Never In A Million Years
Back to School
*Alice's POV*
Louis' friends walk in making me instantly feel nervous. I wait for Louis to not have his ear being talked off to tell him I'm going to bed and kiss his cheek. I go to his room and change into my pajamas since I've already showered.
Louis walks into the room just as I hear the front door shut. I turn back to look in the mirror in the corner of the room. I look at my scars, knowing that I shouldn't be here, Louis deserves better. I'm too young, and I haven't even kissed someone before him.
I continue to brush my hair, trying not to cry about what I know I have to do, I'll pack my stuff tomorrow after school. He's got a photo shoot for the new perfume tomorrow. I'll leave a note.
I'll go back to my parents or stay with a friend, something that Louis won't suspect. After I graduate, I'll move to Ireland, or Paris. I shouldn't think that far ahead, but I just don't want to give him trouble, because that's all I am to his career and his friends.
Louis comes up behind me snaking his arms around my waist and placing his chin on my right shoulder. He begins to leave a trail of kisses down my neck, I close my eyes feeling relaxed. I turn around to face him, kiss him, then walk over to the bed.I lay down, deciding change in plans, after he falls asleep tonight, I'll get my things.
*A Few Hours Later*
I slowly get out of the bed, getting the suitcase I brought earlier. Since I didn't unpack anything, all I have to do is get the clothes I've worn and go.
Once I have those packed up, I get my pink jacket. I make a note to him and leave off to Kimmy's house. I called her ahead of time. I get into her car and we leave. I explain to her on the way to her house what happened.
When we get to her house, I fall asleep on the floor almost immediately.
*Next Morning*
*Louis' POV*
I wake up to the alarm that I set for Ali. I roll over after I hit the snooze button, I try to put my arm around her, but it just hits the mattress. I walk out of the bedroom, expecting her to be in the kitchen, but again, she's not there. I walk about the house shouting her name, but get nothing in response. Maybe she left early for school. Just as I'm about to put a cereal box down on the counter, I notice a piece of paper.
I put the box off to the side and pick up the note.
Dear Lou,
Last night I was thinking about everything that happened the day that Zayn, Harry, Niall, and Liam found out about me. Everything Zayn said was true, I didn't want to believe it then, but I know it now. I'm too young, I'm just a stupid teenager. I want to be with you, but I have to think about you and your career, I'm not going to be the reason why your career goes down hill. Thank you for the best few months of my life, I hope you live a happy life. Who knows, maybe we'll meet again years from now. Goodbye, Lou.
Sincerely,
Ali
I read off the paper. We won't meet again, because I'm going to see you now!
*Alice's POV*
I finish getting dressed and wait for Kimmy to come downstairs. When she finally arrives downstairs, she grabs two cereal bars, and we get in the car. She offers me one, but I reject.
"You have to eat something sometime, if you don't eat this, I'll force it down your throat. It's up to you." She says, shoving the bar closer to me.
I accepted because I know that Kimmy means what she says. She starts the car and drives. I feel the familiar bumps from all the summer nights I'd stay the night and we'd look at the construction site for our now built school. Or when we were 15 and would steal the car to go meet up with some people from school.
As we arrive, I look at the familiar surroundings. The weird thing though is there's a group of people around something, or someone. I walk over to see a fight, I let the hope of it being important fall.
Before I could walk into the school, I realized I had left my bag in the car. I approach the car, noticing a figure near it, the hope rose curiously, then fell once again. It was Jeremy, the school's 'Bad Ass' as most people called him, but to me, he was just another wanna be. I noticed him puffing on a cigarette. I reach for my bag. Before I could get back on two feet, his hand met my wrist. He gripped it tightly.
"What the hell do you want, Jeremiah?" I ask.
"Don't call me that, it's Jeremy. And to answer your question Ali, even after I've told you this thousands of times, you." He answered
"Let go of the girl, she doesn't belong to you." I hear the familiar British accent.
Louis' friends walk in making me instantly feel nervous. I wait for Louis to not have his ear being talked off to tell him I'm going to bed and kiss his cheek. I go to his room and change into my pajamas since I've already showered.
Louis walks into the room just as I hear the front door shut. I turn back to look in the mirror in the corner of the room. I look at my scars, knowing that I shouldn't be here, Louis deserves better. I'm too young, and I haven't even kissed someone before him.
I continue to brush my hair, trying not to cry about what I know I have to do, I'll pack my stuff tomorrow after school. He's got a photo shoot for the new perfume tomorrow. I'll leave a note.
I'll go back to my parents or stay with a friend, something that Louis won't suspect. After I graduate, I'll move to Ireland, or Paris. I shouldn't think that far ahead, but I just don't want to give him trouble, because that's all I am to his career and his friends.
Louis comes up behind me snaking his arms around my waist and placing his chin on my right shoulder. He begins to leave a trail of kisses down my neck, I close my eyes feeling relaxed. I turn around to face him, kiss him, then walk over to the bed.I lay down, deciding change in plans, after he falls asleep tonight, I'll get my things.
*A Few Hours Later*
I slowly get out of the bed, getting the suitcase I brought earlier. Since I didn't unpack anything, all I have to do is get the clothes I've worn and go.
Once I have those packed up, I get my pink jacket. I make a note to him and leave off to Kimmy's house. I called her ahead of time. I get into her car and we leave. I explain to her on the way to her house what happened.
When we get to her house, I fall asleep on the floor almost immediately.
*Next Morning*
*Louis' POV*
I wake up to the alarm that I set for Ali. I roll over after I hit the snooze button, I try to put my arm around her, but it just hits the mattress. I walk out of the bedroom, expecting her to be in the kitchen, but again, she's not there. I walk about the house shouting her name, but get nothing in response. Maybe she left early for school. Just as I'm about to put a cereal box down on the counter, I notice a piece of paper.
I put the box off to the side and pick up the note.
Dear Lou,
Last night I was thinking about everything that happened the day that Zayn, Harry, Niall, and Liam found out about me. Everything Zayn said was true, I didn't want to believe it then, but I know it now. I'm too young, I'm just a stupid teenager. I want to be with you, but I have to think about you and your career, I'm not going to be the reason why your career goes down hill. Thank you for the best few months of my life, I hope you live a happy life. Who knows, maybe we'll meet again years from now. Goodbye, Lou.
Sincerely,
Ali
I read off the paper. We won't meet again, because I'm going to see you now!
*Alice's POV*
I finish getting dressed and wait for Kimmy to come downstairs. When she finally arrives downstairs, she grabs two cereal bars, and we get in the car. She offers me one, but I reject.
"You have to eat something sometime, if you don't eat this, I'll force it down your throat. It's up to you." She says, shoving the bar closer to me.
I accepted because I know that Kimmy means what she says. She starts the car and drives. I feel the familiar bumps from all the summer nights I'd stay the night and we'd look at the construction site for our now built school. Or when we were 15 and would steal the car to go meet up with some people from school.
As we arrive, I look at the familiar surroundings. The weird thing though is there's a group of people around something, or someone. I walk over to see a fight, I let the hope of it being important fall.
Before I could walk into the school, I realized I had left my bag in the car. I approach the car, noticing a figure near it, the hope rose curiously, then fell once again. It was Jeremy, the school's 'Bad Ass' as most people called him, but to me, he was just another wanna be. I noticed him puffing on a cigarette. I reach for my bag. Before I could get back on two feet, his hand met my wrist. He gripped it tightly.
"What the hell do you want, Jeremiah?" I ask.
"Don't call me that, it's Jeremy. And to answer your question Ali, even after I've told you this thousands of times, you." He answered
"Let go of the girl, she doesn't belong to you." I hear the familiar British accent.
Notes
Sorry for not updating, and double sorry for the once again shitty chapter. Thank you for reading and please comment if you're still there.
My new favorite word is "doltish"! :)
9/18/14