Out Loud
Chapter 3
Allison's POV:
"So, Mrs.Bristow, which movie would you like to watch?" Harry asks me. Harry and I are alone at the hotel room (it's more like a flat) , setting up the room for our movie night, while everyone else went to Nando's to pick up food and the grocery store to pick up snacks.
"THE RING!" I say, jumping around.
"Nooo, I thought you girls would like a lovely movie such as Titanic," He says, making a puppy dog face.
"Uff... fine, Titanic it is. Next time we are watching Horror," I say, sticking my tongue out.
"Yay!" Harry chants as he runs around the room.
"DING DONG"
I run towards the front door the the hotel 'room' and open the door. As I open the door, in came flooding a sea of creatures we call human beings. They all jump inside talking.
"Well hello to you to," I say sticking my tongue out as I walk into the kitchen of the hotel 'room' and unpack all the food.
"HAZZA WHY DID YOU PUT TITANIC!" I hear Louis scream at Harry from the living room.
As I walk inside, I see Harry raising his arms in defense,
"I didn't pick Titanic, Ali did," He then points to me. I feel anger filling up within me. Then I got the idea.
"Yeah, I did pick the movie. I was worried that Harry might pee his pants if I told him to put The Ring," I say, everyone starts laughing while Harry crosses his arms and starts to sulk.
"So, lets begin to watch The Ring as I have never seen Hazza pee his pants," Louis says as he exits the kitchen carrying a plate filled with food.
Jane's POV:
As the movie finished, I yawn, I then notice I was leaning against Zayn. OHMYGOD I was leaning against Zayn.
"OHMYGOD I'M SO SORRY!" I say and stop leaning against him and straighten up.
"It's fine," He tells me, trying to calm me down.
"Looks like everyone's asleep. I'm going to tweet pics," Zayn then takes his phone out and starts to tweet a picture.
"You have a twitter?" He asks me, not even looking up.
"Nada," I say then take out my phone to check the time, 12:30am perfect...
"Let's make one now then," He says pulling out a macbook from under the sofa which I did not even notice.
"What's twitter for anyways?" I ask him peaking at the screen.
"This way, you can connect with the fans. How do you not have a twitter?" He raises his eyebrow.
"I dunno," I say, I actually did know why. It was my secret I was planning to keep.
"Guess what your username is?" He tells me smiling.
"I don't want to guess," I begin to sulk. He then hands me the macbook to type the password and I see the username. JaneadoresZayn, how original.
"Like the username?" He questions me while I type the information.
"I love it," I say sarcastically and roll my eyes.
"Great, now lets see," He then pulls out his phone and does something. Within a second I see I have my first follower.
"OH MY GOD ZAYN MALIK FROM ONE DIRECTION FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER, OMG!" I start fake-fangirling with him laughing his arse off.
"You should be happy. He is so handsome that I am suprised you haven't fainted yet," He tells me speaking of himself in third person.
"I guess I just don't love him," I say sticking my tongue out and shaking (twerking) my butt.
"Can you shush it you two, some of us actually want to sleep," Liam tells us and throws a pillow at us.
"Well, this irish girl wants to stay up all night," I say, emphasizing the ending.
"Sorry 'bout that irish girl but only 1/5 of the group actually stays up all night," He tells me.
"Oh well," I get a text on my phone. I pull it out and see it's from Simon:
To: Jane
From: Simon
Here is your schedule for tomorrow. Tell the girls:
8:00am - Recording Studio, limo will bring you there
1:00pm - Saloon, limo will bring you there
4:00pm - Wardrobe, limo will bring you there
After that you are free. Ask Paul if any troubles.
"Well, Unicorn Pal, I need to go to sleep because I am going to have to wake up at 7am tomorrow," I tell Zayn as I rub my eyes and lock my phone.
"Fine, but first you need to give me your numbers," He hands me his unlocked phone and I hand him mine.
"Ahem, passcode?" He asks me raising his brow.
"9284, don't tell the others," I tell him and put my finger over my lip.
"It'll be our secret," He gives me a wink and starts typing. I type my phone number and name the caller i.d, Your new best unicorn friend who has the blood of an irish but the tongue of an russian.
I hand him his phone and get mine in exchange.
"Why the tongue of a russian?" He raises his eyebrow, once again.
"Because I speak russian you dummy," I tell him and smile.
"Really, say something!" He tells me and claps his hands.
"Я люблю вас, и вы самым уродливым человеком в мире," I tell him and start cracking up.
"What was that?" He asks me.
"Russian darling, russian," I say.
"Wow, that's really cool, I hope what you said was nice though," He's on to me.
"Um... sure," Then he throws a pillow at me.
"Let's go to sleep," He tells me and I nodd.
*The Next Morning*
"I'm off to the shower," I say to everyone as they start to eat breakfast.
"What about food?" Niall asks me as I walk upstairs to the shower.
"I'm not hungry!" I scream loud enough for them to hear. Then there I hear a grumbling noise from my stomach, I just ignore it, as usual. No need to get anymore fatter than I already am.
I walk inside one of the rooms upstairs, and open my suitcase and take my clothes and undergarments. As I walk inside the bathroom, I lock the door and begin to strip. I look into the mirror and began to examine my body. Wow, I have such an ugly one. I have myself to blame though. I had bruises on my stomach, the top of my legs, back. I probably had more but I covered it with my foundation. No need for anyone to see. I stare at my wrist, I have this urge to do it again. I'll do it later, now I need to get into the shower and leave. I blank out for about a minute staring at my ugly body again, how I wish I had a beautiful one like the rest of the girls, but instead I have a fat, bruised, ugly, scarred body. I hop into the shower and began the process. Shampoo hair, condition hair, scrub body, shave body and try to resist the urge of cutting myself on purpose. I remember those words crystal clear, how hurtful they were. Even more painful than the punches they threw. It hurt me alot, especially because they said it. Maybe they are right, maybe I should put everyone out of their misery and kill myself. NO! Not today atleast, as I hop out of the shower I start to get dressed and put my makeup on. That includes every part of my body which is revealed, I need to do that. People will start laughing at me if they'd see all of this.
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=89579896 I think I look fine, but I still need to cover everything if we are going to be trying on clothes. As I unlock the door, I walk downstairs and see everyone sitting. I look at Lily and say.
Lily's POV:
"You look cute," I see Jane walk in, looking beautiful.
"You look cute too," I say and smile.
"Did Simon send you the schedule?" Allison joins the talk,
"OMG you guys have the same beanies! That's so cute. You too are twinning," In came Alex looking adorable.
"You look so lovely Alex. From now on you are dressing me," Jane said while we all laughed.
"Thankyou," She blushed at the comment while we all laughed.
"So what's the plan for today?" Katie joined into our little clique.
"Well, for now, we are tagging with the boys to the recording studio," Jane says while scrolling through her phone.
"Is that all?" I say, expecting more.
"Nope, we are also having makeovers today starting at 1pm for God knows how long!" Jane locks her phone while I hear Katie moan.
"Someone's not excited for the makeovers," Alex says, giggling.
"You can say that again. I hate clothes and shoes and all that. I'd rather do something else," Katie says while we all laugh.
"Ladies, the limo came," I hear Harry scream from the kitchen.
"Off we go then girls," Allison says and we walk out of the the hotel house as I like to call it considering it's huge, like bigger than my own home since I practically live alone. I run towards Niall and jump on his back, "NIALLER!" He then lets out a shriek and I jump off his back.
"God, Lily! You scared the crap out of me," He says, putting his hand on his neck.
I let out a gasp, "Niall swore. Niall is going of the rails. LOUIS, NIALL SWORE, HE'S GOING ON THE BAD ROAD!" I run towards Louis and give him a hug.
"Don't worry Carrot princess, I'll protect you from the monster!" Louis then tackles Niall while all of us laugh.
"Guys, let's take a group photo," Jane says as she takes her phone out. All of us agree and she runs to an employe and we take a group photo. "Say taco's!" The employe says,
"TACO'S!" We all scream. Everyone was ontop and under people. It was a mess, in a good way.
"Send me that!" Zayn tells Jane and all of us ask the same.
"I'll tweet it," She smiles and says. I pull out my iPhone.
"What's your twitter?" Katie asks me, I listen too since I'm not following her yet
" JANEADORESZAYN! " Zayn shouts loud meanwhile I see Jane covering her face with her hands.
"Jane doesn't love me! I'm so heartbroken," Louis wipes a fake tear away while everyone continues to laugh, including me.
"Yes, Jane love me not you!" Zayn says and engulfs Jane in a hug.
"Lily, from now on you're my love not Jane," Louis starts running towards me. Oh no, who's free? Oh there is Niall there! I run towards Niall with Louis chasing me.
"NIALL HELP!" I run and suddenly I'm picked up bridal style by Harry.
"Louis, you have a girlfriend," Harry scolds Louis while I burst out laughing.
*On the way to the Saloon in a limo *
"I never thought singing could be tiring," I complain, I was so tired and we only 4 out of 47 songs which will be released in one album apparently.
"If you think that's tiring than wait. We have to finish recording everything in one month and then have to go straight on tour. But we have little holidays though," Liam says, scrolling through his phone, probably looking at some schedule or something like that.
"Atleast you can take a break for the rest of the day. The girls and I are heading out to some Saloon to have be made over or something," Katie says while smiling. Then Harry wraps her in a hug and says something. The limo then stopped and the driver spoke,
"Ladies, we have arrived."
"So, Mrs.Bristow, which movie would you like to watch?" Harry asks me. Harry and I are alone at the hotel room (it's more like a flat) , setting up the room for our movie night, while everyone else went to Nando's to pick up food and the grocery store to pick up snacks.
"THE RING!" I say, jumping around.
"Nooo, I thought you girls would like a lovely movie such as Titanic," He says, making a puppy dog face.
"Uff... fine, Titanic it is. Next time we are watching Horror," I say, sticking my tongue out.
"Yay!" Harry chants as he runs around the room.
"DING DONG"
I run towards the front door the the hotel 'room' and open the door. As I open the door, in came flooding a sea of creatures we call human beings. They all jump inside talking.
"Well hello to you to," I say sticking my tongue out as I walk into the kitchen of the hotel 'room' and unpack all the food.
"HAZZA WHY DID YOU PUT TITANIC!" I hear Louis scream at Harry from the living room.
As I walk inside, I see Harry raising his arms in defense,
"I didn't pick Titanic, Ali did," He then points to me. I feel anger filling up within me. Then I got the idea.
"Yeah, I did pick the movie. I was worried that Harry might pee his pants if I told him to put The Ring," I say, everyone starts laughing while Harry crosses his arms and starts to sulk.
"So, lets begin to watch The Ring as I have never seen Hazza pee his pants," Louis says as he exits the kitchen carrying a plate filled with food.
Jane's POV:
As the movie finished, I yawn, I then notice I was leaning against Zayn. OHMYGOD I was leaning against Zayn.
"OHMYGOD I'M SO SORRY!" I say and stop leaning against him and straighten up.
"It's fine," He tells me, trying to calm me down.
"Looks like everyone's asleep. I'm going to tweet pics," Zayn then takes his phone out and starts to tweet a picture.
"You have a twitter?" He asks me, not even looking up.
"Nada," I say then take out my phone to check the time, 12:30am perfect...
"Let's make one now then," He says pulling out a macbook from under the sofa which I did not even notice.
"What's twitter for anyways?" I ask him peaking at the screen.
"This way, you can connect with the fans. How do you not have a twitter?" He raises his eyebrow.
"I dunno," I say, I actually did know why. It was my secret I was planning to keep.
"Guess what your username is?" He tells me smiling.
"I don't want to guess," I begin to sulk. He then hands me the macbook to type the password and I see the username. JaneadoresZayn, how original.
"Like the username?" He questions me while I type the information.
"I love it," I say sarcastically and roll my eyes.
"Great, now lets see," He then pulls out his phone and does something. Within a second I see I have my first follower.
"OH MY GOD ZAYN MALIK FROM ONE DIRECTION FOLLOWED ME ON TWITTER, OMG!" I start fake-fangirling with him laughing his arse off.
"You should be happy. He is so handsome that I am suprised you haven't fainted yet," He tells me speaking of himself in third person.
"I guess I just don't love him," I say sticking my tongue out and shaking (twerking) my butt.
"Can you shush it you two, some of us actually want to sleep," Liam tells us and throws a pillow at us.
"Well, this irish girl wants to stay up all night," I say, emphasizing the ending.
"Sorry 'bout that irish girl but only 1/5 of the group actually stays up all night," He tells me.
"Oh well," I get a text on my phone. I pull it out and see it's from Simon:
To: Jane
From: Simon
Here is your schedule for tomorrow. Tell the girls:
8:00am - Recording Studio, limo will bring you there
1:00pm - Saloon, limo will bring you there
4:00pm - Wardrobe, limo will bring you there
After that you are free. Ask Paul if any troubles.
"Well, Unicorn Pal, I need to go to sleep because I am going to have to wake up at 7am tomorrow," I tell Zayn as I rub my eyes and lock my phone.
"Fine, but first you need to give me your numbers," He hands me his unlocked phone and I hand him mine.
"Ahem, passcode?" He asks me raising his brow.
"9284, don't tell the others," I tell him and put my finger over my lip.
"It'll be our secret," He gives me a wink and starts typing. I type my phone number and name the caller i.d, Your new best unicorn friend who has the blood of an irish but the tongue of an russian.
I hand him his phone and get mine in exchange.
"Why the tongue of a russian?" He raises his eyebrow, once again.
"Because I speak russian you dummy," I tell him and smile.
"Really, say something!" He tells me and claps his hands.
"Я люблю вас, и вы самым уродливым человеком в мире," I tell him and start cracking up.
"What was that?" He asks me.
"Russian darling, russian," I say.
"Wow, that's really cool, I hope what you said was nice though," He's on to me.
"Um... sure," Then he throws a pillow at me.
"Let's go to sleep," He tells me and I nodd.
*The Next Morning*
"I'm off to the shower," I say to everyone as they start to eat breakfast.
"What about food?" Niall asks me as I walk upstairs to the shower.
"I'm not hungry!" I scream loud enough for them to hear. Then there I hear a grumbling noise from my stomach, I just ignore it, as usual. No need to get anymore fatter than I already am.
I walk inside one of the rooms upstairs, and open my suitcase and take my clothes and undergarments. As I walk inside the bathroom, I lock the door and begin to strip. I look into the mirror and began to examine my body. Wow, I have such an ugly one. I have myself to blame though. I had bruises on my stomach, the top of my legs, back. I probably had more but I covered it with my foundation. No need for anyone to see. I stare at my wrist, I have this urge to do it again. I'll do it later, now I need to get into the shower and leave. I blank out for about a minute staring at my ugly body again, how I wish I had a beautiful one like the rest of the girls, but instead I have a fat, bruised, ugly, scarred body. I hop into the shower and began the process. Shampoo hair, condition hair, scrub body, shave body and try to resist the urge of cutting myself on purpose. I remember those words crystal clear, how hurtful they were. Even more painful than the punches they threw. It hurt me alot, especially because they said it. Maybe they are right, maybe I should put everyone out of their misery and kill myself. NO! Not today atleast, as I hop out of the shower I start to get dressed and put my makeup on. That includes every part of my body which is revealed, I need to do that. People will start laughing at me if they'd see all of this.
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=89579896 I think I look fine, but I still need to cover everything if we are going to be trying on clothes. As I unlock the door, I walk downstairs and see everyone sitting. I look at Lily and say.
Lily's POV:
"You look cute," I see Jane walk in, looking beautiful.
"You look cute too," I say and smile.
"Did Simon send you the schedule?" Allison joins the talk,
"OMG you guys have the same beanies! That's so cute. You too are twinning," In came Alex looking adorable.
"You look so lovely Alex. From now on you are dressing me," Jane said while we all laughed.
"Thankyou," She blushed at the comment while we all laughed.
"So what's the plan for today?" Katie joined into our little clique.
"Well, for now, we are tagging with the boys to the recording studio," Jane says while scrolling through her phone.
"Is that all?" I say, expecting more.
"Nope, we are also having makeovers today starting at 1pm for God knows how long!" Jane locks her phone while I hear Katie moan.
"Someone's not excited for the makeovers," Alex says, giggling.
"You can say that again. I hate clothes and shoes and all that. I'd rather do something else," Katie says while we all laugh.
"Ladies, the limo came," I hear Harry scream from the kitchen.
"Off we go then girls," Allison says and we walk out of the the hotel house as I like to call it considering it's huge, like bigger than my own home since I practically live alone. I run towards Niall and jump on his back, "NIALLER!" He then lets out a shriek and I jump off his back.
"God, Lily! You scared the crap out of me," He says, putting his hand on his neck.
I let out a gasp, "Niall swore. Niall is going of the rails. LOUIS, NIALL SWORE, HE'S GOING ON THE BAD ROAD!" I run towards Louis and give him a hug.
"Don't worry Carrot princess, I'll protect you from the monster!" Louis then tackles Niall while all of us laugh.
"Guys, let's take a group photo," Jane says as she takes her phone out. All of us agree and she runs to an employe and we take a group photo. "Say taco's!" The employe says,
"TACO'S!" We all scream. Everyone was ontop and under people. It was a mess, in a good way.
"Send me that!" Zayn tells Jane and all of us ask the same.
"I'll tweet it," She smiles and says. I pull out my iPhone.
"What's your twitter?" Katie asks me, I listen too since I'm not following her yet
" JANEADORESZAYN! " Zayn shouts loud meanwhile I see Jane covering her face with her hands.
"Jane doesn't love me! I'm so heartbroken," Louis wipes a fake tear away while everyone continues to laugh, including me.
"Yes, Jane love me not you!" Zayn says and engulfs Jane in a hug.
"Lily, from now on you're my love not Jane," Louis starts running towards me. Oh no, who's free? Oh there is Niall there! I run towards Niall with Louis chasing me.
"NIALL HELP!" I run and suddenly I'm picked up bridal style by Harry.
"Louis, you have a girlfriend," Harry scolds Louis while I burst out laughing.
*On the way to the Saloon in a limo *
"I never thought singing could be tiring," I complain, I was so tired and we only 4 out of 47 songs which will be released in one album apparently.
"If you think that's tiring than wait. We have to finish recording everything in one month and then have to go straight on tour. But we have little holidays though," Liam says, scrolling through his phone, probably looking at some schedule or something like that.
"Atleast you can take a break for the rest of the day. The girls and I are heading out to some Saloon to have be made over or something," Katie says while smiling. Then Harry wraps her in a hug and says something. The limo then stopped and the driver spoke,
"Ladies, we have arrived."
Notes
Translation: I love you and you are the world most ugliest person in the worldI used google translate :D #teamgoogle
I made this chapter extra long and it was hard :)
Hope you like it, please recommend it to your friends if you liked it. I work really hard when I write it. I spend alot of time too. Anyways, comment what you think. Subscribe for updates and rate 10 stars to make me happy :) Bye xxx
8/6/13