~TARA'S POV~


I cried for awhile until I got tired.

I decided to take a shower.Yeah....A shower is what I need.

I got up and quickly walked to the bathroom.I closed the door behind me and I locked it.I feel sorta safe...oh well.

I undressed and took a shower.I saw my razor on the sink so I grabbed the razor and took out a razor blade.I cut five cuts for each of the boys except Joshua he doesn't talk to me anymore.


It hurt so good.....I cleaned my cuts,dried myself,and covered my naked body with a towel and walked out of the bathroom my goal was my room,but Zayn stopped me in my tracks.

He was still pissed.He grabbed my arm tightly and pulled me into my room.

"Why is there blood on the floor?!",he asked through his teeth.

"Why are you asking me?",I asked cluelessly with my head tilted to the side.

"Because of your towel.",he pointed out I looked at myself and cursed to myself quietly.

"You need to stop.",Zayn threatened.

"Stop what?"

"This",he gently flipped over my arm to reveal the cuts.

"I-Uh-I-",He cut me off and asked.

"What's happening to you?",He asked sadly,"I don't like the new you.I miss the old you.",he added.

"You mean the one that thought your were a jackass?"

"I'd rather you hate me than for you to do this to yourself.",he hugged me protectivly and I hugged back.

I cried into his chest.


"I can't keep that secret anymore.",Zayn said and I already knew what he meant.

"You can't tell,Zayn.It'll ruin their friendship.",I said.

"The sooner he knows the better.",he said and realised me from our hug.

I stayed in my room and locked the door just incase he was mad and wanted to hit me,but I just wanna stay away from drama.

I got dressed too.
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I heard yelling and glass breaking downstairs.I don't want to face a angry Harry or Niall.

Now I've done it.I broke these boys apart.

Zayn's words ran through me,"I miss the old you...I miss the old you.."

I need to stop being a little bitch.

I dried my tears,washed my face,and stomped downstairs.

Niall and Harry were taking turns punching eachother in the face and kneeing eachother and tackling.

I wolf whistled and the house became quiet.

"Stop fighting",I ordered.


Niall came up to me and asked with a hurt face,"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I knew how you'd react.",I replied with one hand on my hip.

Notes

What will be Niall's reply?

XXTHIAXX