night. The pain Louis had made me feel.
I pushed away. He looked at me confused. "I can't. Im sorry." I said quietly. Before he could say another word, i rushed back into the room. All eyes fell on me. I sunk back into my chair, and stared at my lap.
"Is Mr Tomlinson rejoining?" Asked the judge. I looked up and quietly responded,"I don't know" "I'll check on him." Replied Harry, getting up. I looked down again. I couldn't look at anyone. The room was silent.
One Direction began whispering among themselves. "Mandy." Whispered Riley, and I glanced up at her. "What did he say?l she asked quietly. I just shook my head. I didnt want to talk about it.
Louis's POV;
When she left I just sunk down the wall. I sat on the floor, my head in my hands. I had hurt her beyond repair. She hated me. One mistake had wrecked it all. Suddenly the door opened. I didnt even look up. I knew it wasn't her.
"Louis." Came Harrys voice, and I felt him sit next to me. "I wrecked it." I whispered, trying not to cry. "You'll find someone." Harry said gently. I shook my head. "I only want Amanda." I replied.
"Listen. We have to get back in there. You still have a shot with Macey." Said Harry, getting to his feet, and pulling me up. I guess he was right. I still had a shot with my daughter. I followed him into the room.
My gaze immediatly fell on Amanda, who was avoiding eye contact with everyone. The meeting continued. The arguement had fallen on my actions. Hearing what I had done out loud sounded really bad. At this point I wonders why I was even trying.
But then I thought of Macey. I didnt want her frowning up without a father. Also if I ahd partial custody, Amanda would still be somewhat in my life. I had to do this.
"Me Tomlinson. Your final statement." Said the judge. I stood, and looked around the room. Finally I began.
"Your honor. I have made mistakes. There is no doubting that. I cheated. I was also accused of kidnap. I just would like to point out that I am sorry for my mistakes, and would do anything to take them back. I messed up big time, and I hurt a lot of people. Including the two people I love most in the world. I am so sorry Amanda. For all the pain I have caused. And I would like to say I know it may not seem like I deserve custody, but I do. Macey shouldn't grow up without a father. I would like to raise her. I dont want to be cut off from my family. I want to try to fix the pain. I am a human being and I made a mistake. For that I am sorry."
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12/6/14